After saving Bai Yueguang's substitute

【Xu Zhinian's Diary-18】

June 2022, 3, rain

Jiang Shengsheng recommended a mobile game to me, which is quite fun.

It's just that I'm too African, and I can't get the SSR I want.

After dinner, Mr. Jiang sat on the sofa and read magazines.

With an idea, I ran over and said, "Mr. Jiang, can you draw a card for me?"

Mr. Jiang frowned, a little puzzled: "How?"

I handed him the phone and said, "Here, just tap it."

Mr. Jiang nodded casually.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! !

Ten companies with 2 SSRs and 4 SRs, what kind of European Emperor is this! ! !

I admire it! ! !

But then I asked Mr. Jiang to smoke for me again, but Mr. Jiang refused.

"The free trial period is over, and the billing period is next," he said.

I foolishly asked, "How do you charge?"

Mr. Jiang said: "You take the initiative to come and kiss me, and I will smoke once."

I:"……"

Mr. Jiang is really too bad!

Mr. Jiang said in an old spirit: "After all, I am a businessman."

I finally succumbed to the temptation of SSR.

Woo.

Now, looking at a row of SSRs in the mobile game, I think, I really love Mr. Jiang who is so European!

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1477

Of course, it wasn't the first time Lin Shuqi came to see me.

After delivering the tickets last time, he came to the company to look for me several times, but was stopped by the front desk.

I am not going to see him again, he is willing to wait in the living room, so let him wait like this.

Later, he probably knew my attitude, so he stopped looking for me.

But today he didn't go to the company, but came to my house.

1478

Xu Zhinian and I were both at home, and it was Xu Zhinian who opened the door for him.

When Xu Zhinian saw him, he was stunned for a moment, a little confused: "You..."

Lin Shuqi said, "Hi, I'm here to find Jiang Mingyi."

Xu Zhinian stepped aside, I looked up, and Lin Shuqi smiled at me at the door.

1479

Xu Zhinian blinked and asked, "Do you know Mr. Jiang?"

Lin Shuqi said: "I have been classmates with him in high school and university. We have known each other for many years. I only broke contact after I went abroad."

Xu Zhinian nodded: "That's it."

He took two steps back and let Lin Shuqi in.

1480

I have a cold face, and my expression is not very good.

In a few words, although what he said were all facts, he revealed the news that he and I were old classmates who had a good relationship, so Xu Zhinian had no choice but to let him in.

He has been very good at using this language game since high school.

In fact, my friendship with him is really not so good.

1481

I looked at him blankly, and my voice was cold: "What do you want from me?"

The smile on his face froze for a moment, but he quickly adjusted and said, "I have something to talk to you about."

I asked: "What's the matter?"

He glanced at Xu Zhinian vaguely, and said, "There is someone else, I..."

I interrupted him: "Niannian is not an outsider."

Lin Shuqi paused, and then said: "But I don't think it's appropriate for him to hear it, and, if I said it, I think...you wouldn't want him to hear it either."

1482

I didn't say a word, and after a while I said, "If you don't want to talk, just go out."

Lin Shuqi suddenly looked up at me, and shouted sharply, "Jiang Mingyi!"

I looked at him intently.

Xu Zhinian seemed to be frightened by the tense atmosphere between us, and said quickly: "The soup I made in the kitchen seems to be ready soon, I'll go and have a look, you guys talk."

After speaking, he ran away.

1483

Only Lin Shuqi and I were left in the living room.

As for Lin Shuqi's reason for coming, I can also guess a little bit, probably because he learned about Xu Zhinian and me from Yan Zhizhe.

Sure enough, Lin Shuqi asked straight to the point: "What's his name?"

I said, "His name is Xu Zhinian."

1484

"Xu Zhinian." Lin Shuqi called out twice, and then asked, "He also lives here, are you really together?"

I said: "Yes."

Lin Shuqi's face turned pale.

He said, "Why?"

I don't understand: "Why?"

Lin Shuqi bit her lip, looked at me, and asked, "Why can he do it but I can't?"

I think this question is silly.

I said, "Because you're not him."

1485

"Jiang Mingyi." Lin Shuqi said, "Do you know that I have liked you since high school?"

I said, "I know, and I definitely rejected you."

Lin Shuqi said: "You have always been indifferent to me, but you are so indifferent to everyone, I feel that I still have hope."

