blood velvet flower
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Confess to the police again that I was hired by someone, saying that this is not a traffic accident, but an intentional homicide.Back then, there was a reason for being able to buy him off with money. On the contrary, I was afraid that he would not necessarily admit to giving the entire company to him.Some things can be settled with money, and some can only be settled with brains.
Unfortunately, he never got the point.
She leaned back heavily: one thing my father-in-law said was wrong, and what he failed to teach him, neither could she.
I don't know if it's because of the postpartum period or because of her mood, but the wind in June came in from the door, making her whole body get goosebumps.
A few days later, the paternity test came out.This is what Su Yue entrusts her most trusted friend to do.She read the content above several times, pondered for a long time, and then spoke of her long-planned plan, the plan that she had mentioned to him as early as the early stages of pregnancy, a jaw-dropping plan.
In this single delivery room, my friend stood beside her bed, and felt that the wind in June was so cold.
☆, gossip
When Yunxiu walked to the door of the dormitory building, a figure rushed out from the shadows.Yunxiu held the book and backed away in fright.
"Scared you?" A small voice came, with an apologetic tone.
Yunxiu saw that it was Zhu Kexi.Today's hairstyle has changed, the hair that was originally draped over the shoulders is pulled up, and the face looks not so small.There seems to be a little makeup on, and there is loose powder around the nose that hasn't been applied evenly.It wasn't a cool day, and the autumn was waning, but she was wearing a crepe dress, showing a pair of chopstick legs, and a turmeric knitted waistcoat on her body.His face was flushed, and he didn't know whether it was blown by the evening wind, or he was embarrassed by what happened just now.
"Is there something wrong?",
He could have asked more tactfully, but when he said it, he changed into a blunt tone.
Kexi looked up at the sky, turned her head to look at the tree, as if she didn't know where to start.
People passing by looked at them curiously, but she hesitated for a long time, but didn't speak.
Yunxiu was in a hurry, and she had never seen her so awkward before, what happened today, did you eat twist candy?
"If it's okay, I'm going back to the dormitory."
Ke Xi stammered, as if she didn't know how to organize it, and faltered: "You asked me to borrow the class notes in the morning, and I'll give them to you when I complete them in the evening."
Yunxiu doesn't like to come out at night. During that time period, he usually stays in the dormitory doing homework and reading books.This morning's professional class, he was distracted, so he asked her for notes.Since it was my own request, and they came here specially, if I said that I couldn't do it at night, I couldn't justify it.So, nodding in agreement, I turned around and went back to the dormitory.
"that!"
Yunxiu turned around.
With her head down, she stretched out her hand as if giving up on herself, with two crumpled green movie tickets on it.
He looked puzzled.
"There is a movie in the school cinema tonight. Do you want to go together?"
Originally, when she bought the ticket, she thought of several versions of the statement.Including the vulgar ones: Bought for a friend, but she can't go because of something, are you free?Or, someone sent me two tickets, but I can't find a suitable person to go, do you want to go?etc.In the end, she still felt that it was better to be straightforward, at least better than when he found out later that he had no so-called good friends at all.
No one in the dormitory played well with her. Firstly, everyone thought she was mean and mean; secondly, when the girls saw that she was very aggressive towards that rich second generation, they were extremely disdainful.The latter item alone made her the object of rejection by almost all the girls in the class.
The girls avoid Yunxiu for a strange reason.They generally think that this rich second generation has high vision, bad temper, and princely illness.Unless you are highly confident in your appearance, charm, and family background, you will generally end up in a miserable relationship with this kind of person. If you are mild, you will be called a nympho, and if you are serious, you may be personally attacked, saying that you worship money.Instead of being humiliated, it's better to keep a distance from the beginning, so as not to damage your goddess style.
Today's post-90s girls have both self-esteem and individuality. Even if you are handsome and talented, they will not be dazed and will not rush forward blindly. Instead, they will consider patiently and plan strategies .They are only willing to fight confident love battles, and they are only willing to let boys fight for them and have their heads broken.
But this Zhu Kexi, unexpectedly, has no such worries, and dares to take the initiative to attack when he grows up like this.The ignorant are really fearless.At first, they had the mentality of watching a joke, and they waited for her to make a fool of herself.But to everyone's surprise, the rich second generation didn't seem to be disgusted by this. Seeing the two of them occasionally whispering kindly, talking and laughing while walking on the boulevard, I have to sigh, the world is full of different styles and tastes.Gradually, their attitude towards Zhu Kexi changed from disdain to exclusion. Who let her greatly frustrate their self-esteem.
Therefore, she is very unpopular among girls, and boys don't like her withdrawn personality and bamboo pole figure.Since she really has no friends, she might as well be frank and invite him directly.
Yunxiu finally understood the reason for her dressing up.To be honest, he didn't want to go.But if I refuse, I really can't say it to this girl who has been kind to me since the freshman year.In this school, no one seemed to want to ask him out except her.She has good intentions, besides, she is not binding you to a dangerous place!Just watching a movie at school.
So, he took a movie ticket from her hand: "Then, see you tonight."
Zhu Kexi smiled happily, wrinkling the corners of her eyes.She flew back, her skirt was fluttering in the autumn wind, and it was one color with the fallen leaves on the ground.
But what happened after that was something Yunxiu never expected.
In his opinion, it was a very common thing, but he watched a movie with his friends.But in the eyes of others, this seems to be a world-famous scandal.When the two of them came out of the movie theater, the gossip and public opinion of the school had quickly swept through every dormitory, every classroom, playground, snack bar and even the library at night like a gust of wind. love affair.It feels both strange and extremely unbalanced.The latter is the psychology of most girls.
Yunxiu is completely unaware that he has become the focus of public discussion.He sent Kexi downstairs to the dormitory.After a while, she came down with her class notes.
"Use it and pay me back, don't worry."
Yunxiu nodded.The boys' dormitory was on the other side of the basketball court, and he walked on the empty court, thinking about this boring movie.
When he was a child, he liked to watch animated movies, especially Hayao Miyazaki's, and he and Kashiwahara could watch them all day long.My aunt always patted him on the back of the forehead: "Look, watch, it's better to get into the TV!" When he grew up, he and Bai Yuan watched so-called blockbuster movies several times.The noisy hall, the crowded crowd, and the teardrops from unknown sources all made him not like the cinema.
