After saving Bai Yueguang's substitute

【Today's love temperature: 5℃】

41

How could there be such a naive person as Xu Zhinian in the world.

I think.

42

It is true that Yan Zhizhe and I are indeed plastic friends, but plastic friends are also friends.

I don't know what Xu Zhinian was thinking in his head, but he would ask me this question.

How dare he ask for help from his abuser's friend.

43

I naturally turned him down.

44

"That's it." Xu Zhinian lowered his head in frustration.

I couldn't help asking him: "Why did you ask me for help?"

He glanced at me cautiously, and said hesitantly, "Because... I think you are a good person."

45

I managed to make him laugh.

After laughing for a while, I straightened up and looked at him seriously.

"You're wrong," I said, "I've never been a nice guy."

He opened his eyes wide: "but you are not a bad person."

I don't know where he got the confidence to speak so decisively.

Just because I saved him?

Naive as hell.

But I have to say, I was really pleased by him.

46

I thought that after I rejected Xu Zhi, my interaction with him had come to an end.

Turns out I was still too young.

47

After leaving the ward, the doctor found me: "Xu Zhinian's condition is not very good."

I don't know why: "Didn't you just suffer some skin trauma, and you can just cultivate yourself?"

The doctor sighed: "It's not a physical injury, it's a psychological injury."

I asked: "What?"

The doctor glanced at me cryptically: "You should know what happened to him."

I nodded.

The culprit was Yan Zhizhe, that idiot.

"I spoke to him when he woke up, and he seemed perfectly normal," I said.

The doctor pushed his glasses: "Didn't you notice that he is very repulsed by strangers."

Me: "Is there?"

Doctor: "Yes."

Me: "I didn't find out."

"He refused to have physical contact with others." The doctor said, "This is probably just one of the sequelae. I haven't discovered the others yet, and there should be more."

I:"……"

The doctor smiled at me: "After all, I'm not a professional psychologist either."

Deny physical contact?

Have it?

I suddenly remembered that when the nurse examined Xu Zhinian just now, his behavior was really abnormal.

Very uncooperative.

And pushed the nurse.

but……

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I said, "When I went to hold him down, he didn't resist."

The doctor froze for a moment, then nodded: "Yes."

"So maybe you made a mistake." I tried to find an explanation for Xu Zhinian's behavior.

The doctor refuted me: "That means you are an exception."

I looked over suspiciously: "What?"

"You are special in his heart." The doctor said thoughtfully, "He refuses to approach anyone except you."

A big question mark popped up above my head.

?

The doctor seemed to be talking to himself: "His psychological defense is very heavy, because he has suffered inhuman injuries, he is vigilant and defensive to everyone."

I opened my mouth to say something.

The doctor ignored me and continued, "Only you represent safety and trust in his subconscious mind."

I asked, "Why am I special?"

The doctor thought for a while: "Because you saved him."

I shook my head: "But he was unconscious at that time."

The doctor said: "The more blurred the consciousness, the deeper the deep memory. Although he is in a coma, his subconscious mind and body remember you, so he will not reject your approach."

I still don't believe it.

The doctor added: "And, for him, you didn't just save him from the fire."

"You also rescued him from dark captivity and torture."

"In his heart, you are a savior and a hero."

"It is also his light."

49

I was dubious about what the doctor said.

To me, this thing is just ridiculous.

I just did a good deed, saved Xu Zhinian from the fire, why somehow I became his hero.

And being a light to others is also a burden to me.

Only those who are themselves bright and shining can be the light that illuminates others.

but I am not.

50

The doctor asked, "You don't believe me?"

I nodded.

The doctor glanced at me: "You can find a professional psychiatrist to give him a thorough examination."

I couldn't help but say, "Why am I looking for it?"

"He has no family, relatives, friends or classmates around him," the doctor said, "and he has no money."

I:"……"

The doctor added: "The only one he can turn to is you."

I:"……"

The doctor went on to say: "And you are the only one he classified as safe."

I:"……"

51

To be honest, I have a bit of a headache.

I don't know if I saved someone, or a trouble.

How come you depend on me.

If I had known today, when I saw the villa on fire, I would have...

52

Well, I'm still going to save him.

As for the reason?

Ok……

Probably because I still have a conscience.

53

Afterwards, I still didn't believe in evil, so I found a psychiatrist to give Xu Zhinian a psychological consultation.

It turned out to be worse than what the doctor said.

In addition to the avoidance of physical contact that the doctor said, he also suffered from claustrophobia, anxiety, mild depression and social phobia.

54

"His psychological trauma will be relieved only when he is by your side." The psychologist finally concluded.

