Qi Luo has no regrets

Zhou Qiluo officially debuted. I thought it would start with the release of an album and filming, but I didn't expect that the first announcement was to participate in a talent show.

"Hasn't he already signed a contract with you? Why does he still have to participate in the draft?" In the backstage lounge, I asked Shen Yuan holding the itinerary.

"Do you think that the current talent shows are really amateurs? Don't be stupid, they are all artists signed by various companies in advance. The talent show is just a show to pave the way for them to become popular." Shen Yuan hated iron. He gave me a steely look.

"So the variety shows I usually watch are all fake?"

"Half-truths, half-truths."

"What about the ranking? It must have been determined by default."

"The talent show I'm going to participate in this time has already been assigned No.1, and I'm still helping Qiluo to get No.2."

"What?" You want Zhou Qiluo to be No.2?Regardless of whether Helios agrees or disagrees, anyway, "I don't agree!"

"Huh?" Shen Yuan looked at me in surprise, probably because he didn't expect that I would be more excited than Zhou Qiluo himself.

"I don't agree to use such means to let others take away his first place. Zhou Qiluo is the best in my mind!"

"Ashu, do you really think I'm the best?" Zhou Qiluo who had been silent and watching me discuss with Shen Yuan suddenly came up to me and asked.

"Although you can eat, have a small mind, have many bad ideas, and love to bully..." Counting his evil deeds with your fingers, it seems a bit too much, "But you are the best in my heart."

The corner of Zhou Qiluo's mouth twitched a few times, "Ashu, I think you can delete all the words before 'but'."

"That's not okay, this is the complete you."

Zhou Qiluo suddenly turned around and asked Shen Yuan, "If I'm really much better than No.1, do everyone think I should be No.1?"

"As everyone expects, the backstage won't stop this kind of thing too much, but it may make you make enemies as soon as you enter the circle. I suggest you don't do this. There is nothing wrong with being No.2 honestly..."

"It's okay." Zhou Qiluo interrupted Shen Yuan with a smile, and turned to look at me, "I'll give you the No.1 you want."

I looked up at him, and found that he was just looking at me with a smile like this, with the confidence that is inevitable in the corners of his brows and eyes.

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Reaching out to hold his hand, Zhou Qiluo's palm was dry and warm. Some people don't know why, but with just one look, you will believe him unconditionally.

"Ahem." Shen Yuan coughed twice suddenly, came over and patted Zhou Qiluo on the shoulder, "It's almost time, pack up and get ready for your first stage performance." Then he turned and left first out.

I realized that before I knew it, it was time to record the show, "Zhou Qiluo, let's go out quickly."

Pulling him to go out, but not pulling him, turning his head in doubt, "Zhou..."

Before I finished speaking, I was caught off guard and pulled into his arms. Unlike the gentle hugs in the past, this time he hugged him very tightly, and I patted him on the back in surprise.

"Zhou Qiluo?"

He didn't answer me, but hugged me a little tighter. I looked at the clock on the wall, and it was getting closer and closer to the time to take the stage. I suddenly realized something, "Zhou Qiluo, don't you...have stage fright? right?"

The person holding me still didn't speak, but I heard a faint "huh--".

Pulling him away hard, I saw a suspicious blush on his cheeks, and couldn't help laughing.

"You still laugh at me!"

Zhou Qiluo's aggrieved and blown hair look is really cute, I pulled him to sit on the chair in front of the makeup mirror, looked at his freshly done hairstyle, resisted the desire to rub his head, and squatted down Take his hand.

"Although I have never performed on such a big stage, do you know? When you were Helios, I went to see you for the first time, and I was too scared to stand at your door."

"Was I really that scary before?" This is the first time I've taken the initiative to talk about Helios with him, Zhou Qiluo's voice softened, he looked down at me, and with his free hand, he casually held the earphone next to my ear. Hair pinned behind ears.

"Actually not, but when I saw you for the first time, I didn't know you well. Everyone told me that you are a terrible person. Of course I would be very scared. When I stood at the door, my legs were weak and I always wanted to turn around. Run back and tell the organization that I quit."

"and after?"

"Later, I remembered that in the love idol dramas I watched before, when I was nervous and afraid, there was a solution to write the word 'human' on the palm of my hand and eat it." I spread his hand, One stroke at a time, he carefully wrote the word "person" on his palm, then pushed his hand to his mouth, "Quick, pretend to eat it in one bite."