He is not easily moved by the false scenes in the movie, even if Bai Yuan next to him has already sighed and sighed.Once, he couldn't remember the plot, anyway, Bai Yuan came out of the screening hall with red eyes.His sobbing sound attracted a group of people's curious eyes, as if the two of them were in another movie.Since then, Yunxiu refused to accompany Bai Yuan to the cinema even if he was killed.
In the dormitory, the boys were chatting enthusiastically.Seeing him coming in, they all shut up in unison.
Yunxiu didn't bother to talk to them.As a boy, muttering behind his back is not up to par.Since the freshman year, the three of them have formed a strong alliance, and they have successfully and naturally isolated Yunxiu from the outside.Yunxiu was also used to it, and since he went home every weekend, he only slept with them for five nights.That's okay, just maintain a moderate communication in this way, and don't have too much burden.He didn't want to enter their inner world, and he didn't bother to care about the secrets between them.
After Yunxiu finished washing, the three boys watched him put away his clothes and change into pajamas as if watching a play.Carefully wiped his face and fingers with those slender hands, and put on the earphones.
A boy finally couldn't bear it, and before he listened to the music, he asked, "Are you dating Zhu Kexi?"
Yunxiu pulled off the earphones: "Who said that?"
The boys looked at each other.
"Watching a movie is falling in love? I'll go with you, do you still think so?"
Choked those people dull interest.
He doesn't like others to speculate about his life.Besides, even if they fall in love, it's none of their business.
The author has something to say: the update is late.First, when I went to the supermarket, I was blocked by a group of old ladies who sold fish. Grass carp was on sale, and they all rushed to the front to grab it.As a result, I waited for a long time by the bloody fish killing table just to kill a fish.
After I came back, I went to Tuan Kindergarten to sign up with a group of mothers. The principal was very good at chatting. It was almost time for dinner, so I took the time and ran all the way home.I thought about updating it first, but in the end, the backstage smoked and changed the entire article, saying that I am not the author himself!Spit out a mouthful of old blood!
It was too late, so I thought I should go pick up the young master first, only to find out that I forgot to put the rice in when I got downstairs!Oh Mai Kar, so, wait until this point, while waiting for the rice to be cooked, cook my text rice.Didn't make it for anything...
☆, dating
The coffee shop is well decorated, with warm retro tones, matched with rose red lights, cast on the brown floor, which is very suitable for this season.
Shen Jiaqi rested her cheeks, she really loved the ambiguous light, which made her complexion like a blooming peach blossom (she only secretly checked her makeup with a small mirror).
The large and neat brown glass floor-to-ceiling windows make the view look like an old famous painting.Kashiwahara was wearing a thin cashmere jacket with a light blue Oxford shirt inside, holding a coffee cup and looking out, like a man in a post-autumn pictorial.
Jiaqi followed his gaze and looked outside. There was nothing there except people passing by in twos and threes.It was just a few girls who were in company, passing by laughing and laughing.Jiaqi thought he was looking at the girl, but now an old lady came and asked the person who came to pick up the car to pay the parking fee.He still didn't look away.
She turned her head boredly, fiddled with the artificial flowers on the table, looked at her boyfriend and then pinched the petals, as if there were some similarities between the two.Although Bai Yuan didn't talk much today, she was content.At least, the kid didn't follow.
Early on Saturday morning, Bai Yuan was sitting at the dining table with his eyelids drooping, and before he was fully awake, the maid aunt said: Miss Jiaqi called and asked him to go to the amusement park today.
Yunxiu giggled.
With this smile, Bai Yuan was even more annoyed.It has been a year since I graduated, and I have just transferred to a new department. There are many things that need to be adjusted again.
His father recently asked him to study company management. Although he doesn't believe in talking on paper, he still has to learn basic written knowledge.Occasionally, his friends asked him to go out for a drink, and he was too busy to turn around every day.Especially these days, staying up almost every night.Originally, he planned to sleep until noon without breakfast.But Dad is at home today, and my aunt told him to get up and have breakfast.
"Tell her she's not available."
My aunt was pouring hot milk for him, she stopped when she heard this: "Why are you not free? Are you not at home?"
Dad hasn't come down yet, but my aunt has already made the decision for him and is busy making arrangements.
Regarding him and Jiaqi, Cheng Xiong is the default.Instead of looking for a girl you don't know, it's better to find someone who knows everything.Shen Daocheng is an important person in the company, he can be regarded as a mobile secret warehouse.It would be best if they could form a family with sons and daughters.To put it bluntly, if it is not guaranteed, one day he will turn his back on it, and he has to look at his daughter's face first.
Every time when Jiaqi came, Cheng Xiong was uncharacteristically, always laughing and joking, and let the children make trouble.When other classmates and friends came to call, Cheng Xiong always wanted to question him.But as long as I go out with Jiaqi, I never object.Bai Yuan agreed to date at the beginning, also because of his father's attitude.As long as his father said something, he generally had no objection, and he dared not have any objection.If you want to live a peaceful life, you can't make your father unhappy, and you can't go against his will.
The strange thing is that although he and Jiaqi are classmates and have known each other since childhood, but for some reason, when they are alone together, they always feel that they have nothing to say.
Jiaqi is the kind of lively person, chattering and cheering, even if she is alone, she can put on a group cross talk posture, but if she really wants to talk about topics that can keep the two of them going on and immersing themselves in it, she seems to be at a loss what to do .And he likes to talk nonsense with his friends, but to girls, he doesn't know what to say to arouse their interest.
Therefore, when the two of them are together, most of the time they are looking for something to talk about, and they are just trying to find something to talk about, which is really difficult.Therefore, every time he went out to play, he would drag Yunxiu up.
One day when the young master is in a bad mood and quits, the current situation will appear: you look at me, I look out the window, there is nothing to talk about except drinking coffee one after another.
Have fun at the playground.After all, as long as she catches something to play, line up, buy snacks, let her hold her hand tightly on the roller coaster, just shout, and don't need much communication.
Girls never seem to get tired.From after lunch to now, I spent the whole afternoon shopping with her in various stores.Candy stores, stationery stores, trinkets stores, clothing stores, all kinds of stores, Kashiwahara almost fell asleep walking.
