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Yu Zishi filled a bowl of porridge and made some hangover soup and brought them to Wei Chou's room. The old man was lying on the bed reeking of alcohol, with one foot hanging casually outside the bed.Yu Zishi looked at him for a while, then turned around and took a clean cloth, took a basin of water and sat down beside the bed.

The room was quiet, Yu Zishi rolled up his sleeves and wiped Wei Tiao's face lightly.

After an unknown amount of time, Wei Cho moved his hand and raised his hand to touch his eyes. Yu Zishi reached out and stuffed the ribbon into his hand, and asked, "Are you awake?"

Wei Tiao tightened his grip on the ribbon, turned over and went back to sleep. After being so drunk, he had nothing else to think about except dreaming of death.

Yu Zishi watched Wei Chiu humming and pretending to be dead, and pushed him, "Get up, I'll make you some porridge."

"Don't drink." Wei Chiu didn't even move.

Yu Zishi thought to himself that the alcohol was quite strong, and the whole night passed, and he was still drunk with here and him.He waved his hand and patted Wei Tiao's face lightly, "I'm sorry I poured cold water on you, or do you like boiling water?" Seeing that Wei Tiao was unmoved, Yu Zishi frowned and said, "Okay, let me see you I'm getting older, and I want to save you some face, get up!"

Wei Tzu got up reluctantly, gritted his teeth resentfully, the wooden hairpin that bound his hair was gone, and his gray hair was messed up.The hangover made him look like a wild ghost that just jumped out of the ravine, with a green face and fangs, and a ferocious face, where there was no demeanor of a master of swordsmanship.Yu Zishi shook his head involuntarily, stretched out his hand to stroke his hair and smoothed it, and said with deep emotion: "Blind man, how did you survive until today?"

Wei Chou's appearance is like a lone soul who has worked so hard to cross the Santu River and passed through the gate of hell, but was kicked out by Black and White Wuchang in front of the Hall of Yama.

The old man sneered, ignored Yu Zishi, stretched out his hand and shouted, "Where's the porridge?"

Yu Zishi put the porridge in his hand, watching the old man who had been starving for a whole day throwing his head up and pouring it into his mouth whole, he couldn't help thinking in his heart, if Wei Chou really died, he would probably be a starving ghost.

This mess is really too miserable.

After eating and drinking enough, Wei Cho lost his sleepiness and lay on the bed clutching the ribbon, dangling his legs.Yu Zishi was packing up the bowls and chopsticks, and was about to walk out of the house when Wei Tiao suddenly called out, "By the way, Zishi, come here."

Yu Zishi glanced at Wei Chou, and just as he walked to the bed, Wei Chou grabbed his hand.

Wei Chou squeezed his arm twice, and suddenly said with a smile: "It really hasn't changed at all. What about the hair? Has it grown?"

Yu Zishi's eyes sharpened, Wei Chou was the only one in the world who knew about the fact that he had traveled here, except for Lu Xiang, whose grave was two feet tall.He tossed the bowl and chopsticks immediately, sat down on the edge of the bed next to Wei Tiao, and asked, "Blind man, will something happen to me?" As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he was actually a little nervous.

Wei Tzu heard the hesitation in Yu Zishi's words, and thought to himself that this kid also has a day of panic?Strange.

"What could happen?" Wei Zhao asked, "I don't think you are doing well? It seems to be a bit heavier. It seems that being an official in Qin State is quite lucrative."

Yu Zishi was silent for a while, every time he didn't know how to proceed with the conversation, he chose to remain silent.

Wei Cho was quite calm, and asked, "What's wrong? What are you thinking?"

Yu Zishi frowned, looked at Wei Chou and said hesitantly: "I..." I didn't know what to say, after a long silence, he finally calmed down and said, "Lu Buwei said that I can't go back, Wei Chou, today you Tell me the truth, did you and Lu Buwei hide something from me?"

Wei Chiu paused, "Why do you ask such a question?"

"I got hurt a few years ago, and suddenly thought of what would happen if I died." When the word "death" came out of his mouth, Yu Zishi suddenly calmed down a lot. He calmly said: "These I have been thinking about it for ten years, ten years of thinking, and ten years of guessing, Lu Buwei is dead, blind man, why don't you give me a good time today?"

Wei Chou seemed not expecting Yu Zishi to be so direct, slightly startled, and asked, "You...do you want to go back?"

Yu Zishi took a deep breath, staying with Hu Hai these days, he was always thinking about this matter, the confusion of many years suddenly became a puzzle that he had to solve immediately, he had to figure it out first Knowing about this matter, this is why he had to come to Jianzhong to find Wei Chou himself.

If there is anyone in this world who knows the truth, that person is only Wei Chiu.

