Darkest Action

This night, besides Meng Ran, there was another person who touched Yu Ning's mind.At this time, he was rushing to the other corner of the city. When he saw Yao Yixian curled up in the rain with his knees hugged, Yu Ning was stunned for a second. For a second, he thought he saw Yiyan. They were equally pitiful. It's just as distressing.

Yu Ning walked quickly, helped Yao Yixian up, found that his neck was still bleeding, and hurriedly asked what happened.

"I may have been injected with heroin..."

Yao Yixian nestled in Yu Ning's arms, his voice was very low, forcing Yu Ning to lean closer to listen.

"Hailuoyin?" Yu Ning was shocked, "Who did it? I have to call the police, just wait!"

Yao Yixian held his hand, shook his head and said, "Don't call the police, I don't want to make things big. My identity is very sensitive, if you call the police, this matter will reach Nanxi tomorrow. It’s quite prejudicial to me.”

Yu Ning sighed, put the umbrella into Yao Yixian's hand, and said to drive the car over.

Under the street lamp, Yao Yixian looked up, Meng Ran's camel-colored checkered umbrella was hanging above his head, he smiled indistinctly, and kept forgetting to tell Meng Ran that he also liked Burberry very much.

After sending Yao Yixian to the hospital, Yu Ning accompanied him to treat the wound, gave him a tetanus shot, and did all the necessary checks, but nothing abnormal was found.Yu Ning was still a little worried, worried that Yao Yixian's symptoms would only appear once he left the hospital, so he sat on the aisle with him and continued to observe.

"I'll get you something to drink."

Yu Ning took off his windbreaker and replaced Yao Yixian's rain-soaked coat.He was about to leave, but Yao Yixian held his hand and heard him say: "I'm not thirsty, don't leave me here alone."

Yu Ning had no choice but to sit down: "Are you sure you don't want to call the police? Although the problem was not found this time, what about next time? What if... I mean, what if the other party really mixed drugs in the needle..."

"Do you think of my brother?" Yao Yixian smiled wryly, "Don't you think it's a bit late to worry about this? Yiyan is a very simple person. He doesn't understand how people deal with feelings nowadays, nor Knowing others may only be interested in his skin, he doesn't know anything, but he can love you with his heart."

This was the first time Yao Yixian talked about Yao Yiyan directly with Yu Ning. At the beginning, Yu Ning lost, and he was so guilty that he had nothing to say.

"I'm sorry." Yu Ning lowered his head, "I will try my best to make it up."

"People are dead, what else can you make up for? Poison can be quit, why don't you wait for him, why do you have to abandon him? Because of Meng Ran, how is he better than Yiyan?"

Yu Ning took a deep breath and stared at the other end of the aisle, the eyes behind the lens were out of focus.

Yao Yixian went on to say: "My brother has always had a question, and he never had a chance to ask you until he died, but it is what he wants to know most in his life."

In the empty aisle, Yu Ning turned his head, as if waiting for a trial, waiting for Yao Yixian to ask that belated question.

A tear rolled down from the corner of Yao Yixian's eyes, and he forced a smile: "What Yiyan wants to know most is, have you ever loved him?"

When the fake and the real blend together, it becomes easy to get into the play. At that moment, there seemed to be a series of broken sounds in his ears, and Yao Yixian knew that it came from Yu Ning's heart.

Yu Ning raised his glasses, gave a low cough, raised his head and looked at Yao Yixian, his eyes were slightly red: "Of course."

The concise answer made Yao Yixian sneer unexpectedly.

certainly? !

What a precious and ironic word!

Yiyan, did you hear that?This is the man you love with all your life!When you were tortured while alive, I did not hesitate to abandon you; after you died, I expressed my love without shame, of course!

Yao Yixian suddenly changed the subject, he said: "Please go back and tell Xiaomeng that my brother has passed away, the deceased is dead, a person who does not exist in this world, no matter how many vows he made in the past, it is impossible to replace him." The current feelings. So there are some things, Xiaomeng, he really doesn't need to do that."

"Meng Ran...is he targeting you again?"

Very smoothly, Yuning was brought into another topic.

Yao Yixian turned his face to the side, but did not reply.Sometimes, not answering and not explaining is the best reply. Letting everything go without saying anything is a crime that was intended to be added.On the contrary, it is more credible to let the audience to indulge in their own fantasies and play it than to hear it with their own ears.

"I'm sorry, I've actually communicated with Meng Ran, but I didn't expect him to trouble you." Yuning blamed himself.

The time was almost ripe, Yao Yixian stood up, and issued a final invitation: "It's okay, for your sake, I have nothing to bear. It's already very late, you can send me back."

When I came to Yao Yixian's residence, the layout of the room actually overlapped another space in my memory, which was Yiyan's residence in Cambridgeshire.In Yu Ning's view, this resemblance is a tacit understanding between the twins, but they don't know that everything they see is carefully arranged for his arrival one day.

Yao Yixian emptied the books on the sofa, and said to Yu Ning, "Sit wherever you want."

A fragrance of roses permeates this duplex room, which is the flower that represents England.Yu Ning picked up a magazine on the coffee table and flipped through a few pages. The appreciation of classical music in the original English version is also Yiyan's interest.

Suddenly, Yu Ning remembered that he and Meng Ran had gone to a concert a few months ago.The location is in the Huangjiang Concert Hall, surrounded by golden walls and golden lights.Meng Ran smiled and said that the moment he walked through the red carpet, he even had the illusion of being in the upper class.It's a pity that when the performance was about a third of the way, he leaned on his shoulder and fell asleep.