I didn't speak.

Lin Shuqi added: "If you were with someone else, maybe I wouldn't come to your door today, but why, it was him."

I asked, "What happened to him?"

1486

"Why is it someone who looks so similar to me!" Lin Shuqi said with an emphasis, "You are like this, I really don't want to be reconciled! Obviously I knew you first, and I have liked you for ten years , as long as you stretch out your hand, I will come to you immediately, but what I can't do, why can he do it?"

I looked at him coldly and said, "He doesn't look like you at all."

Lin Shuqi laughed mockingly: "Really? But Yan Zhizhe asked him to be my substitute for three years."

I said, "Because Yan Zhizhe is blind, I am not blind."

1487

Lin Shuqi took a few deep breaths and said, "Jiang Mingyi, your attitude towards me has always been so bad, I sometimes wonder, do you hate me?"

I said, "Not to the point of disgust, but I really don't like it."

Lin Shuqi was a little puzzled: "Why? Did I do anything that you didn't like?"

I asked him: "Do you still remember my deskmate in high school?"

Lin Shuqi was at a loss when she heard this, "Who?"

1488

Of course he doesn't remember.

In fact, I forgot her name. I just remember that she is a girl with a very quiet temperament. She usually reads books or does quizzes. I have been at the same table with her for so long, and I basically didn’t say a few words.

In the beginning, seats were arranged according to grades. I had good grades and sat in the first row.

Of course, there will be many problems in such a row, some tall people will block the view of the people behind, so the teacher also agreed that as long as both parties agree, they can change positions in private.

I was also tall at the time, but I don’t know if it was because my personality seemed too cold, because no one dared to ask me to change positions.

1489

I said, "You asked me to be at the same table and said you wanted to change seats with her, but she didn't agree."

Lin Shuqi paused.

I went on to say: "Not long after, some rumors spread in the class, saying that she had a crush on me, and the rumors spread to the next class. In the end, even the teacher was alarmed, and asked her to talk to her in the office, saying that she was still a student, and she should be based on her studies. After that, she couldn't bear it, so she transferred to other schools."

Lin Shuqi said: "I don't know about it."

I said lightly: "Really?"

Lin Shuqi was watched by me for a long time, and finally she was discouraged: "Even if I told you about her crush on you, isn't it the truth?"

I said: "She doesn't like me. She doesn't want to change seats with you because she is short-sighted. If you sit in the back row, she will not be able to see what is on the blackboard. She changed schools because she just wanted to Study hard, and those people who are always pointing at her and giving her strange eyes can't make her calm down."

Lin Shuqi said: "I, I don't know, I was just surprised that she rejected me, so..."

"That's why you took revenge on her badly in this way?" I asked.

1490

Lin Shuqi didn't speak for a long time.

After a while, he said, "Because of this, you have always disliked me?"

I said: "Yes."

Lin Shuqi smiled wryly: "But... I just misunderstood her, and didn't cause any real harm to her."

I said, "Compared to Yan Zhizhe, you still have a conscience."

1491

"Because of this...you have always disliked me." Lin Shuqi seemed a little hurt, "But, you are decisive in the mall, and the methods you have used are worse than mine. Could it be that you have made no mistakes at all?" Have you ever committed a crime?!"

I looked at him coldly and said, "I'm not a good person, but I wouldn't like someone like myself either."

Lin Shuqi closed her eyes, opened them again, and said, "Jiang Mingyi, I've been thinking about why you rejected me for so many years. Later, I realized that your character is always so strong, and you always want to give up everything. It's in your own hands, so you won't like another person who is as good and strong as you, but someone like Xu Zhinian who has nothing and can only rely on you can make you feel at ease, right?"

I said, "Whatever you want."

1492

of course not.

Lin Shuqi never understood me.

What he thought was just Jiang Mingyi in his imagination.

And does he really like me?

It was because I fulfilled all his fantasies about a lover back then, and I have never had one for so many years, which made him never forget it.

1493

Lin Shuqi's face was very gray.

He suddenly said, "You should know what Yan Zhizhe did to Xu Zhinian, right?"

My expression immediately darkened.

Lin Shuqi said, "Do you really not mind at all?"

I asked coldly, "What exactly are you trying to say?"

