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Chu Yan wanted to subconsciously say that he was not him, even though he could recall that he might have lived here when he was a child, but according to that kind of development, he should have known Xiang Youlin a long time ago.

And not much later.

"Do you find it strange?" Qin Yu said.

"Are you willing to listen to my explanation now?" His voice softly blew into Chu Yan's ears. Chu Yan did not refuse, but looked at Qin Yu seriously.

"You have not traveled through time. This is an illusory world, and the creation of this world was constructed by the wishes of two people." His finger pointed to Chu Yan: "One is you." Then he bent his palm He came over and pointed to himself: "The other one is Xiang Youlin."

Just when Chu Yan opened his mouth to doubt, he said directly: "You want to be selfish, you want to be a bit of a scumbag. You don't want that kind of thug image, do you?"

"You don't even want memories of that time."

He spoke eloquently, and each sentence pierced his heart.Yes, he's happy with his body now, even when he first started acting.

"You actually like someone as strong as He Minting." Qin Yu tilted his head, as if he didn't care that he was talking about a rival in love. In his opinion, it was just a very common name.

"So He Minting was created."

"Xiang Youlin is the same way."

"Xiang Youlin always felt that I was tolerant, gentle, and letting go hurt you. This split the paranoid Xiang Youlin." Qin Yu looked at Chu Yan, and from his expression, he could see that his doubts had always been Now, it's just that there are too many doubts, but I don't know where to mention it.

"Then let's start with He Minting." Qin Yu breathed out slowly: "He Minting can be said to be the future that Xiang Youlin wants, your own future that you change according to your preferences, but you I just liked him, not fell in love with him."

"Do you still remember the system's favorability scale?" Qin Yu said slowly: "That's not He Minting's favorability, nor Xiang Youlin's favorability. It's your favorability."

"Xiang Youlin, He Minting, and even me, have been full marks for the maximum amount of favorability from the very beginning."

"It's impossible." These subversions came too fast, which made it difficult for Chu Yan to accept: "Then why did the strategy exist in the first place?"

"Because according to your nature, would you strike up a good conversation with us? If you didn't set the condition of 'strategy', you would have left from the beginning."

"That thing called the mastermind adjusted your character from the beginning, and adjusted your character to what you yearn for." Qin Yu paused, watching Chu Yan trying to persuade himself, not knowing whether it was persuasion Accept it yourself, or convince yourself to deepen your doubts.

"But that is not your own personality after all, and you are not a schizophrenic individual like us, so your own personality has been revealed over time."

"But it's okay, I like you anyway."

It wasn't Qin Yu's words that made Chu Yan look up in shock, he repeated Qin Yu's words without emphasizing: "What did you say? What do you mean 'You are not a schizophrenic individual like us? '"

Qin Yu actually didn't want to talk about this matter, but after he summed it up, he felt that he should be the first to put his posture in front of Chu Yan. From the beginning, there should be no suspicion, and everything should be open and honest. This is what Chu Yan wanted. After a pause, he still said: "Xiang Youlin is actually a genius. I'm talking about the Xiang Youlin in your memory from the beginning."

After Qin Yu finished speaking, he looked at Chu Yan without blinking, for fear of seeing a little distress for Xiang Youlin from his eyes, or some other feeling.

Everything today exceeded what Chu Yan thought he could accept, and even the recovery of all the painful memories at the beginning was not as good as every word in Qin Yu's seemingly calm words now.

Qin Yu went on to say: "If He Minting's essence is derived from Xiang Youlin's yearning for the future, then this paranoid Xiang Youlin is due to Xiang Youlin's desire to change himself, so we call this Xiang Youlin, who is the second personality, will make you mistakenly think that he is the original main personality at the beginning, but the later exposure is because all his changes are spread from you as the center, and all his paranoia is aimed at your."

"Then what about you?" Chu Yan asked, "Are you the third personality?"

Qin Yu shook his head, showed a mocking smile, pointed at himself with his slender fingers, and his tone seemed to be chic, but subconsciously Chu Yan didn't think it was so simple: "I'm not the first Three personalities, I am No.1 personality."

"If the second Xiang Youlin and He Minting were all derived after what happened to you, then I have appeared from the beginning."

"You can understand it like this" Qin Yu pointed to himself: "I am the past."

"Xiang Youlin represents the present, while He Minting represents the future."

"In the past?" Chu Yan didn't understand it at first, and now he doesn't understand it even more.

"You lost your childhood memories because of a serious illness, but when you saw Xiang Youlin, he didn't recognize you, because he didn't have childhood memories either."

"Why?" Qin Yu looked at Chu Yan, his voice was soft, but inexplicably frightening: "It's not because of illness, but because I don't want him to remember."

"At the beginning, he also felt that he was sick, why did he like the same sex, and then he suppressed it desperately. I was born at that time. Later, after I realized that I could do something, I simply put All the memories about you are in the pocket." He looked at Chu Yan, revealing his exclusive desire unabashedly: "You are mine."

