dances with wolves
34 He once loved
"what happened?"
Xiao Ling was also moved and shook his head without speaking. The movement of shaking his head was more like rubbing against Qin Chuan's neck, hugging Qin Chuan without the slightest intention of letting go.
Qin Chuan didn't say anything, and he always did the things entrusted to him without hesitation. He was so heart-warming, and always silently supported and guarded behind him. This made Xiao Ling, who had hidden things from him, feel even more uncomfortable.
In order to completely control the Oni Sakura Group, and also to take revenge on Koji, using Koji is the most important part of Xiao Ling's plan, but Xiao Ling can't say anything about meeting Koji.
The last thing he wanted Qin Chuan to know about his previous relationship was that he had too much self-esteem, because the previous relationship was too embarrassing, he was cheated, not only cheated his body but also cheated his heart. Know!His relationship with Hao Si must never be known!
Involuntarily hugging Qin Chuan even tighter, Xiao Ling had no choice but to apologize in his heart, and decided to settle the matter of Hao Si as soon as possible.
Qin Chuan didn't understand what was wrong with him, so after thinking for a while, he took out his mobile phone and showed him the photos: "I took a lot of landscape photos you want, take a look, I'll send them to you later."
"Ah."
"Are you hungry? I'll go and heat up the food."
"Ah."
"Then let go, I can't walk anymore."
Xiao Ling was also a little strange today, Qin Chuan still felt that way until he went to bed, especially now that Xiao Ling was also lying on top of him and sleeping soundly, he couldn't get it off, finally got it off, and turned over again Come up, clinging to Qin Chuan, as if afraid that he would leave.
Qin Chuan felt uncomfortable under his pressure, but Xiao Ling also slept comfortably by himself.
Looking down at the black head sleeping soundly against his chest, Qin Chuan was surprised that this kid chased him away during the day, but he became so clingy at night, I really don't understand.
The next morning, Xiao Ling woke up with a comfortable stretch, and turned to look at Qin Chuan, why did he look listless?
"Hey, what's the matter with you? Did you not sleep well last night?"
Qin Chuan: "..." Do you still have the nerve to say that?Why don't I press you for a night?
While getting dressed, Xiao Ling also received two text messages, both of which were actually from Hao Si, one was a good morning text message, and the other one said he wanted to talk about business.
After thinking about it, Xiao Ling also turned around and told: "Qin Chuan, I'm going to discuss business matters with the Ghost Sakura team later."
"What time? Where?" Qin Chuan naturally wanted to go together, but at this moment Xiao Ling also threw him down suddenly.
"You can't go."
"why?"
"Fujioka attaches great importance to that drug deal, and he is still doing his best to investigate the people who stole the drugs, so you should avoid them these few days and try not to have any contact with them, if they find out you will be in danger. "
Qin Chuan frowned. He was never afraid of any danger. To him, being unable to protect Xiao Ling was also called danger. He wanted to follow, but Xiao Ling also pushed him down.
"Don't worry about me all the time, okay? I will protect myself, and there are Susie and the others here. Qin Chuan, I don't want to trouble you every time. I rely on you too much. It's not good. There are some things I have to solve it alone, so don't worry about me!" He took Qin Chuan's face and kissed it again, and said, "Just now you can sleep back in the cage."
Seeing that Xiao Ling was also busy washing up, Qin Chuan felt that Xiao Ling had finished all the words and reasons, and he had nothing to say.
Seeing Xiao Ling also leave in a hurry, Qin Chuan felt the loss of being chased away yesterday, he felt very uncomfortable, and always felt that Xiao Ling seemed to be hiding something from him.
Qin Chuan didn't want to doubt anything. He knew that Xiao Ling was also a person with principles and plans. Since Xiao Ling also chose to do that, there must be his reasons. Because of his understanding, Qin Chuan believed that he wanted to I'll come and tell him when I do.
***
Xiao Ling also went to a coffee shop designated by Hao Si, which was a place Xiao Ling used to frequent, and he liked the warm atmosphere there.
Obviously Haosi remembers this, and this is why Xiao Ling also admires Haosi, Haosi is always very attentive to details, he will remember many of your life preferences, and every time he does something wrong and asks for forgiveness, he will take advantage of it. Your liking keeps coaxing you to please you until you forgive him.
When I met Hao Si in the coffee shop today, Xiao Ling also expected that Hao Si would definitely use his best lip service to ask for forgiveness, and Xiao Ling's plan was to take advantage of this.
When I came to the cafe and saw Haosi, Xiao Ling also looked around, sat down and said: "So you still remember my preferences, I thought you had forgotten."
On the opposite side, Hao Si was startled, it seemed that Xiao Ling would be the first to stir up the past, he naturally said happily: "Of course I remember, actually I wanted to invite you to my bar, but...you don't like that kind of place ,I know."
