Penglai delusion

Jiang Tan was drinking water, and had no time to care about what Xi Mo was muttering behind him, but he heard someone amplify his voice deliberately, and said word by word, "Master, it's come to this point, if you still don't want to kill me, you must like me."

He paused for a moment, then turned his face slightly, "If you talk like this again, don't even think about it."

Xi Mo chuckled, "Is there nothing you want to ask? Or can an outsider explain it clearly to you?"

He took the initiative to mention it, and Jiang Tan no longer hesitated, "You know everything about the past."

"That's right, I know everything about Master's past." Xi Moyan smiled, "Otherwise, you can guess what I would have done if I didn't know the truth when we returned to the back mountain ?”

Jiang Tan felt a little strange in his heart, "Why did you treat me like that?"

"Because I like Master." Xi Mo said arrogantly, "Could it be that I still get tired of being with people I don't like every day?"

Jiang Tan thought, this is not liking.

At that time, Jiang Shanshi regretted Mingji's death so much that he wanted to destroy the Yindu world and seek help from the King of Medicine.And Jiang Tan's reaction to this matter was: father's regrets are all fake, and he will kill him again when he is alive.As long as there is a first time, there will be a second time.

So he couldn't trust the person who had taken his life when he said he liked it.

"If you really like someone, at least you won't kill them." Jiang Tan thought, "Xi Mo, you may be mistaken."

"Master, this is narrow-minded. There are many kinds of love. Your love is life, but mine is like death." Xi Mo thought for a while, "Have you ever heard a saying? Hate lasts longer than love, and death lasts longer than love." Life is closer to immortality. If I want a love that is close to immortality for a long time, then there must not be only love in this kind of love."

"Well, no one loves the same. Our understanding doesn't agree."

"So yes, the love you think won't hurt each other. But to me, it's too pure. Because while I like you, I even want to kill you." Xi Mo's eyes are sincere, "I'm so Tell me, did Master understand?"

"understood."

"Why, do you understand but don't accept it?" Xi Mo sighed, "Let's put it this way, when you were not around, I began to be unable to distinguish between love and hate, and gradually I could not distinguish between life and death. Later, I discovered that they are all the same thing. Plant something."

"Love is love, hate is hate." Jiang Tan said calmly, "Love and hate are not the same, life and death are not the same."

"Love is not love, hate is not hate." Xi Mozhi smiled, "Love and hate are one, and so is life and death."

Jiang Tan was stunned, "It's okay for you to understand so well, I just hope you don't misunderstand, lest you make a decision you regret."

"Why, Master is afraid that I will go back on my word?" Xi Mo blinked, "If you want to go back on your word, when you say you want to break up with me, I will also break up with you and have nothing to do with you."

"It's too late to regret it now." He said, "It's already too late."

"As long as you're alive, it's never too late." Jiang Tan's eyes sparkled with fire.

"Really." Xi Mo's eyes were also burning, "Then Master still likes me?"

"...The things we talk about may not be the same, but I don't like you anymore."

"Do you not like it? Or, you have already begun to hate me."

Jiang Tan thought about it for a while: "...Probably hate."

"Okay, then you are just about to start loving me." Xi Mo smiled, "At least, I know you haven't hated anyone."

Jiang Tan couldn't help but pause.

"Master, let's take our time. I will convince you."

Jiang Tan didn't think Xi Mo could convince him.Moreover, persuasion and approval are clearly two different things.

While eating the loose rolls, he watched Xi Mo wipe his body with ice water.He scrubbed and scrubbed like a human performer, not at all worried that a monster would suddenly jump out of the river and take him away.

Jiang Tan drank enough stone milk, and when a bag of white cherry seeds was almost eaten to the end, Xi Mo finally cleaned it up.He changed his clothes slowly, sat back to roast his hair by the fire, took out a narrow bottle, shook it towards the river pool, poured out a pill and swallowed it.

"I still feel so bitter." Xi Mo narrowed his eyes and said, "What's the matter, Master's blood is obviously sweet."

"You have cultivated the way of ghosts, and your sense of taste is different from ordinary people."

"So, it's a good thing I've cultivated the way of ghosts, or I'll have to rely on you to support me in the future." Xi Mo thought about it and frowned, "How much blood would you have to spend to learn just one set of kung fu? No, Just thinking about it makes me feel bad."

