I am Jiang Baiyan, and I am also the Immortal Lord Baiyan revered by thousands of people in the world of cultivating immortals.

I live on the high Changbai Peak, where it is always winter all year round, but there is a large area of ​​Chinese rose, which blooms gorgeously in the snow.

I remember having two disciples, but everyone told me that I only had one eldest disciple, who died in the battle against the Demon Cult a hundred years ago. '

But I know they are all lying to me.Because this is the second time I met him.

It was the first time I fell in love with him.

I thought that if I do it all over again, the biggest variable is falling in love with him, but I don’t know that the biggest punishment he gave me was never being crucified on the cliff of Hengwu Mountain in my previous life, and after I left, I even lost all my memories of him. deprivation.

Most practitioners don't care about the passage of time. For them, because their lives are infinitely extended, they don't care about the passage of time.Most practitioners are very forgetful. A hundred years of life, old age, sickness and death in the human world, but only one meditation in the fairy world.So I need to keep reminiscing every day so that I won't forget him - my rose flower.

The wedding of the senior brother and Chu Ju caused a great commotion in both the world of immortals and demons, with congratulations from all directions and joy all over the world.With their wedding as a contract, the two worlds of immortals and demons formed an alliance, and the whole world seemed to have no more wars, just like the world peace he said.

Of course it's not true.

For example, brother is a wife slave and is especially afraid of his daughter-in-law, so he has done a lot of things to make up for the loss of the devil world by ceding land and paying compensation.

I also went there that day, holding a large bouquet of freshly picked rose flowers, so let's pretend that Aye and I participated together.Chu Ju was out of breath from crying, the senior brother looked very distressed, he hugged his daughter-in-law and kept staring at me.But I know that even then they will soon forget him.

Even if other people remember him, it is only a moment of sorrow and joy, but I owe him, and I am destined to suffer for a lifetime.

More than once, I have fantasized about holding Aye's hand and bowing to the heaven and earth respected relatives and masters together, and then sending them into the bridal chamber, and receiving the blessings of the whole world.It's just that these are impossible.

Although he knew that the corpse in the ice room was only made of rose flowers, he was willing to spend time and energy every day to maintain that emptiness.Only now, even the corpse was gone.

Ah Ye acted as if he had never been here before.

As time goes by, more and more people don't remember that they still have a disciple, and they don't remember the rose devil in the Devil's Valley of the Demon World... Even I myself wonder if it's because I never met that person again in my reincarnation.

Until I found myself missing a handful of hair.

No one except Aye could cut my hair without anyone noticing. When he first came to Changbai Peak, he chased Dong Li all day long to help him cut his hair. Is it finally my turn now?

My heart was suddenly a little excited, maybe there were some clues that could lead me to find him.

The senior brother has been looking for a wife for more than ten years, but I hurt him even more, and I have been willing to look for it for a hundred years and a thousand years.

Whether he is there or not.

The first place I went was his house, that small courtyard.Aye was born in a wealthy family, and he could have lived his life in peace and stability.But he was born with the heart of a child, and was coveted by evil spirits since he was born.

It is sometimes a sin to have treasure in your possession and not be able to protect it.Like I can't protect him.

Ah Ye's home was destroyed, and I can't change this matter even after two lifetimes.The first life is not knowing, the second life is watching.

I don't know how important this mundane thing is to Ah Ye, but this is the only thing Ah Ye wants to ask in the next three years.Although I didn't lead it, I really watched everything with resentment in my heart.If I knew that my casually angry words would make Aye so desperate, I would have to protect his cherished place even if I die again.

All kinds of past life came to my mind, I killed that elder who hurt Ah Ye in the previous life, and he is not a good person in this life.And I know that the one who hurt Ah Ye the most in this life is not other people, but myself.Damn myself.

It's just that no matter how many times I try, the way of heaven will not allow me to die.It seems to give me eternal life, but I suffer from the pain of forgetting him.To do it all over again, it's not so much unwillingness to be attached to him, but it's because of falling in love with him.It's just that this time I completely became a person outside of reincarnation, and he has already entered reincarnation.

The small courtyard of his house has three fronts and backs, and he is considered very rich in the mortal world, but compared with the assets of an immortal cultivator who easily spends on a fairy mountain, it is still not worth mentioning.But when I went there, I found one of my white hairs, which turned into a century-old weeping willow in the courtyard of his house.

I remembered that it was the place where the beam fell and broke his leg, and it was also the place where I met him for the second time.

I didn't pull out that hair from the root of the tree. If this is the way Aye wants to compensate, I'm willing to exchange it with the spiritual veins in my body, not just a beard and hair.

I donated that yard to a family of five. The family is not very rich, but they live a happy life.Ah Ye must also hope that there will be more laughter in that land.After all, he used to be such a laughing person.And the youngest son of that family, with crooked brows and eyes when he smiled, looked very much like Ah Ye.

Later, I went to the human world for many years and opened a small flower shop. When I met people in love, I gave them a bouquet of rose flowers, and cast spells to help their lovers get married.Although this violates the rules of the immortal law, but at my age, the rules are no longer bound. I was a rule-abiding person thousands of years ago, but I have become a rule-abiding person thousands of years later.

