After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

Cheng Yu glanced at Li Mingzhe, and explained to Mr. Zhao: "When Li Mingzhe returned home, he was a little out of order. He still had a child with him, but not long after that child was lost, and he went completely crazy."

"Child?" Zhao Qingrong was a little dazed, as if someone had knocked hard on his spine with a hammer. He couldn't move or think, and was frozen and cooled under the blow of rocks.

Cheng Yun said: "Many years ago, it should be seven or eight years, or seven or nine years ago, he brought the child back to the village, no one knew who the child's mother was, and there were rumors in the village The gossip, it was too ugly. Li Mingzhe's mental condition was not very good, and he was even more depressed in that environment. At that time, Li Mingzhe's mother's brother had a house in Xiaohuailin that was sold cheaply, so they bought it and moved. Went to Xiaohuailin, not long after arriving in Xiaohuailin, his child was taken away, and his spirit completely collapsed." Cheng Yu sighed softly, "Being crazy like this will last for many years."

But even though they moved their family to Xiaohuailin, those malicious speculations never stopped. After Li Mingzhe went completely crazy, some people said it was his retribution.

Li Mingzhe was still sitting on the bed, with his head tilted slightly, his curious eyes rested on Zhao Qingrong. He felt that the old man at the door looked familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen him before, and soon Li Mingzhe's eyes turned red , His eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, looking very aggrieved.

Mr. Zhao stared blankly at Li Mingzhe, with his lips parted, as if he wanted to say something to the crazy old man not far away, but those words were finally stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

He thought that after they separated back then, they each had their own lives. He thought that Li Mingzhe would find another suitable partner and love each other until they grew old. One day, they would meet again on the street, look at each other with a smile, and recall the past. All kinds of jokes.

He has not found any lover in these years, nor does he want to leave a child to inherit the inheritance under his hand, he only adopted a child from his brother to his knees.

Whenever he thinks of Li Mingzhe, he always feels that that person will have a good life. In the end, only he will be left behind by time, and he can't let go of it until he sleeps forever.

But he never knew that he was never the only one trapped in the past.

He once went to Li Mingzhe's hometown to look for him, but he heard that he had moved. His mother also showed him a girl who might be getting married soon. Zhao Qingrong thought it was because he didn't want to see him. There is no possibility for the two of them anymore, but even so, he wants to see him again, but he can't find him anymore.

Mr. Zhao staggered two steps. If the people around him hadn't reached out to support him in time, he should have fallen to the ground by now.

In his imagination, even if his face is getting old, he should be well-dressed, and Li Mingzhe, who has a witty conversation, has changed into the stupid and silly look he is now. Zhao Qingrong has no way to accept it. For a moment, he even feels that all this in front of him is just his It was just a dream. After waking up from the dream, although he still couldn't find Li Mingzhe, at least in the past so many years, this person's life was not that painful.

If there were no other people here, Zhao Qingrong felt that he might cry on the spot.

After so many years, those old pictures in my mind suddenly became clear again. Li Mingzhe was wearing a clean shirt, sitting on the wall of the school, and when he heard someone calling his name behind him, he turned his head and said yes I smiled to myself.

The sunlight fell on the corners of his eyes and brows, indescribably freehand.

He imagined that they would meet again many years later, sitting down and chatting and laughing happily, talking about the past, and the sadness of so many years, all poured into a glass of wine.

However, the current Li Mingzhe is completely different from what he imagined. How could he become like this?how could be?

In my impression, the day Li Mingzhe left was sunny and cloudless. He stood on the steps and looked at himself with a little sadness in his eyes. They loved each other, but they couldn't resist the torrent of family and time, so they had to separate from each other.

After many years, this society has finally become more tolerant of the homosexual group, but they have missed the time for too long.

Cheng Yu silently looked at Mr. Zhao's sad expression, but there was no big fluctuation in his heart. He just thought that this Mr. Zhao might take care of Li Mingzhe after he left, which would be good.

It can also be seen that the relationship between the two old people was indeed very heavy.

Cheng Yu felt that standing here was a bit of an eyesore, so he asked Zhao Qingrong, "Do you need me to leave?"

Mr. Zhao did not answer Cheng Yu, but only said: "Thank you."

Cheng Yu heard the meaning of the old man's words, he backed out from the door, and gently closed the door for them.

