Disaster for the country

At dusk the next day, Li Shanzan was still kneeling, his face was pale, and his forehead was dripping with cold sweat. Xin Chengxun didn't even go to court, and stood facing Li Shanzan from a distance, his complexion became more and more serious. The more stern, even the guards on the side didn't dare to step forward to ask questions.

Finally, Xin Chengxun couldn't bear it anymore, and walked towards the side hall. That person Li Shanjian was so ruthless that one felt like wanting to strangle him to death. He was ruthless to himself, and he was ruthless to everyone. Ruthless, he gave Xin Luoyi all his best, most selfish, and most remaining tenderness.

Xin Chengxun looked at Li Shanjian, seeming to be more tired and at a loss than he was. Looking at Li Shanjian lightly, Xin Chengxun's cold face was disintegrating little by little at this moment, as if something was broken from inside.

"Shan Yan, how important is Xin Luoyi to you? Is it worth doing this for him?"

Li Shanjian lifted up and walked up, smiled bitterly, with a tenderness of nostalgia, and his temperament became softer, his dim eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, and he was not angry at all: "Someone once told me that this In this world, it doesn’t matter whether it’s worth it or not, what matters is whether you’re willing, when you’re willing, when you give, you’re willing at that moment, so what’s important about whether it’s worth it or not?”

The wayward voice of the past echoed in my ears little by little, and it lingered for a long time.

"Actually, it doesn't matter whether it's worth it or not. The important thing is that I am willing. Isn't it just a yard of crystals? I'll give you whatever you want. If you want, I'll give it to you. If you don't, I'll kill and set fire to you." Here you are, because you are my Shanzhi..."

"Shanzhi, look at how hard I have worked so hard to get you so many lanterns. These are all yours. I will carry you on my back and keep walking, past this year's lanterns, and next year's, and next year's. And in the future, just carry you on my back...what, let you go, don't let go, I just want to carry you, I don't know how long I want to carry it, I just don't want to let it go...Because, you are me The fir tree..."

"This is mine, mine, and only mine. If anyone dares to snatch it from me, I will kill his whole family. Even if someone else takes the whole world in exchange, I will not change it, because the whole world , only you are the most important, the world belongs to all people, only you belong to me, because, you are my Shan Zhi..."

One word, one sentence, the fragrance of lips and teeth will last for a long time...

Childish, domineering, warm, coquettish, evil, bewitching, black-bellied...

There are many kinds, every expression, every sentence is so lively.

What Li Shanjian wants is not much, just a person, to accompany her, guard her, love herself, don't care about the world, don't care about the ups and downs, after many years, there will always be that one person, with a doting tone , domineering and gentle said to himself: "You are my Shanzhi!"

In this life, Xin Luoyi taught him how to love, how to express love, how to laugh, how to shed tears... So far in life, what do you want?

……

Xin Chengxun looked at the ignited light in Li Shanjian's eyes, just like seeing meteors streak across the sky and leave regretful footprints.

He helped Li Shanjian, Li Shanjian was numb from kneeling for too long, and staggered a few times when standing up, Xin Chengxun poured a cup of tea and handed it to Li Shanjian's cold hand, solemnly said: " Sugi, there are some things that should be paid for.”

Li Shanjian kept a good smile, looked at Xin Chengxun, and said understandingly: "What is your highness's condition?"

Xin Chengxun only showed a little smile at this moment, talking to smart people is not tiring: "I want you to become the staff of the East Palace again, and you will work for the East Palace in the future. Without my permission, you can't contact Xin Luoyi, and you can't talk to him Meet. You, can you do it?"

……

Xin Luoyi woke up from the pain, her whole leg was swollen like an elephant's leg, and black blood was oozing from the two black holes where the snake poisoned her, and when she woke up, she saw Li Shanjian sitting Staring at him quietly on the head of the bed, he stretched out his hand to touch Li Shanjian's face, he couldn't tell what it felt like, a kind of peace of mind spread in his heart, and gradually turned into the eternal sweet juice .

Li Shanjian felt the warmth from Xin Luoyi's hand, smiled calmly, and held Xin Luoyi's hand: "How do you feel?"

"It's okay, Shan Yan, don't worry." Xin Luoyi smiled, his voice was a little hoarse, his voice was already hoarse after lying down for so long.

