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"Sir." Hu Hai pushed the door lightly and walked in, holding the food in his hand.

Yu Zishi was sitting at the desk writing a letter, but when he heard Hu Hai's voice, his hands trembled and he made a mistake.He slowly put down his pen and looked up at Hu Hai.

"Sir, I made something to eat."

"Let's put it down." After Yu Zishi said this sentence, he lowered his head and continued to write the letter again, without looking at Hu Hai again.

Hu Hai tightened his grip on the tray, but he still walked to the side and put the food on the table, Yu Zishi still didn't look up at him, his face was a little ugly, and he said softly for a while: "Sir, eat early, wait It will be cold in a while."

Yu Zishi blinked lightly, staring at the words he wrote, and finally, he hummed lightly.

Hu Hai saw that Yu Zishi had hardly stopped writing since he entered the room, and his breath was slightly unsteady.For many days in a row, Yu Zishi had hardly spoken to him. Apart from writing letters in his room every day, he went out to wander around Luoyang City. He didn't look at himself very directly, and the never-before-seen indifferent attitude finally made Hu Hai a little bit unbearable.He is not someone who can't bear it, but almost all of his embarrassment in his life is related to this man. In front of him, he is used to embarrassment, and he can't bear it at all.

"Sir." Hu Hai's heart ached, and he finally said, "I just like you."

Yu Zishi's hands suddenly stopped.

"Get out." He said coldly and concisely.

"Sir." Hu Hai reached out to touch Yu Zishi's hand, trying to take out the pen in his hand, but in vain.Yu Zishi brushed to stand up, avoiding his hand.

Hu Hai raised his head to look at Yu Zishi, the emotions in Yu Zishi's eyes were very complicated, the two looked at each other, and Yu Zishi realized that he dared not look directly at Hu Hai's eyes.He suddenly came out from behind the table and walked towards the door. The moment he passed the door, he paused and said calmly: "I have something to do, so I won't be coming back tonight."

After saying this sentence, Yu Zishi walked out without looking back.

Hu Hai's hand holding the table was clenched for an instant, the knuckles turned pale with such force, he listened to the man's footsteps as he tried his best to keep it as steady as possible, his dark eyes were dimmed.

It's not going to work like this, so we have to find a way.

Yu Zishi, who walked all the way to the street, breathed a sigh of relief at the moment when his whole body was surrounded by the sun.When he came back to his senses, he missed a beat in his heart. He was actually avoiding Hu Hai. He was supposed to be an elder and found that he was subconsciously avoiding Hu Hai.

The things that Yu Zishi has always taken for granted in his life have undergone earth-shaking changes after learning that Hu Hai likes him.He had never noticed before that the child's eyes looking at him could be so deep and dark, not the usual clear look at all.He pestered himself, stuck to him almost all the time, silently arranging some daily chores for himself, these things Yu Zishi had never noticed before, but now recalling each and every one of them made him unable to bear in his heart chills.

The absurdity of all this made Yu Zishi unable to think calmly at all, he could only pretend that he didn't see anything and knew nothing.He couldn't even open his mouth to persuade Hu Hai, as long as he saw Hu Hai's face, his mind would be in chaos, countless pictures of the past flashed across his eyes, and every inadvertent movement was redefined.Yu Zishi couldn't help thinking, this reshaping of the three views is nothing more than that, right?

Yu Zishi found a quiet corner in Luoyang City, stretched out his hand to the center of his eyebrows, and took a moment to take out an unopened letterhead from his sleeve. After shaking it off, he found that it was a map of Luoyang. Circle a place name with cinnabar.

Release the deer mountain.

Yu Zishi's eyes froze, he put away the map and got up to leave.

Holding the map and walking around the outside of Luoyang city for most of the day, Yu Zishi was completely immersed in his own world as soon as he settled down and concentrated on finding his way, forgetting all about the time of eating.He walked around in a big circle, lowering his head from time to time to compare the map to make a mark. Seeing that the sky was getting dark, he was still circling in the mountains.