Zhao Qingrong sorted out his emotions, and walked towards Li Mingzhe who was sitting beside the bed hugging the pillow. Li Mingzhe was a little uneasy when he saw Cheng Yu leave, but now he looked at him who was walking slowly towards him, and his heart strangely calmed down. .

He looked up at him, tears streaming down his eyes involuntarily.

Mr. Zhao squatted down in front of him, raised his hand, and carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

The two old men, who had been missing for nearly half a century, finally reunited today.

Li Mingzhe lowered his head and looked at Zhao Qingrong in front of him. He opened his mouth and spoke very slowly, and asked Zhao Qingrong, "You...are...who?"

Back in time to a long time ago, the young man was wearing a Chinese tunic suit and carrying a large bag of luggage, with an expression of vigilance and defense that was not easy to be noticed by others, and asked him who you are.

I'm Zhao Qingrong, I'm here... to pick you up.

Mr. Zhao moved his lips, tears burst out before he could speak, he held Li Mingzhe's hand, Li Mingzhe wanted to take back his hand uncomfortably, but somehow his hand was almost Without any strength left, he looked down at the top of Zhao Qingrong's head with an indescribable grievance in his expression.

Mr. Zhao hugged Li Mingzhe's legs, and put his head on his knees. Li Mingzhe looked at him at a loss, and soon he felt that his pants seemed to be a little wet again.

Zhao Qingrong finally raised his head, and the figure of Li Mingzhe was reflected in his eyes. He stretched out his hand and stroked his white hair gently with his fingers. He said painfully: "I have been looking for you for many years, I don't know ,I do not know you……"

After Li Mingzhe left him back then, Zhao Qingrong thought that with his education and ability, he would become a cadre in a township or a teacher in a school. He also followed this direction to find him these years, but he never thought that Li Mingzhe would actually It will become what it is today in a place that he didn't know when he didn't know it.

He held Li Mingzhe's hand tightly, and asked Li Mingzhe in a low voice: "That child... is mine, isn't it?"

Li Mingzhe parted his lips, he couldn't understand what Li Mingzhe said, but the tears did become more and more violent, his hands were clenched into fists, and his veins were bulging.

Seeing him like this, Zhao Qingrong was very distressed, but he didn't know what he was doing now to make him stop crying. Although he didn't get a clear answer from Li Mingzhe, Zhao Qingrong was probably sure that the child was the one he had with him. Li Mingzhe's two people.

Except for Li Mingzhe's parents and him, almost no one knew that Li Mingzhe was actually an intersex person. When did that child exist?The two of them got married for so long, but only did that one time, they both drank that night, because they thought that they would be separated tomorrow, and there would be no future, their minds were occupied by all kinds of crazy thoughts, and then Just did things that were not supposed to be done.

If he knew that there was a child between them, no matter what happened back then, he would not let him leave. They could find a place where no one knew and start a new life.

However, at that time, he didn't know what happened next.

Ever since Zhao Qingrong mentioned the child, Li Mingzhe has been crying. No matter how Zhao Qingrong tried to coax him, it was useless. It was not until he was really tired from crying that he lay down on the bed and fell asleep again. After Li Mingzhe fell asleep, Zhao Qingrong Sitting on the edge of the bed watched him for a long time.

It turned out that so many years had passed, it seemed like it was just a blink of an eye, yesterday he was saying goodbye to himself while standing under the stairs with his luggage on his back, and today both of them are full of hair.

The noisy voice of mental patients came from outside the window, and Zhao Qingrong's eyes became moist again. Li Mingzhe should have been a decent and respected person in this society, but he wasted decades because of mental problems.

After a long, long time, Zhao Qingrong stood up from the bed and left the room lightly. He was also old, and under the stimulation of today's great sorrow and joy, his spirit was not very good. He forced himself to talk to the nurse. He and the doctor learned about Li Mingzhe's current situation.

At this time, Cheng Yu was sitting on a bench on the lawn outside the nursing home. He looked up at the sky above him. He didn't know what happened between Zhao Qingrong and Li Mingzhe, but he felt sorry for them.

But there are too many regrets in this world, and Cheng Yu, as a person who erased the book of the dead, has seen more regrets. If this continues, he may become a hard-hearted person sooner or later.