Li Shanzan poured a glass of water for him on the tea table beside the table. I don't know if it was poured too quickly or because of Li Shanzan's eyes. He quickly took Li Shanzhi's hand and rubbed it with very light force. Li Shanjian was used to seeing Xin Luoyi's domineering face, but now the lifeless Xin Luoyi lying here made him feel a pain in his heart.

Li Shanjian smiled at Xin Luoyi, like ice and snow melting and everything recovering.

In other words, Li Shanzhi is not a vegetarian, and quickly mobilized the power of the three parties. The commercial money of Li Wangfu was suppressed, the night guest department was in constant commotion, and the military ruffians of the Lonely Army made trouble. Over and over again, His Royal Highness was very annoyed, but there was nothing he could do about it. Even if those gangsters got drunk and made trouble and reported it to the Ministry of Criminal Justice, they would be suppressed by Li Shanzhi as a cabinet minister. Everyone in the court was in panic , for fear of suffering because of getting close to the Second Highness.

Li Shanjian said to Xin Luoyi with a little guilt: "I'm very sorry, the prince, I really can't do anything about it?"

Xin Luoyi suddenly gave a pale smile, pulled a lock of Li Shanjian's hair behind her ears, and said with a smile: "I understand, Shan Zan, I understand everything."

"If..." Li Shanzhi turned his head in embarrassment, he was so stubborn that he didn't know where to start, but he had to say that he didn't dare to let Xin Luoyi look at him, so he just turned his head and said with a faint smile: "If , I'm gone, what does it feel like?"

Xin Luoyi was suddenly startled, no more, no more... The last time he said he was no longer there was because Li Shanjian blocked an arrow for him, so what does it mean to say he is no longer there this time?He looked at Li Shanzhi nervously, and struggled to sit up, Li Shanzhi was about to help him, Xin Luoyi looked Li Shanzhi up and down, nervous as if searching for something.

"Shan Zhi, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell, or... Shan Zhi, what's wrong with you..."

"I'm fine." Li Shanjian said lightly, and suddenly smiled softly at Xin Luoyi, with an indescribable charm, "I just want to ask, what would it be if I wasn't here anymore?" How do you feel?"

"Life is better than death."

These four words did not meet Li Shanzhi's expectations, indeed, life is worse than death...

"Shan Zan, don't leave me, I'll only have you left." Xin Luoyi begged Li Shan Zan with a little eagerness, hoping, and commanded with a kingly tone.

Li Shanjian smiled like the rain in the evening of March, hazy with thousands of melancholy, comforted softly: "No."

As soon as the words fell, Xin Luoyi suddenly pulled Li Shanjian over and hugged him tightly. Li Shanjian didn't know where Xin Luoyi got so much strength at this moment, but he used his best strength Holding Li Shanjian in his arms, he breathed in the other party's fragrance.

"I don't know how long I can live, but whether it's life or death, I won't let go. Shan Zuo, do you think I'm selfish?"

Li Shanzhang lay quietly in Xin Luoyi's arms, there was an unusually warm existence here, close your eyes, enjoy the tranquility at this moment, gentle, beautiful, everything...

are no longer important.

Live for a day, stay together for a day, live for a while, stay for a while, life... has been extraordinarily merciful.

"If you only had three days left in your life, what would you do?"

"Me, of course I just want to find the strongest rope, and then tie my cedar tree to you tightly. It doesn't matter if the mountains fall and the ground cracks, the sea dry up and rocks rot, as long as there is you, nothing will matter."

Li Shanzang seemed to be smiling with his eyes closed. He was extremely sleepy these days, exhausted, and he fell asleep lying in Xin Luoyi's arms.

In the early morning of the next day, Li Shanzhi returned to the East Palace, which was still in the side hall. Crown Prince Xin Chengxun greeted Li Shanjian beamingly, and gave him the highest courtesy and the greatest honor.

Li Shanzhi stood on the steps outside the East Palace, walked up the steps, and walked in front of the prince, looked at the prince with a refreshing face, and didn't say anything.

The prince was very happy standing in front of Li Shanzhi, smiling all over his face, how could he know that Li Shanzhi was still silent, the prince was silent for a moment, and smiled quietly: "Shanzhi, have you made up your mind?"

