Qi Luo has no regrets

Under the careful guidance of Police Officer Bai, "This is not allowed" and "That is not allowed", we finally formulated the action plan of "How to Catch Liu Qi". Looking at the densely packed precautions in the mobile phone memo, I suddenly laughed.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Well—probably I didn't expect that you would go crazy with me. Others might think that I was playing house with children and let me play on my own. You are so serious about accompanying me. I think together."

"I said, no matter what you want to do, I will accompany you."

"Bai Qi, I not only told you these things, but also pulled you to do these things together. Do you think I'm crazy?"

Bai Qi turned his head to look at me, and thought about it seriously, "If someone else told me this, I might really think he is crazy, but these things are very real when you say them, maybe it's because of intuition, My gut tells me you're different."

"Haha, do you think that beauty is in the eye of the beholder?" I patted his shoulder and joked.

"Actually, it's not because you like someone that you can see everything about her, but because some people like everything, so you can only see her." Bai Qi looked at me with a smile, but his eyes were extremely serious.

I covered my fragile little heart, knowing that these words were said to Youran, I still couldn't help but think that Bai Qi who is serious about talking about love is so handsome, although he may not realize that he is talking about love at all.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that Bai Qi said more love words to Youran than Zhou Qiluo said to me. I decided to let Zhou Qiluo talk to me for an hour when I went home at night, so that I would lose the game. get back.

"Are you sure you really don't need to arrange someone from the special agency to protect you?"

"I'm sure. Because I don't trust them, I only trust you. Think about it, as soon as Liu Jie died in the special agency, his sister Liu Qi knew about it, and even knew how he died. Where is your special agency? You can still hide the secret. Sometimes I suspect that it’s not that the Special Task Force has an undercover agent, but that the Special Task Force is not on the same side as you and you are kept in the dark.” I stood up and patted Bai Qi shoulder, talking to him earnestly.

Bai Qi stood up, picked up the clothes on the ground, patted them on and put them back on his body, rubbed my head, "I still trust the special task force."

"Bai Qi, in fact, sometimes I envy you very much. You always live a clean and frank life, but I can't. I always involuntarily suspect and question you."

"Suspicion and doubt are human instincts. Don't feel bad about yourself. I also have all kinds of dark sides in places you can't see. It's just leisurely. I chose to show you the best side. That's all, I hope you see me the way you like."

"Then what I look like now...do you hate it?"

"No, it's better to say that I really like your straightforward appearance, Youran, you don't need to hide anything from me."

I lowered my head, stretched out my hand and grabbed his cuff, "Bai Qi, you have to remember what you said today, what you said, don't hate me." If one day you finally find out that I am deceiving you, can you Please, don't hate me either.

"Fool, I will never hate you." Bai Qi gently pulled me into his arms and hugged me. I looked over his shoulder to see Zhou Qiluo on the screen of the opposite building, and my heart It was desolate.

Lolo, how should I push this person away? The heat coming through the clothes made me clearly realize how seriously this person loves this girl whose body is occupied by me. I am just an intruder, What qualifications do I have to help the original owner of my body reject this love that belongs to her? I have no right to refuse, no qualification to accept, and I can’t tell the truth. My entire existence is like a huge lie. In order to survive , I'm still making more lies.

On the day when all these lies are exposed, Zhou Qiluo, will you hate me?

I refused and asked Bai Qi to take me home. I sat on the roof alone, thought about it and sent Anna a message, asking her to come to the roof to find me.

Soon Anna came up with two cups of tea.

"How dare you run to this kind of place alone just after something happened. Here, Gu Meng heard that I came to find the tea you specially made."

I took a sip of the tea, turned around and smiled at Anna, "I'm not alone, Police Officer Bai was here just now, just left."

"Officer Bai? I think you need to explain it carefully. Mr. Li asked for leave for you a few days ago. I called you this morning and it was Zhou Qiluo who answered the call. Now you are on the rooftop with Officer Bai again?"

"Sister Anna, I swear, Mr. Li and Police Officer Bai and I are innocent."