The waiter came over with a smile, and Hao Si took the initiative to help Xiao Ling also order his favorite Mocha, showing his hospitality.
"...Ling Ye." Hao Si made a hesitant voice, which sounded a little hoarse.
Xiao Ling also raised his eyes, and saw Hao Si's eyes were as tender and focused as before, as if returning to the time when he was in a relationship with him, those eyes full of emotion made Xiao Ling have the same illusion.
"Before I talk to you about business, I want to talk to you about something personal, between me and you."
I knew you were going to bring this up, so I just started it for you.Xiao Ling also said so in his heart.
"In the past two days, I've been thinking about you and the past. I know you can't forgive me, and I don't expect you to forgive me. I just ask you to give me a chance to apologize."
Xiao Ling also didn't bother to listen to his nonsense at first, but for the purpose, he pretended to be like you talk and I listen.
Seeing that Xiao Ling didn't mean to listen, Hao Si suddenly felt that there was something interesting, so he said sincerely: "The year I met you was the fifth year I joined the Oni Sakura team, and you know how difficult it is to be on the road. I have worked so hard for so many years but still failed to get ahead. I admit that I was too chasing fame and fortune at that time. I really wanted to be a big brother. I would not let go of any opportunity. That’s why I approached you desperately at that time, cheated you, and took advantage of you. You took the big brother's seat."
"You are so innocent, kind, gentle and smart, but I am snobbish, selfish, and deceitful. You are so good, but I deceived you for my own desire. It's my fault. It's all my fault. I'm just a bastard!" , Hao Si actually slapped himself, he almost dropped his head on the table, and his tone was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I lied to you and hurt you, I'm really sorry!"
On the other side, Xiao Ling was also quite shocked, because he couldn't tell that Hao Si was lying at all. Every look, every word of Hao Si's eyes showed deep guilt and apology.
Hao Si really lied to him and hurt his feelings. As Hao Si said, he approached him for the sake of becoming a big brother, for fame and fortune.
On another table some distance away from them, Susie, Nick, and Falrose pricked up their ears as if they were eavesdropping, curious as to what Xiao Ling was talking about with that man.
However, because of the distance and the noise interference from the people next to them, they couldn't hear clearly. Finally, they finally heard a sentence clearly, but found that they couldn't understand Japanese at all...
The three of them who suddenly felt that they were so stupid lowered their heads in unison and remained silent.
Or drink your own coffee...
"Ling Ye, in fact, I've always wanted to tell you, but I didn't tell you anything." Hao Si raised his head, looking at Xiao Ling Ye with tenderness, and then there was a trace of regret and helplessness deep in his eyes: " In the beginning, I did deceive you out of selfish desires, but when I was dating you, I said I liked you, so I wasn't lying to you."
Xiao Ling also sneered: "I really can't believe what you said about liking."
"I know you've lost your trust in me, it's okay, I just want to express my true thoughts, and I didn't understand this thought until I reunited with you." With a self-deprecating wry smile, Koji said: "People, it's just so cheap. When love is in your hands, you don't know how to cherish it. You have to wait until you lose it to understand its importance. I really didn't understand it before, but after you left, I suddenly felt that the whole heart My heart is empty, I have never felt this way before, at that time, I didn't even understand what emptiness is, until I saw you again yesterday, I suddenly realized that, it turns out that if you can't forget someone, you just like it."
Looking at Haosi who is so affectionate, Xiao Ling also felt dazed. Haosi's feelings are too realistic. He always mixes the truth in the lies like this, half-truth and half-false, which makes it hard to guess. Whether it was true or not, he said it so clearly that people couldn't bear to blame him.
In a trance, Hao Si suddenly grabbed his right hand, and Xiao Ling was also taken aback, trying to break free but was held even harder.
"Ling Ye, whether you forgive me or not, I want to tell you that I like you, I really like you. To be honest, I have met many people after you, but no one can compare to you. I found out that you are so important to me. I didn't cherish you back then, and I regretted it. But this time, I don't want to miss it again. I want to make up for you. I will love you in a more gentle way than before. I love you, please give me a chance to make up for you!"
Xiao Ling was also flustered by the sweet talk. As far as I remember, this is not the first time Hao Si has apologized. It seems to be the same before. As long as Hao Si bowed his head and apologized, and then said a few nice words to coax him, Xiao Ling would immediately soften his heart and forgive him. Lost him, not because of anything else, just because he loves him.
Hao Si, he once loved, this feeling is real, but with the day when the lie was exposed and the truth was revealed, this love has long been wiped out.
True love is not what it sounds like.
Taking a deep breath, Xiao Ling also calmed down. Before thinking about it, he would have softened his heart again and fell into Haosi's sweet trap, but now, he just wanted to sneer.
Damn, this guy is still such a smooth talker!Is this how Lao Tzu was deceived by him back then?I almost believed him!
