Never give up

Jing Haisheng didn't go to Hongqiao Station after all, he called Jing Li and found out that he returned to Shanghai at eleven o'clock in the morning, and it was someone from Fengxing's crew who sent him back.

Jing Haisheng felt a little strange, so he asked Han Ge's driver to take him back to the rental house next to S University.

As soon as he entered the door, Jing Haisheng saw Jing Li sitting on the sofa, his face was a little unhappy, and when he looked carefully, his right wrist was actually wrapped with a thick circle of gauze.

"What's going on? Are you hurting your hand?"

Seeing him coming back, Jing Li nodded with a smile, "Well, there was an accident during the filming yesterday. The props fell off and they were in my hands. It's nothing serious, don't worry."

Jing Haisheng sat beside him, raised his wrist to look up and down, then raised his head to look at his face, pouted slightly and said, "It looks serious! Why didn't you tell me yesterday."

Jing Li stretched out his hand to stroke his head, even though Jing Haisheng was already taller than him, he was still used to it like petting a small animal. "I'm afraid you're worried. It's rare for your friend to have a birthday, and I don't want to spoil your fun."

Jing Haisheng remained silent, slowly bent down, leaned on Jing Li's shoulder, and slowly pulled his hand in front of her.

Jing Li felt that he was a little strange, so he called softly: "Hai Sheng!" Jing Haisheng took his hand, approached his face, and then suddenly put his fingers into his mouth.

His fingers were as cool as a lake in summer.Jing Haisheng stuck out his tongue subconsciously and licked it lightly.

Jing Li suddenly withdrew his hand as if he had been electrocuted, and said with anger in his tone, "Hai Sheng, what are you doing!"

Jing Haisheng leaned over and looked straight into his eyes.

There was a sense of desire in his eyes that a beast looks at its prey, and Jing Li suddenly became flustered when he saw it, and subconsciously moved to the other side of the sofa.Jing Haisheng rushed forward, pressed his right shoulder, and shouted: "Jing Li!"

He did not call brother.He didn't want to treat Jing Li as a brother at all.

In an instinctive reaction, Jing Li raised his right hand and wanted to push him, but as soon as he raised his hand, he touched the wound on his wrist, and he couldn't help screaming, his brows furrowed in pain.

He hurriedly tried to get away, and shouted eagerly: "Jing Haisheng, what are you doing!"

Jing Haisheng was like a patient suffering from aphasia suddenly, with a beating heart, panting heavily in his throat, unable to speak at all.At this moment, he is no longer the frail, ignorant young man when he met him for the first time seven years ago.

He is taller than Jing Li and much stronger than Jing Li.

What's more, at this time, he has already begun to lose control.

He has never wanted to get the person in front of him eagerly, no matter it is a person or a heart, he wants it like this moment, and he wants it crazy.

Jing Haisheng clearly felt that his young and powerful heart was beating rapidly against the opponent.Thinking of how close he and Jing Li are, Jing Haisheng suddenly trembled with excitement.

To him, Jing Li is the temptation of drugs, and at this moment, he is so crazy that it is hard to contain it.His hand lifted Jingli's clothes and penetrated into his lower back, the touch of his skin made him instantly feel the pleasure of being hit by an electric current.

"Jing Haisheng, you are crazy..."

—I'm crazy, I think you're going crazy!

——Just looking at you quietly is not enough at all!I think you want to die, I hope you belong to me, and only belong to me forever!

Jing Haisheng couldn't wait for him to finish his sentence, so he forcibly pressed his upper body and gagged his mouth involuntarily.

Jing Li's right hand trembled with pain, and it was difficult to use his left hand. In the end, Jing Haisheng forced both hands to the top of his head.He avoided his face in horror, trying to avoid his hot lips, but to no avail.

Jing Haisheng was like an all-pervasive beast, prying open his mouth fiercely, sucking the tip of his tongue, while pulling the other's clothes brutally, and leaning towards his body.

All of a sudden, Jing Haisheng felt a sharp pain on the tip of his tongue, and Jing Li bit him hard, his mouth instantly filled with the taste of blood.He was stunned for a second, flinched in disbelief, and then pressed Jing Li's chin even more violently, biting his lips even more viciously, the bloody breath rolled up by his tongue, between the two people's teeth Back and forth entanglement.

The sofa was too narrow, and the two people who arrived there were in pain.Jing Li tried his best to avoid him, then raised his hand and slapped him hard on his face.He used his injured right hand, deliberately with the intention of torturing himself.This slap was severe, and the two of them hurt more than the other, but neither of them said a word.

The Gospel of Matthew says that if someone slaps you on the left cheek, turn the right cheek to him as well.

Jing Haisheng has never been able to understand what kind of crazy talk this is, but at this moment, he seems to be suddenly blessed, and feels that being beaten is a kind of blessing. He smiled faintly, turned his face slightly, and said: "This way, here too Just once."

Jing Li unceremoniously slapped him on the right cheek as well.

Jing Haisheng looked at him fixedly, touched his face, and then laughed.

