dark crossing

Lin Youband has always been a tolerant person.

But as long as it is about Lu Xinghe, he will be so mean that he will pay every penny.

It was a treasure that he regarded as his life, and others would be suspicious of snatching it if he touched it, not to mention that the other party actually carried out a long-planned kidnapping!

Anything is fine, any mistake has a chance to be forgiven, but only Lu Xinghe can't.

Even if he only had the slightest thought of hurting him, he must pay the price for it.

From the very beginning, Lin Youbandi's intention to kill people and silence them was very clear, but when he was pulled by Lu Xinghe, his rock-like will was instantly shaken.

The hand holding the gun was at an angle, and he squeezed the trigger expressionlessly. The bullet flew past Lu Qiuming's ear and sank into the wall made of iron sheets.

Lu Qiuming, who had just escaped from death, shivered, but Lu Xinghe secretly breathed a sigh of relief.Fortunately, Lin Youband did not kill anyone.

Those nightmares didn't come true.

The dangling feet finally fell to the ground together with Xin, Lu Xinghe still felt dizzy, he gritted his teeth and pulled out the nails on his palms and threw them on the ground, Lin Youban came to grab his hand but he dodged it.

Lu Xinghe's eyes flickered, "Your shoulder."

Lin Youban smiled: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt."

Lu Xinghe let out an "oh", they had rarely talked with each other in such a caring manner like now, since the showdown between the two, his feelings for Lin Youband have become quite complicated.

During the previous quarrel, Lu Xinghe even secretly thought that it would be good if this person died, and if he died, he would be free.

And when Lin Youband was in a life-and-death confrontation with certain counterparties, he thought more than once: If he lives, he can be with the one he loves forever, and if he dies, he can give his lover the freedom he desires most.He has nothing to fear.

Anyway, there are bandits in his forest, and life and death are both worthwhile.

It's not that he didn't think about telling Lu Xinghe all the ins and outs, but he didn't come back just to find Lu Xinghe.

If he hadn't seen that interview video, the reunion with Lu Xinghe was completely out of his plan.

Come back to put everything back in place.

Lin Youband is aware of the risks involved, and he doesn't want Lu Xinghe to bear any bad results with him.

It's okay to misunderstand, but it's not easy to be bound by emotions if you misunderstand.

Just like Lin Youbandi once said to Lu Xinghe.

"If one day you get free. You have to remember the blessing I gave at this moment. Please also give me back the promise that you will love anyone again. Because I want you to be happy more than anyone else."

Yes, happiness, as long as Lu Xinghe can get it, even if it is not given by him.

He just wants him to be happy.

Of course, it is not without a moment of brain fever.

Once, after drinking too much at night, he plucked up the courage to send a lot of messages to Lu Xinghe. A series of long and soft voices explained aggrievedly that he was not a stalker with ulterior motives. It's just to make sure how well he's been living these years.

He didn't intend to get close to him because of other plans.

If Lu Xinghe hadn't said publicly that he wanted to see him, he wouldn't have been so crazy that he had dropped everything overseas and returned home early without hesitation.

He originally had a more elaborate plan.But Lu Xinghe's "want to see you" was like magic that made people crazy. He came back without hesitation, even if the risk would increase a hundred times, he still wanted to come back.

Why?Because he said he wanted to see him!

He never hated letting him down.

It's a pity that Lu Xinghe couldn't hear the series of explanations in the end.

At that time, he had just accepted a variety show for Lu Xinghe.

Because the partner's actress is a popular actress, the opponent's fans suspected that Lu Xinghe was going to tie up his own idol to hype, and there was a moment of scolding and fighting.Lu Xinghe's mobile phone number was published maliciously and had to be shut down all the time.

A bunch of new information prompts popped up, which he also judged as harassment information.

Lin Youban asked him, "Do you want to take a look at so many unread messages?"

Lu Xinghe said: "Delete them all, annoying."

Lin Youband was silent for a while, and finally nodded: "Okay."

See, it's all God's will.It is not advisable to be impulsive, but fortunately Lian Tian is helping him.

It's okay not to know.At that time, he was already very close to the truth of the year, and the fog was so thick that it was difficult to cross the dark river. Even Lin Youband could not guarantee that he would be able to escape unscathed.

Therefore, it's best if Lu Xinghe doesn't know the truth.

Lin Youban knew that Lu Xinghe had always been cruel to him.

Just like now, he tried his best to stay away from him and try to look indifferent.But he knew that he cared a lot, and when he secretly glanced at his wound, his eyes were red.

They are duplicity fools.

Suddenly, seeing his expression, Lu Xinghe became terrified, and his eyes widened in disbelief.

Lin Youband only felt a pain in his shoulder, and was pushed away by Lu Xinghe.

There was a loud noise in my ear, it was the sound when the gun was fired.

For a moment, Lin Youban wasn't sure what happened.Lu Xinghe threw himself on top of him, like a stubborn wall that couldn't even be pushed.

