How to say goodbye to patrons

In the end, the two of them entered the screening room. The empty screening room gave Chu Yan an inexplicably familiar feeling. Especially when he was brought to the front by Qin Yu, he suddenly realized that there was no one there. The structure is exactly the same as the place where I made love to Youlin.

At the beginning, he looked at the big blank screen and felt a little nervous for no reason, but he couldn't say what he felt nervous about.

He looked helplessly at Qin Yu beside him.

Qin Yu, who usually wished to look at Chu Yan in fact, did not place his rare sight on Chu Yan, but on the position beside Chu Yan.

"I heard that this is the place where you made love?" His hand lightly touched the leather armrest, his eyes were a little bright in the dark auditorium, as if they were stained with water.

"I have never experienced that memory." His voice sounded as if it could be blown away by the wind in the next second.

Seeing that Chu Yan didn't understand, he repeated it again: "If I want, I can know all the memories of Xiang Youlin after he became conscious, even if it is all your memories, as long as your conscious body is in this world, I can know."

His words should be extremely domineering, but Qin Yu didn't bring the domineering tone he should have to these words, instead they were light and airy.

"But I haven't experienced it." He looked straight at the chair, with admiration in it, which represented the past that he had never touched.Without his past.

"I have never experienced the feeling of being in love with you, I have never experienced the despair of Xiang Youlin, maybe I have seen it in his memory, but at that time I was mostly happy, because his Desperation means the collapse of consciousness, which means that I can meet you."

"I'm not Xiang Youlin." Qin Yu said.

He took two steps back gently: "I won't watch this movie with you, goodbye."

There was reluctance in his eyes, but there was no hesitation in the slightest.

After such a long time, he seemed to understand things that even Chu Yan didn't know.

Xiang Youlin was the only one who could occupy all of Chu Yan's emotions from the beginning to the end, and someone like him who was able to fit in every stitch would not last long.

The lights in the projection room suddenly dimmed, and colors appeared on the white curtain.

Chu Yan's gaze that was originally on Qin Yu's body became dissociated, and as the room gradually darkened, even the contours of his face could not be captured.

A calm and gentle voice suddenly sounded, and Chu Yancai focused his gaze on the screen.

Pieced together one by one, it is Xiang Youlin's familiar face, with gentle corners of the eyes and a straight figure.

This made him quite nostalgic.

The screen changed suddenly, and the figures of Xiang's father and mother slowly appeared.

"There is no difference between Chu Yan and death, so you can't cheer up? Think about the feelings of those of us who are alive?" Xiangmu's eyes were red, and her tone was full of hoarseness.

This clip appeared in front of Chu Yan so headlessly, which made him a little strange. What does it mean that there is no difference between himself and death?

He looked at the interior decoration on the screen, and the familiar place was his and Xiang Youlin's apartment.

The tidy interior of the apartment, which was always cleaned by housekeeping, looked a little dirty. There were a string of red and some black marks on the usually smooth wooden floor, and the debris in the trash can was scattered on the side.

No one has any intention of cleaning up.

"Get out." Cong Xiang Youlin finally said in a tone that contained orders, he turned his head slightly, and his empty eyes finally fixed on his mother crying out of breath.

A look of indifference.

"Xiang Youlin! I'm your mother."

"So, I let you out."

At this time, Xiang's mother was full of anger, and she called out to Xiang Youlin: "I am doing this for your own good, why are you so ignorant of gratitude!" Her finger pointed to the half-open door: "You have not come back from adoption. Let us worry about it, just because of such a half-dead man, don't you even want your mother?"

Xiang Youlin didn't even bother to look at her at this time, he turned his gaze and put it on Xiang's father, his face was so indifferent that Chu Yan couldn't recognize that this was Xiang Youlin, "Take her away."

Before Xiang's father opened his mouth, the corners of Xiang Youlin's mouth, which was always slightly upturned, sank, and he uttered a word solemnly: "Get out."

Xiang's mother waited to say more, but Xiang's father covered his mouth: "Don't say it, it's understandable that he is in a bad mood now, let's talk about it when he calms down." Xiang's father may have heard the news in a hurry, and the white cloth on his body was researched. He came here before he changed out of his research uniform.

He gave Xiang Youlin a meaningful look, and the corner of his white clothes disappeared from Xiang Youlin's sight.

At this point, even if he was the only one left in the room, the window was opened by someone, it was half open, and the warm wind was hanging on his cheeks, his sight was always far away, as if he was looking at something in the distance , not daring to turn his head to look at things nearby.

After a long time, he slowly took a step back with his right foot, and retracted his empty gaze.

