I'm running out of time

My acquaintance with Xiao He should be regarded as a miracle in the rain, right?

It was a rainy morning.Under the coercion of my mother, I had no choice but to take out the trash.If it is said that without the request of my mother to take out the trash, I would not have met Xiao He.

However, suddenly seeing someone dumped next to the garbage dump really shocked me.

I went forward and touched his nose first to see if he was breathing. If he died, would I become a murderer?Fortunately, he is still angry.

I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Hey, wake up."

I pushed him, and he made some murmurs of pain, and I could clearly see the scars all over his arms.It's spring, why are you wearing short sleeves?

And so many scars.

As a teenager who grew up under the red flag, I said that people must be saved.Otherwise, the gods will punish me if I see a living being disappear like this on a rainy day.

"Can you still move?" She shook him slightly.

He squinted at me, as if he couldn't move?

"Hey, don't fall asleep. If you fall asleep and die, I will become a criminal." I dragged him up with difficulty and took him home step by step.

"Don't fall asleep, live well."

I started chattering to him, "If you fall asleep, you won't be able to eat mom's good food. So don't fall asleep, I will take you home."

I will take you home.

My mother was very surprised, why did I take out the garbage outside and pick up someone back.

"Hey, Mu Mu, what's wrong with this child." The mother looked at this injured person in a bewildered manner.

"Call 120 quickly, otherwise, this person will be finished." Father said calmly.

"Yes, yes."

After sending the person to the hospital, the doctor diagnosed that the person had been abused for a long time. At that time, I didn't know what abuse was.

I just feel that this person is so pitiful. He is the same age as me, but he has to suffer from these scars.

He woke up, he saw our family, he looked a little scared, I stretched out my hand and wiped my face, and said, "Don't be afraid."

Speaking of which, I don't know how much effort I spent dragging a person back at that time, maybe it was my strength to suck the milk?

After all, at that time, we were only 12-year-old boys.

Later, he lived in our house. As for how to solve his identity problem, we have to ask his parents. I think he is pitiful.

But, I know, I don't feel sorry for him.

I probably like it.

I, Ye Mu, have a little secret. I never tell anyone this secret. I like men.After becoming aware of men and women, I still choose to like boys.

I don't really like girls who are delicate, and I even say I hate girls.

From the first time I saw Xiao He, I chose to like it. For a 12-year-old boy, it should be my hazy first love.

However, it is also a hazy liking.

The relationship with him later was still the same.Without any precautions, I became a good friend and a good brother who talked about everything.

Go to the same middle and high school.

However, as he grew older, he began to surround himself with all kinds of girls.

He is indeed handsome, with sharp edges and corners, and there is a cold aura between his brows.Never smiled at those girls.

Even without a smile, to me, this is a rival in love.

After becoming aware of that aspect after junior high school, the person I want is Xiao He. I want to be with Xiao He, and even say to do that aspect of things with Xiao He.

"Ye Mu, you are very strange, today." The deskmate stared at me, and then said this sentence.

"Really? Haha" I smiled awkwardly.

Probably I have been staring at Xiao He all the time today.Yesterday I saw Xiao Hua confess her love to Xiao He, but Xiao He seems to have accepted the letter?

God, I have to complain first, why do you always use letters to confess your love these days? !Have you read too many manga?Shouldn't it be even more invisible! ! !

However, what I am more concerned about now is, is Xiao He's attitude towards this matter indifferent?Still holding the attitude of communication?

Xiao He, do you also like girls?

Walking home together after class, I asked, "Xiao He, you seem to have a secret that you didn't tell me."

He pouted, glanced at me, and said, "Nothing."

"Xiao He, you have been confessed by Chen Li next door." I continued with the spirit of not being afraid of death, "You see, she is really good-looking, with thin skin, and she likes to wear white dresses."

"En" he hummed softly.

Well, this made me stop what I continued to say.

Xiao He, do you know?I like you.

However, I can't open my mouth and say this to you.

"Xiao He." I stopped, looked at him, and said with a frozen expression.

"how?"

"Can we be together like this forever?" When I said this sentence, I felt a little regretful, what if I found out that my palpitations were happening?So he immediately added: "It's that kind...Family together, that's right, family together."

"Mm." He gave another gentle grace.

No yes, no no.

It's like this again.

Probably to him, I'm just a dispensable family member.

He clenched his fist, then let go.It's better not to tell him, this liking, just rot in your stomach.

Let him always be in my heart forever.

At the beginning, I decided to be a dispensable family member with him.But until an unforeseen tragedy happened.And changed our lives.

My parents died in a car accident.

This was the first time I encountered death. I was still in class that day, when I heard that there was a car accident, I immediately ran to the hospital with the people who came.

What I saw were two cold corpses.

A little hard to breathe, such a depressing feeling.

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sleep sleep sleep.