Seeing that he was depressed, Jiaqi bought a bear doll as a gift for him.The lady at the counter said that this has the effect of slowing down the mood.It sounds great, may I ask, which toy does not have this effect?
Bai Yuan held the little bear, but couldn't throw it away, and had nowhere to hide it.A big man with such a thing, still not laughed out of his teeth?So, three steps and one big stride forward, just want to go back quickly.
But Jiaqi will not let him go.After finally having some alone time, she wished she could use every second of it.
The waiter came to ask, do you want dessert?Only then did Jiaqi remember.She really wanted to order the kind of ice cream that couples eat together, but Kashiwahara said no.She said, wait a minute.
Now, Bai Yuan's gaze has turned from the window, Jiaqi thought to herself, what should I do?She looked through the menu and still wanted to order ice cream. She was controlled by some strange excitement. Besides, she couldn't find another dessert that could enhance the relationship between the two of them.
Bai Yuan saw that she was extremely entangled, so he had no choice but to say, "Order whatever you want."
When the ice cream came, he regretted it a little: "There is only one? You can eat it."
"This is for couples! How can I eat it by myself?!"
Bai Yuan was helpless, the autumn wind was bleak, as soon as he got closer, he felt the hairs on his face stand up.I don't know what to think, I just say it's cold when I go out, but I don't want to wear more clothes, I insist on showing my neck and ankles.When it comes to eating, she has become very brave. Even if she is thrown to the North Pole, it is estimated that she can eat up the ice cover with a "click".
Jiaqi's face came closer, and her thick false eyelashes could be clearly seen, one by one, strong and distinct.Seeing that his heart was trembling, he retracted his head again.
When the lights are on, no matter how cold the weather is, it can't stop young people from seeking excitement and romance.Coming out of the amusement park, Jiaqi took his arm and searched for delicious and interesting things everywhere.
They watched street dancing in the square for a while; followed a group of children around the sugar painting; played a few rounds of billiards and the shooting machine.Bai Yuan is very good at playing basketball, causing Jia Qi to scream all the time.Jiaqi twisted a few times on the dancing machine, and looked back to see Bai Yuan giving her a thumbs up, jumping even more vigorously.
On the way back, Jiaqi's excitement did not cool down.If there is a time machine, she will definitely buy one.She has to keep replaying these processes, reminiscing about them, and repeatedly moving her heart.
When she walked to the door, her steps were heavy, and she was reluctant to go in for a long time.
Bai Yuan waved goodbye to her.
Jiaqi thought, she couldn't just let him go.So, I boldly made a suggestion: "You, don't you want to kiss me?"
Bai Yuan, who was about to turn around, tilted his body when he heard this, and suddenly staggered.
She didn't feel embarrassed, and said generously, "Forget it, goodbye."
Bai Yuan quickly fled back into the car.When I got home, I still slowed down in the car for a while, as if I still haven't escaped from the panic.
He didn't know how to describe his mood, it wasn't excited, it wasn't scared, but he didn't expect it, his heartbeat didn't speed up, he just felt incredible.He doesn't have a mother, and his aunt hasn't told him anything about girls.He doesn't understand them, he doesn't understand their psychology, and he doesn't understand what it means to be in a relationship, holding hands like this, shopping and eating?
It is said in books and TV shows that men and women in love will feel like electric shocks, but he doesn't seem to have it.Is it because this is not called love, or is it exaggerated in the book, or because he and Jiaqi have known each other since childhood, so there is no novelty?A series of question marks lingered in his heart, he thought about it but couldn't figure it out, he rubbed his hair irritably, took something and walked in.
Pushing open the door of Yunxiu's room, he was still leaning against the bed reading a book.Seeing himself coming back, his face was flat.
Bai Yuan threw the bear on the bed: "Send it to you."
He glanced at him, and when he was about to laugh, Bai Yuan simply said, "Smile, laugh, I knew you would laugh!"
"No, shouldn't this be given to girls? You took it back instead."
Bai Yuan only raised the paper bag in his hand: "I brought you delicious food." If he knew that the little bear was given by Jia Qi, he would probably laugh even more.
Yunxiu put down the book and looked into the bag: "It's really rare, when I'm with my girlfriend, I can still think about me."
Bai Yuan sat down beside the bed: "Come and taste one."
He shook his head and said no: "I have brushed my teeth."
"Let's try one. I deliberately packed it back regardless of face."
Yunxiu looked disgusted: "It turns out there are leftovers."
"It's clean, and no one has licked it with his tongue! I brought it back because I thought it was delicious. Don't be too mean, kid."
"I really brushed my teeth."
Bai Yuan insisted on him having a taste.
Yunxiu couldn't resist him, so he took a light bite and hummed.
"What do you mean?"
Yunxiu smiled: "It's delicious."
Only then was Bai Yuan satisfied.
"How's it going on a date?"
Bai Yuan remembered that he almost fell on the steps: "You said, the girl is too active, isn't it a bit like that?"
Yunxiu looked up at him: "Which one?"
Bai Yuan scratched his head and didn't know what to say.
Yunxiu ignored him, and said after a while, "If you like it, you like it. Why are you so particular about it?"
The author has something to say: Last night I dreamed that there were duck eggs everywhere, and I picked up a basket full of them.There was half a pot of rice left. In the dream, a man riding a tricycle reversed the car quickly, just because my mother said, I gave this pot of rice to you.Going out early in the morning, the leaves that were frosted to gray half a month ago are falling like crazy...
☆、The girl who disappeared
The new school year of the second year of junior high school has begun.
From coming to school with great enthusiasm in the morning, to the teacher arranging for them to clean up, to the opening ceremony, to the class leaders handing out new books, he didn't see her.
On the first day of school, the students still sat in the same positions as the previous semester.The bench was empty, like a hollow period.He didn't know what the full stop meant. Did he get sick on the first day of school, or did he forget that school started today?
During the summer vacation, something happened to his family, so that the month before the start of school was spent in a daze.Today, Qiang cheered up and came to school, but he didn't think of going to her house to call on the way.After going to junior high school, because the road was not on the way, and the boys and girls who were already adolescents, they couldn't be as unscrupulous as they were when they were young.In the first year of junior high school, most of them only met on the road before going to school together.