You won't be hurt.Jiang Tan calmly said, "Let's go if you have rested well. You need to go to Zhuishanye before sunset."

"Walk slowly, and don't rush." ​​Xi Mo smoothed out his hair and tied it up casually, "Although this place is desolate, it is better than the silence, which is almost comparable to the wilderness beside the weak water."

As he spoke, he glanced at Jiang Tan, "Master has seen Ruo Shui before."

"En." Jiang Tan nodded.

"I liked playing there very much when I was a child." Xi Mo said, "My father said that it was the place where he and A Niang made love, so I always thought that A Niang would still appear there."

"..."

"Master, do you still remember that I said that I wanted to go to Yangzhou, Zhongnan Mountain, and Ruoshui with you?" Xi Mo straightened his clothes and smiled at him, "I went to these places because I wanted to take you to meet some people. But since You've seen it all, and we don't have to stick to it."

He raised his eyebrows slightly, and said firmly, "In the future, I will follow the master. The Nine Fields will be completed, the Mountains and Seas will be scattered, and the master will wake up soon. I don't have to stay in Penglai at that time. After all, there is no you there, if you want to stay, I will not stay for long."

The more Jiang Tan listened, the more strange he became, "What are you doing with me?"

"We are married. Naturally, wherever Master goes, I will follow."

It's fine if he doesn't say anything, but he tightened his fingers when he talked about Jiang Tan.

"Such marriages can't be counted. It's just your willful act."

"Then come once and count." Xi Mogai extinguished the fire and said honestly, "This time the master is in charge. Where to go, when to take, and what to put, all follow your wishes."

Jiang Tan was unable to answer, and only listened to Xi Mo saying, "Master should say—as long as you are willing."

not good.Thinking about it, Jiang Tan grabbed the belt in his hands.

"I only have this suit of clothes left. I'll be naked in the winter if I give it to the monster again." Xi Mo blinked his eyelashes lightly, and the corners of his lips were soft, "Master, take me, don't mess with me again." Lost it, okay?"

He smiled really well, his eyes were bright, and he didn't have any bad thoughts that shouldn't be there.

Jiang Tan was dazzled by the smile that was close at hand, and turned his face away without saying a word.

He didn't pull the belt back either.

He led Xi Mo like this, or was led by Xi Mo, and walked northward one after the other.Near the night, I heard a strange wind.

It was an ancient melody that was as vague as a pharynx, intermittent like stars, and wild like a gap in the dust.

Yin Ran and joy, lingering and sad.

Xi Mo discerned carefully, and always felt that something was wrong. He turned his head and saw Jiang Tan propping up a crooked barrier, and took out a roll of bedding, and laid it on the leeward side, as if he was about to rest.

"Master, are you going to sleep now?"

"Well, there is quicksand ahead, it is inconvenient to travel at night, we will start again tomorrow morning."

"I'll take Master to fly." Xi Mo rubbed his ears, "This sound doesn't sound right, it's scary, can Master fall asleep?"

"This is the song left behind by the ancient mirage clan." Jiang Tan rubbed the pillow soft and lay down on his back, "The wind sounds here are all made of mirage songs and cannot be controlled by outsiders. Only the mirage clan can figure out its trajectory .”

As soon as the words fell, the bloody sun in the west seemed to be dark in an instant.

Xi Mo moved over and squatted next to Jiang Tan's head, staring at the person.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Tan said alertly.

"I'm waiting for Master to set up the bedding." Xi Mo paused, feeling puzzled, "Could it be that Master brought a roll of bedding?"

Jiang Tan secretly felt something was wrong, "You didn't..."

"I left in a hurry, so I wouldn't think of bringing these good things with me. I'm the one talking about eating and sleeping in the open air." Xi Mo poked the bedding, and said anxiously, "Master, this quilt is so soft, share half with me."

Jiangtan: ...

Now Xi Mo still looks like a teenager, he seems to have grown up a bit, but he doesn't seem to have changed.Jiang Tan saw those eyes shining brightly in front of him, but when he was about to get up, he was pushed back by his shoulders, "Don't let me, if you want to sleep, you can sleep together."

Although Tantaixiu's bedding was the only one, it was considered loose.With Xi Mo's body shape, he can indeed lie down side by side.