He looked at me fiercely, with a crazy look, and said: "I just want to understand, Xu Zhinian...he is just a substitute for me! Just a fake! I...why am I inferior to him?!"

1494

I stood up, looked down at him, and said word by word: "In my eyes, he has never been a substitute for anyone else, he is unique."

Lin Shuqi's lips moved, wanting to say something else.

I didn't give him a chance to continue: "I'm different from Yan Zhizhe. I won't give in, and I won't find any substitute. So, you don't even have the qualifications to be his substitute."

Lin Shuqi was too angry to speak.

1495

He asked me, "Why are you humiliating me like this?!"

I looked at him coldly: "You were the one who humiliated Xu Zhinian first. Since you want to make it clear, then I will tell you clearly that you are not as good as him in everything. You are hypocritical, but he is frank and eager; you are arrogant and conceited, but he is humble." Low-key; you rely on your status and look down on others, but he treats everyone sincerely. Lin Shuqi, you know what kind of person you are, and others will be deceived by your false appearance, but I will not. I advise you not to come to me again humiliate yourself."

Lin Shuqi stared at me with wide eyes, and the circles of her eyes turned red all of a sudden.

He became angry from embarrassment: "Jiang Mingyi!"

I said, "I think you should see clearly what kind of person I am, so don't bother me in the future."

Lin Shuqi was panting, completely speechless.

1496

He took the cup from the coffee table and took a drastic sip.

The water was poured for him by Xu Zhinian before he went to the kitchen, and it is probably already cold now, just to put out the fire for him.

After a long time, Lin Shuqi calmed down.

1497

Lin Shuqi said: "You are so merciless to everyone."

I said, "I saved you some favors, but you insisted on finding me."

Lin Shuqi's chest heaved twice, and said, "Your goal has been achieved, and I won't come to you again in the future."

I said, "This is the best."

He laughed self-deprecatingly.

1498

At this point in the conversation, neither he nor I have anything to say.

Before he left, I asked him, "You and Yan Zhizhe got very close recently?"

Lin Shuqi said: "He has been pestering me."

I lowered my eyes: "Do you know what kind of person he is?"

Lin Shuqi said: "I know, he..."

I interrupted him and said, "He is a man who can do anything. If you hang him for so long, he will never let it go. Be careful yourself."

Lin Shuqi's eyes lit up, and she asked, "Are you worried about me?"

I sneered and said, "It's just a kind reminder to you."

1499

He looked at my expression and wanted to say something, but finally swallowed it in his stomach.

Maybe it was because I was afraid of being humiliated by me again.

I thought blankly.

1500

After Lin Shuqi left, Xu Zhinian came out of the kitchen.

I asked him, "How's the soup going?"

Xu Zhinian sneered twice: "Mr. Jiang, it's not like you don't know, how can I cook any soup today."

"Oh." I changed the question, "Then how do you listen to our conversation?"

Xu Zhinian was choked: "Cough cough cough."

1501

He rolled his eyes and said, "Mr. Jiang knows I'm eavesdropping."

I said, "Eavesdropping is not hidden well, the corners of the clothes are exposed, and I can see clearly."

Xu Zhinian stuck out his tongue: "I'm not...not proficient in business."

I touched his head and said, "But I said it a long time ago. I don't mind you hearing these words."

Xu Zhinian was taken aback.

1502

"Niannian." I held him in my arms, kissed him, and said, "I don't want to hide anything from you, I hope you see the real me, and I hope you like the real me .He may make you feel strange, afraid, or even unacceptable, but I am such a person."

Xu Zhinian opened his eyes wide, and quickly said loudly: "I won't be unable to accept it! No matter what kind of person Mr. Jiang is, I will like it!"

I looked down: "Really?"

He nodded vigorously.

I smiled, rubbed his head, and didn't speak.

1503

Xu Zhinian lay in my arms for a long time before getting up with a blushing face.

He said: "Actually, Lin Shuqi seems to be a little different from what I thought."

Me: "Really?"

He felt a little disappointed and said, "He doesn't seem to be like this on TV."

I said: "The characters in variety shows are basically created. Who can tell what those stars look like in real life."

Xu Zhinian muttered: "But Ye Zi'an is the same."

I was speechless for a while.

The author has something to say: Today’s question: May I ask how many times did Nian Nian in the diary kiss Mr. Jiang?

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