爱 就 爱 了

"Yifeng, you're back! Give it to me." Zheng Yun waited for Jiang Yifeng at the door, took the clothes and bag from him as soon as he saw him, and acted like a good wife and mother, "My son has missed you several times God."

Jiang Yifeng was a little surprised by Zheng Yun's appearance, but it's not difficult to guess that it must be Teacher He's good deed.He smiled at Zheng Yun, and politely asked when she came.

"Dad, Dad..." Jiang Hao rushed to Jiang Yifeng's legs, grabbed his pants and was about to climb up, Jiang Yifeng picked him up, "Dad, I want to go to the amusement park and watch a movie. Uncle said to wait for you Come back and go."

"Okay!" Jiang Yifeng pampered his son's head.He was a little depressed seeing Zheng Yun, but he felt much better after hearing what his son said.Thank goodness the son didn't say he wanted his parents to take him there, even though it wasn't too much to say, but he was really afraid that Ye Xiaoming might misunderstand.

Putting down his son and drinking some water, Jiang Yifeng changed his shoes and went out.

"Yifeng, are you going out again?" After finally looking forward to the person coming back, Zheng Yun felt a feeling of love at first glance when she saw Jiang Yifeng, and she wanted to chat with him for a while, but she wanted to go out again. Very lost.

"Well, there's something else to do." Jiang Yifeng didn't even look at Zheng Yun, opened the door and went out.

Teacher He guessed that Jiang Yifeng might be going to Ye Xiaoming's place, so he hurried out to pull him away, but the elevator door was already closed, so he was one step too late.There is no better proof than actions. Teacher He is absolutely sure that Ye Xiaoming is the man Jiang Yifeng likes.

Zheng Yun's appearance disrupted Jiang Yifeng's plan.Originally, he just wanted Ye Xiaoming to worry a bit, knowing that he was nervous, and let him see clearly his true thoughts and emotions in his heart, instead of really wanting to break up.But Zheng Yun came back at this juncture, the awkward Ye Xiaoming didn't think much about it.Jiang Yifeng knew that if he didn't explain clearly now, with Ye Xiaoming's temper, if he wanted him to believe that he was sincere, he had to peel off his skin.

Jiang Yifeng rang the doorbell of Ye's house for a long time, but no one opened it. He wanted to come back later, but it is rare that there is no one in Ye's house, so he was still worried, and finally called Zhou Ying.

"Mom, take down my car keys, hurry up!" Jiang Yifeng called home while running.

Just now Zhou Ying told Jiang Yifeng that Ye Xiaoming was rushed to the hospital for unknown reasons when he went to the law firm, and they all rushed to the hospital in the car.Jiang Yifeng's head exploded all of a sudden, and he was stunned for a long time before he realized that his heart was pounding in his throat, and he was panicking.

The car keys were brought down by Zheng Yun, and she wanted to follow, but Jiang Yifeng asked her to go upstairs very seriously, took the keys, turned around and left without even looking at her.Zheng Yun was a little unhappy, but she had never seen Jiang Yifeng like this - nervous and anxious, even a little crazy, with a bit of hostility, this smell fascinated her, just like Jiang Yifeng who was calm, refined, and humorous instantly attracted her Same, she couldn't extricate herself.

Along the way, Jiang Yifeng's mind was blank, he held his breath and rushed forward at the fastest speed.When the elevator door opened on the floor of the operating room, his legs were a little weak, and he didn't stumble out until someone reminded him.

The Ye family members were sitting on chairs outside the operating room, as well as Lawyer Wang and Ye Xiaoming's assistant.After Jiang Yifeng greeted them one by one, before he could ask about the situation, the lights in the operating room went out, and soon a doctor and a nurse came out.

We did our best—the horrific words sounded again.The last time Jiang Yifeng was shocked by this sentence, this time, he lost consciousness even physically, and watched Director Ye fall on the chair, Teacher Shen passed out before crying, and was quickly helped by Lawyer Wang. Stopped, Ye Shuyang cried in fright, Zhou Ying quickly hugged him to comfort him.The doctor and nurse quickly pushed a bed out from nowhere. After Teacher Shen lay on it, Lawyer Wang helped the nurse to push the bed, the assistant supported Director Ye, and Zhou Ying hurried away with Ye Shuyang in her arms.

From noisy to quiet, it seemed like a flash, Jiang Yifeng was the only one left outside the operating room.His legs seemed to be nailed to the ground, motionless, and he would stand like this forever.

Jiang Yifeng didn't come home for dinner, Teacher He asked Zheng Yun to call, but no one answered.After eating, she went straight to Ye's house.She was 100% sure that Jiang Yifeng and Ye Xiaoming were together, holding her breath in her heart, she rang Ye's doorbell vigorously.