Her grades have always been good, and she rarely has unexcused absenteeism.It is absolutely impossible to be so confused that you can't even remember the start of school.What happened?
After listening to the broadcast announcement in the classroom, the head teacher opened the lesson plan and began to talk about the teaching requirements and goals of the new semester. The students took out their pens to take notes one after another.The teacher's eyes glanced at the empty seat, but he continued to talk as if he didn't see it.During the roll call just now, she didn't mention her name, and she didn't ask a certain classmate why she didn't come as usual.As if he had known about her absence for a long time.
If it wasn't for sick leave, did he transfer to another school?Or, transferred to another class?But at the opening ceremony, he looked around and didn't find her in the next class.Generally speaking, unless there are special circumstances, they will not transfer to other classes halfway.It wasn't until the various chores were over and the head teacher transferred another girl to that vacant seat that he was sadly convinced: it wasn't sick leave.
This block has accumulated in my heart, and I can't let go of it.After school, he went straight to that road.Her home is on the road to the east of the middle school, just opposite to her home.Carrying his schoolbag, he walked step by step in the afterglow of the setting sun.
When the familiar alley appeared in front of his eyes, his heart skipped a beat, as if he wanted to see a lover he hadn't seen for a long time.
The rusty iron gate is still there. After years of wind and rain, the rust has covered the entire gate like a creeper.This alley is the only way to the elementary school. It was here that he met her for the first time.
At that time, as a primary school student, he didn't know what it meant to be in love for the first time.I just remember that the iron door rattled open, and then, a girl jumped into the morning light cheerfully, like a lively drop of water.Her face was flushed with the blush of the rising sun, and her schoolbag swayed as she jumped.Seemingly aware of someone behind her, she stopped suddenly and looked back.When he looked at it, he suddenly seemed to be captured by the dazzling sunlight, and he stood there unable to move, not even daring to breathe, as if she was a fragile elf, and if he didn't pay attention, he would startle her away.
That time, he followed her all the way to the school and walked into the same classroom.He watched her put down her schoolbag and talk to her deskmate. During this process, he remained silent and was in a trance.
He knew in his heart that such a girl did not exist in the class, even though the other students were talking to her alive.
The head teacher came in and said that today he would introduce the newly transferred students to everyone.I saw this girl walking to the podium and smiling at all the students.Only then did he realize that all of this was real, that she was not a fantasy, but a real girl who came out of that iron gate!
The two quickly became acquainted.Because she has to pass by her house every day, the girl has a cheerful personality and is easy to get along with.Over time, the two naturally began to go to school together and go home together.
Sometimes, when he walked into the alley, he found the girl was already waiting at the door; sometimes, he had to yell a few times before the girl's bright answering voice came out, and he waited at the door, waiting for the iron gate to spit her out. Sometimes, I didn’t see her outside, and no one responded to my yelling, and when I knocked on the door again, her mother’s impatient scolding came from inside: “I’m dead to school!”
He is afraid of her mother.Although I haven't met her a few times, I always feel that she is a irascible woman. Maybe her life is not going well, so she has such a temper.He didn't understand, how could she be so rude to such a lovely daughter?Either her stepmother.Therefore, every time he knocked on the door, he had two moods, but the same anxiety.
They chat together, do their homework, and go out to play occasionally, so they are friends.He told her everything, including the secrets in his heart, but she had reservations.Whenever family is mentioned, she keeps silent.
Maybe it's hard to say, but she seldom talked about her family, never about my father or my mother.So many times, he has never heard a man's voice in that house, nor seen a man come in and out, so he judges that she has no father.As for whether he died or ran away, there is no way of knowing.
He also heard mother and daughter quarreling.All along, the impression she left on him was that she was beautiful and dignified, and he didn't expect to speak like that.My mother kept complaining about life, complaining that it was better for girls to go to school than to work.She does not compromise and believes that she has the responsibility and obligation to provide for her own education.The mother spoke harshly, and she did not back down.The quarreling voices of the two passed through the iron door and reached his ears, causing him to put down his hand that was about to knock on the door.Every family has its cupboard.
In retrospect, this was the first semester of junior high school.At this moment, he was standing in front of this door, still raising his hand, as if turning back time, as if he heard the quarrel coming from inside again.But when he collected himself, he found that the whole alley was empty and extremely quiet, not even a single insect cry.
He knocked on the door, but no one answered.He knocked on the door again and listened carefully, but he didn't hear footsteps coming from inside.I thought to myself, did I really drop out of school and go to work?
The clang of the iron door being slammed echoed in the evening air.No one came out, and no neighbors came to tell him what was going on.He stood on the narrow steps, hesitant to turn around and go home.
Maybe they didn't hear him, and they came to answer the door in a hurry after he left; they also went out temporarily, and when he returned, they appeared at the other end of the alley.He always felt that as soon as he left, he missed the opportunity to talk to her immediately.
He stood under the eaves for a long time, the iron door seemed to be ironed, and there was no movement at all.He recalled the quarrel between the mother and daughter, and thought with chagrin of his own equally stretched family.This summer, my father passed away.Immersed in great grief, he never came here to see, but unexpectedly missed her.If I had come here for a while, I might have been able to figure out what happened to her and where she went.
After that, he came every day after school.Autumn leaves rolled and fell on the steps, the sky was as gray as dust, people passed by indifferently, and the clang of bicycles seemed to be the free rhythm of ordinary life.
He patted on the iron door persistently, until one day, a woman answered the door from inside.
All the cells in his body seemed to be stroked by this voice, filled with kind pleasure.At this moment, even if her mother came out with a straight face, he wanted to pounce on her and hug her.Regardless of her blank eyes, he would invite the girl out for a walk and talk about what happened these days.
The door opened, and it wasn't her mother.
A middle-aged woman looked at him in surprise.
He said the girl's name and asked if she was at home?In fact, he already knew in his heart that this possibility was very slim, and he could guess it from the woman's incomprehensible expression when she heard the name.
"Uh, you're talking about someone who lived here before?"
His heart skipped a beat.
This has never been the case.
She's gone, never to be found again.It's like it just appeared in front of his eyes, but now even leaving is like an illusion.Appeared suddenly and left quietly.
