i really don't like you

"It's so dark..." Jiang Yuebai swallowed, and said unnaturally.

"Do you want to light a candle?" Song Yi made a movement to get up, Jiang Yuebai hurriedly reached out to stop her: "No, it's fine like this."

The outstretched hand was held by Song Yi, Jiang Yuebai's face was getting redder and redder in the dark night, it was too awkward, of course Song Yi noticed this, and chuckled lightly: "So nervous?"

"Who! Who's nervous!" He quickly pulled his hand back and put it back under the quilt: "It's so cold, I'm going to sleep, I haven't slept well for a few days..."

"Go to sleep." Saying this, Song Yi, who was lying flat, spoke again after a while; "When did you find out?"

What did you find?Jiang Yuebai was sleeping in a daze, but now he woke up again, thinking that Song Yi should be asking about the mp3, so he said lazily: "A few days ago, your quality is really good, it's been so long It still works."

Speaking of the mp3, Jiang Yuebai hurriedly sat up and spread her hands towards Song Yi: "You haven't returned the things to me yet."

"Let me remind you, this is mine." Doctor Song was stern and impartial.

Jiang Yuebai was in a hurry: "If you give it to me, it's mine, hurry up."

The mp3 was returned to her hand, Jiang Yuebai held it in her hand contentedly, Haqie repeatedly said, "I'm so sleepy, Song Yi, I'm going to bed first."

After running around again and again, he quickly fell asleep, lying next to Song Yi, breathing steadily.

Song Yi unscrupulously looked at the people around him in the dark night, stretched out his hand to gently trace Jiang Yuebai's facial features, and was stopped by the sleeping person as a mosquito, Song Yi grabbed his hand to his mouth and kissed, Then put the person back into the quilt intact, and tuck the quilt corners for him.

Jiang Yuebai was sleeping beside him, but Song Yi was doomed to lose sleep tonight, and only in this dark night could he let his emotions surge and think about what he thought.

Jiang Yuebai slept very well this time, and slept until noon the next day before waking up leisurely. When he woke up, he looked dazed, and there was no one in the room. Perhaps he had slept for too long, and his brain couldn't keep up. The body was still in a state of chaos. There was movement outside the room. It was Song Yi who came back with two meals. Seeing that he was awake, she walked over: "Are you awake?"

"Um"

Seeing Jiang Yuebai's innocent and ignorant face with big eyes shining, Song Yi was inexplicably moved, and bent down to kiss him. Before he got close, Jiang Yuebai slapped him reflexively. Opened it, President Xiao Jiang said righteously: "Song Yi! What are you doing!"

Dr. Song, who was slapped after failing to steal the fragrance, turned dark and turned back to the table to eat by himself: "Come and eat when you wake up."

"Ah—" Hearing a scream, Jiang Yuebai on the bed finally came to his senses, got off the bed wearing slippers, sat next to Song Yi, and carefully put his hand on Dr. Song's arm: "I'm sorry Ah Song Yi, I'm a bit confused after sleeping for too long, I forgot what happened yesterday..."

After all, just waking up, seeing a friend who has been with him for more than ten years suddenly possessing him and wanting to kiss him would be frightening to everyone, right?

There is no way, the relationship between him and Song Yi has changed too quickly, so he must be given some buffer.

"..." Song Yi couldn't laugh or cry when she heard the reason, and pushed the dish in front of him: "Let's eat first."

"Oh." Seeing that he didn't seem to be angry anymore, Jiang Yuebai smiled, and started picking at the food in the bowl, then put down the chopsticks after a while, with a bitter face: "They are all dishes that I don't like, you usually eat them These?"

Song Yi glanced at him, shared the few meat in her bowl with him, and said: "Let's just have a meal first, Ouyang is already waiting for you outside the village, I will take you out after eating.

"

Jiang Yuebai was surprised: "Go back? Who said I'm going back." He looked at Song Yi and whispered, "I'll stay here with you, how many days do you have?"

"Master Jiang, are you sure you can get used to living here?" Song Yi teased: "You have also seen that the conditions here are difficult, and the food in the future will only be worse than this one. Go back, and besides, you have to go to work."

When Jiang Yuebai heard it, it seemed to be the reasoning, but looking at Song Yi who had finally seen it before him, she felt reluctant: "How long are you going to go down the mountain?"

"Ten days and a half months at the fastest."

"It's been so long..." Jiang Yuebai muttered, "Then can I still visit you?"

"No." Song Yi said: "It's too far, the road is not safe."

"Oh."

After finishing the meal, Song Yi led him out of the village. It was fine at night, and there were no people along the way. Now it was daytime, and the sky was still drizzling, and every household moved out of the village. Sitting on a small bench by the eaves to watch the rain, Song Yi led Jiang Yuebai through the road, and received countless attentions. Amidst Doctor Song's affectionate voice, Jiang Yuebai awkwardly walked to the entrance of the village.

Ouyang waited on the spot with his car and an umbrella, and when he saw him coming out, he said respectfully: "Master."

Ouyang and Song Yi met their eyes, and they nodded to each other. Jiang Yuebai hesitantly opened the car door, and a question that had puzzled him for a long time came up. He turned back, stood in front of Song Yi, and coughed lightly. Embarrassed to ask: "Song Yi.."

