After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

Cheng Yu ignored Sheng Bainian and went upstairs. He didn't feel much about Sheng Bainian imprisoning himself here. He tried his best to do what he could, that is, Sheng Bainian This house may become a haunted house in the future, so it is not easy to sell.

Cheng Yu lay down on the bed. As for what Sheng Bainian wants to do now and what will happen in the future, it has nothing to do with him.

Perhaps because he has experienced too many books of the dead, Cheng Yu can also feel that his feelings are getting weaker and weaker, and many things seem to be less difficult to let go of than before.

Except for Cheng Jiayan, who was a child made of his own flesh and blood after all, a child he raised little by little.

Sheng Bainian imprisoned Cheng Yu in this villa, but he didn't come to see him often, and when he came over, he always looked at him with a slightly strange look.

Then one day, maybe Sheng Bainian drank something he shouldn't drink at the reception, or maybe for some other reason, he came to the villa, not very consciously, and hugged Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu didn't resist , for him, this is also a little bit of happiness.

He doesn't have much time left, why can't he enjoy himself in time.

It's just that for some reason, when he fell on the bed with Sheng Bainian, Cheng Yu suddenly felt a little nauseous and nauseous.

He pushed Sheng Bainian away, rushed into the bathroom, and retched against the toilet for a long time.

He vomited until tears came from the corners of his eyes. After a long time, he got up and stood in front of the sink and washed his face, looking at himself in the mirror, who was a little pale.

When he came out of the bathroom, Sheng Bainian had already fallen asleep on the bed, Cheng Yu walked to the bed, looked down at Sheng Bainian, and looked at him for a long time, time seemed to be particularly lenient to him, five years In the past, Sheng Bainian's appearance didn't seem to have changed at all.

Cheng Yu looked at him silently, he no longer had any illusions about Sheng Bainian, even though Sheng Bainian might be able to restore those memories about the past someday in the future, the raiders will not give up on Sheng Bainian .

Cheng Yu turned and left the room. After he left, Sheng Bainian, who was lying on the bed as if he was sleeping, slowly opened his eyes. There were many unclear emotions in his dark eyes.

After that day, Sheng Bainian had more visits, Cheng Yu sometimes even felt that he was like a canary raised by Sheng Bainian outside, but the canary should be treated better than himself.

Canaries die too.

He stood in front of the window sill, looking at the rolling mountains in the distance, and sighed softly. If there really is an afterlife, he doesn't want to be a human anymore, it's too tiring to be a human.

He wants to be a little bug flying on the window screen in summer, live in one day and die in the other, live in this day forever, and don't need to worry about tomorrow.

But maybe these little bugs have troubles of their own.

In the blink of an eye, it was Sheng Bainian's birthday. People in the circle held a reception for Sheng Bai's youthful voice. However, the banquet was so noisy that he didn't hear his phone ringing until he went to the balcony to ventilate. The call was from Cheng Yu. After he connected, he asked Cheng Yu: "What's the matter?"

Cheng Yu was about to speak, but he heard Ye Jin's voice on the phone, asking Sheng Bainian: "Mr. Sheng, why are you here?"

"No," Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, and when Sheng Bainian was about to hang up the phone, Cheng Yu followed, "Happy birthday."

Then he hung up the phone without waiting for Sheng Bainian to say anything else.

He was lying on the bed, but he didn't know where he went back.

He thought of that rainy night, Sheng Bainian never showed up, and this night, he was also by his side.

But this happy birthday is for him after all,

The happy birthday, which was several years late, was finally given to him. The corners of Cheng Yu's mouth raised slightly, and he closed his eyes.

He was never the one who was late.

This life is going to end like this.

The moonlight was dim, as if covered with a light red halo, his body began to deform slowly, as if he heard the sound of flesh and blood tearing apart, that sound accompanied by the sound of rain falling endlessly in his ears, without the end.

The moonlight fell on his face, and he wanted to open his eyes, but he didn't know what else he could see clearly at this moment.

It's long over.

It's long over.

The reception was over, and Sheng Bainian's trustee took Cheng Jiayan out of the orphanage.

Cheng Jiayan was sitting in the co-pilot, and he promised Cheng Yu that he would stay obediently in the orphanage, but he only agreed when the person who came to pick him up said that Cheng Yu was at Sheng Bainian's place. After getting permission from the director of the orphanage , followed the man to leave the orphanage, he hoped that his father would not be angry when he saw him.

He just missed Dad so much.

Dad will miss him too, Dad will understand him.

Cheng Jiayan watched as Sheng Bainian parked his car on the side of the road and went to buy a cake from a cake shop that was not yet closed. Cheng Jiayan asked him, "Is today your birthday?"

