The first dude in the Qing Dynasty

"Liu Yunhao! Tell me one more time!"

Lin Ze's elegant and handsome face was distorted due to anger, and the finger pointing at Liu Yunhao slowly clenched into a fist, with blue veins on it.

A young man named Liu Yunhao was sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, with his head slightly lowered, his slightly long bangs covering his eyes, looking a little decadent, he seemed to have not seen Lin Ze's raised fist, his eyes fell on the empty wall, and his voice was tired : "Sorry. It's not that I don't love Ah Mo, I'm just tired.

"I want someone who can accompany me to sing and dance happily in the disco, accompany me to the top of the mountain to watch the sunrise, go to the beach to play surfing, go to the amusement park to ride roller coasters and ferris wheels. I like skiing, bungee jumping, and skydiving... …

"But it's been seven years. In the past seven years, the place I've been to the most is the hospital. Dates can only be at home or in the park. Occasionally when he is in good health, we go to the movies together. You can't watch horror movies, action movies, or comedies. movies, you can’t watch criminal investigation movies...

"It's been seven years, how many seven years can life have? Brother, I'm really tired..."

Lin Ze couldn't bear it anymore, and punched him in the face: "Don't tell me how wronged you are! It's the first day you know that Xiaomo is not in good health? How did you say it back then!"

He grabbed Liu Yunhao by the collar and punched him down again.

The handsome young man who was sitting next to Liu Yunhao as if he was watching a play jumped up and hugged Lin Ze: "Can't you just talk if you have something to say? Why are you beating someone?"

Lin Ze waved him away: "What's the matter with you? Get out of here! Be careful that I beat you too!"

"Brother." A gentle voice sounded: "Stop beating."

Lin Ze froze in mid-air, forced a smile, and said, "Don't worry about Xiaomo, brother will definitely give you an explanation!"

Lin Mo sighed, "Brother, just leave it alone, right?"

"Xiaomo!"

Lin Mo ignored him, turned to Liu Yunhao, his smile was still so gentle, but with visible bitterness: "Yunhao, I'm the one who dragged you down..."

Liu Yunhao maintained the posture of being knocked down by Lin Ze, spread out on the sofa, pursed his lips tightly, and said nothing.

Lin Mo couldn't continue either. After being quiet for a while, he found that the smile on his face had gone somewhere, so he wanted to pull out another one, but the muscles on his face were a little stiff. Lin Mo tried a few times before he managed to pull the corner of his mouth. , I feel that my throat is a bit dry: "This house... I will live in it for a few more days, and I will let my elder brother notify you when I move out. We saved up money to buy it together, you...don't refuse, at least keep it in mind... ..."

"……it is good."

"Then...then..." Lin Mo opened his mouth a few times, but he didn't expect to say anything else. His hands were a little soft and his teeth trembled a little: "Then...that's it?"

"so be it."

Liu Yunhao stood up and walked straight to the door. The young man he brought didn't react until he heard the door closing, and hurriedly chased after him. When he reached the door, he turned around, nodded and smiled embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

Only then did the door open.

Lin Mo stared blankly at his bright smile, and suddenly felt a severe pain in his heart, crying, laughing, singing, and dancing?

How could you not want to...

"Xiaomo, are you alright?"

Lin Mo quickly recovered, and smiled faintly: "What can be the matter?"

Lin Ze opened his mouth to speak, but held back, and said, "Xiao Mo, don't worry, I will never make that wolf-hearted kid feel better!"

Lin Mo put a card on the table: "Brother, just in case... you can give him this card for me, the password is his birthday."

Lin Ze's eyes widened: "Xiao Mo!"

"He has a lot of places he wants to go and things he wants to play. Although the money is not much, it can still support him for a few years. I delayed him for seven years. This is a bit..."

"Xiaomo!" Lin Ze laughed angrily, "I have been brothers with you for more than twenty years, why didn't I know that you are still a godfather!"

Lin Mo smiled bitterly and said: "This is not the Holy Father, this is the basic bottom line of being a human being. When we are together, I tell him that I don't love him. If he has someone he likes, tell me anytime, and I will make it happen." He. It's been seven years, and I still...don't love him.

"He took good care of me for seven years. I don't love him, but I tied him by my side for seven years. Before, I could deceive myself with his willingness. Now he finally has someone he likes, big brother, We can't be so selfish..."

With a fragile body and a broken heart, not only can't accompany him in skydiving and bungee jumping, but he can't even go to bed...