Yu Zishi stretched out his hand to hold Wei Tiao's hand, and clenched it a little bit. He said calmly, "Wei Tzu, what I should do in this world, I will definitely do it. Now that I have agreed, I will never do it." I will break my promise. Now I just want to hear the truth, and it has nothing to do with whether I can go back."

Hearing the meaning of Yu Zishi's words, Wei Cho was even more surprised, "You don't want to go back?"

Yu Zishi clenched his hands tightly, and after a long silence, he said word by word:

"Yes, I don't want to go back."

Looking at Wei Chou's froze face for a moment, he continued calmly: "Can you tell me the truth? Wei Chou, you know, I won't grow old, I can't just live in Qin State like this for the rest of my life, what am I going to do? Not from this place."

Wei Cho was stunned for a long time, and finally stretched out his hand to gently rub Yu Zishi's hair, "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm used to it. I've been here for ten years. I'm used to living here. It doesn't matter if I go back or not." Yu Zishi said calmly, "All my friends are here, and my home country is also here. , Ten years of hard work, most of my life, my life has taken root here, Wei Chou, Lu Buwei is right, I can't go back."

Huang Liang had a dream and kept him.

Wei Zhao frowned when he heard the words, he stroked Yu Zishi's hair, he didn't know whether to persuade or sigh, he said quietly: "This is not a good place."

"I know." Yu Zishi seemed to smile, "I know this better than you."

Wei Cho was silent. He never thought he understood people's hearts. He just lived a long time and subconsciously thought more than others. He asked, "You really think so? You can think clearly about the whole life. He said leisurely: "Now you are rich and powerful, but things in the world are changing fast. Didn't Lu Buwei hang a book on the city gate, but who remembers his scenery in a blink of an eye? Even if you don't talk about prosperity and power, just talk about personnel affairs, How trustworthy is the human heart in a troubled world? Even drinking and laughing today, maybe tomorrow he will personally send you on the road, the so-called like-mindedness, the so-called unity of purpose, he dares to say that you believe it?" Wei Chou patted Yuzi lightly as he said "Think about it carefully, don't be too impulsive."

"Isn't it always like this in one's life?" Yu Zishi smiled lightly, "Where does it make any difference?"

"I'm just reminding you that the matter of glory is too vain, and the people in the chaotic world are full of treachery. What you care about may be just a big drunk and nothing. Don't toss yourself around for the rest of your life. It won't happen."

Yu Zishi looked down at his hand, laughed at himself and said, "It's too late."

He has already fallen into this big spring and autumn dream, and he can't get out of it.

Yu Zishi looked at Wei Chou, and said with a soft smile, "Show me the way, blind man." Let me live a good life here, through birth, old age, sickness and death, and live a good life like an ordinary person.

"Maybe your end will be very poor." Wei Cho reminded: "If you take this step, if you lose, you will really lose, and there will be no chance to turn around." If he misses a chess game, it is a big deal to stop playing, but Yu Zishi can still get out of the game. After returning, Quan treats it as a dream, and after waking up from the dream, he still lives his happy life.But if Yu Zishi chooses to be a real Qin native, he really has no way out.

"Even if it's the betrayal of relatives, I'll admit it." Yu Zishi said indifferently, "If you live a life, you want to be rich, and if I live a life, you want to be happy."

"You really are..." Wei Tzu didn't know what to say about Yu Zishi for a while, he asked in puzzlement, "What's so good about Qin?" Why did Lu Buwei and this kid jump into the fire pit one by one His life has already been taken, and the other is taking his life inside. Wei Chiu is really dumbfounded by this posture.

"Blind man, you don't understand. It doesn't matter where you live. The important thing is that you feel that you have lived." Yu Zishi said something that surprised him a little. This sentence seemed to be directly stuffed into his mind subconsciously. Can't help blurting out.

Here, Wei Cho's heart skipped a beat. For a person who can say such a reasonable thing, what more does he need to say?

It's definitely hopeless.

"Since you said that," Wei Cho moved closer, "Then let me tell you the truth today, Lu Buwei has indeed deceived you in some ways. He has never been kind in his life, and it is rare for him to have a conscience for you." .”

"What did he deceive me about?"

"He said he would protect you, but in fact he was coaxing you, don't take it too seriously, he didn't even care about his own life at that time. He said you couldn't go back, that's because he cheated on you, you He is not a person of this world, if you want to leave, he will never be able to keep you. He told you that you can change the world, but in fact, he just said it casually, coaxing you to try it, and he doesn't know much about it. " Wei Zi talked for a long time, but he didn't hear Yu Zishi's movement, so he squeezed Yu Zishi's hand, "Zishi, are you listening?"

"Ah."

Wei Cho scratched his hair and said softly, "Actually, if you really want to go back, you can just find a rope or a well."

