white sparrow

With some ambiguous thoughts buried, the days of waiting will become even more difficult. New Year's Day comes much later than Lu Linan imagined.

Lu Lin'an hasn't been able to contact Bai Que much this week. He seems to be very busy and often fails to answer Lu Lin'an's calls. Even if he does, he hangs up after a few words in a hurry.

Recalling how Bai Que rejected him the last time they met, Lu Lin'an still resisted the urge to go directly to him.

Anyway, it was agreed to meet at the New Year's Day event, and the holiday will be over ten days after the end of New Year's Day. The big deal is to go directly to Baique's house for two days during the winter vacation, or take Baique to your own home, but I don't know if Baique's mother will would agree.

On New Year's Day, Lu Lin'an came to school very early. It was just dawn. He tossed and turned in bed last night and couldn't sleep. The more important the moment, the more accidents would happen. Maybe neither of them had the chance to be alone. The familiar Baique would also be too nervous to speak, but the most likely thing is that Baique will feel that he has suddenly gone crazy, and has already resorted to all means to maintain the relationship between the two.

Unscrupulous, never thought that one day I would be associated with this word.

He was anxious to find the white sparrow, so he went to the key class first, looked around, but didn't see the white sparrow, disappointed but expected, he couldn't block the door of other classes, so he went back to his class first.

Several class committee members came early and were still making the final arrangements. He basically pasted the ribbons hanging on the windows in the class. After all, he was tall and didn't need to step on the benches.

When everyone has arrived, the students are led by the class teacher, and they sluggishly go to the auditorium. The empty auditorium is filled with students and noise.

Fat Moon Ban and those people helped Lu Linan save a good seat, but Lu Linan consciously took the last row seat. Even if it was a stepped seat, he would still block the view of the students behind him, and it became a habit to sit in the last row.

The performances rehearsed by the students were simple but very attentive, and the teacher also let go of his majesty to accept the students' jokes. From time to time, bursts of laughter burst out in the auditorium.

Lu Lin'an's attention was not on the performance, he was a little absent-minded, and from time to time he turned his head to look at the door of the auditorium where people were coming and going. After several shows were over, there was still no sign of the white bird.

It seems that he did not participate in the rehearsal of the key class program, and he was not in the program. Lu Linan guessed that Bai Que would arrive at the school at the time when the principal was speaking, so he quietly left his seat, stood at the stairs and dialed Bai Que's phone. People pick up.

Bai Que probably didn't bring his mobile phone, he didn't use his mobile phone very much, and he rarely remembered to take it when he went out.

After going around in a circle, I got into the control room through the small door of the auditorium. The principal and the tuning teacher were all sitting in it, but I still didn't see the white bird.

The principal guessed that he was looking for Baique, but he didn't accuse Lu Linan of running around. He stopped the teacher who wanted to drive Lu Linan out, and patted the bench sofa where he was sitting to make room for Lu Linan.

From the perspective of the control room, the stage is bigger, and you can also see the grand piano hidden behind the curtain. After a while, the white bird will sit there and play the piano, with its back to all the students, and you are The only audience that Bai Que can see, when he finishes playing, he can walk through the heavy curtains, lead Bai Que to a place where there is no one, and tell Bai Que what he has prepared for a long time.

Time passed little by little, and the restlessness of the students became louder and louder. It is estimated that their minds had already flown out of the auditorium. There were only the performances of the last two classes left on the program list, but they still did not see it. The figure of the white sparrow, the phone has not been answered, and even the principal cannot contact him.

Lu Lin'an hesitated for a moment, and tried to dial the number of Baique's mother. After waiting for a long time, no one answered.

I have no choice but to call Mother Lin and ask her if there is a way to contact Bai Que's mother, maybe she will know where Bai Que is going.

As a result, Mother Lin was silent for a while, and said to him: "An'an, Mom and Aunt Bai have not been in touch for a long time. Is something wrong with Bai Que?"

"...It's okay Mom, I'll talk to you when I get back." Lu Linan hung up the phone, he was a little panicked, he could only suppress his restlessness, clutched the phone tightly in his hand, thinking about going out and waiting, Maybe if you open the door of the auditorium, you can meet the white sparrow by chance and talk to him.

The headmaster at the side was also in a hurry, why was it so difficult to find an accompanist?

Seeing that the last program was coming to an end, but the white sparrow still showed no signs of appearing, the principal could only grimace, and said to the teacher who was tuning: "Oh, why don't you play some music that the students like to listen to. "

"Principal, let me play. The white bird may come after a while, and it may be delayed on the way." Lu Linan put down the phone that did not respond and stood up. What he wants to do most now is to rush out of the auditorium immediately Looking for Bai Que, but he also wants to complete this performance for Bai Que. If Bai Que knows that due to his own fault, it has affected the principal's closing speech, he will definitely feel very guilty. Bai Que has always liked this caring person headmaster.

The teachers in the control room didn't expect the demon king Lu Lin'an to play the piano, and they looked at her suspiciously, worried that he would take the opportunity to make trouble.But to the principal, it was really another village, so he quickly agreed to Lu Linan's offer.

When Lu Lin'an appeared on the stage, it caused a small commotion. The commotion centered on Lu Lin'an's friends and spread outward in the auditorium. Occasionally, a small exclamation came from under the stage: "So he is Lu Lin'an!" The students who couldn't sit still were aroused a lot of interest by Lu Lin'an's appearance, and looked at him sitting on the piano bench and whispered.

Baique was always punctual, rain or shine, and this was the first time he was late. Lu Linan dispelled the bad thoughts that kept popping up in his mind, lifted the piano cover, and opened the sheet music.

Maybe he really just fell asleep by accident, everyone has such moments, why doesn't Baique?