Li Shanzan is still calm and calm, but his eyes are ever-changing, suddenly bright and moist like jade, suddenly cold as ice, light, beautiful, this momentary change turns into the gentleness of that day Nostalgia.

"Think it over." Li Shanzan smiled arrogantly, and the prince was still smiling gently, as if he was very satisfied and happy with Li Shanzan's behavior.

"Shan Yan, I very much welcome you to come back."

"Your Highness, do you think that if life is worse than death, then there is still a need to live?" Li Shanjian's dull eyes slowly lit up like a light, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth , unusually gentle, his hand involuntarily climbed onto the blood jade hanging on his chest, and rubbed it gently, "Actually, Your Highness knows the answer, doesn't it?"

Prince Xin Chengxun's pupils contracted and became darker, and his face became more and more ugly. He stared at Li Shanzhi lightly, but when he looked directly into Li Shanzhi's eyes, he found that there was something missing in Li Shanzhi's eyes, or Said it was a little too much, he couldn't see through Li Shanzhi, and couldn't see clearly the man in front of him who was as cold as ice but tender as water, he said lightly: "Indeed, as long as you are not a fool or a lunatic, you will know that if you Living is better than death, then it is better to die, so at least there will be less pain, isn't this also a kind of relief?"

"So, I think it over, even if there is only one hour left, I can't do something that I regret." Li Shanjian said lightly, and finally smiled lightly, with thousands of thoughts slowly entangled in his eyes , slowly surging, bit by bit, the most vivid, but also the most special.

Xin Chengxun is facing such a man at the moment, not the peerless young man who is full of ambitions, nor is he the high-spirited, calm and stubborn genius child, nor is he the cold and arrogant Prince Jiuxue who is both calm and quiet.

The man he saw was Li Shanzhi, the gentlest, coldest, most relaxed, most distressing Li Shanzhi...

A Li Shanzhi who is desperate for her lover, a Li Shanzhi who never asks for help but kneels down to beg for such a man, a Li Shanzhi who makes every move and everything, but laughs at this moment and says that life is better than death Sugi...

He has seen too much, only this moment is the most real... Li Shanzhi!

"Shanzhi, what do you want to do?" Xin Chengxun grabbed Li Shanjian who was about to leave, his voice was a little flustered and unbelievable: "Without the antidote, Xin Luoyi will die. What will happen after he dies? He died After that, what do you do?"

"I promised, I will stay with him." Li Shanzhang smiled, without any special expression, as always, cold and arrogant, beautiful.

"Hahahahahaha..." The prince laughed several times in a row, and the laughter gradually spread, full of loneliness and grief... After he laughed for a while, he slowly relaxed holding Li Shanjian's hand, and the voice It also gradually softened and became hoarse, like the sound of wind whizzing by in the winter desert.

"Shan Yan, I want to ask, what is good about Xin Luoyi?"

"Everything is fine."

Some people say that if you fall in love with someone, you will fall in love with everything about him, just like Xin Luoyi treats Li Shanzhi wholeheartedly, and Li Shanzhi treats Xin Luoyi wholeheartedly. One is more stupid than the other.

"This is the antidote, take it away." Xin Chengxun stuffed a small white and blue bottle into Li Shanjian's hand, and turned his back.

Li Shanzan held the bottle and hesitated for a while.

The prince said in a low voice: "Don't worry, I have done all kinds of bad things, including poisoning my first wife, mutilating my brothers and sisters, breaking promises, framing others, and doing all kinds of bad things. However, in my life, at least so far , never lied to you, and never did anything to be sorry to you."

Li Shanzan lowered her head: "Thank you."

"Remember, you, Li Shanjian, owe this palace a favor."

Li Shanzan said, "Okay."

The crown prince turned around, continued to look at Li Shanzhi twice, and asked bewilderedly: "If there were no Xin Luoyi, Shanzhi, would you choose me?"

Pear Shanzan was silent.

The prince smiled, waved his hand, and said, "Let's go."

The answer is undoubtedly no, Li Shanzhi became his companion when he was five years old, and Xin Luoyi did not appear until he was 15 years old, but Li Shanzhi did not choose him either.

In life, at the most appropriate time, at the most appropriate place, I met the right person, and in just a split second, I realized that there are thousands of rivers and mountains... It turns out that my you is here...