There was no one in the Ye family, Teacher He's reaction was the same as Jiang Yifeng's, calling Zhou Ying.Upon hearing that Ye's family members were all in the hospital, and Teacher Shen fainted, Teacher He immediately felt that he had gone too far, and began to reflect on whether he might have made a mistake.But when the son came back, he didn't take Ye Xiaoming out, so where could he go?

Jiang Yifeng didn't come home all night.Zheng Yun stays alone in her empty boudoir, even if she likes Jiang Yifeng no matter how much she still gets angry.She felt that Jiang Yifeng did it on purpose, but it was so obvious that it was too unreasonable. She was the mother of the child after all, and they didn't fall out during the divorce, so why do they hate her so much now.

Teacher He didn't sleep well all night, and tossed and turned Teacher Jiang all night.

"It's almost dawn, you can sleep for a while." Teacher Jiang said helplessly.

"My son didn't come back all night, how could I, as a mother, be able to sleep."

"You worry too much about this. How old is he? It's okay to spend the night outside." Teacher Jiang knew what Zheng Yun came back for, and he neither objected nor approved, "It's Yifeng himself who lives, you just Let him decide for himself."

"How can you say that even if he lives with a man, you don't object?" Teacher He felt that he had done so much that even his lover didn't support him, so he sat up angrily.

"Is it useful to object?" Mrs. Jiang took the clothes and put them on his lover, "If Yifeng is willing to listen to what we say, can he get married in his thirties? If Zheng Yun hadn't been pregnant at the time, could he have married? After the divorce, you didn't miss it. He also arranged a blind date, when did he listen to you? Do you think he will suddenly change his gender, and remarry Zheng Yun obediently this time?"

"I know you didn't like Zheng Yun back then. At that time, I also thought she was too young and self-willed, and the two of us would not last long. But Zheng Yun is different now, and it's Haohao's mother again. Why does Yifeng look down on her? Yes. It is the most correct for them to remarry." Teacher He insisted on his own ideas.

"No matter how good Zheng Yun is, it will only be useful if Yifeng thinks it is good. He doesn't like it, and it's useless no matter how correct she is!"

"Whether it's useful or not is more useful than being with Ye Xiaoming!"

"How do you think it's him? Maybe there's no such thing at all."

"That's because you are too slow. When you understand it, your son won't be able to come back."

"Why don't you come back? Even if Yifeng is on good terms with the man, it's nothing to be ashamed of. Besides, there's Haohao, so even if he doesn't have children, he can't say he's wrong."

"That's my fault? I was meddling in my own business, and I beat mandarin ducks!" Teacher He felt very aggrieved, and cried again, "For you, it's enough for someone to pass on the family, right? It doesn't matter what your son wants to do in the future Don't worry, just be a good person, I'm a bad person, I'm the worst!"

"That's not what I meant! I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that, I am a bad person, you are a good person, the best mother in the world, she cares most about her children, and thinks about her children's future." Jiang Yifeng's ability to coax people has been passed down to some extent. His father, "I'll scold Yifeng when he comes back, shut him up at home, let him remarry Zheng Yun, and give it to you, no, give us a big fat grandson, preferably a granddaughter, like you, who is gentle and gentle." Virtuous and capable..."

"Fuck him #妈的帝子, fake ## wine, all of them are fake ## wine!" Jiang Yifeng threw the wine bottle out of his hand.He had been drinking for almost twenty hours, and all the good wines in the wine cabinet were about to be ruined.But he was still not drunk, he clearly remembered every word of Ye Xiaoming in his mind, clearly saw every expression of Ye Xiaoming in his eyes, smelled Ye Xiaoming's smell through his nose, and felt the skin-to-skin contact with Ye Xiaoming on his hands...

A corner of the heart is missing, no pain can be felt, only the wind keeps pouring in, the blood is frozen and does not flow to the brain, blocking thinking, people become stupid, all emotions and desires disappear, like walking dead, wandering in nowhere Ye Xiaoming's time and space.This is the current Jiang Yifeng. He walks around every corner with a wine bottle in his house as he did when he held Ye Xiaoming in his arms, repeating the conversation between the two of them in his mouth.

In the bathroom, in the bedroom, the two overlapping bodies are so alluring, the whispers of emotion are so alluring, and the release of orgasm is so beautiful.Jiang Yifeng lay on the bed, hugged the pillow, called Xiao Ming, put his hand into his pants, and rubbed his hard lower body, but he still couldn't get it released.

Time and space are suddenly dislocated, and the world suddenly collapses. Otherwise, how could there be no Ye Xiaoming, and how could he be the only one left.Jiang Yifeng smashed everything that reflected his lonely figure, and the scattered fragments scattered like his heart, cutting him into distorted shapes.

"Feng!" Teacher He looked at his son sitting in the dark room, as if he was afraid of frightening him, and called out in a very soft voice.

Teacher He, who was worried, decided to go to Jiang Yifeng's own house after lunch. Zheng Yun offered to go with him, so the two saw the strange Jiang Yifeng.

