Happy life of rebirth

He took Xiao Douding to dinner, and there were a lot of dishes on the table. He heard from Lin Qinghang that there are servants who cook and do housework here, but they stay in their own room when they are not working, so they are only willing to share with Xiao Douding. The two sat at the table.

I am happy to lament that the dishes are good and at the same time feel that it is a waste.Xiao Douding sat down firmly and began to eat. While stuffing his mouth full, he did not forget to take care of him. He stretched his chubby arms to pick up vegetables for him. His mouth was smooth and his eyes were smiling The bright light shone brightly.

Lin Yumeng's eyebrows and eyes are a bit like Lin Qinghang's, but much more rounded, not as harsh as Lin Qinghang's. His skin is white and delicate. After returning home, he took off his school uniform and changed into a beige thin sweater, which made him extraordinarily cute and cute.

Le Yue likes Lin Yumeng very much. He always feels a little bit drummed when he gets along with other people. Even if he knows that they have no doubts about him, he still feels guilty, but he is completely relaxed when facing Xiaodouding.

And the little guy is very cute. Most of the five-year-olds haven't grown up yet. Lin Yumeng is already unbelievably beautiful. It's the kind that makes people want to reach out and hug them when they play dirty in the mud. Beautiful, Lin Yumeng's love for Lele is almost idiotic, such things as good feelings have always come and gone, Lele only met him a few times and already loved him from the bottom of his heart.

When Lin Qinghang came back, the two were still at the dining table, both puffing their mouths to eat in a friendly manner, and Xiao Douding was gesticulating while eating, as if he was talking about things in school.Lin Qinghang went over and patted the little guy on the head, "Don't talk while eating, it's impolite."

Lin Yumeng turned his head and glanced at Lin Qinghang in a daze, "Daddy, you are so early today!"

"Didn't you say you were busy?" Le Yue was a little surprised that Lin Qinghang came back so early, and Lin Qinghang looked calm, "I'll be back when I'm done."

He was indeed a little busy today, he was a little busy in the company, and he even turned down the dinner appointment with Xiao Luo.However, the work was completed faster than he planned, but he didn't contact Xiao Luo and went home directly.

Lin Qinghang sat beside Yue Yue, and asked Yue Yue, "Have you eaten yet?"

"No."

"I'll help you fill it up."

Lin Yumeng came over and crawled on top of him, Lin Qinghang dragged him off, "Are you full?"

Xiao Douding nodded his head hey, and climbed onto his lap persistently. Lin Qinghang didn't stop him this time, and let his greasy mouth close to his ear, "I gave Lele a big baby!"

"What is it this time? What did you pick up again?" Lin Qinghang was helpless, Xiao Douding brought something home every now and then, and always said it was a treasure. Before, he brought a stone and said that it could grow small things when soaked in water. The goldfish didn't grow any hair after soaking for half a month, and it was crying to death. I don't know what it is this time.

"I didn't pick it up this time! It was Yang Mufang who sold it to me!" Xiaodouding said with a proud tone, "I'll take you to see it after you've eaten! But I've already given it to Lele, so don't fight it with Lele." oh."

Lin Qinghang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and glanced at Lexie who was watching a play next to him. The man held his rice bowl and pretended not to hear, but his smiling eyes gave him away. Lin Qinghang could only pat the little guy's ass, "Okay."

Looking helplessly at Lin Qinghang having dinner, Xiao Douding dragged him to Yue's room. Lin Qinghang looked at the eggshells on the ground that were as high as his calves, and already guessed what was going on.

After listening to Xiaodouding's logically confused introduction with a blank face, Lin Qinghang grabbed Xiaodoudian and threw him into the bathroom to take a bath.

"Actually, it's pretty cute." Le Yue said with a smile.

"You mean this egg, or that little thing?"

"All, cute." Le Yue held the eggshell in front of him, "I like it."

The huge white eggshell was hugged happily and leaned back slightly, looking clumsy and cute, Lin Qinghang laughed, "Do you really not want me to accompany you tomorrow?"

"No." Happy shook his head.He didn't know how he would feel when he saw the tomb. If Lin Qinghang went with him, he would be worried about him. Besides, he really wanted to be alone.

Lin Qinghang wanted to say something else, and after taking a shower, the fragrant little Douding swayed over again in pajamas, and said happily, "I want to sleep with Lele."

"Lin Yumeng, you are 5 years old, you should sleep by yourself." Xiaodouding never relents when he is willing to kiss and hug. These actions are particularly dazzling in Lin Qinghang's eyes.

"But Dad is so old, he also sleeps with Lele." Lin Yumeng looked up at Lele aggrievedly, willingly picked him up, "Let's sleep together."

Lin Qinghang felt a little depressed, it was the first time he felt that Lin Yumeng was so annoying.

Le Yue repeatedly said that he wanted to go alone, but Lin Qinghang couldn't force it, so he sent Uncle Li to take him to Nanshan Cemetery.

