爱 就 爱 了

Spring is warm and flowers are blooming, everything is recovering, and after the continuous rain, the sun penetrates everything, including the deepest part of the heart.Jiang Yifeng looked at the incomparably beautiful Huoshaoyun outside the cabin, and his whole body seemed to be on fire.Thinking of Ye Xiaoming, he has an urge to return to his heart; thinking of Ye Xiaoming's ambiguous smile, he feels his heart beat faster and his breathing becomes short of breath; thinking of Ye Xiaoming's blurry eyes and weak and lazy nasal voice, his whole body is chilled Already, my whole body is limp as if I had no bones...

The worthless Jiang Yifeng has been confused by Ye Xiaoming. During the ten days of his business trip, he worked day and night, just to go back quickly. He worked overtime until the early morning last night, only slept for two hours, and rushed to work. Get on the earliest flight of the day.At this time, the sun had just risen, and he wasn't sleepy at all, his heartbeat was beating like a drum, strong and rhythmic, urging him to run to the place where Ye Xiaoming was.

Jiang Yifeng also felt that something was wrong and weird at the beginning, but he couldn't bear it anymore, his lust became fascinated, and he gradually fell into the sweet and pampering gentle village created by Ye Xiaoming.

The light in the operating room was always on, and Jiang Yifeng didn't know how long it was on.From the moment he saw the silent Ye Xiaoming being carried into the ambulance, his mind went blank. Driving, parking, going upstairs, sitting down, etc. were just habitual instructions from the brain, without any meaning.The doctor came in and out, and Director Ye stood up to communicate with the doctor and sign. All of this was just like a silent movie, which was only played in front of his eyes, and his brain did not receive any information at all.

Apart from bruises and bruises on Ye Xiaoming's body, as well as a fractured left shoulder, the most serious trauma was that his brain was hit by a hard object, resulting in a skull fracture and excessive blood loss.This is not fatal, the fatal thing is that he burned for too long, in addition to the recurrence of pneumonia, the failure of many organs in his body, and finally fell into the water, severe hypoxia led to shock.

During the operation, the doctor gave several critical illness notices, and Director Ye basically gave up hope.It was the first time Jiang Yifeng met Director Ye who was in a state of despair. As a researcher, he usually had a calm, rigorous, and meticulous scholarly attitude, and his gestures were full of wisdom and elegance.But now, the wrinkles on his face became more and more deep, carving out the pain and suffering in his heart one by one, with tears in the corners of his eyes, red nose, and restless heart made him pace back and forth.

Jiang Yifeng rubbed his face hard with his hands a few times, forcibly pulled Yuanyuan's mind back, and asked Director Ye to sit down, speaking incomprehensible comforting words.He remembered what he had said: I hope the King of Hades can accept you this time, if it is more half-dead than it is now, I can't stand it.What a prophecy!

Ye Xiaoming was sent directly to the ICU from the operating room. The doctor said that he was not sure when he would wake up, it might be soon, or he might not wake up.Teacher Shen cried so hard that the doctor had to give her a sedative in the end.Director Ye's hair was gray all night, his back was bent, and he sat beside Teacher Shen's bed, holding his wife's hand but unable to speak a word.The Ye family now relies entirely on Zhou Ying, cooking and delivering meals, and taking care of the two elders.Only Ye Shuyang didn't know the situation, he just thought that his father was sick and hospitalized, which was normal for him.

Jiang Yifeng would go to the hospital every day before going to work, and he would go to the hospital after dinner at night, and he would try his best to do everything he could.Looking at Ye Xiaoming lying on the hospital bed from the window of the ICU, his heart continued to fall as if he could not find a fulcrum, and fell into a bottomless abyss, where it was dark and cold, lonely, and he felt no pain, only endless despair.

Ye Xiaoming's hair was shaved, his head was wrapped with a bandage, his trachea was cut open, his left shoulder was cast in plaster, there were criss-crossing pipelines on his face and body, and various instruments around him were beeping.Jiang Yifeng wondered if he had become an experiment or a marionette.Jiang Yifeng was very contradictory. When Ye Xiaoming was not found, he wanted him to be alive as long as he still had breath, but now he felt that this was not enough. Right now Ye Xiaoming didn't look like he was alive at all, he didn't want Ye Xiaoming to lie motionless like this.