He walked alone on the stone road, hair-like grass emerged from the cracks along the wall, and the same weak flowers bloomed.He pinched off a small flower and held it in the palm of his hand. The almost imperceptible petals pressed against his palm, as if it took her away from here.
The author has something to say: today's second update
Unfortunately, he never got the point.
She leaned back heavily: one thing my father-in-law said was wrong, and what he failed to teach him, neither could she.
I don't know if it's because of the postpartum period or because of her mood, but the wind in June came in from the door, making her whole body get goosebumps.
A few days later, the paternity test came out.This is what Su Yue entrusts her most trusted friend to do.She read the content above several times, pondered for a long time, and then spoke of her long-planned plan, the plan that she had mentioned to him as early as the early stages of pregnancy, a jaw-dropping plan.
In this single delivery room, my friend stood beside her bed, and felt that the wind in June was so cold.
☆, gossip
When Yunxiu walked to the door of the dormitory building, a figure rushed out from the shadows.Yunxiu held the book and backed away in fright.
"Scared you?" A small voice came, with an apologetic tone.
Yunxiu saw that it was Zhu Kexi.Today's hairstyle has changed, the hair that was originally draped over the shoulders is pulled up, and the face looks not so small.There seems to be a little makeup on, and there is loose powder around the nose that hasn't been applied evenly.It wasn't a cool day, and the autumn was waning, but she was wearing a crepe dress, showing a pair of chopstick legs, and a turmeric knitted waistcoat on her body.His face was flushed, and he didn't know whether it was blown by the evening wind, or he was embarrassed by what happened just now.
"Is there something wrong?",
He could have asked more tactfully, but when he said it, he changed into a blunt tone.
Kexi looked up at the sky, turned her head to look at the tree, as if she didn't know where to start.
People passing by looked at them curiously, but she hesitated for a long time, but didn't speak.
Yunxiu was in a hurry, and she had never seen her so awkward before, what happened today, did you eat twist candy?
"If it's okay, I'm going back to the dormitory."
Ke Xi stammered, as if she didn't know how to organize it, and faltered: "You asked me to borrow the class notes in the morning, and I'll give them to you when I complete them in the evening."
Yunxiu doesn't like to come out at night. During that time period, he usually stays in the dormitory doing homework and reading books.This morning's professional class, he was distracted, so he asked her for notes.Since it was my own request, and they came here specially, if I said that I couldn't do it at night, I couldn't justify it.So, nodding in agreement, I turned around and went back to the dormitory.
"that!"
Yunxiu turned around.
With her head down, she stretched out her hand as if giving up on herself, with two crumpled green movie tickets on it.
He looked puzzled.
"There is a movie in the school cinema tonight. Do you want to go together?"
Originally, when she bought the ticket, she thought of several versions of the statement.Including the vulgar ones: Bought for a friend, but she can't go because of something, are you free?Or, someone sent me two tickets, but I can't find a suitable person to go, do you want to go?etc.In the end, she still felt that it was better to be straightforward, at least better than when he found out later that he had no so-called good friends at all.
No one in the dormitory played well with her. Firstly, everyone thought she was mean and mean; secondly, when the girls saw that she was very aggressive towards that rich second generation, they were extremely disdainful.The latter item alone made her the object of rejection by almost all the girls in the class.
The girls avoid Yunxiu for a strange reason.They generally think that this rich second generation has high vision, bad temper, and princely illness.Unless you are highly confident in your appearance, charm, and family background, you will generally end up in a miserable relationship with this kind of person. If you are mild, you will be called a nympho, and if you are serious, you may be personally attacked, saying that you worship money.Instead of being humiliated, it's better to keep a distance from the beginning, so as not to damage your goddess style.
Today's post-90s girls have both self-esteem and individuality. Even if you are handsome and talented, they will not be dazed and will not rush forward blindly. Instead, they will consider patiently and plan strategies .They are only willing to fight confident love battles, and they are only willing to let boys fight for them and have their heads broken.
But this Zhu Kexi, unexpectedly, has no such worries, and dares to take the initiative to attack when he grows up like this.The ignorant are really fearless.At first, they had the mentality of watching a joke, and they waited for her to make a fool of herself.But to everyone's surprise, the rich second generation didn't seem to be disgusted by this. Seeing the two of them occasionally whispering kindly, talking and laughing while walking on the boulevard, I have to sigh, the world is full of different styles and tastes.Gradually, their attitude towards Zhu Kexi changed from disdain to exclusion. Who let her greatly frustrate their self-esteem.
Therefore, she is very unpopular among girls, and boys don't like her withdrawn personality and bamboo pole figure.Since she really has no friends, she might as well be frank and invite him directly.
Yunxiu finally understood the reason for her dressing up.To be honest, he didn't want to go.But if I refuse, I really can't say it to this girl who has been kind to me since the freshman year.In this school, no one seemed to want to ask him out except her.She has good intentions, besides, she is not binding you to a dangerous place!Just watching a movie at school.
So, he took a movie ticket from her hand: "Then, see you tonight."
Zhu Kexi smiled happily, wrinkling the corners of her eyes.She flew back, her skirt was fluttering in the autumn wind, and it was one color with the fallen leaves on the ground.
But what happened after that was something Yunxiu never expected.
In his opinion, it was a very common thing, but he watched a movie with his friends.But in the eyes of others, this seems to be a world-famous scandal.When the two of them came out of the movie theater, the gossip and public opinion of the school had quickly swept through every dormitory, every classroom, playground, snack bar and even the library at night like a gust of wind. love affair.It feels both strange and extremely unbalanced.The latter is the psychology of most girls.
Yunxiu is completely unaware that he has become the focus of public discussion.He sent Kexi downstairs to the dormitory.After a while, she came down with her class notes.
"Use it and pay me back, don't worry."
Yunxiu nodded.The boys' dormitory was on the other side of the basketball court, and he walked on the empty court, thinking about this boring movie.
When he was a child, he liked to watch animated movies, especially Hayao Miyazaki's, and he and Kashiwahara could watch them all day long.My aunt always patted him on the back of the forehead: "Look, watch, it's better to get into the TV!" When he grew up, he and Bai Yuan watched so-called blockbuster movies several times.The noisy hall, the crowded crowd, and the teardrops from unknown sources all made him not like the cinema.
