Medical scum wants to cultivate immortality

Therefore, the dream is hidden, Haishi.

In the courtyard, he looked up and saw a layer of snow on the enchantment, which had covered the dark night.

There are still fragrant lotus flowers blooming in the pool.Although Luo Zhiyu has long been accustomed to the temperature in the Mianwu Realm that is not affected by the outside world, it feels strange to be able to see flowers blooming during heavy snowfall. There is nothing else but plum blossoms.

The two held hands and returned to the small guest room where they rested last night.For a long time, they just looked at each other tacitly, but didn't say anything.

They are all thinking about how to deal with the situation.

Mo Wenshuang understood that if he insisted not to destroy it, Luo Zhiyu would silently agree.His contradiction is that he is doing something that he knows he can't do, but he still wants to do it.In the final analysis, he still refuses to forgive himself.

Thinking about it, just keep the state first, and spend more time to slowly melt away your guilt.

As for Luo Zhiyu, he was very reluctant for him to stay in the state. He felt that many things passed away.Even though it is the hardest and most reluctant thing in life, but it is something that has disappeared, it is not necessary not to try hard to persuade yourself to let go, and to trap yourself to death.

At the same time, he was very concerned about Mo Wenshuang's emotions. Without a boundary, it would be like taking away the reliance and dependence that he had weaved for more than ten years.

It's like... a little milk dog who just learned a little bit, watching his mother dog being beaten to death, even if a kind person adopts it, the shadow and sadness still need to be alleviated for a long time.

The pain of separation is completely different from the pain he forced to be beaten and scolded.

"Alo, I'll take you to meet them."

Luo Zhiyu looked into his eyes, a pair of eyes that were no longer desolate and full of powerful appeal, there was less mist in them, and it seemed that something else had been filled in without knowing it.

"En." Luo Zhiyu's mouth curled up, but the smile was not happy.

"Don't you want to go?" Mo Wenshuang was sensitive.

"It's a bit... I don't know what kind of emotions I should use to face it."

It's amazing, the person he knew he was going to see was his illusion, but for some reason, he was a little nervous, as if he was really going to see his "in-laws".

Mo Wenshuang was silent for a while, then said, "Face it with what you think."

Is it an illusion?Alas, you are so clear that you have to deceive yourself.You understand my thoughts and yourself, but you just refuse to face it.

"Okay. I see." Luo Zhiyu laughed again, Mo Wenshuang's face with a hint of a smile reflected in his eyes.

The two sat cross-legged facing each other, concentrating on entering.

Luo Zhiyu's palms overlapped with his, and a warm spiritual force combined with himself, he felt his body become very light, he felt dizzy for a while, and then he smelled a very pungent bloody smell.

Feeling uneasy, he opened his eyes abruptly.

this!This is Mo Wenshuang's environment?So... so scary!

The barrenness is endless, making people feel that their existence is very small.There are only dead bones and rotting flesh here, and the blood is flowing, and the wind that blows keeps rolling up blood and unknown bugs.

Luo Zhiyu covered his mouth and looked at him in disbelief. 15 years in such an environment?How can I stay here?

"It's much better. In the past, the sky was bloody, and there were many... evil beasts coming and biting." Mo Wenshuang looked at the back of his hand, "Mr. Yuan's worms probably ate them."

"Wen Shuang, since you are willing to accept Mr. Yuan's kindness, you should make sure that Jing is completely absent. It's too depressing here."

"When I first learned to end the state, I was almost nine years old. The existence of the state is exactly the same as the thoughts of the heart. Back then, there was a sea of ​​blood in my mind."

In the empty world, three phantoms slowly appeared, staggering and slowly approaching.

Luo Zhiyu couldn't believe that his family would be such an astonishing existence in the environment.

The body was incomplete, the flesh burst, black blood and thick white slurry flowed out, and there were even tiny white worms wriggling slowly.Rao Luo Zhiyu had come into contact with many corpses with his father since he was a child, but he had never seen anything that moved.

The direct visual impact made Luo Zhiyu feel a little queasy.Keep telling yourself, this is the environment, the environment!They are phantoms, phantoms!

Three figures, one small and two big, the closer they got, the clearer they could see. They murmured ugly words, accusing Mo Wenshuang of killing themselves.

While cursing, the dirty blood from his mouth continued to spurt out.The eye sockets of the three people had half-fallen eyeballs, and none of their faces were complete, and some even exposed their skulls.

Luo Zhiyu pulled Mo Wenshuang back a few steps subconsciously, and the hairs on his body slowly stood up.It felt so real, like a ghost dying.

Mo Wenshuang stopped backing away, and said softly, "Stay away."

"No, I won't leave you half a step." Luo Zhiyu looked at the three phantoms who couldn't see the facial expressions at all, and felt very sure that they would do something to Mo Wenshuang that he didn't want to see.But before he finished speaking, he was tied up by Tioxue and trapped in a tree.

