After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

Sheng Bainian seemed to be a puppet being manipulated by someone, and he came to Cheng Yu's side with stiff hands and feet. He knelt down and put his fingers under Cheng Yu's nose with trembling hands.

He couldn't hear his heartbeat, couldn't feel his breath.

He is like a person who has been dead for a long time, lying here quietly, exposed to the scorching sun and washed by the rain.

If he hadn't come here, would he have stayed here all the time, without being discovered or disturbed, and then slowly rotting away, maybe there are wild beasts on this isolated island that will devour him bit by bit.

Numerous bloody images flashed back and forth in front of Sheng Bainian's eyes. Those blood plasma spread into a bright red, wrapped his whole body in it, and frozen him into an ice sculpture that would never melt.

He didn't know what kind of expression he should make, his facial features were gradually distorted and uncontrollable, and he couldn't even make a normal expression. It must be very funny to others, but he didn't have time to take care of it.

After a long time, Sheng Bainian seemed to have accepted the facts in front of him. He raised his head, looked at the person in front of him again, then raised his hand almost numbly, and pulled out the dagger from Cheng Yu's chest. The blood seemed to be The time in the past has been exhausted, only a bit of dazzling red, which once again made Sheng Bainian's heart almost stop.

He hugged Cheng Yu in his arms, closed his eyes, and hoped that when he opened them again, Cheng Yu would have woken up with no injuries on his body, and told him that he had just scared him.

However, he repeated it several times, and nothing changed in front of him.

Cheng Yu's body was still cold, his face was pale, and he would never wake up again.

Why is it always like this?Why is it always like this?

Those terrible nightmares that tormented him day and night reappeared before his eyes again. Sheng Bainian couldn't understand, since he could find Cheng Yu, why couldn't he come earlier, before Cheng Yu was hurt? Woolen cloth?

He obviously has no memory of the past, but he has to experience the pain of losing him again and again. Is this the retribution God gave him?

It was his retribution for leaving Cheng Yu's side for no reason five years ago, and it was his punishment for forgetting what he loved after he came back.

For a moment, Sheng Bainian was in a daze, and felt that Cheng Yu was still standing in front of him, with his arms around his chest, looking at himself from head to toe, then shook his head, rubbed his chin and made an exaggerated evaluation Said: "You are too old-fashioned, change one set, change another set."

So Sheng Bainian changed his clothes obediently, and the scene in front of him changed again in a blink of an eye. Cheng Yu was lying beside him, looking forward to what he would do after graduation. Some time ago he said that he would go to Sheng Bainian after graduation. I worked as an assistant and secretary in my company, but now I want to form a team to play e-sports, and I asked Sheng Bainian if he was interested in being a sponsor.

Sheng Bainian joked at the time: "That depends on whether Captain Cheng can satisfy me."

So Cheng Yu turned over and pressed Sheng Bainian down, then looked into Sheng Bainian's eyes, only each other was left in the eyes of the two, but at that time, Sheng Bainian seemed to see stars in Cheng Yu's eyes .

Because of An Jinran, Cheng Yu and Cheng Guiyuan have been in a cold war for a long time, Cheng Yu sometimes feels like a child without a home, and Sheng Bainian, he had no home earlier, The two of them can be regarded as living together.

Sheng Bainian's hand landed on Cheng Yu's head, as if to comfort him, Cheng Yu sighed softly, his two arms propped on the mattress seemed to have no strength suddenly, and the whole body lay on Sheng Bainian's body body.

Those daily details flashed before Sheng Bainian's eyes one after another, but unfortunately they were just fragments and could not be connected together. He still didn't know how the relationship between himself and Cheng Yu started and ended.

Later, what appeared in front of his eyes was a drizzling evening. Cheng Yu had just returned from a funeral, and the expression on his face looked a bit sad. He sat on the sofa in the living room, silent for a long time, "If I die in the future and lie in a coffin, who will visit me?"

Sheng Bainian brought him a glass of milk and walked over, "You are so young, what are you talking about?"

