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Yu Zishi had a drowsy dream. In the dream, there were small bridges, flowing water, and houses, lonely stars, bright moons, and cool breezes. He heard sobbing sounds not far away, faint and inexplicably disturbing. He followed the sound to find it.

A tiny fox under the small stone bridge was crying softly, pulling its tail to wipe away tears from time to time, it was clearly sobbing, but it was so stubborn that it didn't want to raise its head to be seen.Yu Zishi looked at him for a while, walked to him and knelt down, couldn't help but reached out and touched his head, and gently pulled off his fox ears.

Just as Yu Zishi was about to say a few words to him, suddenly there was a tight pain in his chest, he coughed violently uncontrollably, his eyes were blurred, he opened his eyes instantly and woke up, coughing continuously.

The coughing affected other wounds on his body, and the pain made Yu Zishi tremble uncontrollably. He hurriedly covered his mouth to suppress the sound of coughing.There was a loud noise in the dark room, Yu Zishi was taken aback, and suddenly looked up, under the faint moonlight coming in from the window, the young man hurriedly walked to the table and poured him a glass of water, but he wanted to come over. He stopped abruptly, not daring to move forward.

Yu Zi's cough was suppressed little by little, he propped himself on the bed board and stared at the motionless young man in black who was holding the cup, for a moment he didn't know what to do or what to say.The wound on his wrist that he had opened by himself had been bandaged again at some point, and the clothes with wet sleeves were replaced with clean ones. Yu Zishi sat up slowly and looked at the boy standing in the shadow without saying a word. .

Finally, after a very long period of silence between the two, Yu Zishi calmly said: "Hu Hai, is there anything else you want to tell me?"

A drop or two of water splashed out of the cup in Hu Hai's hand.In the gloom, Yu Zishi couldn't see the expression on Hu Hai's face clearly, but somehow he could clearly feel the boy's emotions, his pain and struggle.Yu Zishi thought about it with his heart. If Hu Hai said what he said to him, he might not be as calm as Hu Hai.How can there be any self-control when it comes to things like feelings?Once you put your heart into it, how can there be such a thing as a little taste?

"Hu Hai." He raised his head and said indifferently to Hu Hai: "You have nothing to say, but I still want to say a few more words to you..."

"Sir, stop talking." Hu Hai suddenly interrupted Yu Zishi's words with a trembling voice. He took a step back, his tone already filled with pleading, and said in a low voice: "Sir, when I beg you, don't stop talking." said."

Hearing Hu Hai's pleading words, Yu Zishi felt an unbearable sadness in his heart for an instant, and his heart ached terribly.It was obviously him who was hurt, but the young man seemed to be in extreme distress and pain. Yu Zishi looked at him like that, and he suddenly realized that Hu Hai was being pushed to the brink of collapse by himself.

He thought he was exhausted and considered everything, but he just forgot about Hu Hai.

How could Hu Hai be forgotten?Yu Zishi couldn't help thinking, he thought he was doing it for Hu Hai's own good, but he just threw Hu Hai into Guanzhong like throwing something, did he really protect him?

Yu Zishi has worked with Li Sifeng Jie, an old-fashioned and poisonous person in the court for many years, and he is very used to doing things. Even if he is acting in a play, he must try his best to be [-]% real, but he never thought that he would force Hu Hai into such a situation. .He was a little dazed at the moment.

Hu Hai gently covered his face with the back of his hands, and stood alone in the darkness looking at Yu Zishi. The man on the bed was very weak, his face was almost bloodless, but his eyes were still cold and calm.

Hu Hai stood there looking into Yu Zishi's eyes, the sense of despair lingering around him almost drowned him.

He felt that he couldn't bear it any longer. Various emotions of remorse, anger, and sadness filled his chest at the same time, and it was extremely difficult for him to even breathe.The only thing he knows is that he can't let go, even if Yu Zishi has no feelings for him and treats him as a plaything, he can't let go, finally, he said softly: "Sir, stop talking, I don't want to marry a wife, I don't want to leave Xianyang, I will never get tired of you, just the two of us..." He suddenly couldn't continue, it was too hurtful.

"Finished?" Yu Zishi asked softly without hearing Hu Hai's voice.

There was a dead silence in the room.

So Yu Zishi looked at Hu Hai, his eyes were calm and firm, and he said softly word by word: "I'm serious about you, Hu Hai, I love you."

The last three words seemed to have warmth, extremely hot, and his throat felt hot after he said them. After he finished speaking, Yu Zishi's heart suddenly brightened, as if the quiet and dim wasteland was suddenly illuminated by the clear moonlight. He looked at the suddenly stiff The young man who lived there said softly: "What you said before doesn't count, Hu Hai, please remember well, I never wanted to play with you, I take you as my life."

The water glass in the boy's hand fell to the ground, and the sound of pottery breaking rang out in the room where the sound of needles fell, with a bang.

Yu Zishi sat up, looked at the stunned young man standing in the dark, and suddenly smiled softly. "come over."

After a long time, footsteps could be heard in the room, and they were extremely slow, one after another, Yu Zishi waited for him quietly until Hu Hai walked in front of him, he stretched out his hand and gently hugged the boy who was walking towards him, The moment the two bodies met, Hu Hai, who had been in disbelief, couldn't hold back any longer, and stretched out his arms to hug Yu Zishi fiercely, trembling all over.

