That time at Bar Seven, not the first time we met, we should have known earlier than that.

I talked about him on the phone from Ah Hua, and I was just curious at the time, is there really a boy like an elf in the world?Only after seeing him did I realize that he is not an elf left in the world, but the white moonlight in my heart.

"I'm the lead singer of July, Zhou Nan."

The long-lost clear spring-like voice came from the late-night talk show, and countless boys and girls couldn't sleep all night.Even in the era of rapid development of mobile phones and computers, just because of his appearance, countless people retrieved the small radio stations they had lost, and waited until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, finally waiting for the male god in their hearts to appear.

FM 77 MHz, Zhou Nan's voice was transmitted to the ears of countless people through the radio waves.Countless families turned off the lights and waited quietly with bated breath.

"It's another Chinese Valentine's Day. This is the Bright Moon in My Heart radio station. I'm tonight's DJ Anan. From twelve o'clock to before sunrise, I'll sing for you and accompany you through this sleepless night." Zhou Nan's voice As in the past, the years have not done too much research on this god-given voice.

"Tonight is a special day for me. In addition to singing, I want to tell everyone the story of me and the person I love." Zhou Nan sat alone in the spacious recording studio with a headset on. Beside him was an empty chair with an acoustic guitar on it.

"Now the person I love is by my side. Is the person you love lying next to you? If he is, please cherish it. If not, then my friend, turn off the radio and find him, or if he happens to be there Listen to the song, you can call me and order a song for him.” Zhou Nan still has golden hair on his head, which has not changed over the years, but the years will eventually leave some fine lines on his face. It doesn't damage his handsome demeanor, but it makes people feel sad that the sun god who once dominated the music world is finally old.

"Come on, let my lover say hello to everyone first." Zhou Nan said into the microphone with a smile, picked up the guitar on the chair, and casually strummed a brisk bar. "Hey, did you hear? This is my lover, or this is the only thing my lover left me."

The boy who sneaked into the bed and played games late at night was pulled by his mother. Their family has an unwritten habit of turning off the lights and listening to the radio every year on Qixi Festival. This custom is very strange. It has been going on since the boy was born. It's been ten years.But the little boy has checked all the information, and he doesn't know why there is such a custom.

The little boy felt that this ancient way of communication was too outdated, and he still liked to play some exciting and fun games with the 'Apple X' in his hand.But it was obvious that his mother found out again, and pulled his ears to make him listen carefully to what the person on the radio station was saying.

This is the first time for the little boy to listen carefully. He thinks the voice of the man on the radio station is very pleasant, and from his words, it can be seen that he is a person with a story.The little boy opened his eyes wide, moved closer to his mother, and asked, "Is his lover dead?"

After waiting for a long time for his mother's answer, the little boy looked over carefully in the night and found that his mother was hiding in his father's arms, crying!

The man on the radio was still talking.

"On that day ten years ago, I was going to confess to him." Zhou Nan recalled the past, and still found it a little funny, "He thought I was joking. At that time, we were just strangers who had met for less than 24 hours. Now think about it. Knowing why I was so impulsive at the time, I was so sure that he was the only true love."

"Thinking about it now, I really saw it clearly at that time, but I was not bold enough." Zhou Nan's voice was full of self-mockery, and he could hear that he regretted, "I didn't believe in love at first sight when I was young. We have been deeply in love for a long time before we realize that the person we love can't afford to wait."

The little boy couldn't understand what the man on the other end of the radio was saying, but he was inexplicably sad. He got into the arms of his father and mother, and quietly listened to a man's confession from thousands of miles away.And my mother sobbing softly in my ear.

"Later, the more I got in touch, the deeper I fell in love. Probably because I am the sun and he is the moon, so I always miss it, and I can't wait for his moonlight to shine on me." Zhou Nan hugged the guitar, occasionally playing a few A voice, chatting casually, it is already late at night.

"Okay, after talking so much, the first song tonight is "Cruel Moonlight", and I can finally bravely tell everyone that the person I love is the one who sang this song. Forgive me for all the hesitation And compromise, forgive me for all the fear and hesitation. I once valued fame, fortune, and the future more than you, but later I realized that without your future, I couldn’t write a complete song. This is the last song you left to the world. It’s a special feeling to listen to a song every moonlit night.”

As the prelude of the song sounded, thousands of families hummed the same tune, beautiful or sad, out of tune or sobbing... The familiar melody sounded in the hearts of everyone who harbored love.

On the highway, the man was speeding in a convertible car, his music radio was turned up to the maximum, his tears rolled down his cheeks, and were quickly dried by the oncoming wind.He hummed this familiar tune unconsciously, "If I hate you, I will not forget you. I will not resist any face."

"I've been wandering all the time, but I've never seen the ocean. The oblivion I thought was lying in your hands." The man's voice was a little hoarse, and he clicked to make a call. I can only send him a song.

At the end of the music, Zhou Nan strummed the guitar and strummed a chord.