"But people are always going to die, Mr. Sheng," Cheng Yu took the milk, looked up at Sheng Bainian, and said babba, "It is said that there are unpredictable things in the sky, and people have good and bad fortunes—"

Before he could finish speaking, Sheng Bainian pinched Cheng Yu's lips, and he gave up resisting after a while.

After Sheng Bainian let go, Cheng Yu stood up from the sofa, then jumped and hung on Sheng Bainian's body like a koala, Sheng Bainian had no choice but to carry him back to the bedroom.

The two of them couldn't see the serious teacher-student relationship in the school, but after class, when they returned to Sheng Bainian's villa, they acted recklessly. Sheng Bainian was still so reserved in the past , so far he has played more tricks than Cheng Yu, and what is even more terrible is that he is still very capable of learning in this area. Cheng Yu can't play with others after only a few days of playing.

These vague scenes emerged in front of Sheng Bainian, and then slowly disappeared.

After he lost his memory, he never seemed to have thought about what it would be like to fall in love with someone, but he had fallen unconsciously, and God made another terrible joke on him.

What does this dead young man in front of him mean to him?Who can give him an answer?

Sheng Bainian always felt that although the first half of his life had some ups and downs, it was still smooth, and everything was waiting for him here.

When he was a teenager, he often thought about life, what is the meaning of his life, maybe because his parents passed away too early, and he had no other good friends around him, he always felt that he was out of tune with this world, he was wandering in this world Besides, all my work and study are just a mechanical repetition.

But now, Sheng Bainian looked at all this in front of him, and the screws on the gears that prompted him to carry out monotonous and tedious work fell off one by one, and he suddenly didn't want to do anything, just on this isolated island Waiting, waiting until it all comes to an end, to the end.

The breeze blew past, rustling the branches and leaves above the head, and a few birds flew quickly across the sky, leaving only two afterimages.

Cheng Yu's eyelids moved, and when he opened his eyes, the blue sky was reflected in his eyes, but the surrounding green leaves were drooping, and the city was on the other side of the sea, so he couldn't see it clearly.

Because I just woke up, my brain is still a little dull. It took me a while to notice that I seemed to be lying in someone's arms. This person was Sheng Bainian. At first, Cheng Yu thought he was hallucinating. Last night The two of them probably didn't rest at the same place, how could Sheng Bainian come here?

He blinked, Sheng Bainian still appeared in front of him, did not dissipate, he spoke, his voice was still a little hoarse, and asked, "Why are you here?"

Sheng Bainian was immersed in those confused past events, when he heard the voice, he raised his head in a dazed and pitiful manner, and looked at Cheng Yu who was still smiling at him in front of him. In front of Bai Nian, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality, he just stared blankly at Cheng Yu and didn't speak for a long time.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Yu asked him hoarsely.

Sheng Bainian's red eyes stared at Cheng Yu closely, and the strength in his hands increased unconsciously. He didn't know why he could still laugh at this time, let alone understand that he was not breathing. Why can he suddenly speak to himself when he has no heartbeat?

His hands were shaking non-stop, moving under Cheng Yu's nose little by little, warm breath brushed against his fingertips, Cheng Yu looked at his movements, and seemed to understand why Sheng Bainian had such a reaction.

He was afraid that he would see himself dead again.

But Cheng Yu still couldn't figure out why Sheng Bainian appeared here.

While he was thinking, Sheng Bainian tore open the blood-stained white shirt on his body. The sound of the cloth being torn was harsh, and Cheng Yu didn't even react a little.

"Isn't that good?" Cheng Yu freed up a hand, and gathered together the clothes that Sheng Bainian had torn apart, "It's broad daylight, you are a decent person, Mr. Sheng, you shouldn't be able to do this. Do something."

However, Sheng Bainian didn't listen at all, as if he was a ferocious and hungry beast that completely lost his mind, Cheng Yu was frightened by his appearance, his hands froze in place, allowing Sheng Bainian to take off his upper body clothes .

