My daily life with neuropathy

When did memory start to emerge?

When I was extremely bored, I also tried to go back to the end of my memory, but no matter how hard I tried to recall, I couldn't find a way, and my memory always ended in darkness.

Is this how people start in darkness and end in darkness?

Only this time, I saw something different from the darkness.

"Liquid?" I muttered, sitting up in bed, rubbing my eyes.Then, after regaining consciousness a little, look around.

The dark interior is covered with a layer of hidden afterglow of the setting sun, snow is floating outside the window, and layers of snow are gathered on the window sill... Wait for me, what is this situation?It was still autumn when I was sleeping, but now it has started to snow?

tease me? !I slept for a month?

How can it be?I thought in shock.It must be the wrong way for me to wake up.

"Are you awake?" A cool voice sounded at the end of the bed, and at the same time, like a splashed ink painting, Feiguan appeared in front of me. Looking at the snow outside the window, he sighed, "What a heavy snowfall."

"What month is it?" I asked.

"Don't worry, I know what you want to express." Feiguan glanced at me with a half-smile, "You didn't sleep as long as you thought, but you did sleep for a few days."

"Then why..." I asked.

"You said that." Feiguan casually pointed to the snow outside the window and said, "That's a trouble."

This year's snow fell extra early, and it was also a headache.

"Ah-choo—" I sneezed suddenly, wrapped my down jacket a little tighter, took the ginger soup on the side and drank it. It seemed to burn all the way down the throat and into the stomach.

"Huh—" I breathed a sigh of relief, "It's so cold."

"Virtue." My cousin leisurely wore a thin spring shirt in front of me, leisurely took a bite of the ice cream, glanced at me proudly, and shook his head, "Oh, oh, this ice cream is so delicious. "

"..." I frowned, and when I was about to say something, I suddenly tightened my clothes very painfully, and said, "Stay away from me, I feel cold just looking at you."

"You!" My cousin was furious, but I sneezed again, a chill came over me, I shivered, and simply wrapped the quilt up together.

"Is it that cold?" My cousin frowned.

"What do you mean?" I squinted at him. "Speaking of which, you are very abnormal today."

"What's not normal?" My cousin asked.

"Oh, at this time in the past," I said shaking my head, "you either left or started fighting with me, and now you are so peaceful... Could it be that you are guilty?"

"Why should I have a guilty conscience?" My cousin raised his eyebrows.

"Hmph," I folded my arms and shook my head, "I'm really guilty, tell me, what did you do to apologize to me?"

"What do you think?" Who would have thought that my cousin would imitate me and give me a cold look, then turned and walked away.

"Ouch..." I was stunned, "This kid..." When did it become so unfunny?

There is heavy snow outside the window. This winter, should it be said that it has come too fast, or has it come too fiercely?

"People always change." Hearing that I was ill, Guo Qi, who came to visit me specially, performed a tea ceremony in front of me, then ignored my longing eyes, and said while drinking the tea he had brewed .

"Ah," I sighed, "sometimes the surroundings change too fast, and it's inevitable that there will be a sense of panic that can't keep up with the times."

"Oh? Then what are you going to do?" Guo Qi asked after hearing the words.

"Sanyu," I smiled mysteriously, "Naturally, the same can't be changed."

"You..." Guo Qi shook his head amusedly, "I'm so ill, I don't know what to do."

"Being in bed for a long time is naturally extremely boring." I said methodically, "It's too cruel to ask a boring person to settle down, Shaoshu."

"Oh?" A gleam flashed in Guo Qi's eyes, and he said with a smile, "When it comes to cruelty, it reminds me of something."

"What?" I had a bad feeling, but I still asked.

"It's not so much a thing, but a kind of exercise," Guo Qi said with a creepy smile, "Although I didn't name this exercise, but the world calls it acupuncture. "

"...Da Da Guo, I promise I won't talk cheap." I shrunk myself into a ball and said.

"Hehe." Guo Qi leisurely stepped forward and poked me who rolled himself into a ball, "It feels good." After speaking, he put away the tea set and walked away slowly.

"Ahem..." I just wanted to mutter a few words, but my throat felt a little itchy. After I coughed a few times, a faint smell of blood permeated the tip of my nose.

"This..." I looked at the bright red in the palm of my hand, feeling quite speechless.

