Never give up

Han Ge hardly made any sound from the beginning to the end, which made Jing Haisheng feel frustrated.

He easily controlled the dominant position and the rhythm of the two of them, so that Jing Haisheng was taken to the top of the sky by him as if out of control.But he himself seemed calm and composed, and seemed very satisfied with his performance. After the end, there was always a slight smug smile on his face.

Jing Haisheng closed his eyes, feeling unbelievable for his actions.

Unlike any other time, today they didn't turn off the lights.The chandelier in the living room shone brightly overhead, so they would not miss each other's subtle expressions and movements.

When there is light, the moral sense in people's hearts is like a god three feet above the head, which inexplicably produces many constraints and self-criticism.Jing Haisheng thought, he actually dared to have an affair with another person in a place separated by a wall from Jingli!However, this is not considered stealing at all, they are clearly doing it aboveboard and without any scruples.If it weren't for the fact that the sofa is too narrow and inconvenient to use, they would come here safely!

If Han Ge were his boyfriend, he would feel even more confident.

So, did I fall in love with Korean songs?

If you casually play with someone on the bed for a few times, is it too naive to pretend to be passionate about love?Jing Haisheng is not this kind of person, and Han Ge is not.

Forget it, have something to think about.Jing Haisheng thought to himself, even if Jing Li suddenly opened the door and walked out at this moment, he would not be flustered.He is such an indulgent person, Jing Li is so smart, he already knew it.

Han Ge came out of the bathroom and walked to the sofa.Jing Haisheng glanced at him and said, "You go first."

Han Ge smiled: "So ruthless?"

"No." Jing Haisheng was a little exhausted, and said lazily: "There is only one bedroom here, and there is no place for you to sleep. Otherwise, the living room is so big, you can choose a corner to store a doghouse."

Han Ge looked down at him amusedly, and said, "Okay, let's make an appointment another day."

Jing Haisheng smiled faintly, noncommittal.Han Ge bent down, kissed him lightly on the cheek, smiled slightly, turned and walked out the door.

For some reason, Jing Haisheng watched Han Ge close the door and leave, and a strange thought came to his mind: did he just leave?Is he really gone?

——I told him to leave quickly, but he actually left...

Jing Haisheng supported himself and sat up.Before he could think clearly about these issues, his legs acted before his brain, and he threw on his slippers and ran outside.Han Ge had just walked to the turning of the stairs on the second floor and the first floor, when he heard his footsteps, he stopped and turned to look at him.

This is an old-fashioned house with no lights in the stairwell.In the half-bright moonlight outside, Jing Haisheng saw Han Ge's slightly upturned smile, and couldn't help laughing himself, saying, "You expected that I would chase him out?"

"That's not true." Han Ge smiled, "I just want to stop and take another look at you."

Jing Haisheng walked down the stairs step by step, Han Ge watched him approach without blinking.Then the two stretched out their arms at the same time, and hugged each other's body tightly.

Han Ge turned around slightly, and pushed Jing Haisheng against the wall. The two raised their faces at the same time, looking for each other's mouth, and kissed again.They were actually thinking the same thing in their minds, which immediately excited each other.

They seldom kissed before, and every time they had a drink or two, they climbed into bed directly.Then Han Ge said, relax a little, and Jing Haisheng said, pull on the light.It happens every time, almost without exception.

But the continuous kissing tonight seemed to make the two of them suddenly open the door to a new world and discover a new continent.The two of them struggled with each other desperately, and then slowly gave up.

Jing Haisheng's lips were red and wet from his kiss, and he stretched out the back of his hand involuntarily, and wiped it. Only after he finished wiping, did he feel that his actions were a little obscene.

Both of them panted slightly, and after a while, Jing Haisheng whispered: "It's too late, let's go."

Han Ge said "hmm", turned around and walked downstairs.Jing Haisheng lowered his eyes and said softly: "I feel like I'm in love with you, and when I think of you leaving, I feel a little bit reluctant."

Han Ge stopped in his tracks, tilted his head slightly, and seemed to want to say something, but he still didn't turn his head.He stood silently for a while, and finally walked down the stairs slowly, disappearing into the vast night.

Jing Haisheng sighed softly and closed his eyes.

It is difficult for Jing Haisheng himself to measure how serious his words are.

Knowing Han Ge for so long, he can't help but learn to wrap his sincerity in a falsehood. If someone is willing to work hard to break the shell and taste the true taste, of course it will be great.But what if others don't want to?Taste the sweetness of the outer shell briefly, and then look at each other with a smile, knowing it clearly, and that's all.

Modern people no longer dare to love someone with all their heart and soul. Once they fail, they may be forever lost.Even if you love someone again, you have to dig a way out for yourself and be ready to retreat at any time.Whenever someone says "I'm sorry you're a good guy but we're not suitable", say:

"Haha, I was just joking. Don't take it seriously, don't take it seriously!"

