dark crossing

On the other hand, Shen Ting, who had received professional advice from Changqing, was not relieved that he was closer to the truth.

Criminalization of mental disorders is a difficult problem globally.

Statistics show that in many countries in Europe and the United States in the mental appraisal of serious criminals, experts found that about 20% of the defendants were mental patients who were marginalized, mentally retarded or had learning difficulties.

Ordinary people and even criminal police involved in handling cases are easily misled by such data.

But in terms of mental health, Chang Qing is a top expert. He has been dealing with patients all his life, so he is very clear that whether it is the former Zhenmei or the later Kang Ren, the patients who have been treated in the hospital have such a high crime rate. , it is absolutely impossible to be just a coincidence.

Of course, Shen Ting didn't think that these weird cases where important witnesses were always selected to kill could be explained by "chance".

He discussed with Chang Qing some of the common points of the patients who committed the crime in the file.

The two agreed that these patients may have been carefully screened at the outset of admission.

In addition to having received treatment in Zhenmei or Kangren, almost all of these patients have been left unattended for a long time.What's more, these patients themselves are prone to aggressive diseases.

——This greatly facilitates the judgment that the murder was confirmed to be mentally ill after the incident, and that it was just an accidental judgment.

Although on the way to Jingwei, there are already preliminary assumptions.But when Chang Qing also agreed with this conclusion, Shen Ting still felt like a stick in his throat.

Push people who are already on the edge of the cliff into the abyss, and use the already unfortunate patients to do evil because of illness. I am afraid that it is difficult for even the family to create such a villain.

How ugly this world can be.

Chang Qing, who has heard too many tragic experiences of visitors and patients and is used to seeing the dark side of human nature, feels quite creepy by such shameless and cruel methods for the sake of selfish desires and disregard of ethics.

The atmosphere in the treatment room was a bit heavy, Shen Ting pursed his lips and said nothing.

Chang Qing sorted out his emotions, and looked up at the wall clock hanging on the wall.

There was still some time left, seeing that Shen Ting was silent for a long time, he intentionally eased the overly solemn atmosphere, so he chatted about the recent situation.

Shen Ting is a typical top student, as long as the task is concerned, he will do it to perfection.

However, he has been busy with cooking for Veron lately, and the twice-weekly psychological consultation has been missed several times.

His mental state was not stable when he came last time.Although the topic they talked about this time was heavy, Chang Qing could tell that the young man in front of him seemed to have reached a certain degree of unity with himself in his heart.

For Shen Ting, this is a very big improvement.

In the early family life, the lack of father image made Shen Ting sensitive and strong.

Chang Qing knows that he is a person with strong self-control, but not a self-consistent person.

Self-consistency is the unity of the self.

Many years ago, Chang Qing discovered that the id, ego, and superego of this young man who was stubborn, resigned to death, and willing to sacrifice everything to realize his self-belief were actually not unified.

He is extremely strong and often demands himself with harsh standards.

Everything is blamed inwardly, and I always feel that everything is my responsibility.Therefore, he also silently assumed the pressure and responsibility far beyond what he should bear personally.

This inhuman standard of self-criticism allowed Shen Ting to achieve outstanding results in his career at a very young age.

But personally speaking, this is not necessarily a good thing.

Always demand yourself with unattainable standards, and there will always be times when it is difficult to achieve perfection.

For example, many years ago, when Shen Ting was working as an undercover agent, he watched his companion die in front of his eyes...

He is a person who can tolerate grievances, so he subconsciously put away his negative emotions and tried to digest them alone.

But as his psychological supervisor back then, Chang Qing knew very well that Shen Ting, who was accustomed to self-accountability, took a lot of time to gradually calm down and walk out of guilt and self-blame.

"If I had moved faster, maybe he wouldn't have sacrificed."

"I am responsible for his death."

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In the field of psychology, "I" refers to the most primitive self in the heart, which is completely subconscious, representing the true and straightforward desires in the heart, following the absolute principle of happiness, and living how to be happy.

The "ego" is the self who maintains the current three views and has a well-established personality. It is responsible for dealing with the affairs of the real world, balancing the "id" and "superego", and preventing the two from causing conflict.

The "superego" is the self in charge of arbitration under social rules, and it is an inner moral judgment.That is to say, in the ideal, the me who fully meets the requirements of myself is a kind of ascendant endowed by society.

The superego is the solitary self, the fraternal self, the faith-based self, and the absolutely perfect self.

Shen Ting always requires himself to be perfect.

For a long time, he gave Chang Qing the feeling of being too "closed".But when it comes to Chu Huainan, his emotions will rarely become slightly exposed.

Chang Qing keenly captured the subtle differences in his emotions.This shows that, for Shen Ting, the young owner of the Far South Group, the capital tycoon of the Jianghu stock market, is different.

"You have adapted well to the identity of Song Ci." After a brief conversation, Chang Qing came to a conclusion.

In the initial stage, Shen Ting was very repulsed to "become" Song Ci, which is why he applied for psychological counseling.