Cheng Yu closed his eyes, and in the distance, the running mental patient sang songs that no one else could understand, and someone shouted at the lake, let me die, let me die!

Cheng Yu pursed his lips, the sun fell on his body, warm as if he was being cared for and held in his arms, the living wanted to die, but the dying wanted to live,

Thinking of the scene of Sheng Bainian talking with Ye Jin on the beach, Cheng Yu no longer felt any fluctuations in his heart.

The sunlight covering him was blocked by something, Cheng Yu opened his eyes, and saw Mr. Zhao standing in front of him.

Mr. Zhao looked down at the young man on the bench. After hesitating for a long time, he asked him, "Have you not found that child?"

Cheng Yu shook his head, "It's been too long, it's not easy to find."

There was no surveillance in those days, so it was not easy to find someone who had been lost for decades.

Mr. Zhao also knew this. Ever since he knew they had a child, he thought that if he could find Li Mingzhe earlier, if he hadn't separated from him back then, but had chosen to fight against his family, everything would not be like this up.

But it's too late to say anything now, what he can do now, besides taking good care of Li Mingzhe, is to try his best to get that child back.

He sighed for a long time, and looked at Cheng Yu sitting on the bench with a scrutinizing gaze. Cheng Yu naturally noticed his gaze, but he was unmoved and let him look at him. After a long time, Mr. Zhao He opened his mouth and asked Cheng Yu, "Why do you know this?"

When he was in Ducheng, it was Cheng Yu who rescued him from the bottom of the mountain, and knew what the murderer who pushed him down the mountain looked like. Now he helped him find Li Mingzhe, and he knew Li Mingzhe's past very clearly, just like him It was the same as watching him in the past ten years.

If all this is described as a coincidence, it is a bit unreasonable.

"There are some things that I can't tell you, and even if I tell you, you won't believe it." Cheng Yu paused for a moment, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly, "Actually, for me, all of this is a bit too coincidental."

Seeing that Mr. Zhao was silent, Cheng Yu added another sentence, saying to him: "You haven't lost anything, have you?"

Indeed, Cheng Yu not only saved his life, but also helped him find Li Mingzhe. If he asked him for the shares of Zhao's company now, Zhao Qingrong would agree, but he never asked for anything from the beginning to the end.

Everyone has their own secrets. Mr. Zhao gave up exploring Cheng Yu's secrets. He sighed again by Cheng Yu's side. Over the years, he has never told anyone the story between himself and Li Mingzhe. One is that he doesn't want to speak, and the other is that he doesn't trust anyone in the Zhao family.

After meeting Li Mingzhe today, Mr. Zhao suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, and now Cheng Yu became the most suitable person.

The story is actually nothing new. In that era of society, two young people who were in love could not afford such a big pressure. Under the coercion of the Zhao family, they had to separate in the end. Li Mingzhe found that he had a relationship with Zhao Qingrong shortly after they separated. Child, seeing his belly getting bigger day by day, Li Mingzhe had a mental breakdown, and he didn't dare to go to the hospital or meet people. He stayed until the child was born before returning to his hometown, but in the end the child was also lost.

Cheng Yu listened to Li Mingzhe's story, but thought of himself at the end.

On the night Cheng Jiayan was born, Cheng Yu once thought that he might die. He remembered the way the doctor looked at him when he went to the hospital for an examination when his belly was just growing. Contact experts and the media to come and watch men give birth.

At that time, Cheng Yu was being exposed by An Jinran's fans on the Internet, Cheng Guiyuan also completely abandoned him, and Sheng Bainian was nowhere to be found.

He didn't want to go to the hospital to be regarded as a different kind of crowd, so he never went to the hospital again. On the day Cheng Jiayan was born, he seemed to get a sense in the dark, and he gestured back and forth on his stomach with a knife, but he didn't dare At last he closed his eyes dejectedly, thinking that he might as well die there with this child.

When Cheng Yu woke up, Cheng Jiayan had already come out of his stomach, his body was clean, as if he had been washed by someone, and he was sleeping soundly.

Cheng Yu carefully hugged this still, Cheng Jiayan opened his eyes, looked at him, and smiled at him.

At this moment, Cheng Yu suddenly felt that there was new hope in his life.

Cheng Jiayan is his salvation.