After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

Cheng Yu still stood where he was, with his head lowered, looking at the little black ants walking between the gray stone bricks, busy and tireless.

Cheng Yu sometimes wonders whether such a tiny creature has its own emotions.

He hopes that Sheng Bainian can help him take care of Cheng Jiayan after he leaves, but Sheng Bainian is willing to promise him only if he asks him not to leave.

None of them was willing to give in, so they fell into such an unsolvable vicious circle.

Cheng Yu was a little frustrated, Sheng Bainian was so tough, there was no need to say anything else to him.

In fact, his requirements for Sheng Bainian were already too harsh. He was too greedy in wishing that Sheng Bainian could always remember and love himself.

One day, Sheng Bai Nian will have a new lover, that person may be Ye Jin, or someone else.

But it has nothing to do with him.

Sheng Bainian didn't go far, stopped again, looked back at Cheng Yu, saw that Cheng Yu was still standing there with his head bowed, Sheng Bainian turned his head, his lips pursed into a straight line, he looked forward The guardrail in the distance also stayed in place.

He was looking forward to Cheng Yu being able to say a word of persuasion to himself, and worried that after he said it, his hard-won determination would be destroyed in an instant.

In fact, he was not as determined as he had shown in front of Cheng Yu just now, Sheng Bainian never thought that one day he would be reduced to this appearance.

How did he like him five years ago?

Cheng Yu finally raised his head, ready to leave here, but when he turned his head, he saw a silver-gray van rushing towards the two of them on the busy street, like a wild beast out of control, rampaging , no matter what.

The roar of the car was getting louder and louder, and the distance to him was less than three meters. Cheng Yu's pupils shrank slightly. The car seemed to be coming towards him, but Sheng Bainian was too close to him. There was no time to react, so he could only rush towards Sheng Bainian reflexively, pushing him forward hard.

Sheng Bainian was staggered by Cheng Yu's push. Before he realized what happened, the impact sounded like a gunshot hitting his temple, and the crowd in the distance let out exclamations and screams. , The dust floating in the mid-air is spinning and flying, getting higher and higher, and they fall on the clouds and the sun.

The smoke and dust brought up by the strong wind are like pink mushroom clouds exploding in the sun. The skyscrapers in the center of the city, the white pigeons flying in the central square, and the light rainbow refracted on the marble fountain are all in his eyes. gradually faded away from sight.

Sheng Bainian looked back in a hurry, Cheng Yu had already fallen under the car, blood gurgled from the wound, and the blood spread in front of Sheng Bainian little by little, just like the scene he saw in his dream.

The colors between the sky and the earth faded away one by one in his eyes, only that piece of bright red clinging to his eyelids like an indelible long lamp, so only this overwhelming blood color remained in his world.

Those noisy voices were swallowed by the monster's huge mouth, and there was no sound left, and there was silence.

The blood in Sheng Bainian's body seemed to stop flowing at this moment, and then cooled and frozen. He didn't know what expression he should make. His facial features were no longer under his control. He came to Cheng Yu's side and knelt down .

The blood on the ground was still warm, adhering to his fingertips, like rust, which could not be wiped off.

Sheng Bainian was trembling all over, he could no longer feel his breath, he just left himself like this, and the most frightening scene he saw in his dream finally appeared in front of him as if copied and pasted.

The rapid breathing gradually merged with the dream, and Cheng Yu's body was so tattered that he seemed to have fallen from a tall building.

He didn't dare to touch him, he hoped that everything that happened in front of him was also a dream, and prayed to God to make everything happen again.

He hoped that when he opened his eyes again, the nightmare in front of him would be over. He would rather be entangled with Cheng Yu forever, at least he is still there.

With trembling hands, Sheng Bainian took out his mobile phone, blood smeared on the case of the mobile phone, and dialed the emergency number.

Someone in the crowd had already called the police. The driver of the van wanted to escape, but was stopped by the crowd.