"Wen Shuang! What are they going to do?"

"I want to atone."

Something is wrong, when I first met him, he was in this state.The great sadness caused him to overwhelm his cognition with psychological hints at the moment when he saw his family members. Now he has no doubt that the environment is real, and those three people are also real.

The crux of his self-blame is too deep!So much so that in the real world, he sometimes can't tell the truth from the fake!

"Wen Shuang, Wen Shuang!"

Although the things in the environment are born from the heart and are all false, but everything encountered in the environment is all true.That's because any of the things here come from his own subconscious that is not controlled by the specific mind.

For example, he is currently being violently beaten by three phantoms. It is the pain and remorse in his own heart, and the inspired spiritual power is grafted onto the phantoms.

That is to say, he is beating himself!

"No, Mo Wenshuang, wake up!" Luo Zhiyu twisted his body, but he couldn't break free from the shackles of crying blood!

So for the past 15 years, you came in and got beaten every night?No wonder your complexion is always so bad the next day!

Who can endure such torture every night?

"They're fake, fake, you know that! Stop it!"

Mo Wenshuang knelt on the ground, drooping her eyes and saying nothing, her body was bruised and bruised, and she didn't make a sound, just listening to the scolding and crying of her relatives, feeling extremely desperate and painful.

Luo Zhiyu became impatient, this broken mirror must be destroyed!

Using his spiritual power, he took out the two bottles that Mo Wenfeng had given him, opened them, and two drops of bright red blood floated towards the two tall phantoms, and he quickly forced his own blood from his forehead to the small phantom.

Suddenly, the three phantoms stopped moving.And Luo Zhiyu felt a headache, and there was no sound in his ears, as if he was deaf, his eyes were so heavy that he couldn't open them no matter how hard he tried.

But this discomfort only lasted for a short time. When he felt that his mind was clear, he quickly opened his eyes.

what happened?How come you are so short?He was standing, but he was looking at Mo Wenshuang who was kneeling on the ground?

He looked up at the other two phantoms in panic. They were calm at the moment, as if they were still looking at each other, but because their faces were eroded, no emotion could be seen.

What about the little phantom?Luo Zhiyu glanced around and saw... herself!

The self tied to the tree closed his eyes and fell asleep?impossible!With Wenshuang in such a state, how could I possibly sleep?That is?died?So I'm a soul now?

Like a thunderbolt, he was a little unsteady.

"Father, Ayu?" Mo Wenshuang called out in confusion, with her body covered in scars.

A cold hand held him, and Luo Zhiyu realized that his hand was very small, with white bones exposed, rotten flesh hanging on it, and his arms were also thin and thin.

This is?Mo Wenyu?I'm Mo Wenyu, how did I get into the illusion?

"Are you... not angry?" Mo Wenshuang frowned slightly, with expectation and sorrow in her expression.

No matter how he became a fantasy, he decided to use this identity to completely untie Mo Wenshuang's knot in his heart.

"I'm not angry anymore. Why would I be angry? I feel sorry for you before it's too late." He wanted to touch Mo Wenshuang's cheek with his hand, but he was afraid of getting him dirty and hurting him.There was already a long wound on that face.

Hearing this, Mo Wenshuang was stunned, slowly shook her head, and asked cautiously, "Really, really?"

Luo Zhiyu burst into grief, "You are so stupid, I am your elder brother, I will not blame you or anything. It is you who refuse to forgive yourself, your heart has affected the behavior of me and my parents. We are guilty of your guilt. pinned down."

He said this nervously, who knows if the phantom of his parents will object immediately.

"That's right, Ah Shuang." A gentle female voice.

Luo Zhiyu was startled, and looked up at the phantom who was missing half of his lip and showing white teeth, speaking.

"How could dad blame my most obedient Wenshuang?" Another phantom also spoke, and there was a short laugh at the end.

What's going on here?Luo Zhiyu couldn't believe the sudden change.How could the person who was beating and scolding viciously just now be so peaceful and loving?

Mo Wenshuang looked at the three phantoms, with a frozen expression on his face, both slightly happy and very puzzled.

The two phantoms squatted down and gently pulled him up from his knees.His "mother" seemed to wipe away tears that didn't exist at all, and whimpered a little.

"A Shuang, for so many years, we have been suppressed by your strong self-blame, and we can't use our remaining sanity to talk to you. It made you suffer."

"Father and mother didn't know that you created the realm before, and they have been using the last spiritual power to gather images in the tomb, hoping that you can come. Later, when they perceived your realm, it was because the spiritual power remained in the world for too long, and it was much meager. To be able to enter the country every night and meet you, but it can't overcome the pain and guilt in your heart, all consciousness is controlled by your thought of atonement, hitting you, pain in my heart! My good boy!"

What?Luo Zhiyu looked at Mo Wenshuang who was equally astonished, and didn't understand at all!If his parents are real images!Then what's the matter with me?