"Ahhh—" he smiled and followed me, pretending to eat the non-existent word for "person".

"How? Take it easy?" I watched his expression nervously, only to see him think for a moment and then shake his head.

"Although it's just a psychological hint, it's quite a failure that it didn't hint at all."

"Not necessarily." Zhou Qiluo suddenly bowed his head and approached me mysteriously.

"why?"

"It may also be that Ashu's writing is wrong."

"Zhou Qiluo, are you laughing at me for not even writing the word 'person' correctly?"

"No, but people shouldn't be written about."

"Then what do you think should be written?"

He took my hand and started to write stroke by stroke. There were too many strokes. I couldn't understand at first, but after I finished writing the word 'A', I suddenly realized what he was writing. There was a gust of hot air that couldn't dissipate, Zhou Qiluo finished writing the last stroke of the word "芋", lowered his head and slowly put my palm on his lips, I even felt his warm tongue gently It passed across my palm, and the numb feeling made me shrink back.

When he raised his head from my palm, his eyes met mine. I saw that the end of his eyes was smudged with a layer of light powder, which contrasted with his fair complexion. The feeling of temptation.

When I spoke again, I felt my mouth was a little dry, and my voice unconsciously became a little hoarse, "Are you... still nervous?"

Zhou Qiluo pulled me up with a little strength and hugged me into his arms. When his cheek was pressed against mine, I realized that his cheeks were also surprisingly hot.

"Okay. That's why I said the method was correct. It's because Ashu didn't write the words correctly."

"Obviously it's your strong words."

"Ashu." Zhou Qiluo pushed me away a little bit, and put his forehead against mine, "What I said is true, it was never anyone else who gave me courage, it was only you. Put potatoes in your heart, and you will feel a steady stream of courage emerging.”

I curled my lips and didn't say a word, because I felt that saying anything now was superfluous, and I just wanted to go on like this with him forever.

But my wish didn't come true, soon there was a knock on the door and Shen Yuan's voice, "Qi Luo, hurry up, you'll be here soon."

Shen Yuan's voice broke up the warm atmosphere in the room, Zhou Qiluo helped me stand up, and suddenly pinched my nose, "You look reluctant, do you miss me very much?" embrace?"

"No, no, you don't have to be smug."

"Okay, okay, I'm stinky, so please let my Miss Potato Chips be generous and lend me to the outside audience first, and let you hug me when you go home at night."

"I'm so bored, hurry up and perform." Being at a loss by Zhou Qiluo's words, I simply opened the door and pushed him into Shen Yuan's arms. Seeing Zhou Qiluo, I seemed to want to Saying something, I pointed in the direction of the stage, "Shut up, get in the way, hurry up and go to the show!"

Shen Yuan dragged Zhou Qiluo away gradually, but I could vaguely hear Shen Yuan asking Zhou Qiluo, "What did you do to make her so angry?"

"Secret."

"Hey - take care..."

I don't know what Shen Yuan made up in his head, but I think whether it's Zhou Qiluo or Helios, if I meet him, I should take care of him, right? !

Although as an assistant, I can watch Zhou Qiluo's performance in the background, but I still sneaked into the auditorium after they left. It was an inconspicuous position in the corner, but it was very close to the stage, enough to see Zhou Qiluo on the stage clearly. look like.

I paid attention to the person who performed before Zhou Qiluo. It was Shen Yuan's official No.1. Although it was an official appointment, he was not completely lacking in strength, whether it was singing or dancing, or even the enthusiasm of fans in the audience. , made me sweat for Zhou Qiluo.

Firmly holding the palm that Zhou Qiluo wrote "Ashu" just now, I found that I was so nervous that I was trembling slightly, as if I had returned to myself standing at the door of Helios in the afternoon 3 years ago.In fact, I lied to him just now. At that time, I didn't have time to do anything. He opened the door and stood there. The afternoon sun hit his silver hair, and his thin lips were drawn into a line. I just watched Looking at him, I forgot to be afraid. At that time, I only had one thought. It turns out that your name is Helios because you look like the sun.

Now I relived this kind of relationship again. I looked at Zhou Qiluo on the stage, holding the electric guitar, his whole body was full of energy. When he shook his head, the tips of his hair flew up. sparkling with light.

This person has been like this for a long time. Whether he is in a dark organization like BS or on a stage with bright lights like this, nothing can cover his own light. At this moment, I suddenly feel that Helios is not a code name. , it is an adjective used to describe the person in front of him.