Sheng Bainian held Cheng Yu's cold, blood-stained hand, put his fingers on his wrist, and wanted to feel his pulse, but there was nothing, only his skin was getting colder and colder.

At this moment, Sheng Bainian resented himself extremely. If he hadn't got out of the car and called Cheng Yu to stop him, if he hadn't said those words to Cheng Yu, if Cheng Yu hadn't been trying to push him away, wouldn't the scene in front of him have been wrong? will happen.

If none of this happened, would Cheng Yu still be able to walk on the road well.

These guilt and self-blame made Sheng Bainian almost breathless.

He should have died in this place with Cheng Yu.

The scorching sun was in the sky, and the blood flowing on the asphalt road gradually dried up, but it was like a raging fire, burning people's fingertips.

"Why...why?" Sheng Bainian couldn't figure it out, he looked at Cheng Yu who was lying on the asphalt road, he was almost speechless, he thought he would cry a lot, but the corners of his eyes were dry, not a single tear came out Not coming.

"Didn't you say you couldn't go back?"

Since you can't go back, why are you saving yourself here today?

"Cheng Yu..." Sheng Bainian called his name softly, what exactly do you want to do?

There seemed to be a big hole in his chest, and the heart fell out of it and landed on the red-hot coals.

The car accident happened too suddenly, and the driver obviously wanted to put him to death. The impact was not light. It took Cheng Yu a long time to wake up, and he could vaguely hear the bones breaking and gradually bonding together With a loud voice, he opened his eyes, and the figure of Sheng Bainian in front of him changed from blurred to clear. He looked like he was about to cry, Cheng Yu seemed to have never seen him like this before.

He must have been frightened by himself.

He said softly, "I'm fine."

When he spoke, his breath was weak and his pronunciation was not very accurate, but Sheng Bainian still heard it. He quickly raised his head to look at Cheng Yu's face, without blinking his eyes, only afraid that what he just heard was an illusion.

With Cheng Yu's current state, it seemed that he was about to die, and he winked mischievously at Sheng Bainian, as if he didn't realize how serious his situation was now.

Sheng Bainian didn't know whether he was angry or frightened, his lips trembled, he was completely speechless, he just held his cold hand.

Cheng Yu thought that Sheng Bainian was probably really frightened this time. There was blood in his throat, and he couldn't speak clearly, but he tried his best to speak and comforted Sheng Bainian, saying: "It's okay, wait for me to sleep for a while. It'll be fine, it'll be fine soon..."

Before he could speak, blood had overflowed from the corner of his mouth, dripping onto the asphalt road.

"Stop talking...stop talking..." Sheng Bainian begged him, he hated Cheng Yu's way of never taking his life seriously.

Cheng Yu looked at Sheng Bainian's anxious and earnest look in front of him, and swallowed back the original sentence that he wanted to complain about how ugly he looks now, but now he is really fine, although it is indeed a bit ugly to be bumped now , but it was much better than the scene of him jumping off the rooftop in Pinghai in April this year.

He sighed silently, if Sheng Bainian saw more similar scenes, he probably wouldn't be like this.

Cheng Yu squinted and looked at the sky above his head, the sun was dazzling, a few birds flew over his head, Cheng Yu's mind was clear, he began to think, who would want his life now?

Sheng Bainian shouted his name over and over again: "Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu..."

There was undisguised panic in his tone, even though Cheng Yu had woken up now.

Didn't you say you won't go back to the old you?Now that you have let go, why save yourself.

"Cheng Yu..." Sheng Bainian pressed his cold hand to his cheek, and said softly, "You are the one who never let me go."

Cheng Yu's lips moved slightly, as if he had said something.

The ambulance finally arrived, and after they put Cheng Yu on a stretcher, the medical staff immediately rescued him.

To everyone's surprise, the various data displayed by Cheng Yu are quickly becoming normal.

Is their rescue posture too standard?It is really rare that a patient can start to improve in such a short period of time. To be honest, most of the people they have seen who were knocked into Cheng Yu's appearance died before they were sent to the hospital.