At this time, there was no wound on his chest, not even a trace of blood. Was it really my imagination just now?Sheng Bainian let go of his hand, and he breathed a sigh of relief, but then, out of the corner of his eye, he saw the dagger he had pulled out from Cheng Yu's body, not far away, shining coldly.

Sheng Bainian's body stiffened again, and the dagger was still stained with blood, which was announcing to him that what happened before was not something he imagined.

Sheng Bainian held his forehead and said to Cheng Yu weakly: "Cheng Yu, I'm going to be driven crazy by you."

"..."

Cheng Yu opened his lips, wanting to speak, but he didn't know what to say to Sheng Bainian?How much did he see, and when did he come to him?

After a while, Sheng Bainian looked up at Cheng Yu again, and he asked a somewhat strange question, "Is it true now?"

Cheng Yu: "...it should be."

Sheng Bainian laughed inexplicably, the laughter was indescribably bleak.He looked at Cheng Yu for a long time, and finally lowered his head dejectedly, and said, "I must be crazy."

Cheng Yu sat up and looked at Sheng Bainian quietly on the stone beside him. Sheng Bainian's words caused ripples in his heart. After all, Sheng Bainian watched him die twice with his own eyes. It's just that he wasn't in such a serious car accident last time, so he was able to cover it up pretty well.

"Actually..." Cheng Yu glanced at Sheng Bai Nian and raised his head again, "I won't die, you don't have to be afraid."

He looked at the distant city, he thought this matter would be an eternal secret in his heart, and no one would know, but at this time, he still told Sheng Bainian, maybe it was for Sheng Bainian's mental condition. , Cheng Yu thought to himself mockingly.

"Can't die?"

Cheng Yu hummed: "It is an injury that is fatal to ordinary people, but it is nothing to me, and it will recover soon, so you don't have to be too sad or nervous when you see it next time."

He could understand every word Cheng Yu said, but Sheng Bainian couldn't understand it together.

Cheng Yu picked up the dagger on the ground, "If you don't believe me, I can demonstrate it to you now." After he finished speaking, he gestured to his chest, and when he was about to stab the dagger, Sheng Bai Nian grabbed his wrist.

Sheng Bainian looked straight at Cheng Yu, separated his fingers one by one, and took the dagger.

Cheng Yu noticed that he seemed a little angry, and pursed his lips. After Sheng Bainian got the dagger, he suddenly said to him: "At that time in Luojiagou, you really wanted to jump off the mountain."

Cheng Yu didn't expect the topic to go so fast, Sheng Bainian felt a little guilty, coughed lightly, nodded and said, "Yes."

Sheng Bainian was silent. In just a few days, he saw Cheng Yu almost died twice. What about the past five years?What has Cheng Yu experienced?Did he really not care about dying again and again and being resurrected again and again?

Cheng Yu looked at Sheng Bainian, and half-jokingly said to Sheng Bainian: "It's really fine, why don't I die again for you to see?"

Sheng Bainian said expressionlessly: "Because I know I can't die, so I don't take my life seriously, Cheng Yu... Don't you think you've gone too far? What if an accident happens?"

Cheng Yu had nothing to say, nothing to say.

Both of their mobile phones were soaked in water, and they couldn't be turned on at all. Others couldn't contact them, and they couldn't contact the outside world.

It happened to be raining again at this time, Cheng Yu looked up at the sky, the cold rain fell on his face, he didn't go home last night, and he didn't call home, Cheng Jiayan probably had to wait.

Sheng Bainian stood up first, and said to Cheng Yu: "Looking for a place to shelter from the rain?"

Cheng Yu looked up at him and asked, "Aren't you in a hurry to go back?"

Sheng Bainian smiled wryly, and said to Cheng Yu, "There's nothing you can do if you're in a hurry."

That's true, Cheng Yu got up and followed Sheng Bainian to find a shelter from the rain.

He remembered the conversations of the raiders he had heard on the kayak, and wanted to break the stiff atmosphere between the two of them, so he jokingly said to Sheng Bainian: "After I go abroad, if there are people around you who are courteous for no reason... People, you must be careful."

"Why do you have to go?" Sheng Bainian asked him.