Picturesque smoke

Not long after Jing'er left, Minghua came back.His dark blue shirt looked even more gloomy under the moonlight.He looked at me and asked, "Drinking again?" He put his arms around my waist: "I haven't heard your voice for a long time, I want to hear your voice!" I wanted to say that this was his wish, so I thought I should have satisfied him before I left.Because this may be his last request to me.Thinking about it this way, when I turned around to look at Minghua and was about to open my mouth, my voice seemed to be stuck in my throat, and I refused to come out no matter what.I suddenly found that I didn't know what to say.I suddenly understood that it was not that I didn't want to talk to Minghua during this period of time, but that I had nothing to say.

Seeing me dumbfounded, Ming Hua choked up: "Why, why don't you say a word to me? Even if it's just a sentence of blame..." I just watched the warmth of helplessness accompanied by regret It slipped from Minghua's eyes.I want to say that Minghua's tears made me soft-hearted, but being soft-hearted doesn't mean I won't leave.

"Hongyuan???Hongyuan???" Minghua's call was so close, it seemed like the world was far away.He stripped off my clothes, and pressed me down on the endlessly lingering warmth that had been lingering for several times.His lips were kissed hot, burning hot.The palm of my hand also seemed to carry fire, burning every inch of my skin.In the end, Minghua entered unobtrusively, although it was unobtrusive, it made me frown, and there was more or less fine sweat on my forehead.Ming Hua asked, "Does it hurt?" I nodded.Probably he didn't want to embarrass me, so he was ready to withdraw.I shook my head to stop, and then motioned him to wait.After taking a few deep breaths, I sank down and took the initiative to cater.

Minghua was both surprised and delighted by my actions.He hugged me excitedly and said: "Hongyuan...Hongyuan...my Hongyuan..." Then he started his crazy rhythm.I want to say that I took the initiative not for other reasons, but because this is the last thing I can give to him before I leave, and it is the only thing I can give to him.

Minghua held me until the dawn, and until the sun rose.I turned my face to the side and saw him sleeping soundly, feeling the pain piercing my heart.

In the morning, I changed clothes and tied hair for Minghua.When I put the belt embroidered with double dragons and inlaid with jade beads around Minghua's waist, I found that Minghua had lost weight.The belt grew out a lot.

The belt was when I just returned to the capital from Biannan that year, because the dragon robe newly made by Minghua lacked a wearable belt.On a whim, I drafted a design for him when I had nothing to do.After drawing the picture on my servant's mansion alone, I admired the Duan model alone for a while.Finally, he sighed and threw the picture aside.He didn't show it to Ming Hua until the end.Because I was afraid that Minghua would not like it.But a few days later, when Ming Hua stood in front of me wearing a brand new dragon robe and asked if he looked good, I looked at his waist with surprise and joy.Minghua saw it and asked: "Why? Doesn't it look good?" I don't know why my picture appeared on Minghua's waist, and I blurted out in a daze: "It looks good!" When the words fell, Minghua held me in his arms: "Since you drew the picture, why didn't you show it to me?" I smiled shyly, "I'm afraid you...don't like it..." Minghua spoiled him: "Idiot, you designed it for me, how could I not like it?" ?”

Thinking back now, that time was probably the sweetest time between me and Minghua.Even though it was short, I miss it.Because at that time, he was only Ming Hua, and I was only Du Hongyuan.If Minghua hadn't lied to me then.

Until now, I sometimes think about it, if the charlatan hadn't calculated the hexagram for the two of us back then.Will our sweetness last longer?Or in other words, I will be deceived by Minghua even more?

"Brother You, hurry up, if you don't leave, Cousin Huang will catch up!" Jing'er said eagerly.I go at the sound.At the moment when I stepped out of the gate of the capital, I felt so sad that I wanted to cry.I looked back at the high-rise city, and recalled that when I was 15 years old, I came here because of Minghua in my peach-pink clothes and crown feathers.After coming, I bound myself in this mess without a doubt.Today, at 24, instead of peach pink, I'm dressed in dull wood gray and determined to stay out of that messy place, never to set foot in it.I want to say that I left because of Minghua.In other words, where there is Minghua in the future, there will be no me!

In the end, I sealed everything between me and Minghua.And regard it as my inadvertence and imprudence in countless reincarnations.Since it is inadvertent and careless, there is no need to remember it.

Jing'er said that she wanted to go north.She heard that the peach blossoms in the north are the most beautiful scenery in the world, and she prefers peach blossoms, so she wanted to see them, even though the peach blossoms' flowering period has passed long ago.But Jing'er said so, so I believed it.But when I got to the north, I didn't know what Jinger's purpose was.She is not going to see Peach Blossom, but Yingcheng.She asked me: "Brother You, do you know who told me that the peach blossoms in the north are beautiful?" I shook my head and remained silent.Jing'er smiled sweetly and said, "It's the emperor's cousin!" Jing'er told me that when Minghua was 15 years old and came back from the north in March, he casually said to Jing'er when he went to see Jing'er: "The north is now fixed. It’s peach blossoms in spring, and it must be the most beautiful scenery in the world!” Jing’er said that at that time, she didn’t understand that what Minghua really wanted to see was not the peach blossoms, but a man named Du Hongyuan.

