dark crossing

As a regular customer who has customized Rolls-Royce Huiying series overseas, Lin Youband's scooter in China is also an extended version of the same brand Phantom.

But no matter how expensive it is, this is just a slightly larger car with limited space.The grille front face of the same model as the Parthenon shone brightly under the incandescent lights in the basement.But at this moment, its owner bent his body reluctantly, piously possessing his own god in the oversized space in the car.

The way Lu Xinghe went berserk, received a gentle and warm welcome from Lin Youbie.

When the driver lit his last cigarette, he finally received a call from Lin Youban.He returned to the car and found that the front and rear gears had not been lowered.

The conscientious driver turned a deaf ear to the small movements in the rear row, and drove the car back to Tangcheng Binjiang smoothly all the way.

When he arrived at the place, Lu Xinghe got out of the car with a sober face, only the faint blush on his cheekbones and the opposite of his usual icy elation showed a little hint of drunkenness.

Lin Youband followed behind him, carrying his coat in one hand and a thermos in the other, like an "all-round assistant" who took care of Lu Xinghe from head to toe, from inside to outside.

It's still the kind of "almighty" who sticks money, time, eats and sleeps with him, and has to be beaten twice from time to time to give vent to anger.

The driver looked through the car window at the way his boss was suffering everywhere, and couldn't help sighing.In his opinion, this Lin Youbandi, who is gentle and polite to everyone, and has a very generous hand, is a super invincible and good man.What was the popular word before?Oh yes, warm man!

For Lu Xinghe, Lin Youbandi is simply a super large warm baby with a constant temperature in all seasons!

……

But the world is divided into four seasons, spring, summer, autumn and winter, and emotions have ups and downs, cold and hot, and everyone is like this.If there is a person who can keep warm all the time, do you believe it or not?

What can keep cold and hot for 24 hours is a thermos cup, not a person.

A person who is so warm that the temperature is constant throughout the seasons is suspected of exhausting his physical energy to keep warm.

Some people hang all their warmth on the shell, but the inside is already cold.

And Lu Xinghe, who was completely drunk, was trying to warm him up with himself.

Trembling, he peeled off all the disguised shells, held him with his hands, and ate him with his lips.Eat his desires, swallow his grievances, and ignite his coldness that is hidden in the depths and refuses to show the slightest timidity.

With his back against the cold bathroom tiles, Lu Xinghe, whose mouth was sour, shivered from the cold, couldn't help raising his eyes, and looked at him with wet eyes.

Lin Youban was shocked by his gaze, frowned and rubbed the smooth chin with his fingertips.

Only when he was drunk, Lu Xinghe dared to develop this kind of blind self-confidence. He believed that as long as he was willing to cover it patiently with his body temperature, even if it was a dancing ice hanging on Lin Youband's chest, it would always melt. one day.

It's really not hot, at worst, he will freeze himself.It's better than that, in the ice and snow, Lin Yougang will always be alone.

The rain is gurgling outside the curtain, and the spring is waning.Luo Qu was intolerant to the cold of the fifth month.I don't know if I am a guest in my dream, and I am greedy for a while.

It was a night of soul-stirring dreams, and in the middle of the night, it really started to rain lightly.

During the Qingming Festival, there are many rains, and the ancients did not deceive me.

And in front of Lu Xinghe's eyes, there was also a misty drizzle. Through the smoke-like rain curtain, he saw Lin Youbie's gentle and beautiful face.

"You'll get dizzy after taking a shower for a long time." Lin Yougang licked his lips with a doting smile, turned off the shower head, and dried his wet hair with a towel.

In the misty rain, accompanied by his lover's rosy kiss, Lu Xinghe fell into a dark and sweet dream in a daze.

And Lin Youbandi, who was holding him in his arms, heard the intermittent sound of rain outside the window, and soon fell asleep breathing steadily.

Dizzying bliss must be accompanied by some kind of warning in times of crisis.

Unsurprisingly, Lin Youbie, who was contented with emotion, had a very sad dream.

