I'm running out of time

"I like Xiao He, but I don't want to be a stain on his life." He murmured, and asked again: "Why? Do you think so?"

"Hehe." I chuckled lightly and said, "I know better than anyone what kind of person Xiao He is. He has strong self-esteem. Although he is dull, he is still extremely positive. So, Xiao He is not a creature in the pool. I knew it when I was young."

"I don't understand you humans very well. I like it, but I don't say it."

"Because liking this kind of thing is personal. If he doesn't like me, it's his business. If I like him, it's my business. I have the right to choose not to talk about my affairs. This way is to him and me. It's all good."

"So, liking each other, in this way, let people misunderstand you. What good is it for you?" I looked at his face.He asked with sharp eyes.

I shook my head and said, "Children, I don't know."

"..." He was taken aback by my words, then laughed and said, "Human, do you think I'm a child?"

"Is not it?"

He stretched out his hand, shook it, and said, "I look like a child on the outside, but this is the devil's fantasy. My real age is thousands of years old."

"Eh?"

I looked at him in astonishment, Xiu has lived for thousands of years?impossible.I can't believe it, it looks like a teenager.

Short black hair, purple-black eyes.There was a cynical smile on the corner of his mouth.Tell me, he is not a child, but a demon who is much older than me?

"Sure enough, are you scared by my age?" He smiled even more. "You're the funniest human being I've ever met."

"Oh okay."

"Hehe, tell me, what is human love like?"

This devil, you are not human if you want to know so much.

"I can hear what you say in your heart. As for why I want to know? After all, you are the most interesting human being I have met in thousands of years." He raised the corners of his mouth, revealing his evil nature.

"I won't talk about this kind of thing."

Who will tell you.dead demon.

He stared at me.Like a ghost, silent.It feels like the illusion of being in a haunted house.I was so scared that I immediately lay down on the bed.Lying in herringbone.

Looking at the ceiling.Just ignore him.

He disappeared after seeing me ignore him for a long time.As for why I didn't let Xiao He know that I liked him, I was afraid of causing trouble to him, and I had nothing else to do.

Xiao He, Xiao He.I love you more than anyone else.But I can't tell me, I love you.If so, what kind of means do you think I am?

I, Ye Mu, don't have much time left.Afraid of being misunderstood by you again, I know that when I forced you to stay by my side, you didn't even have any friendship with me at that time.

You can even say yes, you can hate me to the extreme.

However, I love you so deeply.If I hadn't watched you having sex with someone else that day, I wouldn't have gone to drink by accident, let alone drink and drive.

I remember before I got into a car accident, I still thought about you.

It's just that I hate you sleeping with other people more than anyone else, and even said that I'm afraid of you getting married.

Tossing and turning, I accidentally touched the wound, and the pain made me unable to sleep again.Staring at the ceiling, he started to be in a daze.If time can really come, I want to go back to my childhood.

Back then, we were innocent.

I still remember the first time I could catch crickets and show it to Xiao He.

"Xiao He, Xiao He, what do you think this is?" I stretched out my hand and showed Xiao He the cricket I just caught.

He looked at it and said, "Cricket?"

"Xiao He, it's amazing, that's right, it's a cricket. Hehe." I showed a smirk, and then scratched my head, "How about it, Xiao He, do you want me to see you off?"

"No, I caught some myself."

"It's like this." I lowered my head a little disappointed.

He gave me the thing to hold the crickets and said, "Put it in."

I looked overjoyed, "En!"

In retrospect, although Xiao He didn't talk much when he was a child, he was still very considerate of me.Just like a guardian angel, guarding by my side.

Never give up.Maybe it's because of this that he fell in love with Xiao He?

I never knew what Xiao He thought of me.I don't know what he has experienced in the past ten years, and what I don't know is the person he likes.

Two years ago, I kept Xiao He by my side, and Xiao He had a fiancée.It was I who forcibly broke up the family.As the saying goes, it is better to tear down a temple than break up a marriage.

And I am.

I still remember that the fiancée asked me why they broke up before she left, and I said: "You are not suitable for Xiao He, Xiao He is not someone you can touch."

It's also out of my reach.

Rolling up his fists, he thought about it on the bed.I'll never know exactly what this man wants to do to me.I can't love and pity myself, and I don't even have the courage to confess.

My whole body still hurts.

Xiao He, you put me by your side, do you want to do the same thing I did to you back then?However, when I surrounded you, you tortured me a lot.

Yes, Xiao He was tyrannical at that time.After he knew he was going to sleep with me, he preferred to torture me on the bed, he said: "How can you fuck me like this?"

I have never felt tenderness, and I don't know how it feels to kiss him.Speaking of which, I have never kissed Xiao He.

We never kissed except in bed.

Even when he wanted to go out to play with him, he was ridiculed.Later, when I was tired, I didn't want him to stay at home like that, so I asked him to go out for a walk.It is only now that I understand that at that time, let him get along with the outside world better, so as to grasp the lifeblood of our company.

Xiao He used to be my caged bird, now I am his caged bird, it sounds so ironic.

Curled up, and fell asleep in a daze.

My sins are heavy.I expect that I will become Xiao He's stumbling block more than anyone else, Xiao He, Xiao He, why can't you guess my mind.

Can't you guess, am I in love with you?I don't want to say it because I'm afraid that if you find out, you will think it's a calculation.But, you guessed it, it's different.

Xiao He, do you know?My likes are never calculated.

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