He wants Ye Xiaoming to look at him, even if he stares at him, and wants Ye Xiaoming to talk to him, even if it hurts him; he wants to hold Ye Xiaoming, rub his hands and feet, stroke his browbones, and let him be like a kitten in his arms Sleeping soundly; he wants to feed Ye Xiaoming, wipe the corners of his mouth, and then kiss him, feel the softness of his lips, the flexibility of his tongue, and the sweetness of his saliva; The answer is, he knows why.

"Xiaoming, wake up, I have something to tell you, I have to say it face to face, so don't sleep, it's almost done!" Jiang Yifeng murmured, and then took out a small sachet from his coat pocket, "This It is the amulet I asked for you, it can keep you safe and live a long life. I will give it to you when you wake up, hang it around your neck, and never take it off again. "

A week later, Ye Xiaoming was transferred from the ICU to the special care unit for one person. Although he did not wake up, his relatives could be by his side. The distance was not so far away. Everyone felt a little more courage and confidence.Jiang Yifeng stayed in the hospital except for work, his eyes were red and he was very emaciated, but no one could persuade him to leave.Everyone thought that he was blaming himself for not revealing what he knew earlier, which made Ye Xiaoming like this. Only he knew that he didn't want to leave Ye Xiaoming for a moment, and he vowed in his heart to wake him up.

Before dawn, Jiang Yifeng stood on the balcony of the ward, looking at the morning star in the sky, and finally couldn't help lighting a cigarette.Because he didn't go to work today, he stayed with him last night.But he couldn't sleep no matter what, the depression in his heart made him feel depressed, he talked to Ye Xiaoming, told him about his recent work and thoughts, but the more he talked, the more uncomfortable he felt, and he had the urge to cry.He hugged Ye Xiaoming lightly, but the feeling was completely different from before, it was an unbearable loneliness to not respond, like being abandoned, Ye Xiaoming went to a place he couldn't reach.

Inhale the smoke deeply into the lungs, and then exhale it, but the nicotine has reached the central nervous system within seven seconds, and combines with the nerve receptors in the brain that control self-discipline to promote the production of dopamine.Dopamine is a strong stimulant that can make people feel happy and relieve tension and anxiety.Ye Xiaoming is a special kind of nicotine, Jiang Yifeng inhaled it unknowingly, and he can't quit that addiction ever since.

When the first ray of dawn pierced through the clouds, passed through the door leading to the balcony opened by Jiang Yifeng, and shone on Ye Xiaoming's bedside, his whole body became a little illusory, as if it would disappear at the touch of a touch.

"Xiaoming, it's dawn." Jiang Yifeng stood at the head of the bed, closed his eyes, and stroked Ye Xiaoming's eyebrows with his hands.He was thinner, his eyes sunken, his browbones protruded, and the temperature from his fingertips was tingling, making one think he was caressing on the edge of a knife.

There is obviously a temperature, why can't I wake up?

Extreme happiness suddenly becomes extreme pain can make people crazy, even commit suicide.However, the sudden arrival of extreme happiness during the extreme pain will make people become devout, worship the world wholeheartedly, and even be willing to dedicate themselves.

When Jiang Yifeng's palm suddenly felt a slight vibration, he was shocked, opened his eyes, held his breath, and carefully stroked Ye Xiaoming's eyebrows with his hands again.Like a butterfly about to break out of its cocoon, his eyelashes trembled gently, trembled, then split, then slowly stretched its wings, and finally drew a beautiful arc, dancing lightly.

Looking at Ye Xiaoming's trembling eyelashes and sleepy eyes in the morning light, a tear slipped from the corner of Jiang Yifeng's eye.Lost and found again, he knew that this time, he would cherish it with his life and meet all Ye Xiaoming's demands.

On Ye Xiaoming's chest was the amulet that Jiang Yifeng begged for, and from time to time there was a faint scent of incense, which made him feel at ease.He frowned slightly, and someone next to him immediately asked him if he felt uncomfortable or needed anything.

It is not clear whether it was caused by the impact on the brain or the fever. Ye Xiaoming's eyesight has dropped a lot. Without glasses, he is half-blind. But when he just woke up, he had a headache and dizziness after wearing glasses for a long time, so he had to be half-blind first.Coupled with the tracheotomy, he was unable to speak. He could only express some meaning through his expression, but this was really a severe test for the people around him.