He is not easily moved by the false scenes in the movie, even if Bai Yuan next to him has already sighed and sighed.Once, he couldn't remember the plot, anyway, Bai Yuan came out of the screening hall with red eyes.His sobbing sound attracted a group of people's curious eyes, as if the two of them were in another movie.Since then, Yunxiu refused to accompany Bai Yuan to the cinema even if he was killed.
In the dormitory, the boys were chatting enthusiastically.Seeing him coming in, they all shut up in unison.
Yunxiu didn't bother to talk to them.As a boy, muttering behind his back is not up to par.Since the freshman year, the three of them have formed a strong alliance, and they have successfully and naturally isolated Yunxiu from the outside.Yunxiu was also used to it, and since he went home every weekend, he only slept with them for five nights.That's okay, just maintain a moderate communication in this way, and don't have too much burden.He didn't want to enter their inner world, and he didn't bother to care about the secrets between them.
After Yunxiu finished washing, the three boys watched him put away his clothes and change into pajamas as if watching a play.Carefully wiped his face and fingers with those slender hands, and put on the earphones.
A boy finally couldn't bear it, and before he listened to the music, he asked, "Are you dating Zhu Kexi?"
Yunxiu pulled off the earphones: "Who said that?"
The boys looked at each other.
"Watching a movie is falling in love? I'll go with you, do you still think so?"
Choked those people dull interest.
He doesn't like others to speculate about his life.Besides, even if they fall in love, it's none of their business.
The author has something to say: the update is late.First, when I went to the supermarket, I was blocked by a group of old ladies who sold fish. Grass carp was on sale, and they all rushed to the front to grab it.As a result, I waited for a long time by the bloody fish killing table just to kill a fish.
After I came back, I went to Tuan Kindergarten to sign up with a group of mothers. The principal was very good at chatting. It was almost time for dinner, so I took the time and ran all the way home.I thought about updating it first, but in the end, the backstage smoked and changed the entire article, saying that I am not the author himself!Spit out a mouthful of old blood!
It was too late, so I thought I should go pick up the young master first, only to find out that I forgot to put the rice in when I got downstairs!Oh Mai Kar, so, wait until this point, while waiting for the rice to be cooked, cook my text rice.Didn't make it for anything...
☆, dating
The coffee shop is well decorated, with warm retro tones, matched with rose red lights, cast on the brown floor, which is very suitable for this season.
Shen Jiaqi rested her cheeks, she really loved the ambiguous light, which made her complexion like a blooming peach blossom (she only secretly checked her makeup with a small mirror).
The large and neat brown glass floor-to-ceiling windows make the view look like an old famous painting.Kashiwahara was wearing a thin cashmere jacket with a light blue Oxford shirt inside, holding a coffee cup and looking out, like a man in a post-autumn pictorial.
Jiaqi followed his gaze and looked outside. There was nothing there except people passing by in twos and threes.It was just a few girls who were in company, passing by laughing and laughing.Jiaqi thought he was looking at the girl, but now an old lady came and asked the person who came to pick up the car to pay the parking fee.He still didn't look away.
She turned her head boredly, fiddled with the artificial flowers on the table, looked at her boyfriend and then pinched the petals, as if there were some similarities between the two.Although Bai Yuan didn't talk much today, she was content.At least, the kid didn't follow.
Early on Saturday morning, Bai Yuan was sitting at the dining table with his eyelids drooping, and before he was fully awake, the maid aunt said: Miss Jiaqi called and asked him to go to the amusement park today.
Yunxiu giggled.
With this smile, Bai Yuan was even more annoyed.It has been a year since I graduated, and I have just transferred to a new department. There are many things that need to be adjusted again.
His father recently asked him to study company management. Although he doesn't believe in talking on paper, he still has to learn basic written knowledge.Occasionally, his friends asked him to go out for a drink, and he was too busy to turn around every day.Especially these days, staying up almost every night.Originally, he planned to sleep until noon without breakfast.But Dad is at home today, and my aunt told him to get up and have breakfast.
"Tell her she's not available."
My aunt was pouring hot milk for him, she stopped when she heard this: "Why are you not free? Are you not at home?"
Dad hasn't come down yet, but my aunt has already made the decision for him and is busy making arrangements.
Regarding him and Jiaqi, Cheng Xiong is the default.Instead of looking for a girl you don't know, it's better to find someone who knows everything.Shen Daocheng is an important person in the company, he can be regarded as a mobile secret warehouse.It would be best if they could form a family with sons and daughters.To put it bluntly, if it is not guaranteed, one day he will turn his back on it, and he has to look at his daughter's face first.
Every time when Jiaqi came, Cheng Xiong was uncharacteristically, always laughing and joking, and let the children make trouble.When other classmates and friends came to call, Cheng Xiong always wanted to question him.But as long as I go out with Jiaqi, I never object.Bai Yuan agreed to date at the beginning, also because of his father's attitude.As long as his father said something, he generally had no objection, and he dared not have any objection.If you want to live a peaceful life, you can't make your father unhappy, and you can't go against his will.
The strange thing is that although he and Jiaqi are classmates and have known each other since childhood, but for some reason, when they are alone together, they always feel that they have nothing to say.
Jiaqi is the kind of lively person, chattering and cheering, even if she is alone, she can put on a group cross talk posture, but if she really wants to talk about topics that can keep the two of them going on and immersing themselves in it, she seems to be at a loss what to do .And he likes to talk nonsense with his friends, but to girls, he doesn't know what to say to arouse their interest.
Therefore, when the two of them are together, most of the time they are looking for something to talk about, and they are just trying to find something to talk about, which is really difficult.Therefore, every time he went out to play, he would drag Yunxiu up.
One day when the young master is in a bad mood and quits, the current situation will appear: you look at me, I look out the window, there is nothing to talk about except drinking coffee one after another.
Have fun at the playground.After all, as long as she catches something to play, line up, buy snacks, let her hold her hand tightly on the roller coaster, just shout, and don't need much communication.
Girls never seem to get tired.From after lunch to now, I spent the whole afternoon shopping with her in various stores.Candy stores, stationery stores, trinkets stores, clothing stores, all kinds of stores, Kashiwahara almost fell asleep walking.
Seeing that he was depressed, Jiaqi bought a bear doll as a gift for him.The lady at the counter said that this has the effect of slowing down the mood.It sounds great, may I ask, which toy does not have this effect?
