i really don't like you

But Song Yi obviously didn't want to say much, and stretched out his hand to close the door, Jiang Yuebai panicked, stretched out his hand to block it, was pinched and screamed in pain, Song Yi glanced at him, and opened the door again: "President Jiang, is there anything else?" ?”

"Don't call me Mr. Jiang again!" Jiang Yuebai covered her hands with a distorted expression, and looked up at him for a while: "Song Yi, stop making trouble, what do you want from me?"

He was flustered and anxious, fearing that his tone of voice would offend Song Yi again, so he quickly lowered his tone and said: "The whole thing is my fault, I really realized my mistake, please forgive me, Song Yi I mean, I really, really know I was wrong."

But what can he say?What he blurted out in a panic was nothing more than a sentence of sorry. Obviously, Song Yi didn't accept this kind of routine, or in other words, he would never go back on his decision.

He just looked at Jiang Yuebai coldly, and said, "You're right, but you did what a normal person should react. It's just Jiang Yuebai, you haven't really figured out the crux of the problem until now."

"Let's go back."

The door was closed with a bang, Jiang Yuebai stared blankly, almost having a dreamlike illusion, but the clearly visible pain in his palm reminded him that everything that happened just now was reality, and that being so ruthlessly After the refusal, he calmed down a lot, and sat down by the door in a daze, thinking about the words Song Yi left just now.

What does it mean that he didn't really understand the crux of the problem?

what is the problem?What is the crux of what he really wants to understand?

But he really couldn't figure it out, Jiang Yuebai sat there, covering his head and thinking hard, but he really couldn't figure it out, his mind was completely occupied by Song Yi's determination, and he didn't have much reason.

But as Song Yi said, is he really going to have no contact with Song Yi from now on?

Without even thinking about it, he rejected it.

Even the body reacts before the mind

At the thought of breaking up with Song Yi from now on, a certain part of the body feels sore and painful.

Of course not, Song Yi is his best and most

Good friend, how could he lose him?

This was the only clear thing in his chaotic mind. Jiang Yuebai had emotional ups and downs a few times today, and was already exhausted. He didn't bother to think about anything now, so he just sat by the door, waiting, If you are really tired, just close your eyes and rest.

I don't know how long a hotel waiter came over and asked tentatively: "Sir, have you forgotten your room card? Please go to the front desk for help if necessary."

Jiang Yuebai shook his head, saying that he didn't need help.The waiter looked at him with some confusion, then walked away suspiciously.

Jiang Yuebai continued to close his eyes and rest his mind to calm down.

I don't know how long it has been like this, the door was opened from the inside unexpectedly, Jiang Yuebai fell to the ground, woke up in a hurry, saw Song Yi with an expressionless face from the bottom up, overjoyed, stood up and patted the ashes on his body: "You want Are you leaving? Shall I be with you?"

Song Yi just looked at him, looking at him deeply, but Jiang Yuebai didn't dare to look into his eyes, for fear that he would suddenly say something more heartless.

After a short period of silence, he suddenly heard Song Yi's slightly hoarse voice asking: "Jiang Yuebai?"

"...." He carefully looked up at Song Yi, like an emotional criminal waiting for trial: "Song Yi..."

"Don't you want to know what the real Song Yi looks like." He said with a restrained tone and no waves on his face.

Song Yi opened the door a little and invited him in.

It should have been something he couldn't wait to want.

But Jiang Yuebai heard a feeling that a storm was coming, he was afraid, and always felt that something unknown was multiplying and breaking out uncontrollably.

He hesitated to enter or not, but Song Yi didn't have much patience, and was about to close the door again. Jiang Yuebai was anxious, and stretched out his hand to block it, looked up at Song Yi, and stepped into the room hesitantly.

The room was tidy and the bed was flat. It didn't look like it had been used. For some reason, Jiang Yuebai breathed a sigh of relief, and turned around and said, "Song Yi..."

Unable to say the rest, Song Yi just stood in front of him, with deep eyes, and took a step towards him: "Jiang Yuebai."

He suddenly felt a little scared, and hurriedly took a step back, Song Yi pressed on step by step:

"I'm not the perfect good person in your mind. I will smoke when I'm tired, drink away my sorrows when I'm not happy, and I'm not a genius with an all-powerful IQ. I have encountered countless unsolvable problems in my life. Avoidance, you have encountered patients who cannot be operated on, or failed operations, can you see these?"

"Are you surprised? Jiang Yuebai, I realized that I am just an ordinary person."

Every time he said a word, he took a step towards Jiang Yuebai. Jiang Yuebai had no way to retreat until his body hit the door heavily. 'Danger', this is better than all physical pain, it hits Jiang Yuebai's heart directly, making his heart twitch following Song Yi's words, it's not entirely fear or anger, but another kind, he For a long time, I have been trying to suppress, suppressing an emotion.

