Qi Luo has no regrets

After work, I said goodbye to Anna and the others. I took the subway to the address that Xu Mo gave me alone. I didn’t expect it to be a newly opened square. There were more people than I expected. I looked around for a long time and didn’t see Xu Mo’s place. The figure, it stands to reason that a professor like Xu Mo, who is often on the show and is an outstanding talent, should be very conspicuous. Did he even pretend to be special?

I complained in my heart, and couldn't help but think of the conversation I had with Zhou Qiluo before.

"Why do you sometimes wear a hat and go out without any disguise, so you're not afraid of being discovered by fans?"

He looked at me and smiled for a long time, "Ah Tu, you are so stupid, there are people coming and going on the street, do you deliberately take a look at what the people around you look like every time you take a step?"

"No, I'm not in a hurry."

"So, in fact, it's not that easy for celebrities to be spotted on the street. After all, there is still a difference between us in front of the camera and us in reality. Besides, it's more conspicuous now that a person with a hat, sunglasses and mask suddenly appears on the street. .”

After thinking about Mr. Liu who is an enthusiastic citizen, Mr. Zhou who buys vegetables at the vegetable market, and Dr. Chen who was kicked when he went to a Madonna concert, I nodded in agreement.but……

"I still believe others who say this, Zhou Qiluo, is there any difference between you in front of the camera and now?" I pinched his pretty cheeks jealously.

"Yes." Zhou Qiluo approached me, his eyes sparkling, "I like someone like this, only you, Ashu, can see it."

"I don't believe it... Then how do you usually act in emotional scenes?"

"thinking of you."

Thinking of the days when I was with Zhou Qiluo, even the casual conversations were so sweet in my recollection, sitting on the chair at the entrance of the mall, I laughed foolishly by myself.

Suddenly a shadow fell over my head, which startled me without warning, and I was held down by someone just as I was about to stand up.

"If you don't get rid of this habit of jumping up when you are frightened, I will be broken by you sooner or later." I followed the voice above my head, and Xu Mo stood beside me and looked at me with a smile.

"You know I have this problem, but you still scare me?"

"Scare you?" He raised his eyebrows, "I called you three times, didn't you hear?"

"Really, really?" I thought for a while that I was too engrossed in my thoughts just now, and I really didn't hear anyone calling me, "Hey...Professor, um, I was distracted just now..."

"It can be seen that a person has been giggling here for almost half an hour."

"Half an hour?" I looked at my watch, "So you're already here?"

"Ah."

"Then why didn't you come to me?"

"I want to see how long you can giggle alone, but I didn't expect..." Xu Mo sized me up, "It's quite a long time."

"Xu Mo, you are really the most boring human being I have ever seen. What is the difference between you and the citizens who fainted from heatstroke after watching their aunts quarrel for two hours on the side of the road?"

"As a brain scientist, I'm just serious about observing my most precious human specimens, so if you're willing to giggle for an hour and not feel hungry, I can watch you for an hour too."

"So, you saw me from the beginning?"

"Well. I saw you as soon as you came out of the subway exit."

"You can see me with so many people, Xu Mo, you are amazing."

Xu Mo looked at me with slightly lowered eyes, his eyes flickered, and every time he showed such an expression, I became nervous for no reason.

"Xu Mo?"

"Everyone in this world has their own color, but you probably have a different color." He smiled and turned to lead the way.I hurriedly followed, Xu Mo's strides were big, but not fast, walking side by side with him didn't feel rushed, presumably, he took care of my short legs.

But suddenly when it came to color, something flashed in my mind.

"Xu Mo."

"Ok?"

"What color is my dress today?"

He turned his head to look at me, with an inexplicable smile on his lips, "The sky blue has a gray gradient, it should be the fabric dyed by plants and trees, and there is a forest pattern embroidered with silver thread on the bottom of the skirt."

I couldn't help clapping, and to be honest, I thought that even if he could see colors, he was just telling me light blue.

"Xu Mo, I'm surprised that you even know how to dye plants and trees."

"Your sudden improvement in clothing aesthetics surprised me even more."

"Hey... People change. After being in society for a long time, they pay more attention to appearance." Xu Mo smiled and didn't entangle with me any more. I looked at his side face and couldn't get it right for a moment. I understand, everyone's analysis was wrong before, but Xu Mo was able to see colors in the first place?Or, even if this body has changed its soul, Xu Mo can still see her color?

With a feeling of doubt, I followed him on the escalator and came to the door of a newly renovated shop. I looked up at the name of the shop, felt a chill down my spine, and shredded the rabbit meat restaurant.