When Yu Zishi finally came back to his senses, he supported the tree and frowned and rubbed his faintly aching stomach, raised his eyes to look at the dim sky, and looked around the barren mountains and wild ridges, secretly startled by the time flies .Taking advantage of the increasingly dim light of the sky to barely glance at the map, Yu Zishi felt that he was probably going to spend the night in this ravine tonight.

After accepting the reality, Yu Zishi remained calm. He found a drier place, picked up some firewood, and started a fire on the spot. After a while, he picked up a pheasant, plucked its feathers, and roasted it on the fire.When the chicken was cooked, he had nothing to do and took a branch to draw today's route on the ground according to his memory. He could roughly see the northern mountain outside Luoyang City.

After thinking about it for a while, I took out a map and compared it. Sure enough, there were some problems. Ancient topographic maps were hard-won, and they were often drawn by hand, so some mistakes were inevitable.Yu Zishi took the branch and changed several places on the ground, and finally drew a line in one place.

This should be Fanglu Mountain.

After eating, Yu Zishi lay on the rock and watched the night for a while, suddenly he narrowed his eyes, the night tonight seemed a little too thick.This is the prelude to the rain.Yu Zishi frowned, and was about to get up to find a shelter from the rain, but suddenly heard a familiar voice from far away.It's very light, but Yu Zishi can hear it instantly.

He turned over suddenly, turned his head to look into the distance, and after calming down and listening again, his eyes finally changed.

He walked a few steps towards the source of the sound, because the mountain was too dark, Yu Zishi's speed was not very fast, suddenly, a drop of cold liquid fell on his face.Yu Zishi's footsteps stopped and he raised his head. Countless drizzles from the sky fell on his face one after another. The pace under his feet suddenly accelerated, and he didn't even pay attention to avoiding the thorns that scratched his feet.

"Hu Hai!" Yu Zishi yelled at the distant starlight.

The boy in the rain turned his head abruptly, his big face was covered by a loose hood, but Yu Zishi recognized him immediately.Seeing the young man galloping towards him, Yu Zishi was worried that it would be too dark and he would be injured, so he couldn't finish his sentence in a moment of anxiety, "Hu Hai, don't move! Stand still!"

He ran towards the boy quickly, and the moment the two approached, the boy stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly without hesitation, "Sir!" The boy's hand holding him trembled violently.

Yu Zishi hastily stretched out his hand and patted him on the back to comfort him: "It's okay." The two of them were soaked through, and they were standing close together in the mountain rain. At that moment, Yu Zishi's heart was unexpectedly peaceful and quiet.He softly comforted the young man who came to the mountains to look for him on a rainy night. Amidst the sound of rain and wind, his voice was gentle and gentle, "It's all right."

This kind of rain, this kind of night, this kind of scene, everything was temporarily left behind.

"How did you find it?" He reached out to wipe off the rain on Hu Hai's face, and then put the hood back on for him, thinking in his heart that the temperature and the rain, if the wind blows, he might catch a cold.

"I asked people along the way." Hu Hai tightly clenched Yu Zishi's sleeves, the sound of rain hitting forest leaves filled the mountain, his voice was drowned in the noise, but Yu Zishi could still hear him clearly.He didn't have time to think about it, he had to find a shelter from the rain quickly.

Yu Zishi looked around, closed his eyes and recalled the road he had traveled during the day, and a bird's-eye view of the mountains and forests appeared in his mind. Suddenly, he opened his eyes and looked in one direction, took Hu Hai's hand and walked away.

After walking for about two or three minutes, Yu Zishi took Hu Hai and sat down behind a rock. The slanted corner of the rock above his head just covered the rain and the wind.Yu Zishi reached out to touch Hu Hai's clothes, frowned and asked, "Is it cold?"