Bai Yuan held the little bear, but couldn't throw it away, and had nowhere to hide it.A big man with such a thing, still not laughed out of his teeth?So, three steps and one big stride forward, just want to go back quickly.
But Jiaqi will not let him go.After finally having some alone time, she wished she could use every second of it.
The waiter came to ask, do you want dessert?Only then did Jiaqi remember.She really wanted to order the kind of ice cream that couples eat together, but Kashiwahara said no.She said, wait a minute.
Now, Bai Yuan's gaze has turned from the window, Jiaqi thought to herself, what should I do?She looked through the menu and still wanted to order ice cream. She was controlled by some strange excitement. Besides, she couldn't find another dessert that could enhance the relationship between the two of them.
Bai Yuan saw that she was extremely entangled, so he had no choice but to say, "Order whatever you want."
When the ice cream came, he regretted it a little: "There is only one? You can eat it."
"This is for couples! How can I eat it by myself?!"
Bai Yuan was helpless, the autumn wind was bleak, as soon as he got closer, he felt the hairs on his face stand up.I don't know what to think, I just say it's cold when I go out, but I don't want to wear more clothes, I insist on showing my neck and ankles.When it comes to eating, she has become very brave. Even if she is thrown to the North Pole, it is estimated that she can eat up the ice cover with a "click".
Jiaqi's face came closer, and her thick false eyelashes could be clearly seen, one by one, strong and distinct.Seeing that his heart was trembling, he retracted his head again.
When the lights are on, no matter how cold the weather is, it can't stop young people from seeking excitement and romance.Coming out of the amusement park, Jiaqi took his arm and searched for delicious and interesting things everywhere.
They watched street dancing in the square for a while; followed a group of children around the sugar painting; played a few rounds of billiards and the shooting machine.Bai Yuan is very good at playing basketball, causing Jia Qi to scream all the time.Jiaqi twisted a few times on the dancing machine, and looked back to see Bai Yuan giving her a thumbs up, jumping even more vigorously.
On the way back, Jiaqi's excitement did not cool down.If there is a time machine, she will definitely buy one.She has to keep replaying these processes, reminiscing about them, and repeatedly moving her heart.
When she walked to the door, her steps were heavy, and she was reluctant to go in for a long time.
Bai Yuan waved goodbye to her.
Jiaqi thought, she couldn't just let him go.So, I boldly made a suggestion: "You, don't you want to kiss me?"
Bai Yuan, who was about to turn around, tilted his body when he heard this, and suddenly staggered.
She didn't feel embarrassed, and said generously, "Forget it, goodbye."
Bai Yuan quickly fled back into the car.When I got home, I still slowed down in the car for a while, as if I still haven't escaped from the panic.
He didn't know how to describe his mood, it wasn't excited, it wasn't scared, but he didn't expect it, his heartbeat didn't speed up, he just felt incredible.He doesn't have a mother, and his aunt hasn't told him anything about girls.He doesn't understand them, he doesn't understand their psychology, and he doesn't understand what it means to be in a relationship, holding hands like this, shopping and eating?
It is said in books and TV shows that men and women in love will feel like electric shocks, but he doesn't seem to have it.Is it because this is not called love, or is it exaggerated in the book, or because he and Jiaqi have known each other since childhood, so there is no novelty?A series of question marks lingered in his heart, he thought about it but couldn't figure it out, he rubbed his hair irritably, took something and walked in.
Pushing open the door of Yunxiu's room, he was still leaning against the bed reading a book.Seeing himself coming back, his face was flat.
Bai Yuan threw the bear on the bed: "Send it to you."
He glanced at him, and when he was about to laugh, Bai Yuan simply said, "Smile, laugh, I knew you would laugh!"
"No, shouldn't this be given to girls? You took it back instead."
Bai Yuan only raised the paper bag in his hand: "I brought you delicious food." If he knew that the little bear was given by Jia Qi, he would probably laugh even more.
Yunxiu put down the book and looked into the bag: "It's really rare, when I'm with my girlfriend, I can still think about me."
Bai Yuan sat down beside the bed: "Come and taste one."
He shook his head and said no: "I have brushed my teeth."
"Let's try one. I deliberately packed it back regardless of face."
Yunxiu looked disgusted: "It turns out there are leftovers."
"It's clean, and no one has licked it with his tongue! I brought it back because I thought it was delicious. Don't be too mean, kid."
"I really brushed my teeth."
Bai Yuan insisted on him having a taste.
Yunxiu couldn't resist him, so he took a light bite and hummed.
"What do you mean?"
Yunxiu smiled: "It's delicious."
Only then was Bai Yuan satisfied.
"How's it going on a date?"
Bai Yuan remembered that he almost fell on the steps: "You said, the girl is too active, isn't it a bit like that?"
Yunxiu looked up at him: "Which one?"
Bai Yuan scratched his head and didn't know what to say.
Yunxiu ignored him, and said after a while, "If you like it, you like it. Why are you so particular about it?"
The author has something to say: Last night I dreamed that there were duck eggs everywhere, and I picked up a basket full of them.There was half a pot of rice left. In the dream, a man riding a tricycle reversed the car quickly, just because my mother said, I gave this pot of rice to you.Going out early in the morning, the leaves that were frosted to gray half a month ago are falling like crazy...
☆、The girl who disappeared
The new school year of the second year of junior high school has begun.
From coming to school with great enthusiasm in the morning, to the teacher arranging for them to clean up, to the opening ceremony, to the class leaders handing out new books, he didn't see her.
On the first day of school, the students still sat in the same positions as the previous semester.The bench was empty, like a hollow period.He didn't know what the full stop meant. Did he get sick on the first day of school, or did he forget that school started today?
During the summer vacation, something happened to his family, so that the month before the start of school was spent in a daze.Today, Qiang cheered up and came to school, but he didn't think of going to her house to call on the way.After going to junior high school, because the road was not on the way, and the boys and girls who were already adolescents, they couldn't be as unscrupulous as they were when they were young.In the first year of junior high school, most of them only met on the road before going to school together.
Her grades have always been good, and she rarely has unexcused absenteeism.It is absolutely impossible to be so confused that you can't even remember the start of school.What happened?
