[Rebirth] Ye Jinzhu Falls Out of Favor

"I think it's all right." Shao Wenxiao sat in front of the desk, casually flipped through the novels and documents on Ye Chengyu's desk, and even opened the drawers to see what happened. He didn't treat himself as an outsider at all, but he didn't have any psychological barriers. of.

But Ye Chengyu, who was standing behind, accidentally saw this scene, but his heart almost jumped out of his throat with fright. He opened his mouth to stop Shao Wenxiao's further movements, but it seemed that it was too late.

Shao Wenxiao pulled open the third drawer under the desk, then froze.

"What are these?" He stretched out his hand and slowly stroked the bottles and jars in sight, with an extremely shocked expression, as if he had seen some monster.

It turned out that Ye Chengyu's secret medicine in his bedroom was not less than his own, and even had many names, which he had never seen before.Shao Wenxiao casually picked up a bottle and put it in front of him for a closer look. From the "medication instructions", he could barely know that it was a psychotropic medicine.

Nervous decline...depression...self-mutilation...

When Shao Wenxiao accidentally saw these two words, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he clenched the medicine bottle tightly, "Ye Chengyu, come here."

"I..." Ye Chengyu felt that his legs were extremely heavy at the moment, and he couldn't walk at all. If he didn't support the cabinet with both hands, he might be able to kneel down directly.

"Xiao'er, listen to my explanation...it's not what you think...I, I am..."

"How long?"

"..."

"I asked you how long you have been taking these medicines?! Cough..."

"You, you, you! Don't get excited! I'm just... oh!" Ye Chengyu hurried over, poured a glass skillfully, ran back and fed it to Shao Wenxiao, then gently patted his back, waiting He calmed down a bit, and then continued, "You, during the time you were locked up in Fang's house, my spirit was really not good, and I often had hallucinations, and sometimes I used... to calm myself down But don't worry! I haven't eaten for a long time! Quit...all quit...really!"

"What are those words?"

"Ah? Ah..."

"What are the few words you didn't say aloud?"

"Alcoholism, alcoholism... self-mutilation..." Ye Chengyu said more and more in a low voice, and in the end it was all in his mouth. If he didn't listen carefully, he really couldn't hear clearly, and his head was buried deeply, His eyes flicked around, but he didn't dare to look at Shao Wenxiao.

Shao Wenxiao lost his patience and stretched out his hand to pinch his chin, forcing him to raise his head, "Self-mutilation... It's the same as what we played before. We are all paranoid as expected. Do you still have such thoughts now?"

"No, I dare not have it... Now I feel very happy, let's live like this for the rest of our lives, okay? Don't leave me again..." Ye Chengyu broke away from Shao Wenxiao's hand and held him tightly in my arms.

"We're all going to be fine... Tomorrow, I'll throw these things away."

"Now."

"Okay, okay, whatever you say is what you say. Come on, Xiangxiang."

Shao Wenxiao raised his head a little upon hearing this, and even closed his eyes cooperatively.Ye Chengyu leaned over slightly, and imprinted a kiss on his lips like a superficial kiss.

"Okay, let's not talk about being unhappy. Before the takeaway comes, hurry up and sleep for a while, and I'll accompany you." After speaking, he involuntarily pulled Shao Wenxiao up, wanting to take him to the bed.But Shao Wenxiao's gaze suddenly focused on a hardcover notebook in the corner.His intuition told him that there must be secrets in that book, maybe it was a diary or something.So, he reached out to get the notebook again.

This time, Ye Chengyu stopped him swiftly.

"That's nothing to look at, it's just scribbles, meaningless." After finishing speaking, he was about to pretend nothing had happened, put it in a drawer, and was about to lock it.

But he was so flustered, which naturally aroused Shao Wenxiao's interest even more.Shao Wenxiao opened the drawer again while he was taking the key.

"Since it's graffiti, what's there to hide? Let me see."

"No! Xiao'er!" Seeing Shao Wenxiao open the title page, Ye Chengyu closed his eyes in despair.At this moment, he was like a believer waiting to be judged, uneasy and with a glimmer of hope.

Ye Chengyu's notebook is very interesting. On the first page, he wrote his own name, and put a big "cross" on it with bold strokes in red, and there is a line of notes next to it, which reads "You don't deserve to live".

Shao Wenxiao: "..."

What kind of insane behavior is this?Even more hopeless than him.

"So... this is really a diary? It's just that it records things from the previous life?"

"Yes..." Ye Chengyu was unable to struggle now, so he simply smashed the jar and let himself fall to the ground, lying on his back with a gradually desperate expression on his face.But his hand still did not forget to grab Shao Wenxiao's clothes, as if this meant that this person was still his own and would not run away.

Shao Wenxiao turned to the end and read it out loud, which was equivalent to a public execution. This made Ye Chengyu even more desperate. At the same time, he was ashamed to death in his heart, wishing that there was a hole in the ground for him to crawl in.

"December 25th. It snowed in the capital at Christmas, and the snow scene was beautiful. Xiaoer bought two tickets and invited me to watch the snow under the Ferris wheel. I agreed to him, but later regretted it because I wanted to go with He Jun. They went to the nightclub to have fun, and made Xiao'er wait all night in the heavy snow, and then she developed a fever..."

"No, no, no... stop reading... I beg you stop reading..."

"On January [-], Xiao'er and I had a big quarrel for unknown reasons. I scolded him for not being able to recognize his identity, thinking he was no better than rhubarb, but in fact I bought it. Xiao'er's at that time face..."

"No no no! Don't read it! I beg you...don't read it..." In order to cover Shao Wenxiao's mouth, Ye Chengyu jumped up, put his lips on it again, and hugged him A lingering deep kiss came directly to his neck.This kiss lasted for about six minutes, and it didn't stop until Shao Wenxiao made an obvious rejection.

"You!!!" Shao Wenxiao glared at this absurd thing, expressing his dissatisfaction, he raised his hand to touch his lips, and found that they were swollen, and some places were broken by Ye Chengyu, and they were bleeding now .

"What are you doing?! Can you still go down to meet people like this? This is at your house! Not..."

"If nothing else, you'll keep poking my heart. Xiao'er..." Ye Chengyu said aggrievedly, "Actually, you haven't calmed down, have you? So take the opportunity to remind me again."