He looked at the half-open door leading to the bedroom.His hand gradually clenched into a fist, revealing the deep and terrible wound on the tiger's mouth. He has forgotten what it was scratched by. The blood that flowed out has oxidized and turned brown, and it solidified on the ground. He didn't bandage it, and it was white. The flesh is hideous and terrifying.

The situation of that day invaded his mind again, and it was Chu Yan's bloodless face lying on the bed that opened and closed his eyes.

The half-closed door can be opened with a slight push, but it seems to weigh a thousand catties in front of Xiang Youlin. It seems that a gust of wind blows, and the door opens slightly wider. From the window, you can also clearly see the wrinkled sheets in the house and the pillows scattered on the ground.

"Chu Yan." His mouth was slightly opened, and he spit out his name silently. In his eyes, there was unspeakable pain, as if he had forgotten even the most basic crying, and those emotions spread in his heart. Where there is no vent, it can only be eroded in the bloody heart, leaving a brand of pain that can be called painful.

What he said gradually became audible, echoing gently in the quiet room with only the sound of the wind, and accompanied by the wind, it spread into every corner of the room: "You told me not to come to you, I listened to your words. I never resisted what you asked me to do. But... is this the reward you want to give me?"

"Chu Yan, I don't want to listen to you anymore." Xiang Youlin walked towards the bed, facing Chu Yan, the tenderness that was always on the corners of his eyes and brows had disappeared at this moment.

It was replaced by a gradual haze: "If I knew to refuse at that time, even if you hated me, I would still like it, it would be better than what you are now..."

Chu Yan, who was far away in the hospital, was still in a daze, how could he hear what he said, and Xiang Youlin was probably speaking for himself at this time.

As the sky was getting late, the wind blowing from the window was no longer as cool as during the day, but as chilly as the night.

It was as cold as that night.

Ever since Chu Yan hung up on Xiang Youlin's phone, Xiang Youlin has been feeling uneasy. He wanted to call, but he was afraid that Chu Yan would want to be quiet at this time. Chu Yan, who violated the words, found it...

His gaze moved down slowly, and he saw the medicine bottles scattered all over the place, all of which were empty, and he couldn't even find a single medicine.

"Aren't you afraid of suffering?" Xiang Youlin stepped forward, picked up the medicine bottles one by one, and placed them neatly: "How come you can eat them now?"

"Chu Yan, you are going too far." He slowly clenched the hand holding the medicine bottle, and the wound on the tiger's mouth oozes blood again, staining the name on the medicine bottle red.

There was no one on the bed, but he was still able to find the place where Chu Yan was lying that day, and the tolerance that faced him from the beginning to the end finally disappeared. I live in the hospital, but I still dare not go to the hospital.

He was afraid that after facing Chu Yan, he didn't know what he would do. After the fear subsided, he was afraid that it would surge up and recede like a wave on a dam, and what remained was resentment.

At that moment, he hated Chu Yan.

He regretted all his actions, he should not have let him go from the very beginning, such things would not have happened if he was tied by his side, he should not have listened to his every word, he didn't even know what he wanted , I actually let it go, causing such a mistake.

Xiang Youlin seemed to be on the tip of a bull's horn, his thoughts gradually immersed in the pile of ifs, sinking deeper and deeper.The face, which was not considered a good face at all, was even more gloomy at this time.

Even if Shi Wen didn't understand it, everyone around her shunned almost everyone, but with Xiang Youlin's passive sabotage, she became able to understand it.But the subsequent contracts can not be signed, what about the ones that have already been signed?Doesn't this still require his appearance?

That's it, on the third day, Shi Wen carefully knocked on the door of Xiang Youlin's apartment, then secretly opened the door with a spare key, Xiang Youlin sat on the sofa directly opposite, wondering What, there are still shreds of the shredded magazine at his feet, which are very conspicuous on the floor.

Hearing Shi Wen's intentionally amplified footsteps entering the door, Xiang Youlin didn't even give him a look. Shi Wen made a fool of herself here, and it's not that she hasn't said words of persuasion, but what can she do?His parents were kicked out because of this incident, and she was also kicked out because she didn't know what she said wrong. She can't come back empty-handed this time, or the liquidated damages will make them go away. .

She didn't know how to speak, but just happened to see the scraps of paper at Xiang Youlin's feet, wanted to pick them up, cleaned them up before speaking, just gave her a time to think, and didn't appear so embarrassing.

But just when she squatted down and was about to pick it up, Xiang Youlin's voice came from above: "Don't touch it."

The so-called stern voice made Shi Wen withdraw her hand immediately in fright.

"Just let it sit there and keep Chu Yan here, don't move at all."

Are you crazy... Shi Wen even forgot that she was half-squatting, there are only three words in her mind, and the "bar" at the end counts as four at best.

After a long time, she stood up with her sore legs, looked at Xiang Youlin who was expressionless and summoned up her courage and said, "You still have two shoots, an entertainment show to do."

