[Quick Transmigration] On the Classification of Trash Boyfriends

The teacher who directed Huo Zhi's acting once told him that in order to perform a play well, an actor must never be fully involved in the play. He must divide his consciousness into two parts, one part should be integrated into the play, and he should be completely himself. The person in the play wants to experience his life, while the other part wants to float out of the body, observe the layout of the whole scene from the perspective of God, and delve into the flaws of his acting skills so that he can do better next time.When the performance ended, the two consciousnesses merged together again to form the most original 'self'.

In the past, Huo Zhi only acted in a play piece by piece, and then combined all the pieces into one play.But this and being fully integrated into a character now, and transforming one's own life into his life, are two completely different experiences.In one part, as 'Huo Zhi', he smiled for Qi Yan and cried for Qi Yan, humbled his love into the mud, and for the other part, he just looked at the whole situation with cold eyes and designed everything as he wanted.

In this scene, he is the absolute director and the absolute protagonist. He enjoys the process of entering the play and every moment of acting.

And every good script needs an ending that is perfect enough and regrettable enough.

"Mr. Qi, please sign."

The words written in black and white on the surgery consent form were like densely packed ants clinging together. Qi Yan just glanced at it and looked away as if stinging. The air in the corridor was filled with a strong smell of disinfectant, almost suffocating.The doctor waited for his next move, but Qi Yan just stood there without any movement.

"Mr. Qi..."

"Is the success rate of the operation high?"

Qi Yan's red eyes made the doctor speechless for a while, "This....half the probability."

This answer he had heard thousands of times did not change Qi Yan's depression.

He didn't know which operation he cared about, was it Huo An's?The doctor said there is a half chance, so it should be a good thing.But... what about Huo Zhi's?

What should Huo Zhi do?

"Mr. Qi? Do you want to continue signing?"

"..."

His heart was throbbing as if it was blocked by something, Qi Yan slowly picked up the pen, signed the two words on the paper, every movement turned into blood flowing from the tip of his heart, To the bone.

"The surgery will start at [-]pm and you can wait outside."

But before the doctor finished speaking, Qi Yan dropped his pen and strode out of the hospital.

The sports car was speeding at high speed, and Qi Yan seemed to want to vent all his unwillingness and pain under his feet. On the display screen in front of the car, the time of 11:30 flashed red, attracting his attention time and time again.

There is still an hour and a half before the operation will begin.

And now, he has kept everything from Huo Zhi.

In a word, a glass of water mixed with drugs, that person trusted him with all his heart.He thought that when the operation was over, he would be with Huo Zhi, in a real sense.Huo Zhi likes him so much, and has liked him for so many years, so if he compensates him in this way, he will be happy, right?

Sudden and excruciating, at this moment Huo Zhi's face slowly became clear in his mind, the paleness and forbearance of the young man when he was kneeling at the door, the shyness and fragility when he was afraid of thunder, and sometimes he would refute his words The mouth is like a milk cat stretching out its paws to show off, but as long as you give him a little sweetness, he will immediately put away the thorns all over his body, obedient and dependent on his master, his heart is full of eyes. one person.

How could he be willing to let go of such a vivid and distinct person who loves him so deeply?

"Master."

A familiar voice echoed in my ears.

"Master, good night."

In fact, at that time, he also wanted to say 'good night'.

Master, Master, Master...

"Master."

The wheels suddenly drew a deep black mark on the ground, the screeching sound was accompanied by the loud sound of the accelerator, the steering wheel of the sports car was almost turned to the limit by his owner, the front of the car turned around, and there was smoke and dust all the way.

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In the hospital, there are new deaths every day, accompanied by new lives. This is like the cruelest purgatory in the world, testing the warmth and coldness of people's hearts.

Outside the operating room, red lights flashed.

Once upon a time, the person inside was Huo An, and the person sitting outside was Qi Yan.But now, there was one more person inside, Huo Zhi, and Qi Yan almost rushed all the way to the door.

He grabbed the doctor standing next to him. It was already winter, but his forehead was dripping with sweat, leaving a light mark like tears.

"Where is the person!! Where is Huo Zhi!? The operation is over, let him come out!"

"First, sir, calm down...... Is the Mr. Huo Zhi you mentioned the voluntary donor?"

'donor'.This word burned his heart like a cigarette butt, Huo Zhi is obviously a person!He is not a donor for anything at all!

He seemed to have completely forgotten that at the beginning, he also included Huo Zhi as a 'heart donor'.

The doctor said, "Are you Mr. Qi? The surgery started 10 minutes ago, you can wait outside..."

"......What did you say?"

The doctor's clothes were crumpled by Qi Yan.

"You said, what?" He asked tremblingly word by word, "It's only twelve o'clock now, the operation starts at one o'clock, and the list you gave me is written in black and white!! How, how is it possible It just started?!"

"The patient had an adverse reaction half an hour ago and begged for an earlier operation time, so for the sake of the patient's body..."

For... Joan's body?

Qi Yan pulled the doctor's hand and slowly released it. He seemed to be sobered by these words, or fell into another deeper chaos. The man staggered back two steps, like a decadent and The defeated lion fell down on the bench at the door of the emergency room and let out a low growl that was almost trembling.

He's like a joke.

It was he who sent Huo Zhi into the operating room with his own hands, but he regretted it, he couldn't do it, he couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear the boy who loved him, Huo An's surgery could find a new heart, but Huo Zhi, Huo Zhi Nothing can happen...

He was thinking all the way, thinking about the best result all the way, but often, reality would only put the worst result in front of him, and then pointed at his chest and laughed at him, ha, look, this Isn't that what you want?Didn't you do all of this?

Qi Yan buried his face in his hands, maybe he didn't want others to see his red eyes and tears.