Ah Ye likes to match people, senior brother and Chu Ju are a couple, so I also want to try the feeling of being a matchmaker.

Probably because my life is so long, but I can no longer find someone who loves him as deeply as him, so I want to see lovers finally be together, as if I can see the shadow of myself and Aye from their backs clinging to each other .This is also a kind of compensation.

My flower shop is open in the downtown area, but only lovers can see it; my flower shop only sells one kind of flower, but each flower symbolizes a past; my flower shop has become another Moon Lao Temple, but it can’t be brought back The red line in Ah Ye's hand.

I have been wandering around the world for many years, and I would go to the inn in the night market every Mid-Autumn Lantern Festival. The owner has changed several times, but the business of that store is still surprisingly good.There I found my second strand of gray hair, hidden in the wick of a lantern.

I didn't take it away either, the lamp is always on, hanging at the foot of the inn, with a poem written on it, "Qingqing Zijin, take my heart, if you don't come from me, Zining won't listen to you."

This is a poem I wrote by accident back then. When I saw Ah Ye wearing a long purple dress, I felt itchy in my heart. I rushed over from Changbai Peak thousands of miles away, bought an ordinary lantern, and wrote a few lines Poetry, ask someone to give it to him.It was originally a spur of the moment idea, but I didn't want him to really attend the appointment.

These are the few impulses in his life, but they are the few cherished memories about Aye in his memory.

I drew a rose flower on that lamp, and the lantern with aura will guard the street—the place where Ah Ye once stumbled.

Under the ninth weeping willow by the river, I found the third white hair.It was a small box, buried quite deep, and there was only a string of rosewood Buddha beads in it.

I put the bracelet on my wrist, as if I was carrying Aye's deepest love with me.

I don't know how long this hide-and-seek treasure hunt will last, because I don't know how many hairs that little rascal Ah Ye cut off.However, it doesn't matter, as long as he is still there, he will know that there is a long-lasting love in those white hairs that treats him as before.

I will go to Yaotai University every year, but I will never sit on that high platform again. I just turned into an ordinary disciple, standing under the stage and looking at new faces that are different every year.The Changbai people never appeared on this stage again.Those people who say they hate Changbai every year, I have also heard countless times that the current generation is not as good as the previous generation, unlike Changbai Dong Li a hundred years ago, the kind of rising star who looks down on everyone is no longer seen.

I went to Yaotai several times, and finally found the fourth white hair, which was just a piece of blue and purple gauze floating on the high seat reserved for Changbai all the year round.

I learned from the most famous embroidery lady in the world.It's hard to believe that one day I will become a woman, just to learn from female celebrities.I made that gauze into a handkerchief, and embroidered a delicate rose flower stitch by stitch.

In fact, I didn't have to do so many things, I just need to point my finger, what kind of style can't be done.It's just that there are some things that I'm willing to rely on without any effort, but there are some things that I don't want to rely on others.Or maybe it's been too long and I've been bored.

Back then, the Yaoyan whom Aye said he liked had already been brought into marriage by himself. He was unwilling in every possible way back then, but now he and Meimei also gave birth to a big fat boy.She has already changed from a charming girl to a mature young woman, but she no longer remembers the magnificent young man she admired when she was young.

It doesn't matter, as long as I remember Ah Ye alone.

Finally, I went to that valley, and the sky was full of rose flowers. This was the last place I could think of where Ah Ye would hide.

Just as much as I feared, he wasn't there.

There are only two tombstones in the depths of the rose flower, my eldest disciple Dong Li, and the boy who helped Ah Ye block a knife.

I've always known that Ah Ye is a boy who values ​​affection, that's why there are so many people who are willing to risk their lives for him.

Speaking of guilt, I am not responsible enough to Dong Li.Maybe I was not a good teacher.I always think that the master leads the door, and the practice is up to the individual. In the end, it is just an excuse for my own irresponsibility.

The kid Dong Li never asked me to bother him, and he was always the one who took care of the big and small matters of Changbai, so Aye probably got closer to him.Thinking of his blessing at the end, he felt even more guilty. He sacrificed himself in exchange for Ah Ye's safety, but he failed him and Ah Ye.

Until now, all the disciples of Hengwu still remember that they have a very outstanding senior brother named Dong Li, but no one remembers Ah Ye.

How wonderful, finally as he wished, Ah Ye only belonged to him.

I was sobbing in the depths of the rose bushes, but I finally knew that Aye would never come back.

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Bai Yan Xianzun later lived in the Valley of the Evil. He took in many orphans as apprentices and taught them one by one.

He became the first immortal to be possessed by a demon, but no one knew who his demon was?Most of the time, he is just a gentle fairy. Many people say that Bai Yan is even gentler than he was on Changbai Peak after he became a demon.

He likes to take care of flowers and plants the most, and the rose flowers all over the valley are his treasures.

He likes to wear purple gowns the most, with three thousand white hairs hanging down, and he is often staring at a brocade handkerchief in a daze.

He likes to pick a lantern and walk through the sea of ​​flowers alone on a moonlit night.

The person he likes the most will remain the same for thousands of years.

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