Before Xiang Youlin's face changed, she hurriedly said: "Boss! I know you are in a bad mood. This is already what I cut out and can't be cut down anymore. I pushed everything that could be pushed by favor. There is really no other way. If you don’t talk about the entertainment program, if you don’t follow up with the promotion, you won’t get a penny for the movie you worked so hard to make.”

The more Shi Wen talked, the more excited she became, "I haven't talked about liquidated damages yet."

After hearing her words, Xiang Youlin stood up, took out a book of checks from somewhere, and threw it in front of Shi Wen: "How much is the liquidated damages, you fill in the number."

... Shi Wen lost her temper when she saw the check in her hand when she fell down, knowing that if she didn't say anything else, Xiang Youlin would hide herself in the snow sooner or later with this method.

She suddenly had a flash of wit, looked at Xiang Youlin tentatively, and said cautiously: "Chu Yan is still lying in the hospital."

Naturally, Xiang Youlin knew that the only call he would answer every day was from the doctor.

Shi Wen also went to see Chu Yan because of emotion and reason, and knew a lot about his situation, and then said: "It's been almost a week, and the doctor said that he hurt his brain and couldn't wake up."

Xiang Youlin looked at her, as if asking her what she said.

Shi Wen thought that success or failure depended on one move, so she plucked up her courage and said, "Of course you can afford the hospitalization fee, but do you have the heart to see Chu Yan just lie on the bed like this in the future? I heard that my uncle specializes in spiritual issues, It seems that what he is researching has reached the stage of clinical trials, and I don’t know if it can solve Chu Yan’s problem.”

"Of course, if you keep paying the liquidated damages, you don't know if you can support your uncle's laboratory."

"Which ones are they?" Xiang Youlin interrupted Shi Wen's next words: "And those you pushed, I will participate."

Shi Wen twitched the corners of her mouth, trying to show a smile, but she had already persuaded Xiang Youlin to work, but why was she always unhappy.

Soon, Shi Wen knew why.

Since that day, Xiang Youlin has not had a single day off, and there is only one requirement for taking the film, which is the high price.His classic image on the screen only stopped this year.

Wanting money but not fame, being popular is really ugly, did Wuli Youlin get a loan and rush to pay back the money?Xiang Youlin seemed to step on the gas pedal hard on his own downhill road.

But with the decline of his reputation, he has made a lot of money, and with reasonable investment, his worth has doubled by more than ten times.

Just when his remaining fans thought that he should have earned enough, he should make a few conscientious movies, but he didn't know that he didn't have enough!

Shi Wen didn't dare to approach him anymore, except for work, they basically had no contact.

"That... I'm getting married." Shi Wen said while Xiang Youlin was resting: "I just brought in the actor. I guess you don't know if I said it. Which of the little fresh meats in the entertainment industry are you? Played against them? Which one do you remember?"

"In the future, I guess I won't be able to follow you and arrange those things for you like before. Please hire an assistant."

The more she talked, the more sad she became: "I don't know how the research over there is going. You haven't seen Chu Yan for almost seven years. I just went to see it yesterday. His face is pretty good. The researchers are very hardworking. See I'm not much thinner than before."

She looked up at Xiang Youlin, and asked seriously: "Are you sure you don't want to go see him?"

"Forget it." Xiang Youlin replied softly, turning his head to look at his own face reflected in the window. After so many years of hard work, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes are already obvious, and his eyes are full of exhaustion.

If it is said that at the beginning, there was some resentment and unwillingness to pass it, then it was because of the change of emotions that it was afraid of the past, but now it is a little afraid.

He can't even like himself now, let alone Chu Yan?What would he do if he really opened his eyes to see himself like this.

"Then how long do you want to stay here?" Shi Wen looked at the confetti on the ground that hadn't changed for seven years and the floor that was obviously cleaned every day, and she no longer had the strength to persuade him to let go.

"He's still in a coma and can't see you. Besides, don't you want to see him when he wakes up?"

"Soon." At this point, Xiang Youlin had a smile on his lips: "The progress of the research institute is very good, and the equipment can be put into use as soon as the end of the month."

His voice was endless, as if he had finally met someone who could share the rare joy in his heart.

It was only then that Shi Wen realized that what she said just now was all trivial. As an investor, Xiang Youlin naturally knew more than herself.

That's right, although he didn't have a past, but he put all his heart on it. Over the years, his understanding of human nerves is comparable to that of a researcher in the institute.

"They designed a new world that can be directly projected into the mind of a comatose person to restore his spirit. At that time, I can also enter..." He said this, and his voice gradually fell silent: "Chu Yan sees me, what if he still chooses to run away, what if he doesn't like me when he sees me like this."