Hu Hai shook his head.Yu Zishi touched his collar and found that it was all soaked.Yu Zishi was silent for a while, stretched out his hand to open the belt and took off the jacket and jacket, only wearing a single shirt, reached out to tear off Hu Hai's already soaked cloak, and wrapped the still dry jacket around his body .

"Sir!" Hu Hai wanted to stop Yu Zishi when he saw Yu Zishi's appearance.It was already cold in the mountains at night, not to mention it was still raining.

Yu Zishi quickly interrupted Hu Hai, "Stop talking." He put on his soaked coat again, reached out and touched Hu Hai's face to test the temperature, "This rain won't stop for a while, you Don't make a sound to attract the wolf, it will be really troublesome at night."

Hu Hai suddenly reached out and held Yu Zishi's hand on his face. In the darkness, Yu Zishi felt his heart tremble violently, and the sound of war drums suddenly sounded in his ears.

The boy raised his head and kissed him lightly on the cheek.

In an instant, there were countless pattering sounds in the mountains and rainy night.Yu Zishi couldn't describe the feeling in his heart.

"Hu Hai, between us..." Yu Zishi didn't know what to say, where to start, he held the young man's shoulder, and through the darkness, he tried to persuade him one last time: "There is no relationship between us." It's possible, Hu Hai, do you know? It's impossible." He himself felt that his words were a little weak, and he couldn't understand how Hu Hai fell in love with him, let alone persuade him.

"It's possible." Hu Hai's dark eyes were full of churning darkness, and his momentum almost overwhelmed the mountains and wind. He said word by word: "Sir, no matter where you go, I will follow you. I will wait forever. Do you think I am old?" Little, I think I'm childish, I think I'm unstable, it doesn't matter, sir, people live a lifetime, the days are very long, whether you are young or old, I will wait for you."

Waiting for the day when you finally look back at me.

Yu Zishi's heart suddenly became turbulent. Through the darkness, he couldn't see Hu Hai's face clearly, he couldn't see his expression, he could only hear his voice. Every word is like knocking on a rock, no longer the soft and waxy look in memory.

That night, neither of them could fall asleep. It rained all night, and they sat until dawn.Yu Zishi looked at Hu Hai's young face gradually changing from vague to clear, as if he had gone through the mental journey of the past ten years again.

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After the rain break in the early morning, Yu Zishi took Hu Hai down the mountain. Halfway through the mountain road, Hu Hai suddenly went to hold Yu Zishi's hand. Open the mountains and forests and continue to move forward.

He didn't look back, so he couldn't see Hu Hai's sudden gentle smile at that moment, such a soft smile, without a trace of murderous hostility.

Yu Zishi spread out the map and glanced up and down. Xiangyang Mountain, where the water, land and terrain are suitable, should have a Yedian village at the foot of the mountain.The map was still a little rough, Yu Zishi put away the map, followed the mountainous terrain in his memory, turned his head and led Hu Hai to walk in one direction.

After walking for about half an hour, Yu Zishi and Hu Hai found a small village at the foot of the mountain and knocked on the door of a family.

Borrowing two clean clothes from a farmer, Yu Zishi threw one to Hu Hai, and put the wet clothes of the two on the fire to dry. Then he sat by the window and brushed his hair while sorting out the thoughts in his mind. Tap twice on the table, it seems to be recording the route.Hu Hai changed his clothes, saw Yu Zishi sitting by the window, walked over silently, sat down in front of him and looked at him quietly, his eyes were so powerful that he seemed to be able to speak.

Yu Zishi wanted to pretend that he couldn't see, but that gaze was too straightforward and presumptuous, which directly disrupted the thoughts he had just sorted out. Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore and reached out and grabbed the clothes from the side to cover Hu Hai's head, "Go, go Dry your hair in the corner."

Hu Hai stretched out his hand and pulled off the shirt, looked at Yu Zishi with a pair of dark eyes that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, Yu Zishi frowned fiercely, Hu Hai stepped back a little neatly, and raised his hand to wipe his hair obediently.