Xiao Ling was also moved and shook his head without speaking. The movement of shaking his head was more like rubbing against Qin Chuan's neck, hugging Qin Chuan without the slightest intention of letting go.
Qin Chuan didn't say anything, and he always did the things entrusted to him without hesitation. He was so heart-warming, and always silently supported and guarded behind him. This made Xiao Ling, who had hidden things from him, feel even more uncomfortable.
In order to completely control the Oni Sakura Group, and also to take revenge on Koji, using Koji is the most important part of Xiao Ling's plan, but Xiao Ling can't say anything about meeting Koji.
The last thing he wanted Qin Chuan to know about his previous relationship was that he had too much self-esteem, because the previous relationship was too embarrassing, he was cheated, not only cheated his body but also cheated his heart. Know!His relationship with Hao Si must never be known!
Involuntarily hugging Qin Chuan even tighter, Xiao Ling had no choice but to apologize in his heart, and decided to settle the matter of Hao Si as soon as possible.
Qin Chuan didn't understand what was wrong with him, so after thinking for a while, he took out his mobile phone and showed him the photos: "I took a lot of landscape photos you want, take a look, I'll send them to you later."
"Ah."
"Are you hungry? I'll go and heat up the food."
"Ah."
"Then let go, I can't walk anymore."
Xiao Ling was also a little strange today, Qin Chuan still felt that way until he went to bed, especially now that Xiao Ling was also lying on top of him and sleeping soundly, he couldn't get it off, finally got it off, and turned over again Come up, clinging to Qin Chuan, as if afraid that he would leave.
Qin Chuan felt uncomfortable under his pressure, but Xiao Ling also slept comfortably by himself.
Looking down at the black head sleeping soundly against his chest, Qin Chuan was surprised that this kid chased him away during the day, but he became so clingy at night, I really don't understand.
The next morning, Xiao Ling woke up with a comfortable stretch, and turned to look at Qin Chuan, why did he look listless?
"Hey, what's the matter with you? Did you not sleep well last night?"
Qin Chuan: "..." Do you still have the nerve to say that?Why don't I press you for a night?
While getting dressed, Xiao Ling also received two text messages, both of which were actually from Hao Si, one was a good morning text message, and the other one said he wanted to talk about business.
After thinking about it, Xiao Ling also turned around and told: "Qin Chuan, I'm going to discuss business matters with the Ghost Sakura team later."
"What time? Where?" Qin Chuan naturally wanted to go together, but at this moment Xiao Ling also threw him down suddenly.
"You can't go."
"why?"
"Fujioka attaches great importance to that drug deal, and he is still doing his best to investigate the people who stole the drugs, so you should avoid them these few days and try not to have any contact with them, if they find out you will be in danger. "
Qin Chuan frowned. He was never afraid of any danger. To him, being unable to protect Xiao Ling was also called danger. He wanted to follow, but Xiao Ling also pushed him down.
"Don't worry about me all the time, okay? I will protect myself, and there are Susie and the others here. Qin Chuan, I don't want to trouble you every time. I rely on you too much. It's not good. There are some things I have to solve it alone, so don't worry about me!" He took Qin Chuan's face and kissed it again, and said, "Just now you can sleep back in the cage."
Seeing that Xiao Ling was also busy washing up, Qin Chuan felt that Xiao Ling had finished all the words and reasons, and he had nothing to say.
Seeing Xiao Ling also leave in a hurry, Qin Chuan felt the loss of being chased away yesterday, he felt very uncomfortable, and always felt that Xiao Ling seemed to be hiding something from him.
Qin Chuan didn't want to doubt anything. He knew that Xiao Ling was also a person with principles and plans. Since Xiao Ling also chose to do that, there must be his reasons. Because of his understanding, Qin Chuan believed that he wanted to I'll come and tell him when I do.
***
Xiao Ling also went to a coffee shop designated by Hao Si, which was a place Xiao Ling used to frequent, and he liked the warm atmosphere there.
Obviously Haosi remembers this, and this is why Xiao Ling also admires Haosi, Haosi is always very attentive to details, he will remember many of your life preferences, and every time he does something wrong and asks for forgiveness, he will take advantage of it. Your liking keeps coaxing you to please you until you forgive him.
When I met Hao Si in the coffee shop today, Xiao Ling also expected that Hao Si would definitely use his best lip service to ask for forgiveness, and Xiao Ling's plan was to take advantage of this.
When I came to the cafe and saw Haosi, Xiao Ling also looked around, sat down and said: "So you still remember my preferences, I thought you had forgotten."
On the opposite side, Hao Si was startled, it seemed that Xiao Ling would be the first to stir up the past, he naturally said happily: "Of course I remember, actually I wanted to invite you to my bar, but...you don't like that kind of place ,I know."