The cemetery is in the suburbs, and I went there in the afternoon, and it happened to catch up with a drizzle, and when I opened the car window, the slanting wind and the drizzle hit his face, making him feel a sense of loss.

Suddenly I thought of watching cartoons when I was a child. All the children in the orphanage sat in front of the TV with small benches and waited for Maruko. There was an episode where Maruko fantasized about the end of the world. Dragging my chin, I thought, what a pity.

It's a pity to live alone in the world.

The mood now overlaps inexplicably with that time.

When we arrived at the cemetery, Le Yue did not let Uncle Li accompany him. He held up an umbrella by himself, holding a bunch of stars in his hand, and went up the mountain.

Climbing up the stairs, he didn't know if there were too many things on his mind. After climbing for a long time, he felt that his steps were heavy, so he had to take a rest first.

There were very few people in the cemetery, and he hadn't seen anyone after walking for a long time. He was wearing a white shirt, cropped pants stuck at his ankles, and it was a rainy day on the mountain.

He is a bit of a superstitious person. In the past, the dean’s mother-in-law also liked to tell them ghosts and gods and legends on summer nights, and she was willing to be one of those little furry children who covered their ears and screamed in fright but wanted to continue listening, but Now, he has a clear heart and no fear.

Lin Qinghang didn't tell him the exact location. He searched for a while before finding his own tombstone, which was simply engraved with his name, date of birth, date of death, and a few bouquets of flowers in front of the tomb that were already on the verge of death. Willing to feel a little ironic.

How many people can sweep their own graves?

Le Le stared blankly at his photo on the tombstone, no matter how many times he told himself that he was reborn with Chen Leyi's body, but his name was clearly engraved on the tombstone, reminding him that the life belonging to Le Le had come to an end , In this world, there will no longer be happiness.

The evaluations about him heard from other people, even if they praise him for his hard work, add the premise that he is a poor child, lonely and poor, with no branches to rely on.Many children in the orphanage, who were about his age, all went astray later. Most of them ended up like this. Happy is not that the heart is strong enough to be sunny and harmless. He also had moments of despair and extremes. In the book Write down the reasons for living, the reasons for dying, and finally only leave a full page: live.

Le Yue will always remember the boy who scratched out the reason to die with a black pen with red eyes, as if every stroke was exhausted with all his life's strength, wishing he could drive out the pain as well.

Even if it was such a bad life, he didn't want to live it in vain. Unwilling and unconvinced, he chose to look at the good side, chose to face the difficulties of life, chose, and stood alone with a smile.

It's just that everything, good, bad, dark, and bright, has become pale numbers on the tombstone, recording his life, leaving a full stop that is not very regrettable.

He imagined countless times that if he hadn't rescued Chen Leyi back then, then he would have lived a simple life. Although it was rough, he would not have been knocked down. But now that he is reborn, no matter how many conflicts he had in his heart before, even if he couldn't enjoy those things with peace of mind. It belongs to Chen Leyi's happiness, but he has already been reborn. He is grateful to God for giving him the chance to experience another life. With that belief, earnestly and work hard.

live.

Le Le stayed in the cemetery for a long time. When he went down the mountain, it rained a lot, and the umbrella was useless. He was soaked. He was going to go to the place where he hid the trolley before, but he kept sneezing when he got in the car. No matter what Uncle Li said, he would send him back.

Uncle Li is the driver of the Lin family, and he is quite old. Lin Qinghang also picked him up when he was a child, so he trusts him very much.He didn't talk much, but he was very kind. He was determined to send him home when he saw that Lean's face was frighteningly pale and he was still sneezing.

The car entered the yard, and the rain was much lighter.The Lin family villa has a large yard with a pond built in the middle, and the rest is divided into several sections for planting flowers and grass, which is very charming.

It was the evening of early summer, after it rained, the air seemed to have turned aqua blue, and the fragrance of the vegetation was refreshing. When I was willing to get out of the car, I saw Lin Qinghang and Lin Yumeng, one big and one small, squatting in the corner with their backs to him. The little milk voice mumbled a few words from time to time, but was overwhelmed by the small sound of insects.

He walked over and saw Lin Qinghang rolling up his sleeves, holding a shovel in his hand, and filling the eggshell with soil. Neither of them noticed him. Can flowers grow out of soil?"

"Ah."

"How long? One day?"

"Not a day, let's take a month."

"That long."

The serious nonsense made Le Yue laugh out loud, Lin Yumeng turned around, saw him, pouted, with red eyes begging for a hug, willingly picked him up, and asked Lin Qinghang, "Crying?"

"Well," Lin Qinghang stood up, "He said that his deskmate told him that flowers would grow in a day, but when I got home today, I found that they didn't grow, and they rolled on the ground several times."

Happy to burst out laughing, Xiao Douding foolishly watched him laugh and followed suit, Lin Qinghang glared at him, willing to hold back his laughter, only then did Lin Qinghang realize that his face was strange, pale with tiredness, his clothes were not completely dry, and he frowned , put his hand on his forehead, "It's raining?"