How to say goodbye to patrons

Xiang Youlin weighed how many times the two held hands, how many times he fantasized about wearing his own token of love on that finger.

Now that appearance can even be said to be an ordinary ring, it was well worn on the root of Chu Yan's ring finger. Xiang Youlin's eyes seemed to be twinkling with stars, and he looked up at Chu Yan who was at a loss. Facing each other, Chu Yan seemed to become even more flustered, subconsciously about to take off the ring.

As soon as he put his hand on it, Xiang Youlin inserted his right hand between his five fingers and held it tightly. The rings of the two people were stuck together, which happened to be a symbol of no limit.

"Xiang Youlin, you..." he reprimanded subconsciously.His mind was so full of the words Xiang Youlin that he hadn't figured out what to say next.

However, Xiang Youlin didn't give him this chance. He used all his strength to rush towards Chu Yan. Chu Yan could feel the pain in his gums from being hit, and almost shed tears. His lips sealed Chu Yan. Yan's mouth, which was always misaligned, didn't have any seductive intentions in it, it just poked in recklessly.

All the tightly suppressed emotions of Xiang Youlin finally came out today, like a torrent that eroded every part of Chu Yan's body, even where the torrent flowed, it brought out his deep-seated emotions, Chu Yan stared blankly. Watching them merge into one, converging into a sea at the biggest position in the apex of his heart.Flows through the body with every beat of the heart.

You should break free, Chu Yan thought.But at this moment, the chair in the cinema was brought down, Xiang Youlin straddled him, and described every part of his body with his mouth.

As devout as if tomorrow will be destroyed.

"I love you. No matter how much you refuse, listen carefully." Xiang Youlin sat on him and looked at him from high to low: "I love you." He tore Chu Yan's body roughly Clothes: "If you refuse once, I will say it twice. If you refuse ten times, I will say it eleven times. If you refuse it for a lifetime, I will go to your grave and talk for a lifetime."

"Chu Yan! You can't deceive me." His lips touched the Adam's apple on Chu Yan's neck, feeling its slight touch: "You can't deceive yourself either."

Chu Yan still wanted to deceive himself, but the trembling of his body had already followed his desire and deviated from his reason.

And his remaining sanity couldn't even control his own thoughts.

He was right: I couldn't fool myself.

His hands gently wrapped around Xiang Youlin's waist: just once, just tonight.All scruples were submerged by the waves, and he also reached the peak following the waves one after another.

When they walked out of the cinema, the moon on the first day of the new year hung round on the top of the tall buildings. The tall buildings were brightly lit, and every window decorated with lights was a reunited family.

"You should be in the window." Chu Yan looked at the windows one after another, a little lonely: You should have a wife and children.Happy holidays and New Years.

Instead of walking down the street with a homeless guy like me.

Chu Yan didn't say the following words, but Xiang Youlin somehow understood.He straightened Chu Yan's face, and said seriously: "Don't use a good name for me to arrange the so-called future for me. I know what I want and what makes me happy."

When he came out, Xiang Youlin only wore a mask, and a scarf wrapped around Chu Yan's neck, slightly covering the marks left by his emotions.

Xiang Youlin pulled down his scarf, and the slightly swollen lips and the marks on his neck appeared in front of him unreservedly.Chu Yan hurriedly pulled over to cover his face: "You are crazy, we are on the street!"

"We were still in the movie theater just now." Xiang Youlin pulled away the scarf that Chu Yan was covering without too much force: "Didn't you do everything you should do?"

Chu Yan still wanted to reprimand, but seeing Xiang Youlin's satisfied face, he couldn't say anything. He felt Xiang Youlin's hand sneaking into his pocket again, which was one more movement than before. That is, the index finger and thumb lightly touched the ring on his hand.

"We are together."

Then they interlocked their fingers.

After waiting for a long time, Chu Yan didn't speak. Xiang Youlin, who had already thought about this situation, smiled bitterly, and gently took off the ring on Chu Yan's hand with his index finger and thumb in his pocket.The ring was very light, and fell silently from the fingertips into the pocket.

"It's okay, I'm already very satisfied." Xiang Youlin said, he gently let go of the hands of the two, and walked slowly in front.As far as he said, Chu Yan didn't respond, so he didn't want to.

These two rings are as shady as their relationship.He felt like a mouse in the sewer, looking at the sunlight outside through the small hole in the manhole cover every day.

The sun is warm and warm, shining on people with infinite hope, but he can't see the sun, once he goes out, all the darkness will be illuminated by the sun and there is nowhere to hide.

