After saving Bai Yueguang's substitute

【Today's love temperature: 56℃】

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Man is a complex creature.

Back in the hospital, when I saw Xu Zhinian for the first time, I saw his scars and knew what happened to him.

But I was as calm as water, indifferent to it.

And after getting along for so many days, even a small scar on his forehead can set off a stormy sea in my heart.

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I admit, my heart aches for him.

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I said, "If you don't like it, don't play the piano again."

He smiled at me: "Yeah."

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For a long time, neither of us spoke.

He raised his head again and looked up at the stars in the sky.

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I suddenly remembered that this night was the first time Xu Zhinian took the initiative to mention those three years to me.

I don't know if he talked about these things in private talks with Dr. Yao.

There may or may not be.

But when I usually chat with him, I never turn the topic to this side.

He didn't want to touch the past, but I was afraid that I would accidentally touch his wound.

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I don't know what such a change means, but it should be a good thing.

He is gradually shaking off the shadow of his past.

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"Actually, you like music very much, right?" I asked him.

He turned his head and looked at me with wide eyes, as if asking me why.

"Because you seem to enjoy it when you sing." After thinking about it, I added, "It's also very nice."

Xu Zhinian said, "Thank you."

Under the cover of the night, my cheeks were a little hot: "I'm not complimenting you, I'm just telling the truth."

Xu Zhinian laughed: "Your truth also makes me very happy."

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"I have loved singing since I was a child." He said, "A music teacher once said that I have a great sense of music, a good range of voice, and a very talented person. He also asked me if I was interested in developing music."

I said, "You turned him down?"

Xu Zhinian nodded: "Yes."

I wondered: "Why?"

"Because of poverty." Xu Zhinian said, "The road of music is too difficult and too expensive. My idea at the time was very realistic, that is, to study hard and get admitted to a key university so that grandma can live a better life. "

I said, "It's realistic, but you did it."

Xu Zhinian shook his head: "It's a pity that my grandma passed away when I was in college."

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The atmosphere suddenly became heavy again.

"When I was young, I really wanted to learn a musical instrument." Xu Zhinian changed the topic to music again, "But at that time, there was no such condition at home. There was a piano store on the way after school. I looked through the glass window and envied the children inside. , they can develop their hobbies as they please."

I said, "You can learn now, too."

Xu Zhinian was stunned: "Now?"

"Since you have talent, don't waste it." I said, "It's never too late to learn."

He was a little bewildered.

"If you don't know what to learn," I suggested, "do you want to learn guitar?"

Xu Zhinian repeated: "Guitar?"

I nodded: "Don't you think boys playing guitar are cool and handsome?"

Xu Zhinian thought for a while: "It seems to be."

I said, "I think the guitar is very suitable for you. Don't you want to go back to school? In the downstairs of the university dormitory, the romantic boy who plays the guitar and sings is not always shown on TV."

"Mr. Jiang." Xu Zhinian said, "This is an old routine from ten years ago."

"is it?"

I touched my nose, a little embarrassed.

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Xu Zhinian suddenly laughed: "But this proposal moved me very much."

I raise my eyebrows.

He looked up at me and said, "When I learn the guitar, I'll sing it to Mr. Jiang, okay?"

I looked at him deeply.

His eyes were gentle, with a little expectation.

I said: "Okay."

I couldn't bear to refuse him.

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Xu Zhinian raised the corners of his lips and smiled.

I saw a bit of slyness in his smile.

Like a successful little fox.

But I don't mind.

I hope that from now on, in his music world, there will be only guitars and no pianos.

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That's the end of the conversation for that day.

After a while, when Uncle Yang chatted with me, he said that Xu Zhinian liked to go to the piano store recently.

"He seems to be very interested in guitars." Yang Shu said, "I asked a lot of questions to the music teacher and looked at several guitars."

I asked, "Did he buy it?"

Uncle Yang shook his head: "No, I can see that he really wants to buy it, but he is still hesitating."

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What is he hesitating about?

Still haven't made up your mind whether to learn guitar?

It doesn't feel like it.

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I pondered for a moment, and suddenly understood.

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I asked Uncle Yang about the guitar that Xu Zhinian was looking for, and bought it with money.

For Xu Zhinian, this guitar is expensive.

Of course, it's just a trivial number in my eyes.

I gave him that guitar.

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Xu Zhinian was a little happy when he received it, but also a little surprised: "This is...?"

"I gave you this." I said.

Xu Zhinian opened his eyes slightly.

I added: "It's my money."

He suddenly became a little incoherent: "Thank you, thank you, Mr. Jiang."

I patted his head.

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"I'm penniless now." Xu Zhinian said, "Mr. Jiang took all the money I have from Yan Zhizhe."

"But this guitar, I don't want to buy it with his money."

I said, "I know."

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This is his new life, a new beginning.

It will not have anything to do with Yan Zhizhe.

The author has something to say: Xu Zhinian: Since then, when I look at the stars, I think of Mr. Jiang.

Xu Zhinian: When I play the guitar, I think of Mr. Jiang.

感谢在2019-11-1202:57:47~2019-11-1300:05:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: Sapium, free for the first name change, 1 star and moon;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Miko; 4 bottles of Su;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

Text / Christine Eleven