Pure and Slutty

【Wen Chunan】

Before the last moment, Wen Chun'an was lucky enough to think that maybe Wan Zong would not leave.

After all, a person who is about to go abroad does not need to take the college entrance examination, right?However, Wan Zong came to the examination room with Wen Chunan every day.According to what Wan Zong said, their examination rooms were different.It is impossible for Wen Chun'an to really ask Wan Zong to show him the admission ticket. For this reason, Wen Chun'an tactfully wants to confirm whether the other party has really taken the college entrance examination by checking the answers after the first exam.Wan Zong asked Wen Chunan to focus on the next exam on the grounds that the result of the answer would affect his mood in the next exam.

Wen Chun'an, who had never been anxious about the college entrance examination, was concerned with whether Wan Zong would leave.

——until he walked out of the examination room of the last exam.

Wan Zong was still waiting for Wen Chunan outside.After every exam before, Wan Zong would ask Wen Chunan how he felt with concern, but after this exam, he looked solemn, and instead of sending Wen Chunan home together, he took Wen Chunan to the small river where they often strolled.

"Xiao'an, I'm sorry to tell you now. I'm going to go abroad to study in university next." Wan Zong quickly entered the topic.He probably hoped to resolve this matter as soon as possible, so without waiting for Wen Chunan to react, he continued, "You know, we are too young, and nothing can last for a long time at this age. Rather than end unhappy later, it is better to just Now, let's end our relationship in the best moments of our memories."

Wen Chun'an listened to the other party's remarks that there was no room for him to ask for his opinion, knowing that it was useless to say anything, but still couldn't help struggling: "What if I wait for you to come back?"

"I may not come back after graduation, and even if I come back," Wan Zong sighed imperceptibly, his gentleness made him conceal the cruel truth, "even if I come back, we will be different, right? ?”

"You waited until I finished the college entrance examination before telling me?" Wen Chunan knew that the other party planned to confess at the last moment from the beginning, but this conversation would happen on the day when the last exam of the college entrance examination was over, so it was not just a coincidence.

Over the past year or so, Wen Chun'an was obviously the one who liked the other party more, but he was the one who received more care and care in this relationship.Wan Zong gave Wen Chun'an so much, and the only reason Wen Chun'an could blame the other party was that the other party was so kind to him that it made him fall too deep.

"I hope you can live well without me, Xiao An." Wan Zong whispered to him.

Wen Chunan lowered his eyes.He has imagined the current scene countless times. Ever since he accidentally learned that Wan Zong would study abroad, he has imagined the current scene countless times. Leaving him still gave him such a warm feeling.

"Thank you, Wan Zong." Wen Chun'an said sincerely.

This reaction made Wan Zong startled. "Don't say that, Xiao An."

"But I want to thank you. You've been so kind to me."

"...I just did what I wanted to do...I'm sorry, Ann, sometimes I have to do things I don't really want to do."

Wan Zong looked at Wen Chun'an worriedly.He has decided to leave, but he still cares about Wen Chun'an.Wen Chun'an could see that Wan Zong was afraid that he was stimulated and caused abnormal behavior.

If he hadn't known about Wan Zong's plan to go abroad from the very beginning, of course it would be impossible to accept it so calmly and calmly now.But he doesn't want Wan Zong to know the truth, he doesn't want Wan Zong to know how stupid he is, and he still plays like this when he knows the ending of the story.

"Because you said you wanted us to have good memories, so I want our final conversation to be more sincere." Wen Chun'an explained her attitude.

Wan Zong still looked at Wen Chun'an cautiously and worriedly: "Xiao An, I would rather you blame me for making such a decision behind your back."

It is true that Wen Chun'an had resentment about this, but in the past days, this emotion was easily melted away by the little things they got along with each other. "I just want to remember the good part of you too. Let's stop talking about that, shall we?"

"Xiao An..."

Wen Chun'an didn't let Wan Zong continue talking, the reluctance he was trying to restrain would only be broken by Wan Zong's concerned eyes on him, and then the embankment would burst, he didn't want to leave his sad appearance in Wan Zong's memory.

"We will end in the best place." Wen Chun'an said forcefully.

He didn't want Wan Zong to feel that he was a brown candy that he couldn't get rid of, and he didn't want to resent the other party for making a self-interested choice in the end.He wanted a happy ending, worthy of their always-so-good relationship.