Lu Qiuming smiled ferociously, holding a homemade earthen gun that was still smoking.I don't know the age of the old one, but it is obviously still usable. The bullet pierced through Lu Xinghe's upper abdomen, and the blood soaked the entire front of his front like champagne from the bottle.

Lin Youband hated his kindness.Facts have proved to him time and time again that kind and kind people must never end well.

Lu Qiuming didn't have a chance to fire a second shot. Hummingbird's bullets whizzed and sank into his arm, followed by the second, and the third.

"Lin Youband..." Lu Xinghe pressed his arm, "Are you okay?" There was a bright red bloodstain on his lips, which was shocking, like red paint smeared on a snow-white wall, ready to declare life and death at any time Separate death warnings.

"I'm fine, Xinghe and you will be fine too! Believe me." Lin Youban forced himself to calm down. He dialed the driver's phone number, and the driver on the other end of the phone reported to him. He mobilized all the people who could arrive in a short time. Reliable people, they are only a few hundred meters away.

Lin Youband asked, "Where's the doctor? Is there a doctor?"

The driver was startled by his trembling voice, and immediately replied: "Yes, Mr. Lin, Dr. Dai is accompanying—"

"Very well, let him come right away! Right away!"

Lu Xinghe came to grab his hand again, he had to put down the phone to comfort him: "Xinghe, don't be afraid, nothing will happen, I promise you."

Lu Xinghe even had difficulty breathing, he was so scarred that he obviously couldn't afford another massive blood loss, and his chapped lips were visibly discolored.

He struggled to sit up, but couldn't move at all.The shot just now almost nailed him into Lin Youband's arms. He was annoyed by his subconscious impulse, but after making sure that Lin Youbandi was fine, he couldn't fake his immediate relaxation.

He swallowed hard his sweet saliva and said, "I...my family, please..." His pale fingers tightly grabbed Lin Youband's arm and refused to let go, almost digging into his flesh.

Lin Youband was sure that this person never believed any of his sweet words.But the threat he made in desperation that year is still fresh in his memory.

——"You can leave too, but I don't know what I will do to your family."

He was willing to block the shot for him.But at this time is still worried that he will be bad for his family.

What a ridiculous fool.

Lin Youban suddenly felt pain.He has always had no pain-sensing nerves, and he didn't even lift his eyebrows after suffering so many blows just now.But now, his internal organs trembled in pain.

Lu Xinghe looked at him with scorching eyes, but there were faint tears.

It was a colorful abstract painting that was splashed on the dark floor as if the paint rack was accidentally knocked over.Wonderful and complex, it's a montage of love and hate.

This feeling is unrealistically contradictory.

Through the wet cornea, Lin Youban looked around in a daze. He subconsciously wanted to ask for help from the outside world. The world suddenly became very noisy, and he realized that he was the one who shouted: "Xinghe!"

The voice was like crows entangled in love and desire, being shot down one by one by sharp arrows, and then they fell hoarsely to the ground one by one.

He cared too much about Lu Xinghe, so it was easy to interfere too much.

It's like a child eating a cookie carefully, but holding it too tightly because of cherishing it, so what falls out is always more than what is eaten.

The sudden death of his parents when he was young made Lin Youban lack the part of his idealized parents throughout his growth.He was able to make it this far, all thanks to the support of his twin mirrors.

In other words, Lu Xinghe is his spiritual pillar, what he ideally hopes he can become.

He wishes he was a lot like him, or that they were essentially the same.

In an ideal state, Lin Youband also hopes that he is like Lu Xinghe, a person who is simple and full of kindness to the world.

People tend to fall in love with someone who is like them, or who they were, or who they want to be.

The appearance of Lu Xinghe made Lin Youban feel that he had found the same part of himself, or that he had found the part he wanted but had been missing for a long time.

But now, he was about to lose him.

Lu Xinghe closed his eyes, and he suddenly remembered that in a certain art exhibition a long time ago, he had stared at an oil painting with the theme "Sea" for a long time.

Facing the extremely blue sea and sky, he thought to himself, I'd better die in such a place.

As a result, the painting appeared in the living room the next day.

Lin Youband asked, do you like it, a gift for you.

He just smiled and thought to himself.I always think about how to die, but I don't even have the freedom to watch the art exhibition alone.

Walls have ears, and how long he has been standing in front of which picture has probably been accurately calculated by someone, and then sorted out and reported.

Today, finally free.

In the future, I no longer need to worry, no longer have to have nightmares all the time, and no longer need to feel annoyed that I was lucky with Lin Youbandi.

Among countless nightmares, the scariest one was actually seen through by Lin Youbandi.

"you like me."

In the void, Lin Youbandi concluded.

But he was shocked by the other party's undisguised straightforwardness, which made his soul tremble.

Gritting his teeth, even the molars were rubbing up and down, he could only retort weakly: "How is it possible..."

But for some reason, the ending trembled suddenly, followed by sudden tears, which fell out of the eye sockets uncontrollably.

Lu Xinghe's heart, which was suddenly interrogated, gushed out an answer that deviated from reason.

Even if you are treated like that, even if you know that the other person is a devil.

It was so tragic to love himself in the midst of fear and anxiety.