"Xu, Xu Mo, are we going to eat here today?"

"Well, colleagues from the research institute came to eat before and said it was very good, so I want to bring you to eat." Xu Mo grabbed my wrist and pulled me in.

Sitting at the dining table, I tried to make the last wave of struggle, "Xu Mo, rabbits are so cute, how can you bear to eat them."

Xu Mo flipped through the menu without looking up, "Don't you often buy Zigong cold-eat rabbits online?"

"how do you know!"

"Did you forget that I used to help you sign for the express delivery before, but what was inside would be written on the express delivery slip."

Xu Mo hasn't been back to the room next to me for a long time, and I've forgotten about it. Holding my forehead, I feel like a strong man cut off his wrist. A person who calls me little white rabbit every day suddenly takes me to eat shredded rabbit meat. After doing bad things, I don't think it's that simple no matter how I think about it.

"Xu Mo, um, in ancient times, there was one person who was especially good at dancing swords..."

"Don't worry, you are not Pei Gong. Order first and see what you like to eat." He smiled and handed over the menu, interrupting me.

"Oh." It's not a Hongmen banquet. It seems that I was thinking too much. I picked up a few signature dishes and handed the menu to the waiter. Please please him, and make some remarks by the way.

Who knew that before his butt was touching the stool, Xu Mo looked up at me with a half-smile, "Sit back and sit on the opposite side."

"Why?" I was a little aggrieved.

"It's not convenient for me to observe you sitting next to you."

"Ah? Why do you have to observe while eating?"

"It may be nothing to others, but I can infer from the speed of your eating and the degree of indulging in food, whether you have done something that I am sorry for." He picked up the water glass in front of him, took a sip of water as if nothing had happened, and then turned his head looked at me with a smile.

I felt a chill on the back of my neck, and immediately went back to my original seat and sat down, "Professor Xu, what are you talking about, how could I do something that I'm sorry for you. I don't have the guts, haha..."

"That's hard to say, maybe..." He paused, lowered his head, took my right hand on the table with his left hand, separated my five fingers, and put his own fingers in one by one to interlock with mine. When he raised his head again, his eyes sparkled, "Maybe I like you."

Today, I was so schizophrenic that I wanted to die, and I fell in love with Xu Mo when I saw Xu Mo. I finally felt the legendary Xu Tiaotiao's teasing, but this is not teasing, it's killing me.Dad, I was wrong. Didn’t you agree that it’s not Hongmen Banquet?I no longer want to study how he knew about my conversation with Liu Qi.

"Teacher, professor, listen to my explanation, is this a misunderstanding?"

"Oh? Misunderstanding?" Xu Mo firmly clasped my right hand that I was desperately trying to pull out. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the little girl at the next table looking in this direction with bright eyes. No, Miss Sister, you misunderstood, we Not that relationship.

"Let go of me first, I, I can explain, probably..."

"No, the meal hasn't come yet, so it's good."

"You're like this, I'm nervous and can't speak."

"It's easier to tell the truth when you're nervous."

"Then wait..." I drank a big sip of water, took a few more deep breaths, and calmed myself down, "Okay, you can ask."

"Oh, did you get hurt?"

"what?"

"It looks like yes, maybe I hurt my brain." Seeing Xu Mo's smile, I realized that he was asking me if I was hurt.

"No." After thinking for a while, I added, "The brain is not injured either."

"That's good." Xu Mo smiled and let go of my hand, took out a wet wipe and handed it to me, "It seems that you are really afraid of me, and your palms are sweating."

While wiping my hands, I thought for a while, "Actually, I'm not afraid of you, the main reason is that you always laugh unfathomably, and you like to say some confusing things."

A chuckle escaped from Xu Mo's throat, "I have tried to be as straightforward as possible with you."

"Oh, then I'll delete the second half of the sentence, okay." I rolled my eyes fiercely in my heart, "So I often don't understand what you're thinking, and people are afraid of things they don't understand. Isn't it normal?"

"May I take that to mean that you want to know me?"

I thought about it, and it seemed that something was wrong, but everything seemed to be right, so I nodded, "Well, Xu Mo, I want to know you. If I don't know you enough, I will always be wary of you and can't be honest, because I That's the kind of person."

Xu Mo looked at me and smiled, tapping his fingers rhythmically on the table, "Do you want to be the one who opened Schrödinger's box?"

"Do I have to open the box?"

"The truth is in a box."

I looked at Xu Mo's face, and found this question I didn't want to face, so I went back.

Is the ending important to me or is it more important to know the truth?

The ending I want is just to be with Zhou Qiluo like now, so what does it matter to me what is in the box?