"Ok?"

He smiled falsely and scratched his head embarrassingly: "Then what is our relationship now...?"

Seeing Song Yi looking at him with a half-smile, Jiang Yuebai said again: "Are we officially together?"

Song Yi suddenly reached out and touched his face naturally: "What do you think?"

Jiang Yuebai blushed instantly, turned around and quickly got into the car: "Then I'll go first."

Song Yi stood watching, and Jiang Yuebai opened the car window again and poked his head out: "Be careful in everything here, pay attention to your health, I will wait for you to come back in City C."

Song Yi was taken aback.

As the car drove away, he stood there and watched, until the car was completely gone, Song Yi's lips curled up slightly, she sighed softly, and turned back to the village.

In the car, Jiang Yuebai was playing a game with Ouyang:

"Where were you last night?"

"Go back to the young master and go to explore the way."

"When did you come back?"

"Not long."

Thinking of the scene of himself and Song Yi kissing in the car, Jiang Yuebai's head suddenly turned dizzy: "Then when you came back...what did you see?"

Ouyang said: "I saw a lot."

"..."

"If the young master doesn't want to, I don't have to see anything."

"Okay, stop talking..."

"Then let me say one more thing." Ouyang has always been surprised: "The young master is now in a relationship with Dr. Song, so what will I call Dr. Song next time?"

"Who said Song Yi and I will fall in love again?!"

"Is not it?"

"Could it be...is..."

The more she spoke, the quieter she became, Jiang Yuebai nestled on the seat, the blush on her face hadn't gone down since just now, and she was shocked by Ouyang's words.

Heaven,

Did he and Song Yi just start dating like this?

But here comes the problem

How to talk about love?

How do you talk about falling in love with your best friend who has been in love for more than ten years?

Falling in love with a best friend of the same sex for more than ten years...how to talk about it?

Xiao Jiang held his head in his hands and wailed silently.

"Early" is too cold to delete

"Song Yi, good morning." Too blunt to delete

"Good morning, my dear Song Yi!" Too disgusting to continue to delete

After hesitating for a long time, one day the news was sent alive from morning to noon, and finally selected one:

"Good morning, how are you over there?"

Too polite, polite and awkward, Jiang Yuebai slammed the phone down on the desk with an oops, the assistant came in startled and asked, "Boss Jiang, what's the matter?"

He waved the person away, when the phone rang, he hurried to read it, and it was Song Yi's reply, very short: "Morning, everything is fine."

Then what?Holding the phone in his hand, he fell into another dilemma: what to do next?How?

How can he reply in a natural and free-spirited way, without seeing the nervousness of a novice like him at all?

no answer

After all, he had just turned and was not used to it yet, so Xiao Jiang still had to get used to it.

Therefore, how to transmit his thoughts about Song Yi through the screen in accurate and natural words every day has become a problem that Jiang Yuebai has to think about as soon as he opens his eyes.

After all, she is in a relationship after all, it has to be different from before, the old habit of harassing Song Yi for even the most important things is not good, she needs to change, otherwise she will seem too annoying and fussy.

In addition to the daily morning, afternoon and evening greetings, in order to take care of her own image, Jiang Yuebai's frequency of sending messages has dropped sharply, and she is seriously thinking about using those topics to chat with Song Yi naturally:

"Morning! Today is a beautiful sunny day, Dr. Song, come on!"

"Good afternoon, I signed a stack of documents in the company today, and my hands are sore."

"Good night, Song Yi, the moon is really round tonight, hahahaha, is it the same with you?"

"Sorry sorry, I forgot that everyone is looking at the same moon."

"Speaking of the moon, since there is only one moon, does it make any difference when you say you want to take me to Berlin to see the moon?"

It's a pity that Dr. Song, who was far away from home, couldn't see clearly the racking of brains behind his words, and he was more perfunctory than Jiang Yueyue, and finally learned to use six ellipses to dismiss him.

He was really angry, Jiang Yuebai dropped the phone, and began to feel wronged again: Is his topic really so boring? !

What can I do, big brother, I've only just turned around, and I really don't know how to fall in love! !

Amid Xiao Jiang's mediocre anxiety, Song Yi's voluntary medical practice trip in the mountains ended perfectly, and the return trip was on the agenda. Jiang Yuebai knew the news three days in advance, and then he was really conscientious and nervous for three days.

The concerns are as follows:

What to do, what to do, Song Yi is coming back

What to do, what to do, it’s okay through the screen when you can’t meet face to face, but if you see a real person, wouldn’t it be completely exposed that he doesn’t know how to fall in love?Song Yi is an old hand, what if he sees his hypocritical and useless appearance? !

On the other hand, after confirming the relationship and separated for half a month, I thought about it and thought about it, especially in the dead of night.

Jiang Yuebai wandered between what he wanted to see and what he didn't want to see, tossing and turning, and the night before he went to pick up someone at the airport, he tortured himself into insomnia.

Do you dare to think that you will suffer from insomnia for this reason?

He really is a good-for-nothing who doesn't know how to fall in love.

Xiao Jiang always gave up with tears.