After listening to the broadcast announcement in the classroom, the head teacher opened the lesson plan and began to talk about the teaching requirements and goals of the new semester. The students took out their pens to take notes one after another.The teacher's eyes glanced at the empty seat, but he continued to talk as if he didn't see it.During the roll call just now, she didn't mention her name, and she didn't ask a certain classmate why she didn't come as usual.As if he had known about her absence for a long time.
If it wasn't for sick leave, did he transfer to another school?Or, transferred to another class?But at the opening ceremony, he looked around and didn't find her in the next class.Generally speaking, unless there are special circumstances, they will not transfer to other classes halfway.It wasn't until the various chores were over and the head teacher transferred another girl to that vacant seat that he was sadly convinced: it wasn't sick leave.
This block has accumulated in my heart, and I can't let go of it.After school, he went straight to that road.Her home is on the road to the east of the middle school, just opposite to her home.Carrying his schoolbag, he walked step by step in the afterglow of the setting sun.
When the familiar alley appeared in front of his eyes, his heart skipped a beat, as if he wanted to see a lover he hadn't seen for a long time.
The rusty iron gate is still there. After years of wind and rain, the rust has covered the entire gate like a creeper.This alley is the only way to the elementary school. It was here that he met her for the first time.
At that time, as a primary school student, he didn't know what it meant to be in love for the first time.I just remember that the iron door rattled open, and then, a girl jumped into the morning light cheerfully, like a lively drop of water.Her face was flushed with the blush of the rising sun, and her schoolbag swayed as she jumped.Seemingly aware of someone behind her, she stopped suddenly and looked back.When he looked at it, he suddenly seemed to be captured by the dazzling sunlight, and he stood there unable to move, not even daring to breathe, as if she was a fragile elf, and if he didn't pay attention, he would startle her away.
That time, he followed her all the way to the school and walked into the same classroom.He watched her put down her schoolbag and talk to her deskmate. During this process, he remained silent and was in a trance.
He knew in his heart that such a girl did not exist in the class, even though the other students were talking to her alive.
The head teacher came in and said that today he would introduce the newly transferred students to everyone.I saw this girl walking to the podium and smiling at all the students.Only then did he realize that all of this was real, that she was not a fantasy, but a real girl who came out of that iron gate!
The two quickly became acquainted.Because she has to pass by her house every day, the girl has a cheerful personality and is easy to get along with.Over time, the two naturally began to go to school together and go home together.
Sometimes, when he walked into the alley, he found the girl was already waiting at the door; sometimes, he had to yell a few times before the girl's bright answering voice came out, and he waited at the door, waiting for the iron gate to spit her out. Sometimes, I didn’t see her outside, and no one responded to my yelling, and when I knocked on the door again, her mother’s impatient scolding came from inside: “I’m dead to school!”
He is afraid of her mother.Although I haven't met her a few times, I always feel that she is a irascible woman. Maybe her life is not going well, so she has such a temper.He didn't understand, how could she be so rude to such a lovely daughter?Either her stepmother.Therefore, every time he knocked on the door, he had two moods, but the same anxiety.
They chat together, do their homework, and go out to play occasionally, so they are friends.He told her everything, including the secrets in his heart, but she had reservations.Whenever family is mentioned, she keeps silent.
Maybe it's hard to say, but she seldom talked about her family, never about my father or my mother.So many times, he has never heard a man's voice in that house, nor seen a man come in and out, so he judges that she has no father.As for whether he died or ran away, there is no way of knowing.
He also heard mother and daughter quarreling.All along, the impression she left on him was that she was beautiful and dignified, and he didn't expect to speak like that.My mother kept complaining about life, complaining that it was better for girls to go to school than to work.She does not compromise and believes that she has the responsibility and obligation to provide for her own education.The mother spoke harshly, and she did not back down.The quarreling voices of the two passed through the iron door and reached his ears, causing him to put down his hand that was about to knock on the door.Every family has its cupboard.
In retrospect, this was the first semester of junior high school.At this moment, he was standing in front of this door, still raising his hand, as if turning back time, as if he heard the quarrel coming from inside again.But when he collected himself, he found that the whole alley was empty and extremely quiet, not even a single insect cry.
He knocked on the door, but no one answered.He knocked on the door again and listened carefully, but he didn't hear footsteps coming from inside.I thought to myself, did I really drop out of school and go to work?
The clang of the iron door being slammed echoed in the evening air.No one came out, and no neighbors came to tell him what was going on.He stood on the narrow steps, hesitant to turn around and go home.
Maybe they didn't hear him, and they came to answer the door in a hurry after he left; they also went out temporarily, and when he returned, they appeared at the other end of the alley.He always felt that as soon as he left, he missed the opportunity to talk to her immediately.
He stood under the eaves for a long time, the iron door seemed to be ironed, and there was no movement at all.He recalled the quarrel between the mother and daughter, and thought with chagrin of his own equally stretched family.This summer, my father passed away.Immersed in great grief, he never came here to see, but unexpectedly missed her.If I had come here for a while, I might have been able to figure out what happened to her and where she went.
After that, he came every day after school.Autumn leaves rolled and fell on the steps, the sky was as gray as dust, people passed by indifferently, and the clang of bicycles seemed to be the free rhythm of ordinary life.
He patted on the iron door persistently, until one day, a woman answered the door from inside.
All the cells in his body seemed to be stroked by this voice, filled with kind pleasure.At this moment, even if her mother came out with a straight face, he wanted to pounce on her and hug her.Regardless of her blank eyes, he would invite the girl out for a walk and talk about what happened these days.
The door opened, and it wasn't her mother.
A middle-aged woman looked at him in surprise.
He said the girl's name and asked if she was at home?In fact, he already knew in his heart that this possibility was very slim, and he could guess it from the woman's incomprehensible expression when she heard the name.
"Uh, you're talking about someone who lived here before?"
His heart skipped a beat.
This has never been the case.
She's gone, never to be found again.It's like it just appeared in front of his eyes, but now even leaving is like an illusion.Appeared suddenly and left quietly.
He walked alone on the stone road, hair-like grass emerged from the cracks along the wall, and the same weak flowers bloomed.He pinched off a small flower and held it in the palm of his hand. The almost imperceptible petals pressed against his palm, as if it took her away from here.
The author has something to say: today's second update
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