How to choose husband

My name is Sheng Jin, and I was born in the imperial palace. The third prince in everyone's mouth, I have been with my mother and concubine since I was sensible, but I haven't seen the emperor father in that crowd's mouth a few times.Every time the concubine mother meets him, I can feel the concubine's loss, so I don't like him either.

The concubine mother always dresses up dignifiedly. Even if it is only me and her in the room, she will meticulously pull up her hair and apply a little makeup. The concubine mother is always extremely careful and meticulous about my life, until I am from the mother's I learned from my mouth that I have a heart disease, so my mother and concubine will guard me every step of the way.

Heart disease, this word is still very strange to me at first, until I can't play in the snow like those little eunuchs, can't cry and laugh, can't be frightened, can't... I don't understand, heart disease is it It's something that binds me all my life.

However, as long as I am by my concubine's side, even if I can't be like everyone else, I don't care. With a mother who loves me so much, what else can I ask for, so most of the time, I play with myself, otherwise Just with the concubine.

However, accidents always happen, and it was the legendary father who brought us the accident. That day, he brought an arrogant woman to me and my concubine mother. The woman had a sharp voice and a mean face. , really ugly.

The concubine mother asked me to go back to my own room. When I turned my head for the last time, I felt that the woman had poisonous needles in her eyes, just like the snakes and scorpions recorded in the books, making people feel chilly on the back.

My premonition was correct. Since that woman appeared, the smiles on the concubine mother's face have become less, and she spends more time alone in a daze. I don't know what she is thinking.

Until one night, the concubine mother shook me awake, with anxious eyes, she hurriedly helped me get dressed, and asked Zhang Huan to take me away. Let go, subconsciously I know that once I let go, I will never see her again.

The mother concubine just touched my cheek, it was very warm, she told me not to come back, forget everything is best.But she doesn't know, I have always had a good memory. The concubine mother opened my fingers. I didn't cry, but just watched her cry. Her makeup was all over, and that was the last time I saw her.

Later, when I became more aware of the situation, I guessed that the mother concubine probably wanted me to stay away from the palace and not think about avenging her.Because of heart disease, I have heard people say that I am sentimental and widowed, but only I know that once I am emotional, it will be even more unforgettable. At least before I met Wu Qingcheng, I always wanted to avenge my mother and concubine.

After leaving the palace, I slept in a carriage for three days and three nights, maybe even longer. When I woke up again, I was already in a small mountain village with new parents. I was accepting a new life and a new name. It's called Lu Xiwei.

The new father is a scholar and has read a lot of books. There is a special place in the house for the books he copied. After I finished reading, I spent most of my time in this small corner, and there was the old man next door. He always told me a lot of strange stories.

By the side of the new father, what I hear most is his sighs and disappointment, but he also loves life. Although there is no way out for studying, he can still work in the fields.

My parents keep their lives in order. Whenever their eyes meet mine, they are always cautious. I can see their regrets and sorrows. They think I don't understand, but I understand them all.

At that time, I was used to watching with my eyes and remembering it in my heart. Unexpectedly, this also formed my habit. I got used to observing and forgot to express.Later, they had a younger brother. Seeing how they get along with each other, they are like real relatives. There is pain and love, anger and resentment. I feel like I am trapped in an invisible barrier, out of touch. , can only watch them quietly inside, leaving some glimpses.

Lu Dong, my younger brother, is very cute, with a tiger head and a tiger head, always rolling two big eyes. He seems to want to get close to me, but every time when he is about to approach, my mother always finds an excuse to keep him away. , and then smiled apologetically at me. To be honest, I hate that smile.

When I thought I was going to grow up like this, accidents happened again. When I was eight years old, there was a severe drought, and there was almost no food harvest. Balance, and my destiny.

In order to survive this disaster, selling children is the last way out. Human traffickers also came to my door. My parents made a decision to send me away. Although they feel sorry for me, I am willing to do something for them.

In front of the foreign traffickers, I doubled the price I sold for myself. When I left, I sat in the carriage, the cold wind blew into the neckline, and got into the thin padded jacket. This was the first time I looked at it so seriously. They, take a closer look at their appearance.

They are sad and guilty, but they also have hope. I really want to tell them that it doesn’t have to be like this. There are many things they don’t know about me. I can do what I want when I get out of this mountain village. Tell them that Yang Li, who lives at the entrance of the village, is a good manager and can help them manage the money for selling themselves.

There was only so much I could do, and as the carriage drove away, I didn't look back, because I didn't know what to look back at, and I had seen enough, I didn't need any more.