The waiter came over with a smile, and Hao Si took the initiative to help Xiao Ling also order his favorite Mocha, showing his hospitality.
"...Ling Ye." Hao Si made a hesitant voice, which sounded a little hoarse.
Xiao Ling also raised his eyes, and saw Hao Si's eyes were as tender and focused as before, as if returning to the time when he was in a relationship with him, those eyes full of emotion made Xiao Ling have the same illusion.
"Before I talk to you about business, I want to talk to you about something personal, between me and you."
I knew you were going to bring this up, so I just started it for you.Xiao Ling also said so in his heart.
"In the past two days, I've been thinking about you and the past. I know you can't forgive me, and I don't expect you to forgive me. I just ask you to give me a chance to apologize."
Xiao Ling also didn't bother to listen to his nonsense at first, but for the purpose, he pretended to be like you talk and I listen.
Seeing that Xiao Ling didn't mean to listen, Hao Si suddenly felt that there was something interesting, so he said sincerely: "The year I met you was the fifth year I joined the Oni Sakura team, and you know how difficult it is to be on the road. I have worked so hard for so many years but still failed to get ahead. I admit that I was too chasing fame and fortune at that time. I really wanted to be a big brother. I would not let go of any opportunity. That’s why I approached you desperately at that time, cheated you, and took advantage of you. You took the big brother's seat."
"You are so innocent, kind, gentle and smart, but I am snobbish, selfish, and deceitful. You are so good, but I deceived you for my own desire. It's my fault. It's all my fault. I'm just a bastard!" , Hao Si actually slapped himself, he almost dropped his head on the table, and his tone was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I lied to you and hurt you, I'm really sorry!"
On the other side, Xiao Ling was also quite shocked, because he couldn't tell that Hao Si was lying at all. Every look, every word of Hao Si's eyes showed deep guilt and apology.
Hao Si really lied to him and hurt his feelings. As Hao Si said, he approached him for the sake of becoming a big brother, for fame and fortune.
On another table some distance away from them, Susie, Nick, and Falrose pricked up their ears as if they were eavesdropping, curious as to what Xiao Ling was talking about with that man.
However, because of the distance and the noise interference from the people next to them, they couldn't hear clearly. Finally, they finally heard a sentence clearly, but found that they couldn't understand Japanese at all...
The three of them who suddenly felt that they were so stupid lowered their heads in unison and remained silent.
Or drink your own coffee...
"Ling Ye, in fact, I've always wanted to tell you, but I didn't tell you anything." Hao Si raised his head, looking at Xiao Ling Ye with tenderness, and then there was a trace of regret and helplessness deep in his eyes: " In the beginning, I did deceive you out of selfish desires, but when I was dating you, I said I liked you, so I wasn't lying to you."
Xiao Ling also sneered: "I really can't believe what you said about liking."
"I know you've lost your trust in me, it's okay, I just want to express my true thoughts, and I didn't understand this thought until I reunited with you." With a self-deprecating wry smile, Koji said: "People, it's just so cheap. When love is in your hands, you don't know how to cherish it. You have to wait until you lose it to understand its importance. I really didn't understand it before, but after you left, I suddenly felt that the whole heart My heart is empty, I have never felt this way before, at that time, I didn't even understand what emptiness is, until I saw you again yesterday, I suddenly realized that, it turns out that if you can't forget someone, you just like it."
Looking at Haosi who is so affectionate, Xiao Ling also felt dazed. Haosi's feelings are too realistic. He always mixes the truth in the lies like this, half-truth and half-false, which makes it hard to guess. Whether it was true or not, he said it so clearly that people couldn't bear to blame him.
In a trance, Hao Si suddenly grabbed his right hand, and Xiao Ling was also taken aback, trying to break free but was held even harder.
"Ling Ye, whether you forgive me or not, I want to tell you that I like you, I really like you. To be honest, I have met many people after you, but no one can compare to you. I found out that you are so important to me. I didn't cherish you back then, and I regretted it. But this time, I don't want to miss it again. I want to make up for you. I will love you in a more gentle way than before. I love you, please give me a chance to make up for you!"
Xiao Ling was also flustered by the sweet talk. As far as I remember, this is not the first time Hao Si has apologized. It seems to be the same before. As long as Hao Si bowed his head and apologized, and then said a few nice words to coax him, Xiao Ling would immediately soften his heart and forgive him. Lost him, not because of anything else, just because he loves him.
Hao Si, he once loved, this feeling is real, but with the day when the lie was exposed and the truth was revealed, this love has long been wiped out.
True love is not what it sounds like.
Taking a deep breath, Xiao Ling also calmed down. Before thinking about it, he would have softened his heart again and fell into Haosi's sweet trap, but now, he just wanted to sneer.
Damn, this guy is still such a smooth talker!Is this how Lao Tzu was deceived by him back then?I almost believed him!
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