55

I asked the psychiatrist Xu Zhinian if he has the ability to live independently.

The doctor said that there is no problem physically, but he does not recommend it, saying that it is not conducive to his psychological treatment.

56

After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to contact Yan Zhizhe who was far away overseas.

Whoever caused it will bear the consequences.

Why do I have to bear the disaster of innocence.

57

As I said before, Yan Zhizhe and I have a plastic brotherhood, and we have not been in touch for several years.

I really don't have his phone number.

So I called my uncle first, then contacted Yan Zhizhe's parents through him, and dialed his number.

58

"Jiang Mingyi?" Yan Zhizhe's voice was full of doubt and incomprehension, "What can you do with me?"

With a cold voice, I briefly told him about Xu Zhinian.

"Oh, him." Yan Zhizhe's voice revealed a bit of indifference, obviously he didn't take Xu Zhinian to heart.

"I can't go back for a while now," he said.

I raised my eyebrows and was about to say something when deafening music and cheers came from the other end of the phone.

I checked the time and calculated the time difference between Yan Zhizhe and China. It should be one or two o'clock in the morning on his side.

Either at a bar or at a party of some sort.

I lowered my eyes in disgust.

59

When the phone was quiet, I asked, "Are you going to come back and deal with Xu Zhinian's matter?"

Probably frightened by my gloomy tone, Yan Zhizhe spoke in a slightly weaker tone: "Jiang, Brother Jiang, I really can't come back."

I didn't speak.

Yan Zhizhe has been a little afraid of me since he was a child, so he hastily explained: "Shu Qi's birthday will be in half a month, and I promised to spend this birthday with him before returning to China."

Shuqi?

I thought for a few seconds before pulling out this person from my memory.

Lin Shuqi, Yan Zhizhe had been chasing Bai Yueguang for many years but hadn't caught up.

60

I don't have a deep impression of Lin Shuqi.

If Yan Zhizhe hadn't mentioned it today, I wouldn't have remembered this person at all.

He became an alumnus of mine and Yan Zhizhe's in high school. Yan Zhizhe fell in love with him at first sight, and he chased him for three full years without catching up.

After graduating from high school, Lin Shuqi and I were admitted to the same university.

Yan Zhizhe was used to being ignorant, and his grades obviously couldn't pass the admission threshold. In the end, he asked his father to donate a library to the school, and then successfully became alumni with Lin Shuqi.

Lin Shuqi was born in a scholarly family, her father is a university professor, and her mother is a well-known musician.

He has a kind of arrogance and arrogance in his bones, and when he gets along with others, he shows a superior attitude inadvertently. He puts on airs in everything he does.

Standard white moon quality.

A proud person like him naturally looks down on a dude like Yan Zhizhe.

However, Yan Zhizhe didn't know anything. After being hanged for so many years, he still regarded him as a sacred and inviolable male god deep in his heart.

61

That's why I say Yan Zhizhe is an out-and-out fool.

62

If there is anything about Lin Shuqi that I can remember, it is probably that he confessed his love to me before going abroad, and then I flatly rejected him.

Yan Zhizhe is obsessed with his nobility and dignity, but I just think it's pretentious.

63

Speaking of Lin Shuqi, I suddenly remembered why the first time I met Xu Zhinian, I felt familiar.

Xu Zhinian's appearance was somewhat similar to Lin Shuqi's.

Not exactly the same, but from a certain angle, it is indeed easy to be mistaken.

64

I quickly figured out the key.

Dare to Yan Zhizhe locked Xu Zhinian in the villa, just treating him as Lin Shuqi's substitute.

Now that the real master is by his side, the life and death of the substitute is naturally irrelevant.

I can't help but sneer.

65

Then... does Xu Zhinian know about Lin Shuqi's existence?

Did he know that the innocent disasters he suffered, the injuries and pains he endured were all because he had a face similar to Lin Shuqi's?

I couldn't help but tighten my hand holding the phone.

66

Before hanging up the phone, Yan Zhizhe said "Hello" twice and asked me what else I needed.

I asked him, "Then what are you going to do, Xu Zhinian?"

Yan Zhizhe blurted out and asked, "What should I do?"

After a few seconds, he seemed to remember what I said to him earlier: "Oh, you mean his illness, just find a doctor to cure him, and it's not like I can't afford the money... By the way, I have to Brother Jiang, can you help me look at it? Don’t worry, I won’t let you work in vain, when the time comes, I will directly transfer the money to your account..."

I took a few deep breaths before suppressing the anger in my heart, and then hung up the phone mercilessly.

67

Yan Zhizhe's casual attitude really made me furious.

For some reason, I began to feel sorry for Xu Zhinian.

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