dark crossing

During the May Day holiday, the flower shop was in full swing every night, but it was quiet during the day, as if they didn't care about the business of individual customers, and they often didn't open until noon.

Shu Jingxi slept late and didn't wake up early. On the first working day after the long vacation, she slept until after ten o'clock. She lazily went to the study in her pajamas with a piece of bread in her mouth.

Turning on the phone, countless messages came pouring in, and Shu Jingxi selected two objects of "special attention" recently from the flashing avatars.

One of them, who was noted as "Jinghe No. [-] Middle School Han Ersu", said: "Sister Alice, I haven't been harassed by them recently. They turned to another student from another class. I think she is so pitiful." .I really want to help her, but I am afraid that if I help her, they will start targeting me again. I am very entangled... Do you think I should help her? 』

And another note shows that "Jinghe No. [-] Middle School Guan Meng" said: "Sister Alice, the whole world is laughing at me, everyone is blindly following the trend, making troubles, but no one is willing to help.Now, even just hearing the school bell ring makes me sweat physically.Because when school was over a few days ago, I was beaten for no reason, and there was no sign of anything.The guy who hit me, I never met, but she said she hit me because I deserved it.In the face of violence and harm, the friends I have helped keep silent, and the partners who have been inseparable in the past are also afraid to avoid them.You're right, the world isn't as good as I thought it would be, my mom is working night shift again, it's really tiring to raise a child who only spends money on food and is useless.Leaving may also be a good choice.In addition, I have already bought the motion sickness medicine you told me about.But after thinking about it, I decided to give myself another chance, even if only one person is willing to tell me that they are wrong, maybe I can convince myself to believe in kindness again...』

Shu Jingxi clicked on Han Ersu's dialog box, chewed the bread and replied: "Although it is cruel, but for your own safety, please don't try to meddle in any other people's affairs.In life, all the pains and sorrows and joys are incommunicable.No one can really help anyone.Because we can't see the snow in other people's lives, everyone can only spend the winter alone in their own world. 』

……

May [-]th is also the day before Mother's Day.

Guan Meng committed suicide by swallowing thirty motion sickness pills in one go.

That day, when Mama Guan came home from the night shift, she was greeted with vomit all over the floor and her frozen and stiff daughter.

The woman who lost her child let out a heart-piercing scream.

It wasn't until the police intervened that the "Jinghe No. [-] Middle School Beheading Incident" that had been raging among the children for more than ten days officially came into the eyes of the adults for the first time.

As soon as the incident got out, it received a lot of attention from all walks of life.

For a while, the mainstream media in Jianghu City reported one after another, condemning the school violence verbally and in writing.

Guan Meng's autopsy results showed that she had several traumatic bruises on her body.

The police basically determined through the visits and investigations of his former classmates and teachers that the deceased had been beaten many times in the past two weeks.

Although these minor injuries were far from fatal, they caused fatal wounds on the girl's heart that would never heal.

It was only at this time that Guan's mother, who was busy with work and running around for a living, realized what her daughter had endured alone in the past half month.

She was angry and sad but lost her mind.

Just as Guan Meng said to Alice, those harms against her are shared by almost everyone in the whole campus.Everyone is a perpetrator, but no one is really heinous.

So does Mama Kwan.The precious daughter she had raised and raised alone died like this, but she didn't know who to hate.

Combining the child's encounter with cyber violence and her own monitoring and payment records of buying motion sickness medicine in batches, the police quickly determined the nature of the case.

There was no sign of outsiders breaking in at the scene, which was an obvious suicide.

……

"It can be seen everywhere, and it will cast shadows on children for life. Harsh language and violent actions can all be part of bullying. Let's break the silence and say no to school violence."

Lu Xinghe's earnest public service announcement was played on the screen.

Guan Meng's death has aroused widespread concern about "school violence" from all walks of life. For a while, advertisements against school violence like this can be seen everywhere recently.

Off the screen, the protagonist in the commercial is sitting on the sofa uncomfortably, completely oblivious to what is broadcast on TV.

Lin Youband leaned his head slightly, and his chin rested lightly on his shoulder.Then, the man who was gently rubbing the smooth skin of his jaw against him just a second later suddenly lowered his head and bit his carotid artery fiercely.

Lu Xinghe trembled slightly.

He knew that Lin Youband was angry.Because he disregarded his objection and agreed with the director to add a large emotional scene to a TV series that had already started filming.

Lin Youband looks gentle and refined, but in fact he is extremely possessive.After getting to know him, whenever Lu Xinghe shoots any intimate scenes, he will definitely be there.

Regardless of the plot, who is the opponent.His always scorching gaze and the line of his lips stretched into a straight line made Lu Xinghe understand that Lin Youbandi, who was still gentle in the eyes of outsiders, was angry.

——Although his expression is so kind, even the natural upward curvature of the lips is the natural smiling lips that many artists nowadays want to pursue even if they use medical and aesthetic methods.

Lin Youban has always been moody, and no one can tell whether he is happy or not.No one who knew him had ever seen him angry.

No matter how angry he is, maybe only Lu Xinghe knows about it in the whole world.

This kind of awareness comes from the smallest details, and sometimes there is no conclusive basis, but Lu Xinghe knows it.