And Cheng Yu's current state actually made them feel absurd that this person might recover enough to get out of bed and run after arriving at the hospital.

It's just that they also saw the situation at the scene of the car accident. No matter how they analyze it, Cheng Yu's injuries should not be serious.

Sheng Bainian got into the ambulance with Cheng Yu, because Cheng Yu told him not to tell anyone about it before getting into the car, so he didn't inform Cheng Guiyuan.

Sheng Bainian watched Cheng Yu's complexion getting better and better on the stretcher, his body temperature rose, and his heartbeat gradually returned to normal, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Cheng Yu knew exactly what was going on with his body. When he arrived at the hospital, he felt that the wounds in his body had almost healed, and the broken bones were reconnected, and he could walk on the ground.

It's just that so many people were looking at him, Cheng Yu didn't dare to act too much, so he could only let the doctors and nurses take him to every department for examination.

After the last inspection, Cheng Yu had fully recovered.

Sheng Bainian was waiting anxiously in the corridor outside. As soon as the doctor came out of the ward, he walked up to him, asked about Cheng Yu's condition, took off his mask, and said to Sheng Bainian: "It's just a minor injury. It's fine, you'll be out of the hospital soon."

"Minor injury?" Sheng Bainian didn't believe it, he asked, "He bled so much, is it just a minor injury?"

"It is indeed a minor injury. We have checked everything that needs to be checked. Except for a little scrape on the arm and leg, there is no other problem."

Sheng Bainian froze in place, seeming to be digesting the doctor's words. After a while, he nodded to the doctor and said, "I see."

After the doctor left, Sheng Bainian sat paralyzed on the ground. The bright white light fell on him, as if covered by a layer of cold moonlight. He was left alone.

He didn't know why he didn't go into the ward to visit Cheng Yu immediately, but chose to stay here alone.

His mind was blank, as soon as he closed his eyes, Cheng Yu who was lying in a pool of blood would appear in front of him, and he could no longer distinguish between reality and dreams.

When the assistant came to the hospital, what he saw was Sheng Bainian sitting on the ground, leaning against the white wall behind him, looking extremely decadent, the assistant's heart skipped a beat, his boss must have found out some terminal illness.

Immediately afterwards, the assistant saw Sheng Bainian stand up from the ground, he didn't notice his arrival at all, turned around and opened the door of the ward, and walked in.

In the ward, Cheng Yu was lying on the hospital bed. He had almost recovered and was chatting with Cheng Jiayan on his mobile phone.

Cheng Jiayan didn't know that his father just got into a car accident today, and today was the weekend, so he stayed in bed in the morning and just woke up.

He said to Cheng Yu on the phone: "Xiao Hei can leave today."

Xiao Hei is the kitten that Cheng Yu rescued from Lin Liang, Cheng Yu chuckled lightly: "Really?"

"Yeah!" Cheng Jia said, "Does Dad want to watch it? I can video with Dad now."

Although Cheng Yu didn't have any injuries on his body now, but the background behind him could tell at a glance that he was in the hospital. He didn't want Cheng Jiayan to worry, so he said to Cheng Jiayan: "Dad has something to do, wait a while."

"Ok."

Cheng Yu and Cheng Jiayan chatted about Xiao Hei for a while, then hung up the phone, then looked up, and saw Sheng Bainian standing beside his bed, looking at him deeply.

Considering that Sheng Bainian was probably quite frightened just now, Cheng Yu didn't ask him much about what happened just now, but only asked one sentence: "Can I be discharged from the hospital later?"

"Yes."

The ward fell into an indescribable stillness for a while, Sheng Bainian hesitated for a long time, and he asked, "Cheng Yu, what am I in my heart?"

"Huh?" Cheng Yu blinked at him.

"Why did you save me then?"

Cheng Yu took it for granted: "If you don't save you, you will die."

"What about you?" Sheng Bainian asked.