爱 就 爱 了

Ye Xiaoming's physical recovery was slow, and all the results of his previous rehabilitation were in vain. He had to hand over most of the work to his assistants. Fortunately, his voice recovered better, and his language was much clearer. Others could basically understand what he meant.

Since he decided not to talk about relationships anymore, his heart has become colder, and he has become more depressed. The doctor feels that his mental state is not good for recovery, but no one can change him.The Ye family's parents didn't know why their son's emotions would be so ups and downs. Zhou Ying could see some clues, but she couldn't believe it, let alone talk nonsense.

When Jiang Yifeng arrived at the hospital, Zhou Ying was feeding Ye Xiaoming porridge.He used to eat seven meals a day when he was put in a gastric tube. Now, although there are not so many meals, he still insists on the principle of eating less and more meals, which is good for his digestion and absorption.Zhou Ying found an excuse to leave the matter of feeding the porridge to Jiang Yifeng, took the bag by herself and left the ward.

Ye Xiaoming ignored the spoon that Jiang Yifeng fed to his mouth, and turned his head with his mouth closed.Jiang Yifeng had no choice but to coax him: "Eat it, there is only half a bowl left, and you can do whatever you want after eating."

"Don't eat." Ye Xiaoming simply closed his eyes.

"Sister Zhou said that I have to finish eating." Jiang Yifeng waited for a while, then had to put the spoon back into the bowl, "Are you sure you don't want to eat?"

Seeing that Ye Xiaoming didn't answer him, Jiang Yifeng put the bowl away, pinched Ye Xiaoming's chin, and kissed him directly.Ye Xiaoming was unprepared, Jiang Yifeng's tongue quickly parted his lips, squeezed into the gap between his teeth, and then drove straight in, tumbling inside, sucking the oxygen in his lungs mercilessly.

Ye Xiaoming was so kissed that he couldn't breathe, his lips parted tremblingly, and he took a deep breath.When he was almost out of breath, Jiang Yifeng took another spoonful of porridge and brought it to his mouth.This time Ye Xiaoming couldn't keep his mouth shut, but his eyes widened angrily, as if he wanted to strangle the other party to death.

Jiang Yifeng looked at Ye Xiaoming with a reddish complexion, and the more he watched, the more he fell in love with him. He felt that he was so charming even when he was angry, so he couldn't help but said meanly: "Xiaoming, just eat obediently. If you don't eat any more, I can use my mouth to eat it." Hello."

If Jiang Yifeng didn't say this, maybe Ye Xiaoming would really eat it, but he did.Ye Xiaoming is strong when he meets the strong, and weak when he meets the weak. His face changed, and the corners of his mouth curled up, looking provocative: "Do you want to try?"

"I can't ask for it." Jiang Yifeng suddenly felt his blood boil, he took a mouthful of porridge and kissed it.

Ye Xiaoming was attacked once, and there will definitely not be a second time.Jiang Yifeng's tongue licked his lips and separated his teeth effortlessly. Ye Xiaoming's initiative made Jiang Yifeng forget about it, and the result was that Jiang Yifeng's tongue was bitten hard.

Jiang Yifeng snorted, and quickly pulled his tongue away, the porridge that was originally in his mouth flowed out all of a sudden, making Ye Xiaoming's and his own mouths and chins all over, and some dripped directly onto the quilt.He took out a tissue and covered his mouth, a bloody smell filled his mouth.

Seeing Jiang Yifeng's painful and wronged expression, Ye Xiaoming couldn't bear it, and felt that he had gone too far, so he took the initiative to say: "The porridge is cold, let's warm it up a little."

Jiang Yifeng heated the porridge in the microwave for a while, then fed Ye Xiaoming without saying a word, keeping his eyes on him all the time, the sorrow on his face made one feel that he had been greatly wronged.Ye Xiaoming felt a little uncomfortable being seen, and couldn't say anything.In this way, half a bowl of fragrant pork ribs and millet porridge was slowly eaten in the silence of the two of them.

After eating the porridge, Jiang Yifeng hugged Ye Xiaoming to sit up.Ye Xiaoming wanted to object, but he couldn't say anything. With that bite just now, he didn't take the top spot, but fell into an embarrassing situation.

Jiang Yifeng saw that his attitude was vacillating, so he massaged his stomach and said, "It's not easy to digest food when you lie down after eating. I'll rub it for you, and I'll let you lie down after a while."

"Thank you." Ye Xiaoming said in a low voice.

Ever since he decided not to talk about feelings, Ye Xiaoming's attitude towards Jiang Yifeng has become very cold, and Jiang Yifeng is very busy after returning from a business trip, Ye Xiaoming has not let Jiang Yifeng hug him like this for some days.I have to admit that Jiang Yifeng's chest is really strong and warm, and the long arms around him make people feel safe and comfortable.Ye Xiaoming leaned on it relaxedly, and couldn't help wanting to occupy this embrace forever, never giving up half a cent, but thinking about it, he also knew it was unrealistic, so he could only sigh helplessly in the end.