"Jing Haisheng, you bastard."

"I'm a bastard, I was never a good thing, I was selfish, ruthless, willful and stubborn, and you mistakenly thought I could be taught. From the beginning, you knew who I was, and you shouldn't treat me like this Okay. If it wasn't for my birth, your father wouldn't have abandoned you mother and son. You should hate me to death! But why do you treat me so well? Why do you take care of me and protect me? You should hate me, beat me I scolded me and tortured me, why didn't you do this? You made me unable to live without you, you made me the person I am today."

Jing Li frowned deeply.

——Is there such a ridiculous thing in this world?Is it a mistake to be too nice to others?

"I love you as I love myself. Jingli, I am willing to do anything for you, do you know?" Jing Haisheng exhaled softly, "I'm sorry, I apologize to you. But, I don't No regrets. Whether you love me or hate me, I will feel happy. I just want you, I want your whole person. Even if we are only together for one day or one night, I think it is worth it."

"Jing Haisheng," Jing Li said suddenly, his words choked with sobs, "You... how do you want me to explain to my father?"

"No need, my life is my own decision, I don't need to explain to others at all. You can tell him that we have a relationship, I forced you, I forced you. If this is a crime, let He came to kill me."

They did it once half a year ago.It was Valentine's Day.Jing Li was in a bad mood that day, so after he dawdled for many days and nights coquettishly and confessing, he half-pushed and half-finished.However, afterward, instead of becoming intimate, their relationship became more alienated and embarrassing.

Jing Li still cared about him very much, but became visibly flustered.Later, Jing Haisheng gradually understood that it was due to Jing Li's personality.I don't like to have a strong confrontation with others, but it doesn't mean I have accepted his love.It was still too early to get close to his heart.

Jing Li raised his eyes and looked at him.Jing Haisheng expected him to say something, but was disappointed in the end.

Jing Li got out of bed silently, walked to the bathroom, and planned to fetch some hot water with a basin.Jing Haisheng took the first step, took the basin from his hand, and said, "I'll come. I'll fetch the water for you."

He took half a basin of hot water, put it on the shelf, took off Jingli's towel, soaked it thoroughly in the hot water, and deliberately tried to see if the temperature was right, then held the towel in an almost pious mood, and handed it to Jingli. in front of you.

Jing Li raised his hand, and "slapped" the towel into the basin, splashing a large splash of water, which wet the hem of both of their clothes.Jing Haisheng stared at him blankly, then lowered his head, took a step back, and made room for him.

Jing Li silently washed his face and brushed his teeth, then went back to the bedroom, took out the ointment from the bedside table, and prepared to apply it to his wrist.Jing Haisheng hurriedly knelt down and said, "I'll do it!"

For right-handed people, it is always inconvenient for them to use their left hands.Jing Li frowned slightly, before he could object, Jing Haisheng had already snatched the ointment, while untying the gauze on his hand, he squeezed out the ointment, and carefully applied it to his wound, bit by bit evenly open.

Jing Li's wrist did not have any obvious trauma, but it was swollen high.Jing Haisheng lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I pressed you just now. Does it still hurt now?"

Jing Li shook his head and said, "Don't worry about me, you can go home."

"I don't." Jing Haisheng shook his head without hesitation, "If you don't want to see me, I'll sit in the living room. Anyway, I won't leave now anyway."

Jing Li lowered his eyes, not looking at him.Jing Haisheng let go, walked out slowly, and closed the bedroom door.

For the next whole night, Jing Li didn't go out of the room much.Didn't eat dinner, sat until it was dark, Jing Haisheng couldn't sit still, got up and walked to the door of the bedroom, saw him sitting by the bed, talking on the phone with someone, said: "Okay, I see, I'll be here early in the morning."

He hung up the phone, Jing Haisheng walked up to him and asked, "Where are you going?"

Jing Li sweetly glanced at him, and said, "The day after tomorrow, go back to Hangzhou. There was a scene that needs to be played again."

"But your injury hasn't healed yet."

Jing Li shook his head, and said lightly: "It's okay, there are more than a dozen people in the crew, and I'm not alone, so I can't delay everyone's progress because of me."

Jing Haisheng bowed his head and thought for a while, then said: "Can you take me with you, I can take care of you. You can introduce me to be a group performer, or something else. I can do everything, cleaning, logistics ,It is all acceptable."

"No." Jing Li immediately shook his head, "You're going to start school soon, don't run around during this time. Dad and Aunt Su will have opinions."

"I work with you, and they are too late to be happy, so how could they have any objections."

Jing Li frowned slightly, and after a while, he said: "Okay."

He just said this word, which was enough to make Jing Haisheng excited.He hurriedly asked: "Really? It's really okay. Then... Then what do I need to prepare?"

"There is no need to prepare anything specially. However, the specific situation depends on the arrangement of Director Wang and the others, and I don't count if I say it."

"No problem, no problem." Jing Haisheng nodded with a busy smile, "You can do whatever you want, as long as you are willing to take me with you."