"Let's get the first call tonight." Zhou Nan adjusted the audio, and the call was connected soon.The man on the other end of the phone seemed surprised that the first time he called, he got through.Zhou Nan yelled twice before recovering.

"Hi, hello! I, I want to order a song for someone." The wind on the other end of the phone made the man's voice very erratic. "Play The Dark Knight again."

Zhou Nan readily agreed, and while he was changing discs and playing the intro, he chatted with the man, "May I take the liberty to ask, why do you order this song?"

"There's no reason, I just want him to know that he's not alone, and his dark knight is always there." The man's Chinese is not very good, and after thinking for a while, he finally stumbled and said before the song started, and the words behind him were overshadowed by the music. The voice was overwhelmed, but the words still reached Zhou Nan's ears without saying a word. "People who have lived in darkness all their lives, meeting him is the only salvation. It's just like day and night, like the sun and the moon, like the flowers and leaves of Huangquan, and they will never meet."

The music sounded louder and louder, Zhou Nan also slowly fell into memory.

He remembered that the teenager was singing with him in the bar, his flamboyant silver-white hair was fluttering with the notes, his face was full of intoxication, what happened that night seemed to be just yesterday.They waited for dawn together, eating deep-fried dough sticks and drinking soy milk, he helped the young man tuck up the quilt, watching his sleeping profile quietly dazed.

What was thought to be a faint liking at that time has slowly fermented into a deep love over the years.

He thought that he should be the one who accompanied Ah Ye to the end, but the night was too dark that night. After he finished singing the last line, he was shrouded in a huge darkness, and then recovered, Ji Ye had completely disappeared.He left without saying goodbye, but this time, they all knew that he had completely left and would never come back.

During the days when he lost the news of Ji Ye, he thought about countless possibilities. The sky was dark and the lights were weak that night, but Zhou Nan was sure that he saw Antus, even though his appearance changed drastically, even though his eyes were blood red and cold , the fangs protruding from the corners of his mouth were still stained with blood.

Even with just one glance, Zhou Nan clearly knows that there are some creatures in this world beyond cognition, and Antus is that kind of person.Now recalling the scene I met at the beginning, there is something weird everywhere, how could someone not freeze to death in such a snowy day?When I was young, I didn’t think about it. Now that I think about it all these years, Antus only said that he is from Romania, and Romania is the birthplace of the vampire Dracula in legend, and Antus has hardly grown up. Zhou Nan's skin is pale all the year round, and he likes to hide in dark corners... Recalling the past, Zhou Nan felt chills in his heart.

Did he bring such a monster to Aye's side with his own hands?Did you send him into the darkness with your own hands?

But Zhou Nan had some small expectations in his heart. Perhaps, Antus could save Ah Ye in a way.Holding this delicate hope, he thought about countless possibilities until Antus found him.

The little boy who used to be shy and shy only knew that he was by his side, and the child hiding in the corner was now taller than him.

At that time, not long after Aye left, Zhou Nan locked himself in the studio every day, frantically writing and practicing songs, and wrote a lot of draft paper, which was finally crumpled into balls and shredded.He wants to numb himself with endless work, as if he hasn't left yet.But he found himself thinking about him all the time, he seemed to have been poisoned by a poison named after him.

Antus appeared outside the seventeenth floor of the company wearing a huge black cloak. He was suspended in mid-air, with a silver crescent moon behind him, like Aye's smiling eyes.A bouquet of bright roses was pinned to his neckline, and he was shrouded in a black cloak.He walked in through the huge French windows without disturbing anyone.

Antus came to him with a completed piece of music.He was sitting in front of the piano, his gesture of holding the pen seemed a little twisted, but within a few minutes, he sang a whole song silently, I don't know how many times he practiced.And this song was undoubtedly written by Ah Ye, he only needs to read a short paragraph to know.

It wasn't until that time that Zhou Nan knew that Antus and Aye had been in love.It turns out that not everyone in this world loves himself more than him.There is one more person.At that time, Zhou Nan felt a little lucky, even knowing that Antus was not a human being, but a vampire who lived in darkness all his life.But listening to that song, I know that Ah Ye once loved him deeply.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel jealous of Antus. He still has at least one song, a unique song written by Aye.

"The Dark Knight" came to an end, Zhou Nan interrupted his thoughts and connected to the second call. "Hi, hello."

"Ah, good, good, good, Brother Nan. I'm your loyal fan. This is the first time I've called. Ahhh, haha." The voice on the other side of the phone was very excited, wishing to shout into the sky A few times, "I, my name is Edo, and I'm also a fan of July. I like Rose's album the most. I just want to ask, why haven't I seen Ji Ye again?"

"Ji Ye?" Zhou Nan murmured the name, which seemed to be far away from him. "It turns out that there are still people who remember Ah Ye. He must be very happy. He has gone to far, far away places. Over the past so many years It's nice that someone still remembers him."

