After saving Bai Yueguang's substitute

1718

My heart beat hard.

1719

We kissed into the bathroom.

Clothes were spilled on the road and what appeared to be a rack were knocked over as they pushed each other into the bathroom.

We have no time to care.

1720

Xu Zhinian leaned over and kissed me eagerly, wanting to hang his whole body on my body.

He kisses as he pleases, very haphazardly, sometimes on my face, sometimes on my chin.

More often, he would stick to my lips and bite them.

1721

Hot water sprayed down from overhead, wetting our hair, and the air around us slowly began to heat up.

Xu Zhinian's bangs were a little long, sticking to his forehead wetly, I stretched out my hand to lift the bangs, and stared at the pair of bright eyes underneath.

He blinked and smiled at me.

1722

I leaned forward slightly to get closer to him, hugged him with my arms, and pressed him aggressively in front of me.

"Mr. Jiang..." He called out softly, then paused, his eyes wandering around.

I laughed lowly.

Xu Zhinian seemed to be on fire.

1723

Xu Zhinian's hands are fair and slender, because of learning the piano, the nails are very round.

Not so long ago, I had seen these hands dancing on the strings.

I looked down for a while, and finally couldn't hold back, pressed him on the bathroom tiles, and kissed him deeply.

1724

The cleaning time was more than doubled than usual.

Until I fell on the bed, Xu Zhinian still hugged my shoulder tightly and refused to let go.

I looked down at him.

His skin had changed from white to pink.

I know his body has always been sensitive, but I never thought he could be so sensitive.I didn't touch him, and my eyes slowly scanned every part of him, which could get him trembling emotionally.

1725

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1726

"Mr. Jiang..." Xu Zhinian's voice sounded a little crying, "Hug me...hug me, okay?"

I went up as he wished.

Still not satisfied, he wrapped himself around my body like an octopus.

I hugged him and put my hands on his back: "It seems that I have gained a lot of weight."

Xu Zhinian paused for a moment, then came back to his senses, and glared at me: "I'm not fat..."

Is not fat.

I smiled and said, "It feels good to hug like this."

Xu Zhinian didn't speak again.

1727

Xu Zhinian's body flinched.

I dug out the lube from the head of the bed and put it on my hands.

1728

Xu Zhinian was lying on the bed with his back to me.

This pose reminds me of the white dove that once appeared in my dream.

But now, Xu Zhinian's appearance coincides with the one in the dream.

His back is very beautiful, because he has regained a lot of flesh, and his shoulder blades are slightly protruding, but they are not abrupt, but like blooming wings.

The bruises and scars of the past are long gone.

I hope that the shadows left in his heart will disappear like these scars.

Dr. Yao once told me that that dream was the incarnation of my desire and the pursuit of my body.

Maybe I was deeply attracted by Xu Zhinian from the very beginning.

1729

Those humiliating encounters in the past still left an indelible shadow in his heart after all, which made him resist reflexively.

"Mr. Jiang..." He called me over and over again, "Mr. Jiang."

I comforted him tirelessly: "It's me, I'm here."

1730

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1731

"Does it hurt?" I asked him.

Xu Zhinian shook his head first, then he seemed to remember that his back was facing me now, afraid that I wouldn't see it, so he said with difficulty: "No, it's not uncomfortable."

1732

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1733

Xu Zhinian seemed to be frightened, and flinched a bit: "Wait a minute..."

I couldn't help laughing: "Baby, you tell me to stop now, I can't do it."

"No." Xu Zhinian shook his head, panting, "I want, I want to look at you."

My breathing was getting heavier.

1734

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1735

The string engraved with the words "gentleness and patience" in my mind was snapped in an instant.

The feeling at that moment cannot be described in words.

1736

Xu Zhinian's neck slightly raised.

Like a swan whose breath is choked.

1737-1743

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1744

I lowered my head and kissed him, swallowing his broken voice into my throat.

"If you feel uncomfortable." I said against his lips, "tell me too."

Xu Zhinian bit the corner of my lip.

1745-1747

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1748

By the time I finished changing the sheets, he was so tired that he fell asleep.

I put him on the bed, said good night, hugged him too, and fell into a deep sleep.

1749

This is the best sleep I've had in years.

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