It's just a small cold that can make me so weak?

Tsk.I stretched my hand outside, trying to wipe off the blood with a piece of paper, when a plain white hand handed over the paper towel.

"Thank you...hey, didn't you knock on the door when you came in?" I looked at Qing Xingdeng and sighed.

"I said," Qing Xingdeng said, sitting next to me, "If you continue like this, you will die."

"Everyone is going to die." I dialed lightly, "How are you doing recently? I heard that you have already made a choice. What, my suspicion has been cleared?"

"Yes." Qing Xingdeng's eyes darkened when she heard the words, she looked at the white snow flying outside the window, and said, "I already know who the murderer is."

"How do you know?" I asked.

"When I was not on the right path," Qing Xingdeng said, "my ghost path allowed me to recognize a person only by their appearance, but after returning to the right path, my ghost path allowed me to perceive the hidden dangers in others. Qi, the person who attacked when you were not around that day had a familiar Qi."

"Oh?" I asked, "I'm curious, what do you think of his aura?"

"There is nothing." Qing Xingdeng said with a stern face and a calm voice, "There is nothing in it, only endless shackles, cold, and pain. I have never experienced such qi, with despair and pain, And the strong smell of blood," she said here, shivering with lingering fear, and asked me, "What does a person have to go through to have such a gas?"

"Who knows?" I closed my eyes, smiled softly, and stretched out a hand from under the quilt to touch her head, "But that's good, at least you finally found that person, didn't you? "

"But so what if I find it?" Qing Xingdeng said blankly, "Even if I cut him into pieces, I can't go back to my old life."

"I know he has my face," I said, "but what else do you remember?"

"This..." Qing Xingdeng frowned, "When I picked him up, he was very quiet. Even when I was treating the wound, I felt pain for him, but he didn't say a word until the wound was treated. I just passed out in silence. I was very curious at the time and thought he was very pitiful, so I stayed by his side and talked to him all the time, but he remained silent and didn't say a word. After a few days, something like that happened. I didn't have time to think about it afterwards, but on the day I saw him again, I had an idea."

"What idea?" I asked.

"I was thinking, maybe the man I met back then didn't have much self-awareness, but in the previous battle, he had his own judgment, maybe I was too naive, I..."

"No, no," I said with a slight smile, "I'm very happy that you can think that way. It's a good thing to recognize yourself and keep good thoughts. Benevolence is good, it means not killing, it means letting go, and it means continuation." , is healing, and evil is the opposite, but of course benevolence is a good thing, but blindly taking benevolence as the foundation will only fuel the flames of evil. The balance here is the most difficult to grasp. At your age, even if you encounter such things, it is still not easy Judging, it’s already good.”

"Then what should I do?" Qing Xingdeng asked.

"Now that I have an idea, isn't the next thing to do is to prove it?" I said.

"Sanyu." She looked at me deeply and suddenly smiled.

"What?" I asked.

"It would be great if you were really my brother." She smiled with a little loneliness, and left immediately.

"Perhaps, we may really be." I watched her leave, and suddenly sighed. "But, can you really not see the existence of the door?" The window will cry.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door that was very polite in comparison.

"Come in." I said, strange, those few people have already come, how come there are still people, has the lotus recovered?

Thinking wildly, that person has come to me.

"You..." I looked at him in surprise.

"...Master." He stood silently beside my bed and called softly.

I looked at him, he was wearing a jumper that he often wears, the hood covered his forehead, a pair of star eyes were covered under the thin bangs, his skin was a healthy wheat color, and those eyes were shining through the bangs Staring at me deeply, he stood in front of the bed, but his presence was almost zero. If I didn't pay attention to him very hard, maybe I wouldn't be aware of his existence after a while.

"...I'm so sorry, can I tell you your name?" I was silent for a while, and smiled wryly.

Without any look of surprise, he nodded and said, "Li Min."

"Li Min..." I read this name, but unfortunately, in my limited memory, this name has never appeared before.

"Master..." Li Min looked at my blank eyes, sighed softly, took out a crystal ball, and handed it to me.

I took it, and the word Heng was engraved on the crystal ball. I tried to inject a little spiritual power into it, and suddenly my eyes went dark, and Bu Tianheng's voice came from my ears.

【Sanyu, they are here. 】

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