"How could I forget it? It was because of the concert ten years ago that I confessed to the boy I liked, and then I found out that we actually like each other. If it weren't for Ah Ye, we might have missed it. Now ten years later, We have settled abroad, got a marriage certificate, and are about to adopt a child. I want to call Aye at this time of year and say thank you to him. I really appreciate it. If it weren’t for him, I might not be here in my life. Just marry someone you don’t love and make do with it for the rest of your life, or die alone. If you don’t say that confession, you’ll really miss it.” The voice on the microphone was still the tone of a teenager, but after a few words, he finished his own words. The story has made many people envious.

Zhou Nan was silent, paused for a while, and replied with a wry smile, "Fortunately, you didn't miss it. Yes, that confession will never be spoken after that time."

Fast forward ten years, it seems that many things have changed, instead of the melodious singing in the CD, the boy's voice can always bring them back to the depths of time and recall the past.

"I'll tell Ahye, he will be very happy to know." Zhou Nan looked at his phone, it was already time to get off work. "I wish you happiness."

"Dear listeners, it's four o'clock in the morning. Thank you for spending another day with me. This is channel fm77.7. The moon shines on my heart. I'm dj Anan. See you at twelve o'clock tomorrow." In a word.

Zhou Nan looked out the window at the dawn that had already dawned.Take off the outer cover earphones on the ears, let out a breath, step back, and the sliding rocking chair slides out far.Close the stack of buttons in front of you.

The whole world is in semi-darkness, there is a gleam of light in the sky, and the night lights are still on. This busy city is always full of traffic and never stops.

And no matter how bright these stars are, they will be forgotten after dawn.Ah Ye did not wait for the dawn, he has experienced this early morning countless times in the past ten years.He had thought of countless words to describe this dawning moment, but in the end he just looked up at the rising sun, and followed the night shift crowd through the crowd of strangers in the city. The subway is speeding past, and I go home exhausted.

His life is unremarkable, only the brilliance of his youth is worth remembering, but it was finally wiped away by the years and dissipated under the tracks of the speeding subway.

As the audience said, he missed that person, and he couldn't say that confession anymore.Not everyone has the opportunity to express their love clearly, but he is still too cowardly after all, life has given him countless possible moments.

On that night when they joked and unbuttoned their bathrobes, if he hadn’t wrapped himself in a quilt and shyly said nothing but held him back; A Ye left in despair, but put in everything to protect him; in the dusk of the long corridor, if he hadn't hesitated and cried and called sister Xu, but had kicked the door open without hesitation , carried Aye to the hospital; in the dawn of that hoarse stage, if he hadn't wanted to be weak and afraid of the countless pairs of eyes of the audience, but had made a bold confession to the guitar...would they be different? Same ending?

It's just that if those are holes that cannot be repaired in the past years, he has no right to do it again.

The punishment that fate gives to the timid is never to meet each other again.

Ten years is really too long, and he finally bowed his head cowardly to life, just like he chose back then, he quit July, and the band that once dominated the music scene finally disbanded.Everyone went solo, he became the dj of late-night talk music shows, and married a beautiful and virtuous wife. They respect each other like guests, but they have no love. This life is like this.Zhou Nan looked at the scenery passing by outside the subway.

Back then, I would never have imagined what I would be like ten years from now.Zhuang Hua became the best one in July. He was not only praised as a male god by many people in China, but also had a lot of fans internationally. No one remembered his dark history of disgrace.Xu Jie still followed Xu Ling wholeheartedly.Xu Ling didn't sing any more after he banded together. He went back to acting. The Best Actor who just won an international award this year became famous all over the place.Du Chen is also doing well, he turned himself into a businessman, he has a good business acumen, not only that, he also skillfully used his contacts and hype to become the top ten rich list, and he founded a foundation named after himself, every day Donations are far ahead, and the media vie to be regarded as a philanthropist and an image ambassador.

He was the worst one, but he was not too unwilling.Probably all the regrets and unwillingness of the first half of life have been used up.

The lights gradually went out, and the city began to run fast again. Countless handsome teenagers on the big screen occupied people's sights. No one remembered Ah Ye anymore, except for a few sporadic and fewer and fewer records, except for a few nostalgic people who couldn't forget, that Those who left without saying goodbye will never be remembered.

He didn't go back to that cold home, and more often he preferred to stay in the recording studio and listen to songs.

But every year today, he travels hundreds of kilometers to the suburbs to plant another 99 flowers for the rose field he bought.That sea of ​​flowers is the treasure of his life, where the only patriotic boy in his life is hidden.

His face has not aged, and his blond hair is flying in the mirror. There will still be little girls turning around and exclaiming in the crowd passing by, but Zhou Nan feels that his heart is getting old.He will never wink at the girls in a handsome way, or deliberately walk a little faster to flutter the windbreaker. His footsteps are getting more and more steady, and his eyes are getting deeper and deeper...

Since that person left, there is no cheerful song in his world, and he will never learn to love again.

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