"Xiaoming, do you like me?" Jiang Yifeng asked seriously.

Ye Xiaoming looked up at Jiang Yifeng, not understanding why he would suddenly ask this question, but he felt that there was no need to deny it, so he nodded generously: "I like it."

"I like you too. So we're gay?"

"We've all been married and had kids."

"Is that bisexual?"

Ye Xiaoming frowned, unable to understand the meaning of Jiang Yifeng's discussion of this topic, but he still replied: "I don't think I am, except for you, I have no interest in other men at all."

"Me too, and I only like you. I don't feel anything when I see other men, but when I think of hugging other men like this, I feel goosebumps all over the ground." Jiang Yifeng said with emotion, "Then what do you think we are like this? "

"Let's be happy with each other." Ye Xiaoming thought for a while, and only came to this conclusion.

"Well, it's nice to be in love with each other." Jiang Yifeng kissed Ye Xiaoming's earlobe, his voice was full of magnetic temptation, "Xiaoming, let's be together. It is said that it is not easy to find the person you love in a lifetime. Since we If you love each other, you should cherish it. Let’s be together, we are not young, time waits for no one, let’s grow old together.”

Ye Xiaoming was not bewitched by Jiang Yifeng's words, he avoided Jiang Yifeng's hot air blowing in his ears, and said coldly: "Impossible, you should stop thinking about it."

"Why?" Jiang Yifeng once again put on an aggrieved and mournful expression.

"You should find a woman to marry, it's the best for you, your family, especially Haohao." Ye Xiaoming said with a preaching attitude, "You are an adult, not a kid who just came out of society. If you don’t go on the road, take a single-plank bridge, be careful to fall to your death.”

"Did you curse me like that?" Jiang Yifeng switched to coquettish mode again, "Xiaoming, I just want to be with you, I don't want anyone else, no matter if it's male or female, I just want you."

"I don't want you, I don't want to be with you." Ye Xiaoming was as smelly and hard as a stone in a latrine.

"why?"

"There's no reason, I just don't want to, don't, it's impossible!"

"He's really a hard-hearted person. You said, where can you find someone as good as me? Don't try to persuade you to take care of you. This sister Zhou can also do it. Just say that we have the same heart, like-mindedness, knowledge, experience, three Views, economic foundation, family background, social status, even if we are single and have a son, we are not a perfect match!" Jiang Yifeng said with infinite regret, "Xiaoming, if you don't want me, you will regret it. The flowers are so beautiful. Must be broken, don't wait for no flowers to break branches."

Jiang Yifeng was sour there, Ye Xiaoming was not indifferent either.He knows Jiang Yifeng's kindness very well.So far, Jiang Yifeng is the first person who can walk into his heart, the first person who can make him let go of his defenses and rely on him without any scruples, the first person who makes him want to love and live his whole life from the bottom of his heart , the first person who made him act like a fool, act like a baby, mess around, ask for pampering... Many, many firsts were taken by Jiang Yifeng.But at the same time, because these firsts are all Jiang Yifeng, Ye Xiaoming can't selfishly imprison such an outstanding person, let him wither like a flower by his side, and he doesn't want such an outstanding person to part ways with him in the end. It's a passerby.If you can't be a husband and wife, you should at least be a friend. Ye Xiaoming never wants to lose Jiang Yifeng, his most trustworthy friend.

The sunny April is a good time for outings.Jiang Yifeng applied to the doctor to let Ye Xiaoming go out for half a day. He planned to take him and his two children to the countryside to fly a kite.

"Uncle, when can you go home, I miss you so much!" Jiang Hao's mouth was very sweet, as soon as he entered the ward, he ran over to hold Ye Xiaoming's hand and act like a baby.

It was so comforting to hear these words, the thin ice on Ye Xiaoming's face melted instantly, he rubbed the back of his hand against Jiang Hao's palm with a smile, and said, "Soon, uncle will be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

"Uncle, after you leave the hospital, will you live with us, or will we live with you?" Jiang Hao asked innocently.

"Our house can't fit anymore." Ye Shuyang frowned. He really wanted to live with Jiang Hao, but he also saw the reality clearly.

"Then live at my house! It's not my grandma's house, it's my father's house. It's very big and can accommodate many people, isn't it father?" Jiang Hao turned to his father and said, "Dad, let's take uncle first. Go to see the house with Yangyang, and then go to fly a kite."

"That's a good idea." Jiang Yifeng smiled sweetly, but when he met Ye Xiaoming's icy eyes, he immediately restrained himself a bit, "But it hasn't been cleaned for a long time, so let's go someday when Dad finds someone to clean it up."

Ye Xiaoming ignored Jiang Yifeng, who was self-righteous, and didn't say a word except for the child asking him along the way, his whole being frozen into ice.

Green mountains and green waters, rippling blue waves, and the lakeside where cosmos and poppies bloom are as picturesque as picturesque, making people's hearts soft and warm.The back of Ye Xiaoming's wheelchair was lowered, and he was half lying down with a thin blanket covering his body. He was drowsy under the dappled sunlight under the big ancient banyan tree.