How much is true love worth?My face is the most important thing!As for how regretful and sad you are afterwards, just cover yourself with the quilt and cry.

Back in the house, Jing Haisheng hesitated, but pushed open the bedroom door.After looking at the person on the bed for a while, when he was about to close the door and go back to the living room, Jing Li suddenly asked softly: "Is he gone?"

"Ah."

"Is there something for you? Why did you leave so soon?"

"He said there was a gift..." Jing Haisheng stopped in the middle of speaking.Where is the agate brave that I promised to give myself and Jingli?Sure enough, they were all excuses!

"He said there was nothing wrong, so he just talked to me casually..." Jing Haisheng quickly changed his words.Jing Li was silent for a while, and said "um".

The sound insulation effect of this room is not good, there is quite a lot of noise in the room, and the living room can hear it clearly.In the same way, Jing Li didn't fall asleep at all, he could hear himself and Han Ge in the living room.

However, Jing Haisheng also knew that with Jingli's character, he would never ask questions, even though he had made up his mind to answer all his questions.

For the next two weeks, Jing Li didn't go back to the rental house, and went directly to his new rented place after work.After Jing Haisheng received his call, he said calmly, OK, got it.

Rather than saying that he is elegant and calm, it is more appropriate to say that his heart is as dead ashes.

In the days when Jing Li was not around, he never stepped into this room again.

Jingli's roommate was a little surprised when he moved back suddenly in his junior year.Someone blinked and asked, "What's the matter, did you break up with your girlfriend?" Jing Haisheng thought for a while, and felt that admitting this was more embarrassing than admitting that he had broken up with his brother, so he rolled his eyes at the other party.

King Kong was the only one who told about him.Because according to his observation, although King Kong is a bit soft and cute and looks unmanly, he is a person with a good character and does not spread rumors.

In the process of chatting with King Kong, Jing Haisheng learned of such a thing.

King Kong asked, we had an open class last semester, and there was a thin girl with short hair who sat next to you every time she came, do you remember?Jing Haisheng thought for a while, and said that there seemed to be such a person.

King Kong said that when he was eating in the cafeteria one afternoon, the girl happened to be there, and he held back for a long time before asking him if Jing Haisheng had a girlfriend living together outside the school.King Kong was a little surprised and couldn't explain clearly.He really didn't know if Jing Haisheng really had a girlfriend, after all he had never seen one before, so naturally he couldn't lie.

So the girl said that she had prepared a small gift and wanted to give it to Jing Li.She didn't say what gift, but when she was wandering outside Jingli's classroom, she was stopped by a person.This person said to her seriously: "Student Jing Haisheng has a girlfriend, so don't waste your efforts."

The girl blushed at what he said, so she turned around and left.

This person is Han Ge.King Kong had met him twice, but he didn't know his name. After he described it briefly, Jing Haisheng understood.Han Ge actually came to the school to look for him, and even lied in front of his classmates, which surprised Jing Haisheng.

This happened half a year ago, King Kong didn't tell Jing Haisheng at that time, because he ran out of school as soon as school was over in those few days, and the two barely met a few times, and King Kong forgot about it in the past few days.At this moment, the two were chatting, and Jin suddenly remembered just now.

Jing Haisheng thought for a while, it seemed that nothing particularly strange happened at that time, what exactly is Han Ge going to do?

Based on his understanding of Han Ge, he felt that Han Ge should have no malice in doing this.Although Han Ge has a domineering nature and often has some weird ideas in his mind, overall, he is still good to him.After thinking for a long time, Jing Haisheng guessed that it was probably because he didn't want to really talk about his girlfriend, so he couldn't invite him to play boyfriend on special occasions.

But this doesn't make sense, Han Ge should be very clear in his heart, Jing Haisheng is a homosexual at all, and only his brother is in his heart.It is impossible for him to talk about a girlfriend at all.

After thinking about it, it was a bit strange, but it was not a big deal, so Jing Haisheng didn't take it to heart, and planned to question Han Ge the next time he saw him.

It's just that he never dreamed that he would be in such a tragic situation when he saw Han Ge again.At this moment, he was still secretly reminiscing about the secret affair with Han Ge that night, as well as the kiss in the corridor that nobody was watching.

It was an old-fashioned residential building. In addition to Jingli, there were three households living on the second floor. The total number of men, women, children, and children was at least ten people. We often met in the corridors, and there were also bosses and bosses who attended meetings. Let's check the water and electricity.Therefore, it was a kiss that was truly crazy and unscrupulous, savoring it carefully, with a faint hint of excitement.

Jing Haisheng didn't think about what the consequences would be if someone found out.He suddenly felt that Han Ge brought him an irresistible charm.He may be able to leave Jingli after a painful experience, but it is difficult to draw a clear line with Han Ge!