Jiang Yifeng was always paying attention to the changes in Ye Xiaoming's expression.He took all the leave that he hadn't taken for many years and became a 24-hour personal care worker.He did this completely voluntarily, and he did it willingly, but Ye Xiaoming's factor cannot be ruled out.

Jiang Yifeng consulted a doctor about whether fever or impact would affect the brain, and whether it would further affect a person's personality.The doctor believes that this possibility exists, but it is difficult to say the exact extent of the impact, and it is not certain whether it will change back to the original state later.

Ye Xiaoming is in what Jiang Yifeng thinks is a period of personality change.He is no longer a tiger, but transformed into an incomparably noble Persian cat, arrogant and picky, sensitive and squeamish, and if something goes wrong, he is either gazing and frowning like a beautiful and pitiful sick Xi Shi, or arrogant and arrogant like a high-ranking empress dowager , and when Qishun is happy, she looks like the seductive Cleopatra, or the empathetic Xieyuhua.

In short, in Jiang Yifeng's view, the current Ye Xiaoming is both Ye Xiaoming and not Ye Xiaoming, and he is so distracted by teasing him that sometimes he wished for a tyrant to force his bow, but in the end he felt sorry for his weak body, so he could only hold it in his hands and put it in his mouth.

Director Ye and Teacher Shen finally breathed a sigh of relief and became refreshed. Director Ye went back to work, and Teacher Shen was also discharged from the hospital, but they still went to the hospital every day, but Ye Xiaoming didn't like them very much.There is no way, Mr. Shen always shed tears when he came, Director Ye sighed, Ye Xiaoming couldn't speak again, watching the blurry figures moving around in front of him made him feel extremely depressed, His brows were tightly frowned, and finally he had to remind them with heavy gasps.

Ye Xiaoming is now pointing at Jiang Yifeng, and Zhou Ying only comes to deliver meals every day, replacing Jiang Yifeng briefly.Jiang Yifeng paid for all his food, drink, and distraction, including physical care and spiritual comfort, and it was not at the hands of others.

From morning to night, seven meals a day, injected through a gastric tube; regular defecation and turning, phlegm suction and massage; reading current affairs, talking about people's livelihood, talking about politics and economy; arrive.

Ye Xiaoming had a plaster cast on his left shoulder, so he couldn't lie on his left side, and the wound on his head was to the right, so he couldn't lie on his right side for too long. In order to prevent pressure sores, Jiang Yifeng diligently turned him over and massaged him.But Ye Xiaoming became more and more disgusted with Jiang Yifeng being tossed by him like a pancake. When he was tossed again, he frowned and let out a low nasal sound.Now Jiang Yifeng felt distressed, and asked him if he was not feeling well, if there was any pain, but Ye Xiaoming just squinted at Jiang Yifeng who was close at hand, unable to give an answer.He didn't close his eyes comfortably until Jiang Yifeng sat beside Ye Xiaoming, half picked him up, leaned against his arms, held him with one hand, and massaged his back with the other.

Ye Xiaoming became addicted to this embrace.When Ye Shuyang followed his grandmother to the hospital to see his father, he was surprised to see his father being held in Uncle Jiang's arms like a child, and he listened to Uncle Jiang reading news from the Internet.Teacher Shen also looked at his son in disbelief, and was embarrassed by his son's expression of enjoyment.Ye Xiaoming didn't care at all, resting his head on Jiang Yifeng's neck, smiled at the blurred images of his son and mother, and opened his misty eyes, looking at the sunlight flickering between the curtains.

Jiang Yifeng is diligent and capable, hardworking and willing to bear the burden of hard work, the Ye family is not only grateful, but also moved.The only child, no siblings to take care of, and Jiang Yifeng, as an outsider, doesn't get paid like Zhou Ying, and takes care of Ye Xiaoming with all his heart.The Ye family's parents knew that this love could never be repaid, they talked to Ye Xiaoming in private, but they saw their son take it for granted, and they thanked Jiang Yifeng again, but Jiang Yifeng also took it for granted, saying that he should Yes, it made the two old people confused, and didn't understand what was going on with the two of them.

The Jiang family's parents didn't think much of it, but they didn't expect their son to be so good at taking care of others. Thinking that they would be old and unable to move, with such a capable son by their side, they also felt that they had something to count on and depend on when they were old.

