i really don't like you

Jiang Yueyue obviously came here in a hurry. Seeing him, he smiled and said, "I'm on vacation today, so I came here early."

Jiang Yuebai was clearly not interested in welcoming him in. Jiang Yuebai saw his emotions, pulled him aside, and asked, "Do you know why I came here tonight?"

She said: "I already know about Song Yi."

"How did you know?" Jiang Yuebai was shocked, looked at Jiang Yuebai's gentle eyebrows, lowered her head and became more and more frustrated: "Sister, I'm sorry."

Jiang Yueyue laughed: "Why do you apologize?"

"I don't know, and I don't know either." Jiang Yuebai said in a daze, "I haven't talked to Song Yi for a long time."

"Why? Is it just because of his sexual orientation?" Jiang Yueyue asked patiently: "Are you surprised that he likes men?"

he nods

"Why the surprise?"

Jiang Yuebai looked at him in surprise: "Of course it will be unexpected, sister. That's Song Yi."

"Song Yi can't like men?"

"That's not what I meant..." Jiang Yuebai held her head, her thoughts were confused: "I just think that Song Yi shouldn't be like this."

Yes, Song Yi shouldn't be like this.

Whether it's smoking, staying up late studying hard, or liking the same sex.

These are things he has never put on Song Yi before.

These should not be Song Yi, but contradictory, these are Song Yi.

"But..." Jiang Yuebai finally realized something was wrong. He looked at Jiang Yuebai, who was not very calm, and asked cautiously: "Sister, do you have anything to say? Song Yi is sorry for you. , I already punched him for you..."

"What?" Jiang Yueyue said with a smile.

Although the development of the matter unexpectedly exceeded what she had imagined, Song Yi's step was undoubtedly what he thought, and there was no need for Jiang Yue to hide it now, she said: "Bai Bai, if I tell you about Song Yi , I already knew it?"

"You already knew?" Jiang Yuebai stared blankly at him

Jiang Yuebai said eloquently:

"To be precise, I also found out when I traveled to the sea of ​​flowers with Song Yi last time. He told me from the beginning, and at the same time indirectly rejected me, so he has nothing to feel sorry for me. The reason why I I want to talk about this nominal relationship with Song Yi because I don’t want your relationship with Song Yi to be affected, and it’s to maintain the balance between the three of me right now. This matter was proposed by me, and Song Yi just followed my opinion So he did nothing wrong."

Jiang Yue opened and closed her mouth: "Why...how come. You mean, you have never been together?"

Jiang Yue nodded brightly: "This is also the reason why I came here specially now. In vain, Song Yi and I are innocent, so you should be angry with Song Yi for a reason. Put aside my part, you are right Song Yi can't mind, is it the only thing he likes boys?"

When Jiang Yuebai's thoughts were chaotic, Jiang Yueyue acted like a perfect bystander, calmly helping him sort out the messy threads in his mind:

"Are you surprised, why? Are you surprised that a good friend who has been in contact with each other for more than ten years actually likes the same sex, or is it because you are angry that Song Yi hasn't told you for so many years."

Jiang Yuebai was slightly stunned: "I was surprised and also very angry, angry that I didn't even know such a big thing, angry that I really didn't understand Song Yi at all."

"How long have you been out of contact?"

"Oh my god."

Jiang Yueyue asked again: "Then are you ready to break off friendship with Song Yi and never see each other again?"

"Breaking off friendship?" Jiang Yuebai was surprised: "....I don't know." After thinking for a while, he asked again: "Is this matter so serious?"

Jiang Yueyue smiled softly, and explained him patiently: "It varies from person to person, some people avoid it, some people don't care, you have to ask yourself, Song Yi likes men, is it really so serious Is it? Serious enough to make you abandon such a friend."

"Of course not." Jiang Yuebai said without thinking, "Song Yi is my best friend."

"Then why do you waste time worrying about this now? Since the result is already in your heart."

Father, like son.

The reason is very simple, but he was deeply stuck in it and couldn't figure it out. Jiang Yuebai finally whispered in his ear, and Jiang Yuebai finally became enlightened and got out of the deadlock of thinking.

Realizing this, Jiang Yuebai's complexion finally improved: "Thank you, sister. It's lucky to have you."

Jiang Yueyue smiled and said nothing.

The next day, Song Yi, who was taking a nap in the office during her lunch break, received a WeChat message from Jiang Yuebai: "Do you have time to chat?"

Song Yi narrowed his eyes slightly, and his heart tightened unconsciously. He frowned, put down his phone, and didn't reply. After a while, Jiang Yuebai's message came again:

"I thought about it, I still don't meet and chat. I know you are busy recently, and I am a little embarrassed to come out to see you now."

Followed by an aggrieved expression.

"Then I told you on WeChat, are you watching?"

