After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

Cheng Yu was held too tightly by Sheng Bainian, a little uncomfortable, wanted to struggle to get up, but was hugged even tighter by Sheng Bainian, he said to Sheng Bainian in a joking tone: "I just came to feel it, What is it like to sleep forever after death?"

Sheng Bainian raised his head and looked straight at Cheng Yu. He didn't believe Cheng Yu's words. He asked someone to study Cheng Yu's journey in the past few days, and found that Cheng Yu went to some Where people often die and are not taken seriously, probably only he himself knows what Cheng Yu wants to do now.

Cheng Yu lowered his eyes, wondering what he was thinking. After waiting for a while, he finally came back to his senses and asked him belatedly, "Are you looking for someone to follow me again?"

This time Sheng Bainian didn't feel guilty at all, and he didn't deny it, he just nodded and admitted: "Yes, I've got someone to follow you."

Cheng Yu moved his lips, but couldn't say what he wanted to say, he knew that Sheng Bainian must feel that he was more reasonable, that's why he was able to admit this matter without the slightest psychological pressure, and this matter appeared on the surface , It seems that I did something wrong.

Cheng Yu sighed silently in his heart, the thing he was most worried about happened, even if he wanted to hide from everyone, someone would still find him.

After a long time, Sheng Bainian finally released Cheng Yu, and he said to Cheng Yu, "Follow me back to China."

Cheng Yu didn't even think about it, and refused: "I won't answer."

Now being discovered by Sheng Bainian is no longer in his plan, if Cheng Jiayan finds out after returning to China, Cheng Yu dare not think about it anymore.

Sheng Bainian frowned immediately, "You said that you have something to do abroad, and what you said is to dig a hole for yourself and lie in it to die?"

What Sheng Bainian said seems to be correct. This is indeed the purpose of Cheng Yu's coming abroad this time, but now that Sheng Bainian said this, Cheng Yu also felt that there was something wrong with him. He opened his mouth and wanted to tell Sheng Bai Nian explained, but was speechless again, "I..."

What should he say to Sheng Bainian?Tell him that he is going to die soon, that he actually died on his birthday four years ago, and that what is still alive and walking at this time is just a tired soul and an incorruptible body. Just a corpse.

Sheng Bainian didn't seem to want to hear these meaningless explanations from Cheng Yu, he said directly to Cheng Yu: "If this is the case, you must go back to China with me."

"No, I—"

"Cheng Yu!" Cheng Yu's words were interrupted by Sheng Bainian, Cheng Yu was taken aback, looked at Sheng Bainian in front of him, Sheng Bainian had never been so angry when he was a teacher at Yunjing University, he frowned Pursing his lips, all the words he wanted to say were blocked by Sheng Bainian's voice Cheng Yu.

The sky was drooping, the lush leaves rustled in the wind, and a few crows wailed in the distance, like an ominous omen.

Sheng Bainian hugged Cheng Yu, his chin resting on Cheng Yu's shoulder, his voice was hoarse, and he asked Cheng Yu: "Cheng Yu, what exactly do you want to do?"

what do you want to do...

He couldn't do anything, he could only wait for death to come.

Cheng Yu raised his head, just looking at Sheng Bainian's eyes, Sheng Bainian's eyes seemed to have a thin watery light, and his own shadow was reflected in them, Cheng Yu's thoughts suddenly came back to him at a certain moment. In the distant past, but soon he came back to his senses.

The young man who was about to commit suicide looked at the two of them, his expression gradually distorted, he was going to die, why did he still eat this dog food, is there any justice in this world!Is there any law!

Cheng Yu lowered his eyes and looked at his feet. He wanted to have a good chat with Sheng Bainian, but he didn't know where to start. The two of them missed not only those five years, but also the rest of their lives. Perhaps from the very beginning, when he learned that Sheng Bainian had forgotten himself, he shouldn't contact him anymore.

It's just that he couldn't let go of Cheng Jiayan.

It is useless to say anything now, no one can save him, no one can save him, he seems to be still trapped in that torrential rain, waiting to die.

But now is not that time anymore, Cheng Yu shook his head and said in a low voice: "Sheng Bainian, you don't understand."