"I'm innocent with them, does that mean I'm not innocent with Zhou Qiluo?"

"hey-hey……"

"You won't really?"

"Actually, not yet, it's really just chatting under the quilt."

"Did you also read a luminous script by the way?"

"Really not, don't mention it, I regret it too. You said that Zhou Qiluo finally sent it to the door on his own initiative, but I didn't do anything! If Yueyue and the others find out, my dignity as the boss will be gone. , Sister Anna, you have to help me keep it a secret."

"Okay, okay, keep it secret for you. Tell me, what do you want to say to me if you don't go to the office and call me here?"

"Sister Anna, I would like to ask you to help me take care of the company for a while. Of course, I will not be absent from important meetings and decisions. I just want to entrust you with full authority for the daily program production."

"why?"

"Well... because I... have to do some important things. These things may prevent me from devoting more energy to take care of the company. I'm sorry, Sister Anna, I'm not a good boss."

"Youran, did you encounter any difficulties?"

"……Yes."

"Can't you tell me?"

"No. It's not that I don't trust you, but that I can't bring more innocent people in."

"Then...is there any danger?"

"If it's dangerous, I might be more dangerous if I don't do it."

Anna looked at me silently for a while, and sat next to me while drinking tea and whispering, "Youran, I don't know if you have noticed that you... have changed a lot recently. When did it start? , you started to drink tea, which was your favorite coffee before. You can start to make a plan by yourself without my help, and you won’t even procrastinate like before. You can’t even do PPT well. People, I learned to make reports overnight. People who were always lacking in confidence in the company and dared not assign other employees, suddenly became like a boss, assigning tasks to everyone in an orderly manner. You even started to have your own My little secret, I can no longer see through your thoughts at a glance like before. If it wasn't for working with you every day, I would even suspect that you were replaced by someone else."

"Sister Anna, people have to learn to grow up, and I have to become more professional in order to do a good job and manage the company well, can't I?"

"Youran, you didn't say you wanted to take care of the company before." Anna looked at me and said with a smile, "You always said that you want to protect the company that Dad left behind."

I lowered my head and bit my lip a little bit at a loss. I have always ignored it. There is a huge difference between my life habits and Youran's. Anna is with me all day long. Such an obvious change must not be hidden from her.I feel like a thief, stealing Youran's life, her friends, her colleagues, and that man with a bright smile, how should I return his Youran to him.

Just when I didn't know what to say, a pair of soft hands held mine. I looked up and saw Anna's smiling eyes. She raised a hand and put my hair hanging beside my face into my ears. back.

"Actually, leisurely, it's good that you are like this now, or I like you better now, not because your ability to work has become stronger, but because of you now, I feel that you are alive. In the past, you were like a The innocent child, obviously looks very hard, and has been striving to protect his father's company, but it always makes me feel that something is missing. Until I saw you now, I finally figured it out. The you in the past It seems to be living for others, but now you are living for yourself. So although I don’t know what you want to do, but I think if it is you now, I can choose to believe that you can do well. The company I I'll do my best, don't worry."

"Sister Anna..."

I hugged her hard, and tears fell uncontrollably.Sister Anna, thank you for supporting me, and thank you for not asking anything.

After bidding farewell to Anna and returning home, I should have been happy after everything was arranged, but I felt extremely tired. Anna said that I am living for myself now, but who am I?

I looked at myself in the mirror. This was a familiar yet unfamiliar face. It took me a while to get used to getting up every morning, but now I seem to be used to it.

After walking around the house, I no longer feel the strangeness when I first came here. These furniture seem to be the same as I am used to. Even the bed, I am used to sleeping. I am a person who recognizes the bed very much. I can't sleep well in my own bed, but now I can lie on this bed and fall asleep with peace of mind.

There is also the name Youran, I didn’t realize that since when, I have been used to people calling me Youran, and I will respond to them without thinking, but my original name... seems to be unimportant, and I won’t say it. The name being called has no meaning in itself.

Youran and I, in the end... who became who?