While Jiangtan was hesitating, the moon rose and the stars changed, and the surrounding darkness seemed to be washed away by the water, revealing an almost clear and clear brilliance.

He looked at the delicate and tender snow-white face in front of his eyes, as if he had returned to the countless silent nights before, Xi Mo snuggled up to his side like a furry fox, letting himself caress.The young man's youthful breath fell on his fingertips, warm like a spring evening, bright like an autumn morning.

The unstoppable sense of familiarity is gradually eroding his internal organs.

Jiang Tan breathed slightly, his brows gradually narrowed, and he said softly "hmm".

"Master is so kind." Xi Mozhao bent down, wanting to get close to him to express his gratitude, but Jiang Tan put his fingers between his eyebrows, "Lie down, don't move around."

Xi Moan quietly rolled into bed, put his hands on his chest, and listened carefully for a few times before he couldn't help saying, "Master, you said that the wind is singing, so can you understand it?"

"Ah."

Jiang Tan had already identified it a long time ago, secretly thinking that this is a lost ballad in ancient books.Now he has heard the tune, he only feels that it takes a thousand years, but that's all.

"I want to give you a tree of flowers that never fades.

I want to take off the crescent and wear your hair.

Your eyes, pearls washed in the snow.

Your heart, the sand washed away by the wind. "

Xi Mo couldn't help being startled when he heard him read every word.At the end, he murmured, "Isn't it me who sang this?"

Jiang Tan didn't even move his eyelids, "Don't take it for granted."

The enchantment is still very useful. Although you can hear the whistling of dust and sand, the cold wind cannot come in, and it is transparent and warm.

Xi Mo looked at the starry sky alone for a long time, and then whispered, "Master."

There was no sound over there, and they should have fallen asleep.

Lying side by side with Jiang Tan under such an unobstructed sea of ​​stars, Xi Mo's heart was surging, his desire to kiss someone intensified, and he could no longer suppress it.

Just kiss.

But after half a month of separation, he couldn't sleep well every night.It seems that the warmth in my arms has been stolen by someone, and I always feel that something is missing between tossing and turning.

Xi Mo stood up and touched Jiang Tan's earlobe.

"Master?"

Jiang Tan didn't respond.

Xi Mo lowered his voice a little, trying his best not to let his scorching breath hit Jiang Tan's face, for fear of waking him up.

He leaned closer, staring at Jiang Tan's frosty eyelashes, and touched the corner of his lips like dripping water.

Still not awake.

After touching like this a few times, Xi Mo's heart became numb, so he pinched Jiang Tan's cheek wantonly, slowly licked the tightly closed lips, and began to kiss and suck.

Then he flew out.He landed on the edge of the barrier and was covered in sand before he rubbed his waist and got up.

Seeing that Jiang Tan didn't speak, but his eyes were sullen, Xi Mo was very wronged, "Master, what are you doing, I just took a bath, and now I'm getting dirty again."

"..."

"Why, you have to lose a piece of meat if you kiss you?" Xi Mo patted off the veil on his sleeve, "Now that my waist is broken, can I still kiss you for a while?"

"Xi Mo, I told you not to move around."

"I didn't move, I'm so good."

"Really, what did you mean just now?" Jiang Tan was extremely cold.

Xi Mo pouted, "You know that I like you, but you still want to sleep with me, what do you mean?"

"If you keep messing around like this, let's break up." Jiang Tan was not led astray, and only gave him an ultimatum.

"You just want me to die." Xi Mo said angrily, "How can there be a master like you?"

"Come and lie down, sleep well, and have to go on the road tomorrow." Jiang Tan was unmoved, seeing Xi Mo obediently "Oh", patted himself again, and slipped into bed in despair.

"...don't squeeze."

"I'm very cold." Xi Mo said dejectedly, "Master, can I lend my arm to hug you?"

"..."

Jiang Tan didn't know what he was thinking, and when he was about to be squeezed out of the bedding, he didn't kick the person away again, but put his right arm over it, "Go to sleep."

Xi Mo clung up like a tree monkey, wrapped the handed arm airtightly, and then rubbed against his shoulder, falling asleep not long after.

Jiang Tan was so tormented by him that he lost sleepiness at all.It wasn't until the stars and the moon faded away and the dawn light quietly released that the sore eyelids fell.

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