The way Yu Zishi looked at Wei Chou changed, "Is it okay if I die?"

Wei Zhao hurriedly said: "I also heard from Lu Buwei about this matter. He is not kind, and he likes to talk half-spoken. You must not try it blindly. There is only one life, so don't toss about it."

After a moment of silence, Yu Zishi calmly said, "Go on."

"I really don't know how Lu Buwei did it back then. The only thing I know is that whether you want to leave or stay is actually always up to you to decide. If you really want to stay in your heart, naturally I just stayed, and I can’t go back if I just stay, so Lu Buwei made it difficult for you back then. The reason why I said that he still has a little conscience for you is because he didn’t directly play tricks to keep you Instead, he chose to lie to you and coax you. In fact, he left the choice to you, and it can be regarded as leaving you a way out."

Wei Tzu looked at Yu Zishi, "So in fact, it's just a word, whether to stay or not, just ask yourself, is there anything that can hold you back in this Qin country's thousands of miles of rivers and mountains?"

Yu Zishi's hand trembled slightly.Suddenly, a pair of pitch-black eyes flashed across his mind.

After a while, he calmly said: "I understand."

Wei Zhao felt that Yu Zishi didn't understand, at least Yu Zishi didn't understand the seriousness of it.Anything that gets too deep is easy to kill. Yu Zishi is betting on his own life. If he is smart enough, he will know that he shouldn't get into it. He will play this game without any worries and win. Make a name for yourself, lose, and withdraw calmly.He was originally the most unrestrained and calm gambler in this troubled world, but he was born into a desperate desperate person.

Wei Cho was thinking about what happened to Yu Zishi, when suddenly he squeezed the purple ribbon tightly in his hand, and didn't dare to react for a while.

no?This kid has been wandering around for so many years, wouldn't he also be planted on Fengyue?

Naturally, Yu Zishi didn't know what Wei Chou was thinking, since he had figured it out in his mind, it was clear and transparent.Deciding to stay or stay as he pleases is almost the best ending he can think of. Compared with all his previous speculations, Wei Cho's truth is too pleasing to the ear.Being able to live according to his own mind, he felt that even if he screwed up, he would recognize him without saying a word.

It was as if a rock had been removed suddenly in my heart, and my breathing became much smoother.

Yu Zishi turned his head, Wei Chou was still pursing his lips in thought, with a dignified look, looking at Wei Chou's appearance, he suddenly thought of a person, Xu Fu.

"Wei Cho, I met a man, he said he is a fortune teller, and now he is researching the elixir for King Qin."

"Fate teacher?" Wei Cho seemed to think about it for a while, "I have an impression, is the surname Xu?"

"Well, his name is Xu Fu."

"Then I know, they are the only family in the world who call themselves the fate masters who weigh the destiny." Wei Cho tilted his head and pondered for a while, rather puzzled, "I thought his family would be extinct long ago? Just their family The level of the crowd is half-baked, and the incense is still alive, it's not easy."

"what?"

Wei Chou lowered his head and smiled silently, and couldn't help but sneered again after a long while, "Weighing the destiny is actually enough to fool you ignorant people. What is a fate master? To put it bluntly, it means that the calculation is not as good as the magician. Kanyu is not as good as Onmyoji, and Wendao is not as good as Huang Lao alchemist. If you don't know anything, you will roughly look at your luck. The position is a wild way that can't even be regarded as a third-rate. Really count, alchemist The status of Xu family's life master should be overwhelmed. So his family's incense is still alive, which is really beyond my expectation."

Yu Zishi was stunned for a moment, "What?"

Wei Tzu said with a leisurely smile: "Then what's the matter with Xu, did he tell you that he can be counted as destiny or luck?"

"Ah."

Wei Chou's sarcasm almost overflowed from his sneer, "Ha, they are worthy of being counted? Let me ask, can the Xu family say whether they are counting fate or luck? Luck and fate It's a completely different thing! A person may have the luck of a prince and general, but he is really a prince and general? Maybe he just doesn't have that fate! Don't believe it? Your Xu family counted a prince on the front foot, and I was a prince on the back foot. One knife, you let him try to be a prince for me with this corpse?

That's why I said that the Xu family should have been extinct long ago. Fortune-telling is one thing that cannot be said. A person may have the luck of a prince, a general, or a trafficker at the same time. This is a real person!It's not like looking at a person who has become a dragon and a tiger in five colors, that is, he looks like an emperor!Anyone who has learned some yin and yang calculations knows that luck and fate are things that cannot be said. As far as the Xu family is capable, once they figured it out, they would yell all over the street. That means I didn't hit it. One sword, one life, save this group of people from wearing the skin of Zhang Mingshi all day long and doing some murderous activities. "

"Murder and murder?" Yu Zishi was even more astonished.