Sheng Bainian said: "I don't understand, you can tell me, how can I understand if you don't say anything?"

Cheng Yu raised his hand and gently stroked Sheng Bainian's face. No matter what, it was his luck to meet this person.

Even though he didn't accompany him for a long time, at least he had Cheng Jiayan later.

When Sheng Bainian met Cheng Yu's eyes, his heart trembled suddenly. He seemed to understand something in the dark, but in fact he still didn't know anything.

Cheng Yu broke away from Sheng Bainian's embrace, he got up, and patted the dust off his body, fortunately he came here today just to step on the spot, if Sheng Bainian really saw him die here, he would be too embarrassed.

Sheng Bainian thought about it, but did not force Cheng Yu, and said to him: "If you don't want to go home, you can live here first, and when you are willing to return to China, we will go back together."

Originally listening to the first half of Sheng Bainian's words, Cheng Yu's heart was about to let go, but when he heard later that he said to go back together, Cheng Yu quickly turned his head, stared at Sheng Bainian, and asked: " You don't intend to stay with me all the time, do you?"

Sheng Bainian hummed.

"Your company..." Cheng Yu asked.

Sheng Bainian said disapprovingly, "I didn't take care of it for the past five years, so it can run well?"

That's what he said, but Cheng Yu felt that as a more reliable company manager, it would be too irresponsible to be a hands-off shopkeeper. More importantly, if he has been by his side like this, then what he planned All right, will it all go to waste soon?

It seems that Sheng Bainian is determined to follow Cheng Yu's side, and he has no other way to make him leave, and he doesn't know what to do, why does Sheng Bainian have to rush to make himself unhappy.

Sheng Bainian sent Cheng Yu to a small hotel, and the two opened a room. Looking at Cheng Yu's strange eyes, Sheng Bainian did not explain.

There was only one bed in the room, and Sheng Bainian consciously lay on the sofa with the quilt in his arms. He asked for a room just to prevent Cheng Yu from sneaking away again at night.

Cheng Yu sat by the bed, looked at Sheng Bainian, but wondered whether he should jump out of the window while Sheng Bainian fell asleep at night, but his idea was not implemented, even though he kept holding on He didn't want to fall asleep, but not long after the lights in the room were turned off, Cheng Yu's breathing became even, and he had already fallen asleep.

On the contrary, Sheng Bainian stayed up all night without closing his eyes. He was thinking about what Cheng Yu came abroad for.

If there were no particularly important or dangerous matters, he would not have left Cheng Jiayan and came here alone, but looking at Cheng Yu's course of action in the past few days, it seems that he went to some particularly chaotic places , that is, those places that will not attract attention even if people die.

He seems to have come here specifically to commit suicide.

why?Sheng Bainian looked sideways at Cheng Yu who was sleeping peacefully on the bed, the pale moonlight shone in through the window and the worn curtains, and sprinkled on Cheng Yu's almost bloodless face, Sheng Bainian's heartbeat almost stopped until he heard When he heard his steady breathing, the heart hanging in the air gradually let go.

Cheng Yu's current situation is much better than the past five years in Pinghai. He still has Cheng Jiayan, why would he want to commit suicide?

Sheng Bainian racked his brains and couldn't figure it out, and now it seems that all he can do is to keep a close eye on Cheng Yu to avoid those ominous things from happening.

When he woke up the next morning, Cheng Yu saw Sheng Bainian still lying on the sofa obediently, and he was surprised. He thought that Sheng Bainian would be like before, and the two of them had nothing to do. Dressed and hugged together.

Sheng Bainian didn't sleep all night, did he?

Cheng Yu took a look at Sheng Bainian, and seeing him lying there lazily, with his eyelids half closed, he couldn't tell if he was energetic, so he looked away.

Seeing that he woke up, Sheng Bainian called downstairs and asked them to bring up breakfast. He seemed determined not to leave Cheng Yu's side for a moment.

Cheng Yu is also very helpless, isn't Sheng Bainian asking for trouble?Cheng Yu simply stayed in the hotel and didn't go anywhere, letting Sheng Bainian watch over him.