He could hardly utter a complete sentence, his life's strength had been exhausted long ago, he hugged Yu Zishi tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "Sir, say it again, please, can you say it again?"

Yu Zishi was injured all over his body, but he seemed to be unconscious, and hugged the boy in his arms a little bit, as if he was comforting, more like seeking comfort, he whispered next to Hu Hai's ear: "I regret it, I admit defeat, all the words I said before were against my will, I take them back. I love you, Hu Hai, I really love you, do you know what love is? I never taught you, because I also I really don't know what love is, I just feel that apart from this word, other words are not worthy of my current embarrassment and embarrassment."

Yu Zishi is reluctant, really reluctant, he can bear all the pain without changing his face, he can bear everything without saying a word, but when Hu Hai falls into his eyes like this, he really feels his heart hurts, it hurts so much He was almost out of breath, he didn't expect that he would be really in such a mess, he was really in a mess from body to heart.

He hugged the trembling boy, stroked his hair with one hand, and listened to his disorganized breathing.

"Hu Hai, trust me." Yu Zishi lowered his head and lightly rubbed the boy's face, pressed his forehead and said softly, "I will take care of everything, don't ask too many questions, I won't harm you."

"Sir." Hu Hai hugged Yu Zishi without letting go, and the cold blood in his veins became hot in an instant, like an unconscious person in a world of ice and snow suddenly being illuminated by the sun, the kind of warmth almost made people cry, Hu Hai felt extremely confused, he felt that it didn't matter anymore, nothing mattered anymore, this man said he loved him!

He said he loved him!

Life and death are just a moment, compared to the moment when Yu Zishi said he loves him, Hu Hai feels that life and death are just like that.He hugged Yu Zishi tightly, and really had the illusion that he had already died.

Yu Zishi grabbed the boy's cold and trembling hand, gently pressed it to his face, and said in a low voice: "What I said was a lie, and I've lied to you as far as I said, Hu Hai, I can't explain too much to you about this matter, in short, something went wrong, and I'm dealing with it, you have to trust me."

Yu Zishi stared at Hu Hai without blinking.

After an unknown amount of time, Hu Hai finally nodded tremblingly under his gaze, then Yu Zishi smiled lightly, kissed the young man's forehead, and coaxed softly, "Be obedient."

Hu Hai suddenly trembled, and couldn't help the grievance in his heart for a moment.He used all his strength to restrain his movements so as not to hurt Yu Zishi again, but he watched Yu Zishi gently hold his hand and put it on his face, pressing his hand against the man's still hot face, the warm feeling unexpectedly It made his eyes turn red instantly.

Yu Zishi smiled softly, "Don't cry, didn't I explain everything to you? Now that I have fucked you, I have taken back my words. I don't even intend to bother with you about this injury." Why are you still crying?" He gently stroked Hu Hai's hair and comforted him softly, "Why don't I apologize to you again?"

"Sir, I'm sorry." Hu Hai suddenly clenched Yu Zishi's hand and said in a trembling voice. He couldn't stand Yu Zishi coaxing him like this at all. Rubbing, every word Yu Zishi said could make his heart twitch and tremble.

Yu Zishi looked at the pained look on Hu Hai's face, and gently pressed his shoulder against him, unwilling to say any more.He lost, he couldn't stand it anymore, he really couldn't bear it, Hu Hai went on like this, let alone their affairs were hidden from others, it would be good if they didn't make it known to everyone in the city.Hu Hai wants to prove that he likes him, and he doesn't even need to force himself. He just needs to stand in the bloody Xianyang City, and Yu Zishi will definitely admit defeat on the spot and be exposed.

Hu Hai held Yu Zishi in his arms, and finally suppressed his emotions little by little.

Yu Zishi suddenly asked as if he remembered something, "Where did you go when I just woke up?"

"Decoct medicine in the kitchen." Hu Hai held Yu Zishi's wrist and looked at the wound on it, feeling a severe pain in his heart.

Yu Zishi withdrew his hand from Hu Hai's without a trace, and asked, "Where's the medicine?"

"I'm going to serve it now." Hu Hai immediately replied, cleaned up his emotions, got up and walked out.After walking two steps, I couldn't help but look back at Yu Zishi, and suddenly walked back to support Yu Zishi, lowered my head and kissed him, "Sir, I'll be back soon."

Yu Zishi looked at the boy who turned back to kiss him, and suddenly smiled, "Go."

Hu Hai finally turned around and left to bring him some medicine. As soon as Hu Hai walked out of the room and disappeared into Yu Zishi's field of vision, Yu Zishi frowned very slightly. He glanced down at the wound on his wrist and held back After too long, the pain in his body made him a little dizzy. After a while, he lowered his head and carefully curled up in the quilt, wrapping his hands in the quilt.At that moment, he did feel a little physically and mentally exhausted.

When Hu Hai opened the door and came in, Yu Zishi had already fallen asleep.Hu Hai gently lifted a corner of the quilt, looked at the man nestled inside for a while, and then carefully covered him again with the quilt.He sat down by the bed, still holding the medicine bowl in his hand, quietly accompanying the sleeping man.

Seeing Yu Zishi's appearance, Hu Hai fell into a brief thought.trouble?What's wrong?Thinking of what Yu Zishi said before, there was a flash of gloom in Hu Hai's eyes.