When Ye Xiaoming took off the neck oxygen tube and replaced it with nasal oxygen, Jiang Yifeng suddenly received a notice from the group headquarters asking him to go on a business trip immediately.He had to leave after less than half of the vacation, Jiang Yifeng gritted his teeth angrily and cursed for a while, and finally hugged Ye Xiaoming and seized the time to express his heartfelt feelings.

Jiang Yifeng is definitely a veteran in the field of love, but he has always lived among thousands of flowers, never touched himself, never made promises lightly, never talked about liking and love, even for his ex-wife, he only had a little bit of love when he got married. Insincerely said the words "I love you".He has always felt ashamed of this, but he has nothing to do if he really doesn't love her.

When he said "I love you" to Ye Xiaoming, he understood for the first time what is the feeling of being overwhelmed, what is the sprouting of a spring heart, his whole body was so nervous that he was about to tremble, and his heart was going around like a honey pot Flowing sweet love.He told Ye Xiaoming little by little the tension and pain of waiting for Ye Xiaoming's return, the loneliness and despair of waiting for him to wake up, the excitement and devotion when he opened his eyes, the relaxation and comfort of being by his side. .

Ye Xiaoming squinted his eyes, hooked the corners of his mouth, and smiled faintly. Although his hair had just grown out and was only a little short, it still made Jiang Yifeng so moved and admired.He gently held Ye Xiaoming's face, kissed his forehead, his eyebrows, his eyes, his nose, and his lips.

A sweet and affectionate kiss, the two people are connected with each other, and the two loves are in perfect harmony.Jiang Yifeng understood Ye Xiaoming's unspoken emotions from Ye Xiaoming's response, his heart became more excited, and his kiss became more eager.The entangled tongues, sucking, licking, exchanging each other's saliva and taste, the air in the lungs is almost sucked out, and the soul is floating like a soul out of the body.

When they parted, Ye Xiaoming leaned weakly on Jiang Yifeng's shoulder, the corners of his eyes were reddish and moist, like flower petals covered with dew.From then on, Jiang Yifeng's heart no longer belonged to him, and he dedicated it unreservedly to the man in his arms.

Twenty minutes later, the plane was about to land, and Jiang Yifeng was excited and anxious.During the ten days of his business trip, he was worried that Ye Xiaoming would not be able to adapt to not being around, so he called Ye Xiaoming every day. Already satisfied.

When talking on the phone, Jiang Yifeng always closed his eyes, imagining Ye Xiaoming's expression and attitude at that moment.Sometimes he didn't speak, and the two listened to each other's breathing, felt each other's inner emotions, and then were full of touch and happiness.

He kind of misses the iceberg beauty Ye Xiaoming in the past, but now Ye Xiaoming makes him crazy like a demon, even if he feels something is wrong, he ignores it all.

When Jiang Yifeng arrived at the hospital, the ward was empty and there was no one there.No one answered his phone call to Ye Xiaoming, nor did Zhou Ying's call.When he was about to go to the nurse's station on this floor to ask, he happened to see a nurse pushing medicines coming.

"Hello, where are the patients here?" Jiang Yifeng pointed to the ward behind him.

The nurse took a look and said, "At about six o'clock in the morning, the patient's condition suddenly deteriorated and was sent for surgery."

Jiang Yifeng's head thumped, and he ran to the operating room.No one from the Ye family was seen outside the operating room. He ran around in a hurry and bumped into a nurse who had just come out of the operating room.

"Sir, you can't go in here, please keep quiet!" The nurse stopped Jiang Yifeng who was about to rush into the operating room.

"Miss Nurse, is Ye Xiaoming from Ward 2216 who was sent for surgery at six o'clock in the morning still undergoing surgery?" Jiang Yi asked eagerly while clutching the nurse.

"I don't know the patient you're talking about, but if it's six o'clock in the morning, then there is only one patient undergoing surgery at that time." The nurse took a breath, supported Jiang Yifeng's elbow, and said solemnly and earnestly : "I'm sorry sir, we did our best. Please forgive me!"

It's clearly a beautiful spring, why is it raining all of a sudden.A sound of spring thunder awakened the earth, shaking Jiang Yifeng's heart to pieces, and he was paralyzed on the ground, like the soul of a little demon who failed to cross the tribulation.