Sheng Bainian found that Cheng Yu really had nothing important to do. Seeing that Cheng Yu had been unwilling to go back to the country with him, Sheng Bainian himself was not in a hurry, but was afraid that he would suddenly disappear in this strange country. inconvenient.

He put the sleeping pills from the doctor in Cheng Yu's water, and after he drank the water and fell asleep, he quickly carried him to his private plane and took him back to China.

Cheng Yu fell into a deep sleep and never woke up. He lay on Sheng Bainian's lap with a calm and serene expression. Sheng Bainian's fingertips brushed lightly over his pale lips, and he wanted to lower his head and kiss Kiss him, but finally hold back.

Those memories related to Cheng Yu in the past seemed to be coming back, and it seemed that there was a thick barrier that he could never break through.

Every time he was about to touch those memories, Sheng Bainian felt that his whole body would suddenly lose weight, and then sink into a deep sea. He wanted to catch Cheng Yu, but then there were countless details. The dense needles pierced his skull, and the pain was so continuous that he couldn't even control his own body completely.

Sheng Bainian smiled wryly, for some reason, even though he took Cheng Yu on the plane back to China, the panic in his heart did not dissipate half of it.

"What should I do to you?" Sheng Bainian's voice was very soft, and he brushed Cheng Yu's soft hair with his palm.

The strange sounds in the plane disappeared, and there was silence all around. However, Sheng Bainian waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for him to answer.

After a long time, Cheng Yu opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was the snow-white walls, which were completely different from the dilapidated and yellowed walls in the hotel. Looking around, Cheng Yu vaguely felt that this place was a bit familiar. When I looked out of the window, I was finally sure that this place was indeed not in a foreign country.

This is Sheng Bainian's villa in Yunjing. Five years ago, he and Sheng Bainian spent a very happy time here, and he never came back here.

The furnishings here are still the same as before, and even the scenery in the garden outside doesn't seem to have changed much, making Cheng Yu think that he has returned to the past again.

Normally speaking, Cheng Yu should be very moved seeing such a scene, because although he and Sheng Bainian missed five years, everything is still the same as in the past, and it seems that we can start again.

But that's not the case, Cheng Yu's heart was icy cold, and a thin layer of frost formed on his heart.

He got up from the bed, walked to the door, held the doorknob and turned it, but it didn't open. He frowned slightly, and looked back at the two windows in the room, only to find that there were several windows installed on the outside of the window. He finally realized that he seemed to be imprisoned by Sheng Bainian.

His phone was not with him either, and when he was about to turn around to check for other communication tools in the room, the door opened.

Sheng Bainian stood outside the door, holding the dinner prepared for Cheng Yu in his hand, with a comforting smile on his face, he asked Cheng Yu: "Are you hungry? Time to eat?"

Cheng Yu pursed his lips, looked at Sheng Bainian with a serious face, his expression was serious, after a long silence, he asked Sheng Bainian: "Why am I here?"

Standing at the door, Sheng Bainian gradually withdrew the smile on his face, looked back at Cheng Yu calmly, he didn't answer Cheng Yu, but asked him instead: "Why do you want to go abroad?"

Before Cheng Yu could speak, Sheng Bainian followed closely: "If you can give a reasonable reason, I can find someone to send you back now."

Cheng Yu: "..."

He couldn't tell.

If he said it, even if Sheng Bainian believed it, he might not let him go.

The day after tomorrow is Sheng Bainian's birthday, why would he make it difficult for himself.

He was just going to the death promise that he should have gone to five years ago.

Cheng Yu took two steps back, sat on the bed, and looked up at Sheng Bainian, the emotion in his eyes was hard to describe.

Sheng Bainian put the porridge in his hand on the bedside table, and said to Cheng Yu, "Let's eat something first."

How could Cheng Yu be in the mood to eat now? He asked, "How long are you going to lock me up like this?"

"I don't know either." Sheng Bainian handed the phone to Cheng Yu and said to him, "Yanyan called you just now."

Cheng Yu took the phone, but did not call Cheng Jiayan back. From the day he got on the plane, he used WeChat to contact Cheng Jiayan after he arrived abroad, and the contact gradually became less and less.