There was no way for him to retreat, Song Yi forced him to the door, and Song Yi leaned towards him.The distance between them has never been so close, almost skin-to-skin. Jiang Yuebai's body trembled slightly, and she turned her head to avoid Song Yi's questioning, eager to escape from this strange scene: "Song Yi, you What are you going to do? Calm down...you get out of the way first, let's talk."

As if listening to his words, Song Yi straightened her body suddenly, the shuddering feeling of oppression disappeared, Jiang Yuebai breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time she felt a sense of emptiness in her heart.

The Song Yi who was familiar to him seemed to be back again, standing in front of him with a calm expression, neither sad nor happy: "Are you scared?"

Jiang Yuebai hurriedly denied: "No..."

"Isn't this what you want? Don't you always want to know what the real me looks like?" Song Yi said again

Jiang Yuebai was a little overwhelmed and confused: "What are you talking about, Song Yi, what does this really have to do with you? No matter what you look like, you are my best friend."

"Really?" Song Yi snorted a laugh, as if mocking herself: "Then shall we continue?"

"what?"

"Continue to answer your doubts."

"..."

"Are you afraid? Didn't you say that no matter what the real me is, I can accept it."

"Song Yi, don't be like this..."

"You are afraid," Song Yi's tone turned cold: "In that case, you can go, don't force it."

"Song Yi!" Jiang Yuebai was anxious and angry, the fear of being abandoned by Song Yi made him lose all reason, and hurriedly said: "I don't! I said I didn't!"

"Well"

After Song Yi finished speaking hoarsely, Jiang Yuebai suddenly possessed himself while he was still in shock, holding his hands against the door, and covered his lips under Jiang Yuebai's surprised eyes.

"Well——" Jiang Yuebai's eyes widened instantly due to the warm touch on his lips, and he looked at everything that happened in front of him in disbelief. -"

His head was held firmly by someone, and the unfinished words stopped at the corner of his mouth. Song Yi shackled him by the door even more forcefully this time, held Jiang Yuebai's face up, lowered his head again and kissed him fiercely .

Amidst Jiang Yuebai's groaning, Song Yi further attacked the city, and intersected with him, and became intimate. Jiang Yuebai was obviously shocked and anxious. At this moment, he couldn't think of anything in his mind, and he was just struggling reflexively. Under Song Yi's enthusiasm, that resistance gradually became powerless.

The five senses seemed to be magnified tens of millions of times. He could clearly feel the strength of Song Yi's hands holding him carefully but could not break free. He could feel the warmth of Song Yi's face and the heat between his lips. Yuebai's heart of resistance gradually disappeared, no matter whether it was physically or mentally, he was helpless.

But how could this be?

After finally finding a gap, Jiang Yuebai hurriedly pushed the person away.

"Song, Song Yi!" He freed his mouth, coughed lightly, and said hastily.

Tuk Tuk Tuk

There was a knock on the door, both of them paused, Jiang Yuebai took the opportunity to reach out and push Song Yi away, he only used a small amount of effort, and he succeeded.

Song Yi took a step back, took a breath, and opened the door, standing outside was the waiter Jiang Yuebai met just now: "Sir, there was a gentleman who was waiting at the door of your room just now, did you know him? "

Song Yi nodded, and the waiter breathed a sigh of relief: "That's fine, excuse me, I wish you a happy life."

People walked away, but Song Yi didn't close the door. He looked back at Jiang Yuebai who was silent with his head bowed in the corner, and saw his obviously reddened lips and eyes dimmed. He walked over and stretched out his hand to touch. Jiang Yuebai turned her head to avoid it, Song Yi paused, and slowly lowered her hand, saying:

"Now do you see that I am such a disgusting homosexual who has coveted a good friend for ten years and has been lurking by your side waiting for an opportunity."

"Didn't you say that I treat you well? There are so many free offerings in the adult world. I treat you well because I want to get close to you. I covet your body and soul. I don't just want to kiss you and hug you. Do you want me to explain more clearly if you even do more and more excessive things to you? Mr. Jiang doesn't even understand this? So you should be glad that someone knocked on the door just in time. "

Jiang Yuebai finally had a reaction, he moved his head, but never looked at Song Yi, and even trembled slightly, his fists clenched tightly, like a stick in his throat.

Song Yi asked again: "Shouldn't you leave? Or do you want to have something to do with me here? If you want, I don't mind. After all, as you said, the gay circle doesn't seem to be So morally clear."

"Stop talking..." Jiang Yuebai said in a low voice and restrained.

After a long time, Song Yi turned around to pick up the things, and before leaving, she closed the door with her eyes fixed on her and left.

There was a bang when the door closed, like a big bell hitting Jiang Yuebai's heart. He trembled all over, his legs were weak and he fell to the ground, staring ahead, his eyes were absent-minded, unable to recover from the torrential rain just now for a long time. The wind slowed down.

I don't know how long it took before he stood up holding the door next to him, tidied up his messed up clothes, left the room in a daze, and walked out of the hotel.