Wei Zhao sneered, "The Xu family thought they were smart, and they went to the palaces of various countries to sacrifice their lives for the kings, but if they figure out that a person has the appearance of an emperor, that person is dead! Whether you are innocent or not, they can't escape the word death." I don’t know how many so-called emperors and generals have died with this method of killing! The lineage of the Xu family’s life masters has become weaker and weaker after its heyday. Master’s anger. After them, the Onmyoji in Daliang City of Wei State also attached to the royal family. They complained a lot, but they still didn’t live well. Why did their Xu family end up dead? It was because of their Xu family. The family did a great job!"

Yu Zishi suddenly remembered the scene where Xu Fu was intercepted by the villagers, and he instantly understood why Xu Fu got a reputation as a liar for helping people tell fortunes.Xu Fu was counted as luck, not fate, so the villagers thought he was a liar.

"He can figure out a person's past at a glance." Yu Zishi couldn't help asking, "Is this also a deception?"

"For people from a family of orthodox onmyojis and magicians, this doesn't even cover the most basic." Wei Thou stretched out his hand and tied the purple ribbon over his eyes, and said disdainfully, "What is the Xu family? I'm blind, if I'm not blind, I can write you a book on the spot while sitting on the street drinking a bowl of wine and looking at the faces of passers-by, and I can't miss a single word from the eighteen generations of my ancestors."

Yu Zishi looked at Wei Chiu, speechless.

He knew that Wei Chou was once very rampant and perverted, but he felt that he still underestimated Wei Chou's rampant and perverted degree.No wonder people in the world once said that the art has been divided into two parts for hundreds of years. The four surnames of the Wei State competed for the throne, and Wei Chou, the top four surnames, dominated for a hundred years.

Lao Tzu is number two in the world, and no one dares to ask who is number one. He can almost imagine the madness of the young Wei Cho wielding his sword, absolutely domineering.

"The Xu family you know, I don't know which branch of the Xu family he is, you should pay attention to yourself, you just listen to what they say, don't take it too seriously. Let me tell the truth, after the fall of the Wei Kingdom , the four surnames of Wei State were slaughtered by Wang Ben, and the line of art in the world has been extinct, and the remaining people are either liars or half-baked people."

Yu Zishi could already hear that Wei Cho really hated the Xu family, and his words were rare and biased.Although Yu Zishi also felt that Xu Fu was a liar, Xu Fu would never kill someone. Although the boy was cowardly, he was not a treacherous person, but had a hidden righteousness.

A whole family's blame was left to Xu Fu alone, but Yu Zishi wouldn't be so ruthless.

After chatting with Wei Cho, Yu Zishi went out.The doubts in his heart were solved a lot, and Yu Zishi rarely felt happy in his heart. He walked to his room and saw a boy in black leaning against a tree in the courtyard with his head bowed, holding a sword as if he was waiting for someone. The whirling shadow of the tree fell on him, mottled with light and shadow.

Yu Zishi couldn't tell what it was like for a moment, he stopped and looked at the young man for a long time, and suddenly felt a little inexplicable loss in his heart.

Perhaps for Hu Hai, liking someone is really just a matter of liking, it couldn't be simpler.But for him, it was a lot of deliberation day and night and a moment of desperation. It can't be said who is more attentive, it can only be said that his liking is more difficult.He really didn't listen to what Wei Cho said, those things that ended badly, but it wasn't that he was arrogant and paranoid.

But to be honest, if his Yu Zishi can't handle these things, he is not worthy of this position, and he is not worthy of picking someone he likes to live with.

He knows that talking about feelings is really empty, and people's hearts are so cunning, maybe Hu Hai turned around and really liked others, but even so, so what?People are pinching in his hands, who does Hu Hai fancy, he is at worst a gentleman's morality, and he is not too clean in comparison, but he wants to see who dares to touch his people?

So what Wei Cho said is really not important, he can basically handle anything with his skills.Wang Ben has been traveling around to kill people all these years. What kind of bloody storms have the court caused? He couldn't bear it and withdrew, and he didn't carry it down by himself.The generals in the wild colluded with the important ministers of the court, which was tantamount to rebellion. He would not change his face when this kind of dirty water was poured on him. He regarded his name as a joke when several ministers of the Qin family made hundreds of memorials a day.

So, there is no problem for him to carry it. Even if Hu Hai loses interest in him one day and doesn't like him, it doesn't matter.

Yu Zishi looked at the boy and sighed quietly.Everything is good, just one thing, Hu Hai, I really have my heart and soul for you, don't lay hands on me, I really have no way out, but if I die at anyone's hands, I can't die at your hands .

That's all he asked for, and the request was indeed the lowest. After thinking about it, Yu Zishi felt that he really liked Hu Hai.