How can someone like him love?What qualifications do you have to say love?What right does he have to tie such a lively person by his side?

Seven years is too long.

"Xiaomo!"

Lin Mo was really powerless to continue, and said, "Brother, I'm hungry, can you go to Wufuzhai and buy me a bowl of porridge?"

"You!" Lin Ze left angrily: "I don't care about your nonsense, it's up to you!"

Lin Mo looked at the closed door, and his tense body instantly relaxed...

"Fortunately, you... don't love me anymore. Fortunately, I don't...do not love you either."

Don't you love it?I don't love...

Lin Ze covered his chest and curled up on the sofa.

Seven years of being in love with each other, although no one put the word "love" on their lips, but love or not love, how can it be said that it counts...

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underground garage.

"Brother Hao, Brother Hao, what are you doing so fast, wait for me!"

Liu Yunhao stopped in his tracks, expressionless: "Go back by yourself."

The boy was stunned: "Huh?"

Liu Yunhao turned around abruptly, and shouted out of composure: "I told you to get lost! Did you hear that!"

Only then did the boy see that his eyes were red, and he said, "Brother Hao, are you okay!"

Liu Yunhao shouted violently: "Get out!!!"

"Okay, I'll get out, I'll get out!" The boy sneered and walked away, cursing in a low voice, "Nervous!"

Liu Yunhao turned around and punched the wall. There was severe pain in his hand, and he punched it again—this pain, how could it be enough, how could it be enough? !

He punched the wall harder and harder, staining the wall with blood, and whimpered like a trapped animal, painful but powerless.

Putting a hand on his shoulder quietly, Liu Yunhao looked back with red eyes, and saw an expressionless face.

Lin Ze handed him a check: "You did a good job."

What answered him was a bloody iron fist. This fist was so ruthless that Lin Ze was sent flying. He felt his teeth were loose. "You rich people, do you fucking think that everything can be bought with money?!"

Unprepared, Lin Ze was pressed to the ground and punched several times. Finally, he seized the opportunity and punched back. Taking the opportunity, he flipped over and punched that face, cursing angrily: " I spent money to hire you to take care of him, so the fuck did I make you fall in love with him?"

林泽同样是满腔的怨愤无处发泄，按着刘云浩朝死里揍：“你他妈的自己爱就爱了，凭什么勾的小沫也动了心？没有你，小沫也不至于才I can't hold on for so many years!"

Liu Yunhao suddenly lost his strength, raised his hand to cover his eyes, spread it on the ground, and let Lin Ze's fist fall on his body without any reaction.

If you really don't have to love if you don't want to, how good it is...

Lin Ze couldn't fight anymore, so he just sat on the ground and said in a low voice after a while: "Didn't the doctor say that there is still half hope? When he recovers, I will be responsible for chasing him back for you, right?"

Liu Yunhao still covered his eyes, and his voice was choked with uncontrollable sobs: "You are right, I shouldn't have fallen in love with Ah Mo, let alone let him fall in love with me, I was the one who killed him."

Lin Ze lowered his head and lit a cigarette, took a few puffs silently, and then said: "I'm talking nonsense, don't take it to heart. I knew this would happen, so I agreed to you being together...I want to see him smile and be with you Together, he is very happy, thank you."

Liu Yunhao tightly pressed his lips together and did not speak.

Lin Ze said: "It's not that I'm cruel, Xiaomo knows that his days are numbered, and he always feels sorry for you, and he's afraid that you won't be able to think about him leaving... The doctor said that he is too thoughtful, and his body is not well enough for surgery. , if this continues, the last bit of hope will be gone..."

"And he can't let you go. If there is an emergency, I hope he can go away with peace of mind... Don't worry that he won't be able to bear it. I have been laying the groundwork for this month, and he has already been mentally prepared... ..."

Liu Yunhao mourned: "Don't say it, don't say it, please don't say it, okay?"

Lin Ze stuffed the check into his pocket and said, "Take it! He wants you to live the life you want. Don't you like mountain climbing, skydiving, bungee jumping, and seeing all the great rivers and mountains? Take it, take it... ..."

Get up slowly and walk to the door.

Behind him, Liu Yunhao slowly curled up into a ball, crying like a child.

"Mo... woo... Mo... Mo... Woo... Mo..."

Not far away, Lin Mo clutched his chest and leaned against the concrete pillar. Hearing Liu Yunhao's meaningless sobs, tears fell to the ground...

If...if there is really a god in this world...

please let me live...

Please, let me live...