Yu Zishi didn't know what to say, his breath was stuck in his chest, and he found that he had nothing to do with Hu Hai.Yu Zishi simply ignored his thoughts. Now that he had found the farmer, he got up and went out to ask the owner for directions.

The two chatted at the door for a while, the host was also righteous, when he heard that Yu Zishi was going to Fanglu Mountain, he quickly shook his head to let Yu Zishi take a detour.Only then did Yu Zishi know that bandits and bandits have been running rampant in the area of ​​Fanglu Mountain in recent years, robbing foreigners passing by.In addition to the peasants suffering from exorbitant taxes, among those fallen bandits, there were also old soldiers from the six kingdoms. They took over the mountain as kings, and arbitrarily grew into an extremely complex force outside Luoyang City.

Yu Zishi thought in his heart that the former Ministry of the Six Kingdoms, they are not bandits, they are Yeluzi warlords.He walked around the mountain yesterday. The terrain of this mountain is indeed complicated. It is easy to defend and difficult to attack.

After asking about the situation, Yu Zishi was hesitating whether to take Hu Hai with him. When he turned around, he saw the young man leaning against the door frame and looking at him quietly. Seeing his gaze, Hu Hai suddenly smiled lightly. , as bright and clear as the sunlight falling from the forest.

Yu Zishi heard the owner of the farmer gasp, turned his head and said to himself in Luoyang dialect, "This young man is so handsome!"

Yu Zishi fell into a brief silence, looking at Hu Hai with complicated eyes.After a while, he said, "I'll take you back to Luoyang City first."

After leaving this sentence, without giving Hu Hai a chance to speak, Yu Zishi turned and left the door.Hu Hai's words were stuck in his throat, and he leaned against the door frame, his eyes dimmed for a moment.

After discussing with the farmer the shortest route back to Luoyang, after lunch, Yu Zishi left some money to thank the owner, and then took Hu Hai out to return to Luoyang City first.On the mountain path, the two walked side by side on the road, Yu Zishi didn't say a word, and what Hu Hai said, he just said "um" perfunctorily.Ignoring Hu Hai's loss, Yu Zishi began to concentrate on drawing the topographical map in his mind.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, two people suddenly appeared in front of them. They looked thin and thin, squatting on the side of the path as if they were crying.

Yu Zishi subconsciously walked in front of Hu Hai, frowning and looking at the two sobbing people.Those two people also saw Yu Zishi from a distance, and vaguely saw a face hidden under the loose hood over Yu Zishi's shoulder.It was just a half blurred outline, and it was impossible to tell the difference between men and women, but it instantly caught the eyes of those two people.Not to be missed.

Just as Yu Zishi wanted to avoid these two men, he suddenly saw the two men getting up and walking towards him, reaching out to grab his clothes.Yu Zishi took a step back with Hu Hai to avoid it, looked at the man who flung himself away, frowned and said, "Who are you?"

The two men immediately described their tragic experience to Yu Zishi tearfully, saying that they were the servants of a wealthy businessman's daughter, escorting their fairy-looking lady through Fanglu Mountain, and finally met Fanglu Mountain The vicious bully bandit, the bandit not only took away the countless gold and silver, but also kidnapped their fairy-like young lady.

The whole thing was said in a heart-stirring and vivid way, which made the listeners suddenly feel warm-hearted, and fully mobilized the listeners' emotions. If they were high-spirited Jianghu young heroes, they might just draw their swords and go to Fanglushan.Yu Zishi was originally a book writer, and he felt that although the plot of the story was a little thin and the logic had a few flaws, but considering the emotional interpretation of the two, he still felt that it barely passed the mark.

You can't ask too much of bandits.