For example, now, he is clearly aware that Lin Youbandi is enduring.

The suppressed anger was so powerful that the fingers holding his chin trembled slightly.

The clips that the director insists on adding are very redundant, purely for the purpose of adding scenes to the rival actress.No one dared to bring this script to Lin Youband.But after the director "casually" mentioned that he wanted to add these plots, Lu Xinghe agreed without even thinking about it.

Sometimes, even he himself thinks he's a little crazy.

Maybe it was because Lin Youband was so tolerant that he couldn't help but want to touch his Ni Lin, intentionally or unintentionally.

Don't go on being gentle anymore, let me see your true face!

How bad is it?Tell me all at once!

All fear in the world comes from the unknown.

It's not that Lu Xinghe can't accept his lover's imperfections.

Just, how bad is it?There has to be a limit.

kill?How many did you kill?Is it happening for a reason or just for fun?

set fire?How many more were burned?Did the other party deserve what they did, or did you kill innocent people indiscriminately?He didn't dare to think too much, for fear that he would lose to imagination.

Accompanied by tinnitus as thin as mosquitoes, Lu Xinghe has often heard some strange sounds recently.

"You love him." Someone whispered.

For a moment, as if his soul had come out of his body, he stood in the ethereal nothingness and rebelled regardless, and asked coldly: "So what?"

The thin humming in the ears suddenly turned into a huge roar.

The person who had been chattering and rambling in his mind had the exact same face as him, and that face sneered and said, "You're done."

It's over, it's over, Lu Xinghe, sniffed by his straight nose, gave up on himself.

Everything that collapses can be rebuilt, only happiness is only for a moment.

The figure hugging him was like a wolf who had been hungry for a long time and finally smelled the aroma of rabbit meat.The thin white teeth pressed against the throbbing blood vessels, exerting a bit of force as if ruthless.

Lu Xinghe who was bitten even imagined the picture of himself being torn apart in his mind. ——The dark red blood spewed out from the neck, and sprinkled countless dark red blood spots on the floor. It was a realistic scene of the rapid flow of life, which made people feel a sense of relief.

He had seen a piece of news before that a certain female star who had worked with him committed suicide by jumping off a building because of depression.

He was nestling on the sofa and eating the crayfish cooked by Lin Youband. When he saw the news, he couldn't help but widen his eyes.I thought to myself, this disease is really terrible, how can it make people put down so many delicious foods and die?

Today he finally understood.

I want to die because I am seriously ill.This is a terminally ill pain that cannot be consoled no matter how delicious and fun it is.

The pain was too much to bear.

This night, Lu Xinghe thought of death for the first time.

The image of being torn and destroyed repeated in my mind several times.But in reality, he didn't feel any pain.When the opponent's clenched teeth touched him, they controlled the strength very well.

Even when this person expresses his possessive desires that have nowhere to rest, he is always careful not to really hurt him.

"Being loved by me, that's why you feel pain?" Sucking a small piece of flesh from his neck, Lin Youban lowered his voice and asked softly.

He is like a loyal dog who has been stepped on by his master, but is unwilling to run away no matter what.

Lin Youban recalled that when he was a child, his mother smiled and complained to his father: "This child is good at everything, but he is too stubborn."

Yes, stubborn.

He loves him, so stubborn.This is the kind of stubbornness that wants to regain the qualification to be loved for the [-]th time even if it has been rejected [-] times.

This is a shameless bravery.

Lu Xinghe, who was troubled by the huge tinnitus, turned a deaf ear to Lin Youbandi's words, and raised his head slightly with a frown.

In a daze, he saw Lin Youband's injured expression.Lu Xinghe, whose mind was blank, was suddenly greatly bewitched. He subconsciously stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly.

This hug is as illogical and unreasonable as a drowning person grabbing driftwood, completely out of instinct.

Neither of them thought that they froze almost at the same time.

After being comforted, Lin Youban smiled slightly, and gently stroked the other's stiff shoulders with his warm and dry palms in a comforting manner.

He didn't dare to be greedy, as long as he could get a little comfort from Lu Xinghe, it would be enough for him to last for a long time.

The nimble fingers pressed down one by one along the spine, and each stroke elicited a trembling from the depths of the soul.

Lu Xinghe raised his head, consciously bearing the raindrops of kisses.

He felt that he was enveloped by a thick shadow, but he didn't want to guard against it, let alone struggle. ——this is a joy that makes him painful, suffocating but irresistible.

He was willing to be sacrificed.

He is forcing you!The man in his head was hysterical.

No, I would too.

Lu Xinghe closed his eyes.He didn't want to face it rationally, but only wanted to perceive it with his body.

Lin Youban in front of him bit his lips cruelly and tenderly.The ingratiating kiss was persistent, from lips to chin, and slid all the way to collarbone.

The warm and moist kiss did not satisfy the greedy taker. He lowered his head and used his teeth to tear off the prey's clothes, revealing a violently heaving chest.

Lu Xinghe felt that he was like a boat bobbing on the waves, Lin Youband's aura was the summer wind that determined the course, and every place he blew past exuded sweaty heat.

The entanglement, the seemingly endless entanglement, is exhausting.

Yes, very tired.What can be exchanged is a long-lost night's sleep.