Chu Yan stretched out his index finger and lightly touched the ring that was already at the bottom of his pocket, feeling that he was only a short while away from the temperature of his finger, and the cold seeped into his body.His eyes turned to Xiang Youlin who was walking in front.

"Are you willing to hide with me forever? That kind of shameful day." Chu Yan's voice was not loud, but it reached Xiang Youlin's ears like an explosion in the dry, cold and quiet air outside.

He turned his head to look at Chu Yan, smiled like a fool, and said softly, "I am willing." The sound of firecrackers at twelve o'clock behind him suddenly sounded, announcing the coming of a new year.

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This memory came so abruptly that Chu Yan even forgot what made him fall asleep in the end and woke up from that memory.

But Xiang Youlin quickly gave him a good answer.

Xiang Youlin happily took out a small red velvet square box from his pocket, and asked in a low voice in Chu Yan's ear, "Do you want to?"

"I am willing." Chu Yan opened the box, and an identical ring connected his past and present.

He was suddenly happy from the bottom of his heart, no one discriminated against them here, no one would object, those so-called worries that used to be so big became completely invisible here.

He happily hugged Xiang Youlin's neck, a little excited and didn't know what to say.

Xiang Youlin just smiled, and put the ring on his ring finger. The strange thing was that the size was clearly measured, but it was still too big for Chu Yan's hand.

"It's okay, I'll do it twice." Chu Yan didn't care.

In his excitement, he didn't want to understand that the two proposals are different.

That time of deliberation, betting on the future and everything he had, was a sacrifice of everything, a gamble.

But this time, it was just a weak person's fear, for that dark, unspeakable possessive desire.

"Xiang Youlin." Chu Yan exhaled seductively in his ear: "I want to do it."

If Xiang Youlin could not stand such a temptation at any time normally, he would definitely bring him to the bed, but now that Chu Yan's words reached his ears, he was taken aback.

The idea that had already taken root in my heart grew thicker, and it was even about to bear fruit.

Did He Minting touch him, and he didn't want him to find out that he did it on purpose?

The more these three things went smoothly, the more doubts he had in his heart.

He wanted to give Chu Yan a little trust, but it was clearly displayed on the phone that the location he had been to was the hotel owned by He Minting, and the apartment was so far away from the hotel, he could still go to see He Minting who?

"Let's take a bath first." Xiang Youlin said.

"it is good."

Xiang Youlin stood aside, watching Chu Yan take off his clothes one by one.

Those imprints that hadn't disappeared gradually calmed down his mood.

It just so happened that Chu Yan turned to look at him at this moment, asking if he wanted to come together.

Xiang Youlin's eyes suddenly became sharp, and all his eyes were focused on the middle of Chu Yan's collarbone.That position, that trace is not my own.

He lunged at Chu Yan like a wild beast, and pressed his lips on the middle of his collarbone. Chu Yan was hit by this force and fell directly into the bathtub. His upper body was directly submerged in the bathtub, and he spit out a A huge bubble, struggling unconsciously with both hands.

After he felt that all the air in his lungs had been exhausted, Xiang Youlin finally let him go.

"What are you doing?" Chu Yan kicked him indifferently: "Are you an animal? Almost drowned me."

Xiang Youlin was confused for a moment, but quickly came back to his senses: "I'm sorry."

"I'm not angry with you." Chu Yan smiled and put his hands on his shoulders: "You are in such a hurry, why don't you go to bed?"

"Okay." Xiang Youlin said, reaching out to hug Chu Yan and put him on the bed.

"Chu Yan." Xiang Youlin untied his soaked clothes, hung them beside the bed, and asked seemingly casually, "Have you been in contact with He Minting recently?"

"He Minting?" Chu Yan shook his head strangely: "No, what's wrong?"

"It's okay." Hearing this answer, Xiang Youlin felt cold all over his body.He suddenly wanted to punish Chu Yan, punish him for lying, why he was so disobedient.

"Didn't you say that I will endorse He Minting and the others? There is a short story to be filmed tomorrow, so go with me."

Brother, I'm already off, are you discussing tomorrow's itinerary with me?Chu Yan simply turned off the light, walked to the end of the bed in the dark, grabbed Xiang Youlin, and sent himself up: "I don't care, but is it appropriate for you to say this at this time?"

"Inappropriate." Xiang Youlin gently kissed his neck, and apologized in a low voice. In the dark room, his pupils were as dark as the darkness.

Are you in such a hurry?Anxious to cover up the traces he left on you?Chu Yan, what do you think of me?

"Don't be so anxious to order." Xiang Youlin's tone was indifferent: "You will order tomorrow."