"Yes." Sheng Bainian replied with a smile.

Cheng Jiayan snorted, remained silent for a long time, and said to Sheng Bainian: "Then I wish you a happy birthday."

Sheng Bainian replied with a thank you. He learned something about the past between himself and Cheng Yu from Ye Jin and other people. Occasionally, some fragments of the past flashed through his mind. Maybe he and Cheng Yu He has been in love before, but Cheng Yu ended up having a child with another woman.

It was Cheng Yu who was sorry for him.

Sheng Bainian always thought this way, he wanted to completely break off the relationship with Cheng Yu, but he still couldn't let him go, until he finally saw him frantically plotting to kill Ye Jin, he thought Cheng Yu was crazy.

I hope that the arrival of Cheng Jiayan can make Cheng Yu not as crazy as before.

Sheng Bainian stopped the car and took Cheng Jiayan into the villa. The villa was dark and the lights were not turned on. He thought maybe Cheng Yu had already fallen asleep at this time, although it was not too late.

He took Cheng Jiayan upstairs, pushed open the door of Cheng Yu's bedroom, and turned on the light in the room.

In the room, the young man was lying quietly on the bed, blood stained the sheets under his body, like a large piece of rose that would never fade, with a smile on his lips, as if he was trapped in a dream, and then Also won't wake up.

Just like the rainy night when he died many years ago.

Following behind Sheng Bainian, Cheng Jiayan couldn't see the scene in the room, but only saw Sheng Bainian standing still, and asked him in a low voice: "Where is my father? Is it inside?"

Sheng Bainian's voice was hoarse, his blood was frozen from head to toe, and his whole body was stiff. It took him a while to recover his voice. He said to Cheng Jiayan, "...he may have gone out, and he won't be back in a while."

Cheng Jiayan didn't believe his words, looked at him suspiciously, Sheng Bainian said: "Go downstairs and play for a while."

After speaking, he entered the room, closed the door with his backhand, and left Cheng Jiayan outside.

Sheng Bainian walked to the bed, looked down at Cheng Yu who was covered in blood, and asked him softly, "What do you mean?"

Cheng Yu was still lying there without any reaction, he was dead and would never come back.

Anger, shame, shock... All kinds of indistinguishable emotions swept through all the nerves in Sheng Bainian's mind in an instant. He bent down, lowered his head, and was only two fingers away from Cheng Yu's forehead. The smell of blood wrapped Sheng Bainian in it.

If Cheng Yu could still open his eyes at this time, what he would see would be Sheng Bainian's terrifying beast-like eyes. He pressed Cheng Yu, "What tricks are you playing? Do you think you can scare me like this? gone?"

The young man still had that expression, and fell asleep quietly.

He growled Cheng Yu's name, trying to wake him up from his sleep, but the dead young man remained indifferent, he couldn't hear it, and he wouldn't open his eyes to see him again.

Sheng Bainian's little rationality made him suddenly feel like an angry clown at this moment, and the only audience turned a blind eye to his performance, remained indifferent, and even had a sneer on his face.

Nothing he could do would change everything in front of him.

Sheng Bainian sat weakly on the cold floor tiles. He never thought that one day he would face Cheng Yu's cold corpse. He never thought that the person who stood in front of him well yesterday would suddenly die today. up.

"You did it on purpose, didn't you?" Sheng Bainian looked up at the ceiling with long silver stripes above his head, "So what if you die? No one will care if you die like this."

No one will care about him.

Sheng Bainian laughed for no reason, he slammed the cake beside the bed to the ground, red and white cream splashed on the ground, like blooming flowers, withered in a blink of an eye.

Countless shrill voices shouted in his ears, and the organs in his body curled up together, convulsing in pain.

"If you're dead, you're dead," Sheng Bainian grinned, forcing himself to show an ugly smile, and he said softly, "Isn't it just dead?"

Tears fell from his eyes, Sheng Bainian blinked, more tears fell.

What is he crying for?What is there for him to cry about?

Sheng Bainian staggered up from the ground and walked towards the door. When he reached the door, he stopped and looked back at the young man who died on the bed. A great sadness welled up in his heart. It was an indescribable feeling. Fear has been seeping into the depths of his soul, trembling.

It seems that he will be trapped in this gloom all his life, and he will never be able to get out.

He lost him before he could get him again.

Cheng Guiyuan, who was far away abroad, heard the servant at home say that Cheng Yu had been back, and immediately thought of returning to China. To him, Cheng Yu was a child raised by himself, be it Ye Jin or An Jinran, After all, he is an outsider, and only Cheng Yu is connected with him by blood.