Not far away, Jiang Yifeng was teaching two children how to fly a dragonfly kite. The children's laughter came from time to time, revealing the most beautiful innocence.

Seeing the three of them having fun, Ye Xiaoming felt somewhat lonely.If his body is not like this, he can also play with his son. He will teach his son to play basketball, ride a bicycle, play games, run with his son, climb mountains, hike... There are so many things that he has no chance to do for his son. .Similarly, there are very few things that can be done for parents, but for Jiang Yifeng, there is nothing at all.

Sensing someone approaching, Ye Xiaoming opened his eyes and saw Jiang Yifeng helping him to pull the slipped blanket back.

"Woke you up?" Jiang Yifeng asked softly.

"No." Ye Xiaoming turned to look at the children.The kite was already flying, Ye Shuyang was pulling the string, Jiang Hao was pointing at the side, the two children raised their heads high, like two sunflowers facing the sun, lively and lovely.

Jiang Yifeng sat down next to Ye Xiaoming, held his hand, looked at him affectionately, and said, "Xiaoming, look at how comfortable a family of four is living in this way. After we are together, no one has to worry about it." Whoever changes anything, we have already coordinated, it’s just a matter of sleeping in a different place at night, so don’t be reserved anymore. If you can’t save your face, I can come to your door. If your house can’t fit, then we can buy another house together and write The names of the two of us, do you think this is okay? In the future, you will still work at home, and I will go out to work, one in the home and the other in the outside. We will teach the children together, take them to play together, and watch them grow together. Go out on weekends, or Go shopping, watch a movie, travel on holidays, we go to the mountains to watch the sunrise, go to the beach to catch up with the sea, at home and abroad, we will go wherever you want, as long as you are by my side, I will follow you everywhere..."

Jiang Yifeng was talking at length, and Ye Xiaoming didn't interrupt his fantasy. After he finished speaking, he snorted and said, "You said we are already in harmony, right? We haven't slept yet, how do you know that?" Coordinated or not? May I ask who is on and who is off?"

"I'm willing to be here, as long as you're happy." Jiang Yifeng was very forthright, and he flattered you, "Xiaoming, I will definitely serve you comfortably. Although I have no experience, I have a strong learning ability and practical ability Stronger, let's watch the movie together, study it together, I guarantee you will taste it once, and you can't stop it."

Ye Xiaoming dismissed it, Jiang Yifeng's words made it clear that he was coaxing him, he was superior, so he had to be able to do it. "The ones below me are unconscious and have lost all their functions. I'm afraid they won't be able to satisfy you."

"Xiaoming, it's too narrow for you to think so. I want to be with you, not for sex at all. What's important is your person, the person I love you, and being with you makes me satisfied in my heart and spirit, and my whole body People are fulfilled, feel that life is meaningful, and have visions for the future." Jiang Yifeng put Ye Xiaoming's hand on his face, "Just like now, sitting next to you and holding your hand, I feel very happy. So, filial piety Ming, don't mind sex too much, it's just a spice of life, not a necessity."

"Platonic love is not for me. Just like salt is also a condiment, but no, the food is not good."

"You can't eat too much salt, it's bad for your health. And I didn't say that as long as you're in love spiritually, you can't do it down there, but you can do it up there." Jiang Yifeng kissed Ye Xiaoming's lips and ears lightly.

"Jiang Yifeng, let's stop here!" Ye Xiaoming didn't want to talk nonsense with Jiang Yifeng any more, "It's pointless to keep entangled like this. Also, don't tell the children any more nonsense, it won't affect them well. If you do this again, I will Yangyang is forbidden to play with Haohao."

Why is it like a stone that can't be warmed, Jiang Yifeng's teeth itched with hatred, seeing Ye Xiaoming close his eyes and ignore him, he simply stood up and went to find the two children.

Ye Xiaoming is not a cold-blooded animal, Jiang Yifeng has been instigating in his ears recently, he is not without ideas, especially seeing his son getting along with Jiang Yifeng, he has also been moved, but his body seems to lie between him and Jiang Yifeng It is a threshold that is destined to never be crossed.

At night, Jiang Yifeng was sitting on the bay window smoking a cigarette. Although Ye Xiaoming was still in the hospital, the night light in his room opposite was still on.Taking a deep breath, Jiang Yifeng smiled helplessly, coaxing Ye Xiaoming for so long didn't work, he felt it was time to change his strategy.

"Xiao Ming, let me see how long you can last." A question that has troubled Jiang Yifeng for many days, finally made a decision at this time.

"The most is the gentleness of bowing his head, like a water lotus flower's shyness that cannot withstand the cool wind, saying "precious", saying "precious", and there is sweet sadness in that "precious"-Sayan Nala." Jiang Yifeng read leisurely. I read Xu Zhimo's poems, then took a puff of cigarette, and exhaled ring-shaped smoke, which slowly drifted in the air.