There are quite a few boys who bought with me, but there are only boys, which is not normal, regardless of our self-proclaimed willow leaf, he is different from the peasants we usually see in the fields, he cares about his appearance, waist Slender, with a deliberate rhythm between his walking steps, it is a habit that has been stained by the wind and dust for a long time, and it has been engraved in his bones.

The reason why I know this is that it is mentioned in the book, and it is also the credit of the strange old man next door. He always likes to tell some anecdotes, and I like to listen to them, so I know a lot.

I know, but it doesn't mean I accept it. I can't imagine that I'll spend my whole life like an actor relying on laughing, so I'm always waiting for an opportunity on the road, trying to get out of his control.

The time is coming soon. When passing through Luzhou, people are discussing the gathering of the Demon King. I heard from the old man that it is a strange event that happens in one place every year. People who have seen it can't describe it clearly. Some people say that it is even more beautiful than a fairyland, and once you see it, you will never forget it. Others say that it is a monster's blindfold, and you will be dazed if you go there.

The old man just mentioned it briefly, and I didn't go into it. Liu Ye took us and planned to participate, and he was very excited. I think this is a good time.

When I actually saw the Demon King, I thought I knew why it was said to be a miracle. It was unbelievable. It was just a performance, but it seemed to be able to mobilize all the energy between the heaven and the earth, whether it was light or electricity. , at will, and that beautiful singing voice.

People around are in awe, they think it is a revelation from the gods, but I am curious about those eyes, from those eyes, I can easily know his emotions, I can't help laughing at him in my heart, as if No one noticed except me.

When everything was over, the crowd gradually dispersed, and I knew that I had lost the best time, but I looked into those eyes and never wanted to leave.

Knowing that I couldn't run, I still ran towards the place where the figure disappeared at the fastest speed I had imagined countless times.

But in the end it still didn’t work, my body dragged me down, I got sick, and fell on the cold snow. At the end of my life, all I wanted to do most was to talk to the owner of those eyes, because, It was his eyes that said hello first.

It was a different world, leading to me. He was the one who broke the barrier that separated me from everyone. Just when I regretted that this was the only way to go, I saw him again.

It is more real and agile. I can't help but want to reach out to touch it, but he presses it down with his arm. I raise my hand again, but he presses it down harder. It turns out that he is saving me. This is me. Feeling the temperature of another person for the first time, very real.

It wasn't until I actually talked to him that I realized that he was really a chatterbox, and he could babble non-stop. It turned out that he was really not from the same world as me. What he said was very novel and very interesting. Interesting, those different people and things, and the incredible tools he carries with him.

He brought some food with him, and one of the candies impressed me deeply, with a strong fruity taste. The moment it touched the tongue, the world became clear. It turns out that the world still has flavor and color.

I like to look into his eyes very much, if only he could be with me all the time, talk to him when I think about it, and my mood will become better, but I can’t, he is leaving, but I Nothing can be kept.

I was a little anxious. This was the first time I used the drug hidden in my arms. I had prepared it before. I just wanted to try it. Maybe it would work. Unexpectedly, he really fainted. It turned out that he It's just a mortal body.

Looking at him in a coma, I really want to move those novel things on his body. I know this will only be temporary, and he will wake up soon.

Just as I approached, he suddenly woke up, he was pretending to be unconscious, I felt a little guilty, but his eyes also became different, I like those eyes!It was in my color, unexpectedly, he wanted to stay and no longer succumbed to the system in his mouth.

I was very happy and wanted to laugh, but I didn't do that. I didn't want to scare him. Then we met General Ling, the concubine's natal family. He was tracking down the demon king, and he was still a little confused when he looked at the person beside him. The guy in the situation, I know, this is a golden opportunity, since it can be the demon king, it can also be the mansion of the gods, this is also the best shortcut for me to return to the palace.

Sure enough, with the help of the Ling family, I successfully returned to the place where my mother and concubine wanted me to escape. Unfortunately, the day before I went back, Wu Qingcheng also came to say goodbye to me. The system is too powerful, but I always have a hunch that we will meet again, and I don't even know his name at that time.

I made up Yueshen, and everything will come naturally. When faced with unexplainable phenomena, telling them that it is God's revelation at this time will have the best effect.

I don't want to change my name back to Sheng Jin, Lu Xiwei is still my name, this is just my first step in declaring war on my father.

As a condition for trading with the Ling family, I am trying my best to expand Yueshen's influence and pave the way for the future. Things are going smoothly and moving in the direction I expected, but I can't help but look for his traces, always looking forward to when he will come again. see him.