"But things didn't go as expected." Qin Yu shrugged: "After Xiang Youlin was adopted, he met you again. At that time, his heart seemed to grow a lot, and he dared to face up to his own emotions. I didn't come out. When you are asleep, you will fall into a deep sleep, and will not be awakened until something happens to you."

If possible, he really didn't want to say anything good for Xiang Youlin.But this world is controlled by the control room after all, he can certainly deceive Chu Yan into believing it in a simple way, but if something happens one day, he will not feel guilty towards Xiang Youlin because of those people's words, It's better to say it from your own mouth now, no matter what, Chu Yan's performance is visible to him, and even controllable.

"You didn't die at that time, you were rescued, but you couldn't wake up after using many methods." He said: "Xiang Youlin's father is a scientific researcher, and his research happens to be related to the spiritual field. Father's laboratory made such a thing, which can make people's consciousness stay in the inner world."

"That's why I say it was fictional from the beginning." Qin Yu said.

"The development of the world line inside is parallel to the world line of your childhood, with changes in the middle."

"From the very beginning, Xiang Youlin, that is, I, didn't hide my affection for you." Qin Yu turned his head and looked at the orphanage: "So we are together, I didn't let you find your biological parents, you Naturally, I won’t have kidney failure due to trauma, and I didn’t take those hormonal drugs that will make people fat. Maybe I have slightly adjusted it according to your wishes, but it still develops slowly according to your original appearance. Life, although It was a bit bitter, but we supported each other, so we walked down so sweetly, Nong, that's it."

"Naturally, I didn't choose to submit to my father, and I didn't choose to be adopted. I will always be with you."

Qin Yu slowly concluded: "Well, this is such a timeline."

He stretched out his hands to Chu Yan's, and Chu Yan took a step back subconsciously, Qin Yu quickly raised his hands, showing a posture that I will not force you.

It was only later that I tried to put my hands under Chu Yan's hanging hands bit by bit, and then slowly lifted them up, using my own hands as a base, and slowly lifted Chu Yan's hands up.

Both of them set their sights on Chu Yan's hand. His fingers were slender and well-defined, and there was a ring at the position of the ring finger.Qin Yu gently stretched his index finger and thumb towards the ring, and with a light tug, the outer ring came off, and what was left was the one that Chu Yan had been wearing around his neck since he woke up. ring.

The old silver was slightly blackened, and Qin Yu looked at the ring with a cheap texture, as if looking at an infinite treasure: "This is a gift you gave me, do you remember? The time we escaped After leaving the orphanage, I was cheated because I didn’t have much experience and worked part-time, so I saved money to buy such a ring after praising it for a week.” He smiled lightly: “Not even two rings. rise."

"I was afraid that you would forget me, so I put it on your body when you left."

"In the original world, because you found your biological parents, they naturally threw away all your things, so you didn't know." However, Qin Yu's expression was very calm: "But after going around, I still go back. It's in your hands."

"So." He looked up at Chu Yan: "Are you still saying that you are not my lover?"

Chu Yan quietly looked at the ring on his hand. It was strange and strange from the beginning, but he never meant to throw it away. It turned out to be like this.

If everything Qin Yu said was true, Chu Yan asked, "Then why was it that I was not by your side from the beginning, but the first person I saw was He Minting?"

This incident really hit Qin Yu's sore spot. He said through gritted teeth, "Because it is the master personality who creates this world, of course he hopes that Xiang Youlin can be with you in the virtual world. We are all companions." I was not reconciled to the fact that the prince had to be put in because he was studying, so I devoured the memory of the master personality that should be given to Xiang Youlin, so the memories of He Minting and Xiang Youlin were generated according to the development of the world , As for anything else, they don't know anything."

"Then what I did was discovered by those researchers for some reason, and they planned to destroy me as if they had discovered a virus." His tone was even a little aggrieved: "Directly arranged various natural and man-made disasters For me, I am also not ranked as the first person who should be with you by them."

He threw himself into Chu Yan's arms when Chu Yan was in a daze: "I really tried my best to see you."

"Chu Yan." He said coquettishly: "You love me obviously, we have known each other since the beginning. Do you know how cold I felt when you looked at me with that strange eyes?"

Chu Yan was slightly stunned, and subconsciously stretched out his hands to surround him, obviously knowing that Qin Yu might be doing it on purpose, but he just didn't want Qin Yu to feel wronged in the slightest: "I'm sorry."

"I'm not angry with Chu Yan, it's all those white coats!" Qin Yu said, "They arranged for a car to hit me, you know? I'm clearly your first boyfriend in terms of character design, but it turned out to be a name! "

"It's just too much! I finally repaired my body with my own efforts, and was sent directly overseas by a plane, and my voice was intentionally hoarse."

Qin Yu became more and more aggrieved as he spoke, like a child: "Chu Yan, you obviously like my voice the most. I dare not speak in front of you when my voice is hoarse. I hide every day for fear of being caught by those white people. Lab coat found."

"They treat each other favorably!"