Song Ci's unfettered debauchery and extremely chaotic private life made it unbearable for him to even act on occasion.

But thanks to Chu Huainan, the group of friends around Song Ci knew that he is now "famous and has a master", and Chu Huainan is also "extremely strict in family education", and the recent messy situation has rarely been called him.

Chang Qing originally wanted to ask again whether the "Chu Huainan" who was repeatedly mentioned in the previous consultation was "safe" recently.

Shen Ting's cell phone rang, and the name "Chu Huainan" flashed brightly on the screen.After connecting, without saying a few words, he frowned and got up to signal to go first.

Something happened to Lu Xinghe, this is the news Chu Huainan got from Chu Qiubai.

Chu Qiubai's original words were, "Lu Xinghe is not out of danger yet, and has entered the intensive care unit, and Lin Youbandi is almost there."

Not being able to explain the details on the phone, Shen Ting immediately drove to meet Chu Huainan.

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Lu Xinghe opened his eyes, his mind was still confused, but he immediately noticed Lin Youbandi's frightened eyes with a tacit understanding.

Through the glass window of the ICU, he saw the fear and panic on the other person's face for the first time.

The mind is not clear, so everything follows the subconscious mind.

break away from, resist...

The young man, who was both mentally and physically ill, seemed to have caught the fatal weakness of the leader, and a sick smile slowly appeared on his bloodless face.

He is deeply in the vortex of world-weariness, and he loathes all the people and things around him.

Of course, what I hate most is the self who always involuntarily chases after Lin Youband.

It turns out that you will be afraid too.

It turned out that you wanted me to live.

Confrontation, equality, don't want to be controlled.

Therefore, I prefer not to.

Without warning, the desperate prey reached out and took off the oxygen mask on his face.

The alarm sounded sharply, and the medical staff on duty rushed to the bed, but Lin Youban didn't move, just staring at him through the glass window.

Lu Xinghe turned his face sideways to look at him with difficulty. Outside the glass window, the expression of great pain on Lin Youband's face made him so sad that he couldn't breathe. The suffocation felt like a hand stuck around his neck. He knew it would never Simply because of the loss of oxygen masks.

Before falling into darkness again, Lu Xinghe thought to himself: If a person cannot choose how to live, at least he must be able to control his own death.

It is really tiring to suffer repeatedly in the contradictory mood of hatred and deep love.

And the self who always tries to make Lin Youban unhappy is really hateful.

Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, even if it's for Lin Youbandi.

It would be better to die for the self who tortured him so capriciously...

A patient who just woke up from a coma and was not out of danger, found himself lying in the ICU after waking up, and the first thing he did was to unplug the oxygen mask!

Such an absurd thing was unheard of in the whole hospital.

Although the doctor on duty in the ICU immediately put on the oxygen mask again, but the incident had already happened, and Lu Xinghe was a public figure, the medical staff who knew about it all afternoon were whispering and whispering about it.

The news of Lu Xinghe's kidnapping was initially unknown to outsiders.

His crew only announced that Lu Xinghe temporarily left the crew due to health reasons, and he will come back to reunite with everyone soon.

However, an assistant director left in anger because of a disagreement with the chief director. Knowing the inside story, he immediately broke the news that Lu Xinghe could not continue filming normally because he was kidnapped during filming.

Lu Xinghe's acting career is in full swing, and his fans are very sticky. He and Lin Youband's CP fans are even famous in the circle for their strong fighting power.

As soon as the news came out, it immediately stirred up waves.

Dabo fans cited various mistakes of the crew, including security issues, treatment issues, unscientific announcement time and a series of issues.

Lu Xinghe's executive manager, Maggie, had phone calls ringing off the hook. At first she was able to explain a little to the media who were concerned about Lu Xinghe, but as the number of calls soared, Maggie, who was overwhelmed by the disturbance, had no choice but to accept Lin Youband's instructions. Xia was forced to turn off the phone.

Lin Youbandi also received many concerns and inquiries from all directions, but he did not reply to a single message.

Lu Xinghe's act of pulling out the oxygen mask shocked the doctor, and also severely injured him.

Exhausted by his injuries and successive shocks, he sat exhausted outside the door of the ward without saying a word.

He obviously took over the entire floor, and obviously the corridors are full of bodyguards working for him.But Lin Youband was still palpitating and flustered, always feeling that there was an unknown hand hiding in the dark, waiting for an opportunity, ready to take away the treasure that had been imprisoned for a long time from his arms at any time.

He was too exhausted to look around.

At this moment, he didn't want to talk to anyone, whether it was the media guarding the hospital gate or the police who came to inquire.

There are tens of millions of netizens on the Internet discussing their affairs.

But Lin Youban sat silently in the busy 4G signal without saying a word.

On the way, Lu Xinghe briefly woke up again, but soon fell asleep again.

He was out of danger, and was transferred from the ICU to the general ward that night, but Lin Youband still didn't have the courage to see him up close.

Because he clearly knows that he is not needed.