After saving Bai Yueguang's substitute

【Today's love temperature: 40℃】

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When I dreamed of the white dove for the third time, I called Dr. Yao.

"I'm on vacation this weekend." Dr. Yao said.

I said calmly: "The fee is double."

"Okay." Dr. Yao agreed without hesitation, "As long as the money is enough, I can still provide door-to-door services."

"No need." I said, "Just book a place."

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Dr. Yao set the location at a coffee shop.

When I arrived, he was already sitting in his seat with a notebook open in front of him.

Probably because of the vacation, he was dressed more casually, and he wore gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, looking refined and elegant.

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"Alone?" Seeing me, he raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Where's Xu Zhinian?"

I said, "I'm not treating him this time."

Dr. Yao understood, and turned a few pages forward in the notebook in his hand: "Today my patient is you."

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"I've been dreaming a lot lately," I said.

Doctor Yao asked, "Did you dream about your mother?"

"No." I shook my head and told him the content of the dream.

While listening, Dr. Yao wrote and drew in his notebook.

I looked down, but I was separated from him by a table, so I couldn't see clearly.

After listening, Dr. Yao came to a conclusion: "It's a erotic dream."

I looked away in embarrassment.

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"How long has it been since you had sex?"

Doctor Yao didn't feel uncomfortable at all.

He asked naturally, and I slowly relaxed: "I've never been keen on this."

"For a man of your age, this is a normal physiological need." Dr. Yao said, "You usually suppress yourself too much."

I said, "I don't think there's anything wrong with the current situation."

Dr. Yao shook his head: "Sometimes I really think you have a cold personality."

"Of course not," I said.

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"You have this dream repeatedly, it's a signal from your subconscious mind, it's telling you that you have desires." Dr. Yao pushed his glasses.

I frowned: "I haven't seen any abnormalities in the past few years, why did I suddenly start dreaming recently?"

Dr. Yao thought for a while and said, "It may be that you have met someone or something new, which stimulated your desire."

I wondered: "What?"

Dr. Yao continued to ask: "Recall, have you come into contact with anyone who impressed you recently?"

I looked at him without saying a word.

Dr. Yao said, "The man in the dream, you didn't see his face clearly, did you?"

I nodded: "He always has his back to me."

Doctor Yao asked, "Who is he?"

I paused and shook my head: "I don't know."

Dr. Yao looked at me thoughtfully.

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He turned over a page in the book and asked, "Who did you contact when you first dreamed?"

I said, "There was a social event that night and I met many people."

"Where is the person you met for the first time? Is there any?"

"Yes." I thought for a while, "One is my new assistant, and the other is given to me by Shi Jiazhi. But I'm sure I don't have the slightest interest in them."

Doctor Yao nodded.

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I asked, "How can I stop having this dream."

Dr. Yao took a sip of coffee and said, "The solution is actually very simple."

I asked: "What way?"

Dr. Yao smiled: "Sex is also a good way to relax."

I frown.

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"Jiang Mingyi."

Dr. Yao suddenly put down his notebook and leaned towards me: "If you have this need, you can consider me."

I pushed him away indifferently: "This joke is a bit too much, Dr. Yao."

"I'm not joking." Dr. Yao's lips twitched, "You like men, I'm a good candidate."

I taunted: "Psychiatrists and patients? Dr. Yao, what about your professional ethics?"

Dr. Yao looked at me for a while, then shrugged: "Okay."

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"So who is the white dove?"

He turned the subject back to my dream, as if the conversation had been nothing more than a blip.

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Dove?

Why is it a white dove?

I suddenly remembered the "Flower and Bird Market".

The little boy that day, I don't seem to know his name.

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I decisively called Shi Jiazhi.

"That little boy?" Shi Jiazhi asked strangely, "Aren't you not interested in him?"

I said, "Just tell me what his name is."

Shi Jiazhi said: "I don't know his real name, but in the 'Flower and Bird Market', his name seems to be... White Pigeon?"

I froze and lowered my eyes.

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After saying goodbye to Dr. Yao, I drove to the "Flower and Bird Market".

Because it was daytime, there were no people in the clubhouse. After the manager learned of my intention, he eagerly brought me here.

"He is the white pigeon. I don't know if he is the one you are looking for."

I looked up.

It was the little boy of the day.

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"Mr. Jiang." The expression on his face was a little happy, but also a little puzzled, "Why are you here?"

I didn't answer, just stared at him for a long time.

He seemed to want to get closer, but was frightened by my eyes and became bewildered.

"What, what's the matter? Did you call me here for something?"

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I retracted my gaze and raised my head towards the sofa to signal: "Go and lie down there."

After thinking about it, I added: "Lie on your stomach, with your back to me."

He didn't know why, but he obeyed obediently.

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I watched his back and realized it clearly.

He is not the white dove in my dream.

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When I left the "Flower and Bird Market", I remembered the last words Dr. Yao told me.

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"Actually, you know very well in your heart who the white pigeon is."

"It's just that you don't want to admit it."

"But your body is more honest than you think."

"You have lust for him."

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I leaned back tiredly, sinking deeply into the soft car seat.

"Go home," I said to Uncle Yang.

I lit a cigarette on the way.

After finishing a cigarette, the car just pulled into the gate.

I stubbed out the cigarette butt and sent a text message to Dr. Yao.

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Me: "You're right, I know who the white pigeon is."

Dr. Yao: "It's Xu Zhinian, right?"

Me: "How do you know?"

Dr. Yao: "Because if you like someone, you can't hide it."

Me: "You're wrong, I don't like him."

Dr. Yao: "Oh?"

Me: "As you said, I just have sexual desire for him."

Dr. Yao: "Then, I wish you good luck."

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He ended up sending me a smiley face.

I stared at the smiling face for a while, then turned off the phone expressionlessly.

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Dr. Yao was wrong.

I have received the most demanding and severe elite education since I was a child.

Over the years, I have received the pursuit and love of countless people, but I have never been tempted by anyone.

Repression and restraint, ruthlessness and rationality are the code of conduct engraved in my bones.

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and so.

It is impossible for me to like Xu Zhinian.

The author has something to say: Gong: I just like Xu Zhinian's face.

Dr. Yao: Oh?

Gong: Well, there is also the body.

Dr. Yao: Hehe.

The duplicity was not what Jiang Ming meant, he said he didn't like it, but his body was very honest.

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