In the dream, there was a woman with a dignified face wearing an apron, serving his favorite dishes in memory, one after another, on the table: "Lele, Lele? Come and have lunch, and you have to go to school after eating !"

"But I don't go to school anymore."

"Anle, what nonsense are you talking about! The college entrance examination is coming soon! Are you under too much pressure?" The woman put down the food in her hand, reached out to touch the top of his hair, and said very enlightenedly: "Mom told you , about grades, neither your dad nor I will put too much pressure on you! Besides, there is no law that stipulates that geniuses have to get high grades back home, right! Even if you can’t get into Qingbei , I think the Jiaotong University in our city is also pretty good!"

"But--"

"No, but, hurry up! Your dad won't work overtime tonight, he will come back for dinner! Tonight, I can only cook his favorite dishes! Sorry, Lele, why can't you two never eat together Let’s go! I can only wrong you to eat a little more at noon, haha!”

Seeing the lively smiling face of his mother right in front of his eyes, Lin Youban, who already knew that he was dreaming, also smiled.

This dream was very realistic, the rice bowl was a blue and white porcelain style that was very popular back then, and there was a poster of Legend of Sword and Fairy hanging on the wall.

At that time, Mother Ann was very obsessed with this drama.

I have always wanted to know whether Li Xiaoyao and Ling'er finally got married, and whether Anu and Tang Yu Xiaobao were together in the end.

But in the end, she couldn't finish chasing the TV series that she wanted to know the ending.

At this moment, Lin Youband wanted to tell his mother very much.In the play, both Anu and Tang Yu Xiaobao became lovebirds in the end, but Linger and her brother Xiaoyao failed to have a perfect ending.

He also wanted to tell Mama An that later on, the leading actors and actresses who played Zhao Linger and Li Xiaoyao became very popular because of this drama.They also acted in several classic works.

Later, there was Legend of Sword and Fairy III.

Counting the time, even Legend of Sword and Fairy III has been aired for many, many years.

Over the years, many things have happened to him, both good and bad.

There are many bad ones, but few good ones.

Lin Youban didn't know what to say, he lowered his head and fiddled with the rice in front of him with his chopsticks, "I miss you so much."

"What nonsense!" Mother An, who was staring at the soup pot in the kitchen, laughed and scolded, and a vague voice came from a distance from the kitchen: "Hey, tell me, did you touch the pot at school? Someone you like?"

Lin Youban replied seriously: "There is no one in the school, but there is one outside the school."

"What's his name?"

"Lu Xinghe."

"Xinghe, the name is very nice. You bring him to meet his mother! By the way, you have to treat the little girl well!"

"He's not a little girl."

"Oh, it's not a little girl, then you have to be nice to him! You still have to bring him to see his mother!"

"Ah."

The warm conversation came to an abrupt end, and the eating scene also changed abruptly.

In the blink of an eye, the warm wind and the sun at noon all disappeared.

The night is like splashing ink, and the wind is so strong that it seems that it can make people feel calm.

The back view of Mother An leaning against the window is a nightmare that has been repeated countless times.

This is not the first time Lin Youband has had a similar dream, and he has a lot of experience in how to deal with life and death.

After a short period of warmth, the next step must be a leap without nostalgia.As for the parting and farewell, Lin Youband, who has repeated the experience hundreds of times in his dreams, has long been prepared.

He stood by the window with a gloomy expression, his whole body was as cold as a piece of steel, but he neither stepped forward to stop him nor gave any words of advice.

Because he knew that even if he stopped a hundred times and persuaded him ten thousand times, the result would still be the same.

As early as 15 years ago, everything was overwhelmed and irreversible, and it was a done deal.

But even so, at the moment when his mother jumped from the sky, Lin Youbandi still closed his eyes.

A heart that was firmly protected by the ribs couldn't pop out of the chest, but it also became hot from the shock and pain, beating uneasily in the chest.

Anle?where is annWhere is Le?

This name is like a joke of "If you don't deserve virtue, you don't deserve wealth".Lin Youbandi hated his name for carrying the vision of his parents, but only confirming that things must go against each other.