Song Yi finally typed 'in' in the past.

Jiang Yuebai, who was holding the phone and waiting for a reply, finally breathed a sigh of relief, thankfully Song Yi hadn't blocked herself yet.

He took his cell phone, leaned on the bed, and typed seriously:

"Song Yi, I have thought a lot about this today. First of all, I want to sincerely apologize to you for my childish behavior that day. I already know about you and the moon. I misunderstood you that day. I'm sorry."

Wen Heng entered the office, and saw Song Yi staring at the phone screen expressionlessly, shaking in front of his eyes: "What are you looking at? So engrossed?"

Song Yi glanced at him and said nothing.Just put the phone away.

Five minutes later, the second message came, and Song Yi casually picked up her phone to check it, showing no expression:

"Secondly, I am also very angry with you, and I am also very angry with myself, angry that I don't know the sexual orientation of my friend who has been with me for so many years, and also angry that you didn't tell me such a big thing.

But then I thought calmly, why did you tell me such a personal matter?I admit that I was shocked. In recent months, I seem to have met a completely different Song Yi, a Song Yi who is very different from what I know. Of course there will be surprises and discomfort, but as the moon said , these things are not serious enough to make me lose you as a friend.

Rather than saying that you have changed, it is better to say that I don't understand you at all, and I put a lot of things on you self-righteously.I'm so frustrated about this, that I, who call myself your best friend, haven't gotten to know you by anyone who's only met you a few times, and then looking back on it, it seems that in our friendship, I often lack Considering that you have tolerated me a lot.

Song Yi, I'm sorry, I'm not a very good person, I'm selfish and sensitive, I don't have many friends around me, I'm fake and lofty, but I really cherish you as a friend, similarly, I also regard you as the best confidant, the best friend in life , I hope these little episodes will not affect our relationship, no matter what, you are my best, best friend. "

Seeing him staring at it for a while, Wen Heng put down his phone and asked, "Is it Mr. Jiang?"

Judging from this reaction, yes.

Wen Heng said: "It's okay this time, I haven't spoken for a few days, but it's much shorter than the last time you had an awkward fight in the Cold War. Are you sure you don't want to reply to the message? He came over slowly by himself, you can reply to the message, this matter It's over."

Song Yi put down the pen and said, "And then? Continue to be so tepid?"

Wen Heng said dumbly: "Then...it depends on you, whether you want to continue to maintain this balance, or just take the opportunity to make a big effort, regardless of success or failure, anyway, things have already exceeded your expectations."

But this is not an easy choice, Wen Heng thought.

He has seen Song Yi trapped in this game all these years with his own eyes, and he knows how hard it is for him.On the surface, it seems that Song Yi is leading this relationship, and he has the upper hand, but in fact, every turning point of fate, the decision-making power is fully in Jiang Yuebai's hands, whether it is the beginning or end of their friendship, Reunion, or the end of the present or not.

Song Yi didn't reply to the message, and he didn't reply to the message for a whole day. After he wrote such a sincere sentence, Song Yi didn't reply to his message!

Xiao Jiang who woke up the next morning and saw the news was empty was always very disappointed, and got up sleepily.

It was another ordinary and busy day to commute to and from get off work, he stepped on the moonlight and returned home, but Song Yi's reply still hadn't arrived.

Did you not see the news?

He was thinking dejectedly when a message popped up on WeChat. He quickly clicked on it, only to find that it was not Song Yi who was thinking about it, but Mo Zijin:

"Brother, tomorrow Tuesday, are you going to play table tennis at the gym in the afternoon?"

Jiang Yuebai thought that Xiao Mo and Song Yi would meet every day in the same department, and he might be able to get something out of him, so he responded well.

The next afternoon, he arrived at the table tennis hall on time as agreed. Unexpectedly, Xiao Mo was already there, standing at the door with a smile, waiting there with two bottles of water in his arms. Seeing Jiang Yuebai coming, he hurried over Bring him water: "Brother, you are here."

Jiang Yuebai thanked him and took it. The two entered the field with their own thoughts. First, they had a hearty competition holding the racket. An hour later, the two left the table tennis table sweating. I found a bench to sit down and rest, the breeze brought coolness, Xiao Mo brushed his bangs from his forehead and said, "The wind is really comfortable."

Seeing that Jiang Yuebai was not in high spirits, Mo Zijin thought for a while and asked, "Brother, what's bothering you the past few days?"

"It's not just the past few days, there are too many things that bother me recently." Jiang Yuebai said helplessly

"What is it?" Xiao Mo asked, with big curious eyes shining: "If I can help Brother Jiang share some troubles, I will be extremely happy."

Jiang Yuebai glanced at him and said, "It's not easy to tell you about this kind of thing."

"Is it because of Brother Song?"

Jiang Yuebai looked at him: "How do you know?"

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