The house smelled of alcohol, and no one was found on the first floor, so Teacher He and Zheng Yun went up to the second floor and went directly to Jiang Yifeng's room.

The man sitting on the ground curled up, his rickety back looked so lonely, so sad and painful.Glass shards all over the floor and wine bottles rolling around show the man's emotions that have nowhere to vent.What he went through, what he endured, made him so vulnerable.

(Here I suddenly think of Luo Dayou's "Your Look")

"Mom." Jiang Yifeng raised his head, his bearded face was flushed, his eyes were red, blood was oozing from a few cut glass wounds, messy hair, dirty clothes, hoarse voice, strange but heart-rending.

"Mom is here." Teacher He walked carefully to his son, knelt down and stroked his head, "Feng, Mom is here, just tell Mom if you have anything."

Jiang Yifeng didn't answer, and slowly buried his head between his knees again, holding the back of his head with his hands.

Seeing Jiang Yifeng like this, Teacher He was so distressed that tears fell down. She gently stroked her son's back, wishing she could shoulder the unknown burden for him.

"Mom, what should I do? What should I do?" Jiang Yifeng's voice was desolate and helpless.

What should I do?Teacher He didn't ask, she knew her son would say what he wanted to say, so she just needed to listen quietly at the moment.

"Xiao Ming is gone, what should I do, it's gone... Xiao Ming... Xiao Ming..." Jiang Yifeng finally told the truth that he had never dared to face.

The three words Ye Xiaoming became the last straw that crushed him.Teacher He heard her son's suppressed cry, her trembling shoulders burned from her hands to her heart like fire.

The darkness in the room was condensed from pain, the smell of alcohol in the room was brewed from sadness, and the thousands of glass shards reflected Jiang Yifeng's love that had no place to rest.

Standing at the door, Zheng Yun looked at Jiang Yifeng who was weeping bitterly and at a loss, and realized that he was really in the past, and even more understood that Jiang Yifeng never loved her from the beginning to the end.A man who loves so deeply and is so unforgettable is so charming. Zheng Yun wants such a man and wants to be loved by such a man. She doesn't want to be a piece of furniture that he puts in the house, or an accessory that he displays to the outside world. So even if she heard that the person Jiang Yifeng loved was gone, she didn't want to be a substitute.

Since there is no future, why worry about the present.Zheng Yun left quietly, putting an end to her love affair with Jiang Yifeng.

Teacher He held his son in his arms and asked himself repeatedly: Is it wrong?

As a mother, what do you want your child to do?Walk the right way, live the right life.But what is right?What are the criteria for judging?Will yesterday's right be tomorrow's wrong?Will yesterday's mistakes continue to be wrong?Raising the child and teaching the child to distinguish right from wrong has already fulfilled the responsibilities and obligations of parents. Next, perhaps the child should be allowed to choose and judge by himself, let him experience his choice, and let him bear the result of his choice.Parents can make suggestions, but they cannot make decisions. After all, life belongs to children, not parents.

How could Jiang Yifeng, who has already grown up and achieved some success in his career, not know what he wants and who is most suitable for him.He is willing to give and bear, in exchange for the happiness he wants, instead of forcing or asking for it, and there is no reason for parents not to respect his choice.

"Feng, Mom, I was wrong." Teacher He said with tears and choked up, "Mom is wrong, forgive Mom."

But is it too late?Too late?

Teacher He didn't know why Ye Xiaoming suddenly disappeared. She was heartbroken by Jiang Yifeng's crying at first, but she slowly came back to her senses later, and wanted to ask her son, but seeing him like that, she knew there was nothing to ask.

Jiang Yifeng cried less and less, but still sobbed with his head buried, as pitiful as a child.Teacher He thought for a while, took out her mobile phone and called Zhou Ying. If she didn't ask the matter clearly, her son might not be saved.

Zhou Ying picked up the phone, but Teacher He asked Teacher Shen how he was and then fell silent. She handed the phone to Teacher Shen strangely, and asked her to talk to Teacher He by herself.

Teacher He covered her mouth with her hands in surprise, she was sure that she heard Ye Xiaoming's voice from the phone just now, although she couldn't hear what she said, it was indeed him.

"Son, son! Jiang Yifeng!" Teacher He lifted Jiang Yifeng's head vigorously, "Ye Xiaoming, listen carefully on the phone!"

Teacher He stuck the phone to his son's ear.Jiang Yifeng didn't respond in a daze at first, but suddenly he shuddered, his eyes widened, and his mouth opened wide, as if a light bulb had been plugged in.

"Fuck you Ye Xiaoming, bastard!" Jiang Yifeng jumped up from the ground with a grunt, rushed out of the room quickly, rushed back, hugged Teacher He, and kissed her loudly on the face, "Mom, you are really me!" Mother! I love you!"

"Don't drive! You're drinking!" Teacher He yelled, watching his son run away like a lunatic, leaving behind a room that was devastated like a typhoon passing through, he couldn't laugh or cry.