Xiang Youlin's worries were resolved in another way. When he was lying in the instrument to create a connection of thoughts, those split personalities that he had hidden swarmed out and took root in that world.

He was called out forcefully, and the researcher asked him with a strange look: "Do you know that you have a split personality?"

"..."

Xiang Youlin accepted the question very calmly, and he even seemed a little satisfied: "Isn't this just a few more opportunities? Let's see which one Chu Yan likes."

"But...the only spiritual carrier we measure is you. There are so many more for no reason. I don't know if there will be any problems at that time."

"Where is Chu Yan?"

"It's on your side." The researcher explained: "A doctor was invited to take a test just now. Due to the machine, your sub-personality has already suffered from memory loss." Facing the only investor in their project, he was already somewhat nervous. He didn't dare to refute, let alone heard that he fired his father, so he didn't dare to make mistakes.

"It's not Chu Yan's side." Xiang Youlin was wearing a hospital gown, and after a series of tests, he looked fragile.

"It's like this, Mr. Xiang, our setting is a world where two spirit bodies exist. We suggest that you treat it first before talking about other things, otherwise you are afraid that your spirit body will be squeezed out, and it is more likely that your spirit body will be squeezed out. main character."

"What will happen then?"

"The best thing is to fall into a deep sleep like Mr. Chu." The researcher persuaded: "You have waited for so long, isn't it just to meet Mr. Chu?"

"Let Chu Yan choose." Xiang Youlin said: "If it's really so unfortunate that I fell asleep, if Chu Yan chooses someone else, then don't save me."

The color of the big screen was reflected on Chu Yan's face, adding a layer of blue color which matched his dazed look very well.

He never knew that Xiang Youlin had done so much behind his back. Compared with him, his so-called entanglement and dare not face it were just like children's slapstick.

The plot on the screen is still slowly advancing, as if re-watching what he experienced.

But he was no longer in the mood to watch it anymore. The dream he had when Xiang Youlin was filming that day, about Xiang Youlin's appearance after he left, was like chains with thorns. It was like stirring his heart, every time it beat, it was covered in blood and blood.

But this is nothing, he couldn't help but fell into a deep fear, in the dream Xiang Youlin would act as long as he was paid, and at the end of his life, all the people who respected him despised him.

Such a scene, if it is not because of the results of the research, it will develop along with the trend, and it will be Xiang Youlin's future.

The words of self-blame are beyond words.

He seemed to feel that such deep-rooted emotions could only be manifested when facing Xiang Youlin.

He was finally able to distinguish between the two people in reality, Xiang Youlin and the dream. In reality, Xiang Youlin was always tolerant, but in the dream, he was paranoid about himself, and both characters were stubborn to the point of sharpness.

I don't know how long it took, the giant screen turned white, and Chu Yan realized that the performance was over.

After a long time, he stood up and looked around in the empty auditorium, as if he was looking forward to something in his heart, waiting for Xiang Youlin to be by his side when he finished watching it?

Suddenly there was a creaking sound in the silent projection room. It was the sound of the door being pushed open. Chu Yan turned his head and looked over. There was a dark figure in the backlight between his fingers, walking towards him step by step.

He didn't speak, and he didn't walk fast, but with every step closer, the dark color slowly receded from his face, revealing his true colors, and finally he stood in front of Chu Yan, showing a smile :"haven't seen you for a long time."

Seeing him, Chu Yan's heart was empty, and the corners of his mouth couldn't even move, so he could only say something dryly: "Long time no see."

With such a contrasting attitude, the person on the opposite side has a good temper: "What's the matter, are you a little disappointed?"

"..."

He smiled softly, obviously it was He Minting's smile, but Chu Yan always had a sense of familiarity with Xiang Youlin.

"Don't worry, he will meet you soon." His voice was steady, neither high nor low: "I'm here to say goodbye to you, maybe I'm still a little unwilling to give up, come to see you .”

"It's all right now." He took a long breath: "You don't have to worry, I will definitely give you Xiang Youlin." He leaned forward gently, wanting to kiss Chu Yan's lips, Chu Yan backed away unconsciously. He took a step, and just met his eyes that felt bitter. He closed them gently, and took his palm.

Xiang Youlin's voice was so gentle that he had never heard before: "As long as it is what you want."

Chu Yan only felt as if a dragonfly had just touched water, and his lips pressed lightly on the back of his hand. In less than a second, the warmth on the back of his hand disappeared.

The system never imagined that He Minting, who was begging for nothing to persuade him, would obediently choose to give up just to see Chu Yan.

It also couldn't imagine why Qin Yu, who had been hiding well all this time, suddenly showed his tail, as if suddenly exposing himself.

Similarly, with its brain, it still can't figure out why, when trying to persuade Xiang Youlin, it would complete the task so concisely and easily.