Wan Zong, who could somewhat understand Wen Chunan's mood, changed the subject after a slight silence: "Xiao An, you once said that you only like me, not necessarily the same sex... When you get to university, you should try girls. I know you Very filial, if you can be with the opposite sex, your pressure will not be so great."

It was for this reason that Wen Chun'an did not come out to his parents many years later.

In this life, the only time Wen Chun'an impulsively wanted to be honest with his parents was because of Wan Zong.At that time, Wan Zong dispelled his idea with the principle that "you confess to your parents for your own well-being, and concealing them is for their well-being".At that time Wen Chun'an didn't know that Wan Zong was going to go abroad, but when he found out, he thanked Wan Zong for stopping him.

At that time, Wen Chun'an, who had listened to Wan Zong's suggestion, really considered accepting this idea.He used the greatest patience in his life to break up with Wan Zong peacefully, secretly shed a lot of tears before going home, cleaned up after venting, and went home by himself.His parents didn't ask about the exam, they just said sweetly that they don't want to think about the exam results, and they took him where he wanted to go.In fact, the worry on Wen Chun'an's face was not because of the exam. His parents didn't know that he had suffered a breakup, but they still comforted his emotions very well.

For a long time afterwards, Wen Chun'an couldn't restrain himself from missing Wan Zong, but on the day he returned home, he had already decided that he would try his best to make his life better.In the absence of Wan Zong, as Wan Zong hoped.

Because of his study abroad schedule, Wan Zong did not attend the graduation ceremony.And Wen Chun'an naturally participated.

Early that morning, when Wen Chun'an came to the school classroom, he found that all the students were looking at him with weird eyes and whispering.He saw a page on the blackboard in the classroom, that page was from an English textbook, and the page of the textbook with a horse printed on it was scribbled with two people on horseback.

Of course Wen Chun'an recognized this painting, he and Wan Zong created it together - and now, this painting has been supplemented by others.Wen Chun'an saw the words "Wen Chun'an is a perverted comrade" above the picture.

Logically, this page of the textbook should be kept in Wan Zong's residence at this moment, and no third person understands what this painting means.

Wen Chun'an stood in front of the blackboard for a while.Behind him, all his classmates talked unabashedly.Wen Chun'an didn't even need to hear clearly what the other party was saying to understand that he was the protagonist of these discussions.

A villain.

After hesitating, Wen Chun'an tore off the graffiti on the blackboard.All the way to his seat, he received many contemptuous or disgusted looks.But there is something to be thankful about, Wen Chun'an thinks so.Today is the graduation ceremony, and his high school life is over.These classmates who regard him as a virus and avoid him, or those who want to bully him because of this, will never see him again.

Wen Chunan calmed himself down.Only kindness can hurt him, and malice can never knock him down.

Wan Zong's best friend Yu Ruoqian walked over at this moment.There was an almost vicious sneer on his face. "Wen Chun'an, you don't know that Wan Zong is playing with you from the beginning to the end, right?"

Wen Chunan continued to tell himself not to believe it.Of course he shouldn't take this man's words seriously.Wen Chun'an knew that Yu Ruoqian had always hated himself and was always looking for opportunities to do something.Sometimes, Wen Chun'an even suspects that Yu Ruoqian secretly likes Wan Zong, but because of homophobia and resistance, and because he can't get what he wants, he vents on himself desperately.Before, because of Wan Zong's presence, Yu Ruoqian had never really attacked Wen Chun'an, but now that Wan Zong has gone abroad, all the accumulated dissatisfaction, jealousy or resentment finally had a chance to explode, and Yu Ruoqian would naturally try his best to appeal to Wen Chun'an. On Wen Chun'an's body.

What Yu Ruoqian said could not be true.Wen Chun'an thought.

Wen Chun'an is not blind, nor is he a fool, he knows Wan Zong is such a person.He knew what kind of person Wan Zong was who could give him so many good feelings.

Most of the time, Wen Chun'an was very sure of this.

but--

But when Wan Zong asked him for the English textbook, he promised him that he would treasure it carefully.

Except for Wan Zong and himself, no one knew what the painting represented.

...nobody knew how important the painting was to him...

Wen Chun'an believes that everything is not Wan Zong's game.

He was convinced of it.

... He just didn't trust his own judgment, so sure of it.