"Brother You, have you seen that Du Hongyuan?" Suddenly, Jing'er asked me.

How can I respond?Unable to respond, he could only smile wryly and shake his head.Jing'er suddenly said again: "Jing'er wants to see Brother You's appearance, is it okay?" Her smile was so bright that I had no reason to refuse, so I nodded with a warm smile.So, Jing'er delicately took off my mask.Jing'er was surprised: "Wow, my brother You is so beautiful. I think even if Du Hongyuan is reborn, he is not as good as my brother You!" Jing'er's mouth has always been sweet, and I guess, this is why Minghua has always loved her. reason for her.It's just that the sweet-talking Jing'er accidentally mentioned my two pains.One is Yingcheng and the other is Du Hongyuan.

Yingcheng is the hometown that I have been away from for nine years in this life.Here are the unsinkable memories of my life, as well as the beginning of my painful feelings.

Jing'er said that she was a little tired from the long journey.So we took a break in an unremarkable teahouse on the side of the road to quench our thirst first.Later, I will find a post station, take a shower, and have a good sleep.But Jing'er's pink and tender appearance is very eye-catching after entering Yingcheng.A few little ruffians who had been groping all over the place and followed finally came forward and smiled evilly: "Girl, my son wants to invite you to drink tea at the teahouse opposite, can you show me some face?" After finishing speaking, he looked at the teahouse opposite. A well-dressed young master.Just by taking a look, I recognized that man as the eldest son of my cousin's family, my cousin, Tang Mingquan.Although nine years have passed, the appearance is not much different from nine years ago.Even the arrogance in him has not changed.If I remember correctly, he already has two wives.

After all, Jing'er grew up in Tian's family, so she should be indifferent in everything.It's not surprising that such villains are also surprised.Taking a sip of tea, although she smiled happily at those people, she said softly and pretentiously: "No!" Then she turned to look at me: "Brother You, Jing'er is tired, let's find a place to rest! "

I smiled and nodded.But when he got up, those people stopped him: "What? Is the girl not buying it?"

Ignoring those people, Jing'er smiled and said to me: "Brother You, Jing'er thinks they are so annoying!" The words fell lightly, just for a moment, and after hearing a few screams, they were thrown to the ground by me.I heard Jing'er applauding: "Brother You is very skilled!" I shook my head and laughed at Jing'er's mischievous appearance, which is really endearing.Then she took my arm and followed me to the best post station in Yingcheng.

"Brother You is so familiar with the corresponding city!" Sitting on the bed, Jing'er said.I'm still overwhelmed as always.

I shared the same room with Jing'er at night, because I still know more or less about my cousin's character.Since he was a child, he has been a master who must get what he wants.During the daytime, I didn't give him face when I talked with Jing'er, I was afraid that he would be bad for Jing'er.

"Brother You, are you asleep?" Jing'er's soft voice came from the bed separated by the gauze curtain.Just listening to that voice is soothing.

At this time, I was looking at the bright moon hanging in the sky as before, feeling hopeless.I want to say that it has not changed for thousands of years, and neither have I.Whether it is in the world of mortals or in the blue spring, I am always alone.In response to Jing'er, I leaned on the window sill and knocked on the table by the window.

After hearing the voice, Jing'er got out of bed and walked to me, and looked at the Qiyue in the sky together with me.The moonlight was reflected in her bright eyes, instantly making her look radiant and dazzling.Make me see God.

"Why is Brother You staring at Jing'er again?" Jing'er teased, obviously not as shy as before.But it was still my rudeness, so I turned back and continued to look at my moon.

"Brother You likes the moon? Does Jing'er also like the moon?" Jing'er asked me while stroking her soft hair.Her question evoked a memory.Memories I don't want to recall.

"Why do you like the moon?"

"Because it's lonely..."

"The stars are shining all over the sky. But there is only one moon, it is a bit lonely??? Do you sympathize with him?"

"No, because we are alone together!"···

I clearly remember that year when we first met, I was ten years old and Ming Hua was 15 years old.

While meditating, the mask was taken off.Then I watched Jing'er lean forward with a kiss but didn't dodge it, and let the warmth touch my cold cheek. "Brother You, if Jing'er doesn't marry and goes beyond the Great Wall, will you marry Jing'er?" After a passionate kiss, Jing'er stared into my eyes and asked with bright eyes.Only then did I realize that maybe it was a mistake to get too close to Jing'er.But although it was a mistake, I didn't regret walking out of that bustling.