His qin skills are naturally not as exquisite as that of the white bird. Fortunately, in such a relaxed occasion, he can handle it casually. No one will pay attention to his mistakes. Coupled with the speech that the principal had carefully prepared for a long time, the girls sitting in the front row were actually moved to tears.

"When you leave this school after graduation, you will face a future that truly belongs to you. I hope you will always be thirsty for knowledge, keep your original aspirations, and always wipe away your tears and move forward bravely."

The headmaster’s speech ended when the bell rang, accompanied by the separation of the last note on Lu Lin’an’s fingertips, and also accompanied by Lu Lin’an’s disappearing expectations, the white sparrow still did not appear, he didn’t know how he managed to finish playing In the auditorium filled with applause and weeping for these songs, only Lu Lin'an anxiously waited for someone who was not present.

Before he even had time to say hello to his friends, Lu Linan ran out of the auditorium, stepped on the fence and climbed out of the school, and stopped a taxi that happened to pass by.

"Master, please send me to this piano store in the suburbs of the city. I know how to get there, and I will show you the way."

"Master, can I be there within 10 minutes?"

"Young man, do you think I drive a rocket? There are a lot of cars at this point, okay?"

The more time passed, the more restless Lu Linan became, so he could only open the car window to let the cold wind blow away the restless atmosphere in the car.

The door of the piano store blocked him outside, and the security guard at the door said that he would help him pass the message.

Lu Lin'an waited anxiously before the security guard came back slowly. He said that there was indeed a student named Baique, but he had dropped out of the piano shop and hadn't been to the piano shop for a while.

Baique never told him about it, and didn't even leave any clues.

Lu Linan took a step back, turned around and ran towards Baique's house. The cold winter wind mercilessly poured into his collar, causing him a headache.

It was that old building with a strange smell again. Lu Lin'an walked up the three stairs one step at a time while holding on to the handrail. The sound of eager steps woke up the incandescent lamps in the corridor that were poorly connected, and Lu Lin'an left them all behind.

"Little bird, are you home? White sparrow? White sparrow! Where are you!" Lu Lin'an impatiently stretched out his hand to ring the doorbell, and just patted on the screen door tirelessly, as if the white sparrow would not be able to stand his noise and open the room The door, appeared in front of him, glared at him, and asked if he was crazy.

Such a crazy move attracted the upstairs residents, and the aunt wrapped in a coat came down aggressively and cursed Lu Linan who made the noise.

"I'm going to die, do you know the nap time?"

"Auntie, do you know where this family has gone? A mother and child? That boy is so tall." Lu Linan made a random gesture at his chin, asking the still angry aunt as if grasping at straws.

"Does this family owe you money? They moved out two days ago, and the house has been handed over."

"What? Why did they move suddenly?" Lu Lin'an stepped up the stairs, wanting to ask something more, but that reckless appearance scared the aunt back two steps, Lu Lin'an could only stop, and said sorry.

"Ask the landlord? How do I know? People are on the first floor, so stop arguing here."

This was Lu Linan's only clue. He couldn't help but try. He knocked on the landlord's door on the first floor, and a grandma on crutches walked out, with a stooped body and gray hair. Lu Linan half bent down and held back his In a panic, he asked: "Hi grandma, I would like to ask, has the resident upstairs moved?"

"Yeah, I moved away suddenly. Within two days, I didn't have time to print the list of new residents."

"Why did they move?"

"Only the boy moved away. It seems that he was picked up by his father. I haven't seen her mother for a long time. I don't know much about their family. They don't talk to the neighbors very much."

"...Grandma, can I go into the house and have a look?"

After getting the key to the house, Lu Linan opened the door of the house. Nothing changed inside. The piano was still in the center of the living room, with the score piled aside, and the mobile phone he gave to Bai Que was quietly placed on the piano. , The white sparrow did not take it with it when it left.

There is no password set on the mobile phone, so Lu Linan can open it directly, and the screen displays more than a dozen missed calls made by Lu Linan, and the wallpaper is a photo of Lu Linan's side face, which seems to be taken by Baique when he didn't know it. It seemed as if he would turn around in the next second and smile pleasantly at the person in front of him.

The more precious things are, the more accidents will occur.

The white sparrow got out of the track of Lu Linan's life and disappeared without a trace. At some point in time that Lu Linan didn't know about, too many things happened in his ordinary daily life that exceeded expectations.

Only the contact information of Lu Lin'an and Aunt Bai in Baique's mobile phone. I found Aunt Bai's family, but the two parties have already cut off contact. I don't know where the white bird went; I found the contact information of the white bird's father after a while.

Lu Linan couldn't hang up listening to the busy tone coming from the phone. He didn't know where else to look for the white bird. How did he find out at this time that the connection between him and the white bird was So fragile.

With what mood did Bai Que choose to leave?Ever scolded him for being annoyingly slow when leaving?Have you ever expected his sudden appearance?

Parting always comes inadvertently and suddenly. Lu Lin'an didn't see his own intentions clearly. Habits are a terrible trap, deceiving him so that he has no power to resist. When facing the heart-wrenching separation, he can only be angry at his own incompetence , and finally accepted the fact helplessly.

Half of Lu Linan's life belonged to him, and the other half belonged to the white bird. The half that belonged to the white bird was forever treasured by him in the past, but the part that belonged to him had to move forward.

The story belonging to Lu Linan and Bai Que seems to be saying goodbye in this way.

"An'an? Are you okay?" When Mama Lin pushed the door and entered, Lu Lin'an was leaning against the desk and staring out of the window blankly, not knowing what he was thinking. Finally, he put down his phone and revealed a story to himself Smile easily.

"It's okay, I'm fine."