Therefore, when the child said to him: "My name is Lu Xinghe." He lowered his eyes and hesitated for a while before replying in a low voice: "My name is Ankang."

……

He clearly knew it was a nightmare, but he still couldn't wake up, lucid dream is the most difficult.

Lin Youbandi, who was conscious, recalled many past events.

He remembered that when he reunited with Lu Xinghe for the first time, the other party didn't know him.

The young man who had lightly promised "I hope to see you again", seeing him looking at him a few more times, immediately stretched out his hand and lowered the brim of his hat cautiously, pulled his mask, and lowered his head to pass him.

Lu Xinghe must not know, at that time, because of his words, he returned to the homeland he had been away from for many years, and was almost dazzled by the joy of regaining it, how much effort he had to spend to hold back his thoughts. The urge to reach out and hug him.

For Lu Xinghe, Lin Youbandi, who always believed in speed, always had patience.He infiltrated bit by bit, approaching step by step, and it took him a long time to finally break into Lu Xinghe's life openly and aboveboard.

He locked everything in the permanently locked study.Only a bright and beautiful thin silhouette was left for Lu Xinghe.

What can be fake is always fake.

Finally one day, Lu Xinghe opened the door and discovered his true face hidden under the colorful flowers.

That clean child who grew up in the sun began to fear his filth.

But maybe, deep down in his heart, from the very beginning Lin Youband didn't want to pretend to be in front of Lu Xinghe.

After staying in the dark for so many years, no matter what happened, I couldn't talk to anyone, and I lived alone for so long.

Yes, I am used to it, but I am not necessarily eager to see the light.

He wanted to share his wounds, his desires and even his filth with Lu Xinghe immediately.

In front of his lover, Lin Youbandi, who has always been good at hiding, intentionally naked.

How much he hoped that the person he loved deeply would still stay by his side unswervingly after knowing everything about him and seeing Lin Yougang's bloody true face.

For so many years, those who relied on him, wanted to gain benefits, and hoped for his protection came and went, wave after wave.

But I really only hope that he can be happy, but there is none.

Unfortunately, after seeing only the tip of the iceberg, Lu Xinghe decisively broke up with him.

Disappointed, Lin Youband did not agree.Lu Xinghe tried his best to force him to mention it himself.

In order to break up, he even deliberately went to take a bath in the room of other actresses in the same group, and even called Lin Youbandi to personally deliver the supper.

Carrying a box of pickled fish and a box of crayfish, Lin Youband stared at his wet hair and half-open chest, and stood in the doorway for a long time in a daze.

One corner of the calm mask on his face was broken, revealing an indescribable, stinging sadness.

At that moment, Lu Xinghe thought he would slam the door and leave.

The expected rupture did not occur.

Lin Youban didn't leave, but just lowered his head and pursed his lips. He was silent for a while, and then suddenly reached out and gently helped him pull up the neckline of his clothes, "It's a bit cold, you don't wear too much, don't freeze."

Lu Xinghe is the kind of person who will write all his mental activities on his face.

Lin Youband knew that he was wondering why he still refused to leave.

Seeing that he was lost in thought, he couldn't help laughing helplessly, rubbed his chestnut-like messy hair, and gently touched the smooth forehead in front of him with his lips tolerantly.

The doubt on the lover's face immediately turned into shrinking back.

But leaving voluntarily is definitely not Lin Youband's style.

Because, he knows very well that slamming the door and leaving is the privilege of those who are deeply loved.

Lin Youbandi didn't dare to leave, because he knew that Lu Xinghe would never chase him.

……

The moment he opened his eyes, Lin Youban, who was covered in cold sweat, heaved a sigh of relief.

Sure enough, it was all just a dream.

Although these dreams are scenes that actually happened.

Although every time he relived the old dream, he would break out in a cold sweat because of Lu Xinghe's slightly flinching expression.

But even though this dream always woke him up, compared to the one where his mother fell to his death, Lin Youbie never called it a nightmare.

He persisted tenaciously - as long as there is a dream of Lu Xinghe, for him, every one is a dream.