Zhou Qiluo on the stage seemed to have sensed something, and looked in my direction. The people around me became excited because of his gaze, and I wanted to cheer too, but I found that his gaze seemed to have magical powers, making me I can only look at him and smile quietly across the crowd like this, and I can't see or hear anything else.

After singing a song, I saw him make a mouth-shape at me, but the shaking of the figure in front of me made it hard for me to see clearly.

When Zhou Qiluo walked off the stage, the crowd was still boiling, and my ears were filled with cries of "Zhou Qiluo, I love you!"Standing on tiptoe, he glanced at the progress bar of the audience support behind the judges. The default No.1, who was far ahead just now, was almost equaled by Zhou Qiluo, the dark horse who suddenly came out.

I couldn't help but want to share this good news with Zhou Qiluo quickly. I rushed backstage in a hurry, accidentally bumped into someone on the way, and looked up to see that it was the default No.1. It's really a narrow road for enemies.

"Sorry, did I hurt you?"

"No, you are..." He looked down at the nameplate on my chest, "Zhou Qiluo's assistant?"

It turned out that he had already noticed Zhou Qiluo, I took half a step back, stood up straight, and smiled politely, "Yes, what can I do for you?"

"Hello." The man on the opposite side suddenly stretched out a hand in my direction, rationally telling me that I should politely shake it back at this time, but his hand is not as big as Zhou Qiluo's, and his fingers are not as slender as Zhou Qiluo's. Good looking, all in all, I don't want to shake his hand.

When I was struggling in my heart, a white and slender hand stretched out from behind me and held his hand, "Hello, I'm Zhou Qiluo."

A familiar voice sounded from the back of my head, and I couldn't help turning my head excitedly, "Why are you here?"

"I'm afraid you'll get lost, so I'll pick you up."

Just now, the corners of my lips curled up and I wanted to say who wants you to pick me up, but I realized that there are outsiders here. After calming down, I found a good excuse to leave, "Shen Yuan said that I have something important to tell you, let's go back quickly Bar."

"Okay." Zhou Qiluo is very cooperative with my acting at this time, and before turning around, he still doesn't forget to say to the other party gracefully, "Your performance is wonderful, and I look forward to the next game."

The moment I left, I saw the smile on the other party's face almost to the point of breaking my work.

All the way back to his lounge with Zhou Qiluo, finally couldn't help laughing.

"Zhou Qiluo, do you know? Your popularity is almost catching up to him!"

"With such a powerful Evol, isn't it obvious?" He smiled disapprovingly.

But this sentence made me feel angry for no reason. I held his face in my hands and made him look directly at me, "It's not Evol."

"Ok?"

"I said, it's not because of your Evol that everyone likes you so much." Zhou Qiluo looked at me with a bit of surprise.

Seeing that he didn't seem to believe me very much, he simply ruthlessly told the secret hidden in his heart that he didn't plan to tell him in his life, "Before, when you were Helios, you were such a shining person. Even in the dark, there is a kind of person who keeps attracting others with his own light. He is the kind of person who can be seen at a glance even in the crowd. During the three years I have been by your side, no matter where you are, I can see where you are at a glance, this is not Evol at all, this is your own charm!"

After finishing such a series of words in one breath, I suddenly became timid, a little afraid to look into his eyes, and nervously lowered my hands and grabbed the hem of my skirt to look towards the corner of the wall.

But Zhou Qiluo didn't move for a long time, so I couldn't help but take a sneak peek at him, only to find that he had been looking at me with a smile and didn't speak. The face came closer.

"Ashu, did you just tell me a shocking secret that belongs to you?"

"You're so annoying, keep your face away, don't get so close."

"You're blushing."

"Do you tube."

"In this case, in order to be fair, I will also tell Ashu a shocking secret that belongs to me in exchange."

"Huh?" Hearing that he was going to tell me a big secret, I couldn't help but look at him.

Zhou Qiluo picked up my left hand and stuck it to his heart, "My secret is, even if I don't eat the word 'Ashu', you are still in my heart, always there."

Under my palm is his steady heartbeat, passing along my blood vessels all the way to my heart, he lowered his head and gently pressed a kiss between my eyebrows, like the wings of a butterfly brushing the buds at the apex of my heart , I heard the sound of flowers blooming in my heart.