Finally, after the two of them finished talking about a lot of rewards and how beautiful their lady was, Yu Zishi looked at the two and fell into deep thought.Bandits are quite professional these days. Those who are strong enough to hold knives are in charge of robbery, those who are weak stand behind the scene, and those who are weak like green onions are responsible for soliciting business at various intersections. Make the best use of things and make the best use of people.

Seeing that Yu Zishi didn't speak, Hu Hai behind him thought that he had been persuaded by these two obviously wrong people. His eyes darkened, and he stretched out his hand to gently tug on Yu Zishi's sleeve, and said in a low voice, "Sir."

Yu Zishi looked up at him, thinking that Hu Hai's soft heart had been persuaded by these two people, he thought for a moment and asked softly: "Do you want to help them?"

The eyes of the two men lit up in an instant, and they started talking about "the loyalty of the rivers and lakes" and "repayment of great kindness", and they almost dragged the two of them forward to fight for justice.

Hu Hai very politely suggested to Yu Zishi: "Sir, let's report to the officials for them." After saying this, Hu Hai's sincere and sincere eyes made Yu Zishi almost chuckle.

The two men were stunned on the spot, and then they saw Yu Zishi turning his head to them and said in a serious voice: "Your lady is really miserable, so good, we will definitely help you report to the police on the way back, and let Luoyang When the prefect is leveled, release Lushan to rescue your lady."

"No, no!" The two men were stunned for a while because they didn't know what to say, obviously they had never encountered such a situation before.Yu Zishi is a foreigner. Although he doesn't carry a sword, he can tell from his figure and temperament that he should have good skills. This kind of ranger usually looks down on the government, especially the officials of the Qin State.

But Yu Zishi suggested sincerely: "Why don't we accompany you to report to the police? It's better than the two of you crying on the way."

"No, no, wait, wait." The two thin men hurriedly shook their heads, and after a while they said again: "No, you don't know, the officials of the Qin State don't care about our people's life or death, it's useless to report to the officials , We just reported to the officials and the officials didn’t do anything, so we had no choice but to cry and wait for a heroic hero, and now we only hope that a real hero will come out to rescue him.” A person next to him hurriedly echoed.

Yu Zishi looked at the two of them for a while, then said after pondering, "That Qin official doesn't care about things? You tell me, I'll appeal to his superiors for you."

"We are all common people, it's useless for us to talk!" The man kept waving his hands at Yu Zishi.

"How can it be useless?"

As soon as the two men heard that Yu Zishi was facing the government, their voices suddenly became higher, "Their officials only know how to force us to pay taxes. After paying the food, how can we live or die? All officials are the same, they just Like the rats in the granary, eat our blood lipids and blood ointment, and drink us up! In this world, we are the ones who fight, we are the ones who farm, and we are the ones who pay taxes. If we can’t live, how can they know? You know? They only know that we can suck some marrow without blood. We really can’t survive, so they say something righteous and want to trick us into going on. They cry for two days when people are dying. The people's livelihood is suffering!"

Yu Zishi finished listening in silence, and after a while, he slowly lowered his body and looked at the two men, "Who said this to you?" A farmer who was born in an illiterate family can tell.

The man twisted his neck and said, "How can anyone tell us that we've all survived in this way all these years? After a long time, everything can be seen clearly."

Yu Zishi turned his head to look at Hu Hai, and then raised his head to look in the direction of Luoyang City.Hu Hai suddenly reached out and grabbed Yu Zishi's sleeve, shaking his head as if he was afraid that he would leave him behind.Yu Zishi glanced at the two brigands who were lying all over the place, and thought for a long time. He stretched out his hand and squeezed Hu Hai's hand, and said to the two of them: "I suddenly feel that your young lady is really pitiful, or else Why don't you take us to Fanglu Mountain?"

The two men raised their heads abruptly, their eyes desperately suppressed the excitement, they burst out tears of emotion, and thanked Yu Zishi on behalf of their young lady.

Yu Zishi smiled lightly, and said: "It's okay, you all cried very hard, it's not easy."