Meng Ran was working very hard, and he was on the night shift the day before, so it was understandable to want to take a nap.But if it were Yiyan, no matter how tired he was, he would concentrate on listening to the last note.

When distracted, a cup of black tea was handed to Yuning, Yao Yixian said: "This is brought back from London, you should be used to drinking it."

Yu Ning picked up the teacup and took a sip, even the taste was so familiar.

The heat was rising, and there was a mist on the glasses. Yu Ning wiped the lenses: "The winter in Huangjiang is no better than that in Beijing, and there is no heating indoors. You should pay more attention to the increase or decrease of clothes. Remember to lock the door before going to bed at night. Although you I'm a policeman, but I'm a single family member, if something happens, I'm afraid you can't do it alone. And the gas..."

"Did you remind my brother like this in the past?" Yao Yixian interrupted Yuning.

The seemingly ambiguous question made Yu Ning slightly taken aback, and then said: "That is in England, the environment is different."

When he wanted to start another topic, Yao Yixian had already sat by his side. He leaned against Yu Ning and whispered a few words almost in a whisper: "Meng Ran will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow..."

There are multiple meanings in just one sentence.For a moment, Yu Ning's heart was disturbed, Yao Yixian gently turned his face around, forcing him to stare into those star-like eyes.

The confused fragrance mixed with the confused mind, looking at Yao Yixian from a close distance, Yu Ning found that compared to Yiyan, the enchanting temperament of his younger brother was actually more charming.Impeccable facial features paired with fair and delicate skin, under the tip of the nose, the lips that were smudged with black tea were slightly opened, Yao Yixian clearly did not speak, but it seemed that he had expressed his longing long ago, which made him have a kind of Leaning to hold it, the urge to kiss wantonly.

Just when the four lips were about to kiss each other, Yu Ning suddenly came back to his senses, and avoided in time: "I...I should go..."

He stood up quickly, and when he was walking out, he heard Yao Yixian groan, and Yu Ning hurriedly turned around: "What's wrong with you? Are you showing symptoms?"

"It's not a big deal, it's just that the heart rhythm is out of balance, just sit for a while and it will be fine."

Yao Yixian's understatement didn't make Yu Ning feel relieved, he walked to the desk and searched for himself: "Where is your usual medicine? Take the medicine first, if it doesn't work, I'll send you to the hospital."

Yu Ning found a small medicine storage box. After opening it, several colorful pills jumped onto the table, and then rolled down to the ground after a "bang bang".The moment he saw those pills, Yuning's heart throbbed instantly. The medicine storage box has two layers. When he uncovered the first layer, the white powder below further confirmed his conjecture.

"You're also contaminated with drugs!" Yu Ning put down the medicine box and looked at Yao Yixian with a heartbroken look.

"It's just ketamine, not what you think it is."

"That won't work either!" Yu Ning walked quickly to Yao Yixian's side, and said excitedly: "Do you know how painful it is for your brother to be addicted to drugs? Repeatedly quitting and then taking drugs, and taking drugs again and again, The whole person was tortured out of shape. How can you follow in his footsteps? When you become addicted to soft drugs, you will no longer be under your control."

"Yiyan became addicted to drugs. It's not his fault. I caused him..." Yao Yixian sank into the sofa, looking at the anxious man in front of him: "As for me, playing with these things is only for two words, empty .”

The unexpected answer made Yu Ning a little confused, and asked, "What else do you have to be empty?"

Yao Yixian sneered: "Do you think that since I became a police officer in my 20s, I should be having fun every day? Yu Ning, do you know what life I have lived in these years? Have you ever experienced the death of a loved one? , If you want to attend a funeral, you have to go through complicated approvals. In the end, it took three years to see his cold tombstone?"

"Oh, I'm really confused, how do you know this? The only person who understands me is dead. I often think that maybe Yiyan is still alive, living in a corner I don't know, but every day when I wake up, I You are still alone. Yu, do you think I don’t hate you? How could I not hate you? But Yiyan asked me to forgive you, because he loves you, and he will love you to the end of his life!”

Yao Yixian lowered his shoulders, his tone trembling: "He cut your pulse twice because you lied to him and fled back to the country while he was asleep. Do you know how he collapsed when he woke up? Hunger strike, self-mutilation! When the infusion tube was plugged in, he pulled it out by himself! I always thought it was because of me that he became like that. I only have you in my heart, you let him down again and again, but he never slanders you, never complains that you are not good!"

Yu Ning suddenly sobbed, he sat back beside Yao Yixian, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Yiyan, please forgive me..."

Time and space have undergone subtle changes in this conversation, which gave Yuning an illusion.He opened his arms, hugged that thin body into his arms, and said in a low voice: "I... I have never forgotten you..."

"What did you call me?"

Yu Ning wanted to answer, but the words he didn't say were forced back by a pair of thin lips. He subconsciously dodged back, leaving enough distance to see Yao Yixian clearly.

They stared at each other for about three seconds, which was also the length of sanity collapse.

When kissing again, Yu Ning was no longer passive, as if he could only express his apology in this way, he embraced the strange yet familiar body with all his strength, and he was sure that the person in his arms was not Yiyan, let alone Mengran.

All wills are dissolving, and all consciences are becoming shallow.Yu Ning kissed Yao Yixian's forehead: "I know you are Yixian..."

Yao Yixian leaned close to Yu Ning's ear and blew softly: "Then do you still want it?"

It seemed that a person who was addicted to alcohol took two sips before being confiscated.What Yu Ning didn't know was that when he was sinking in the sea of ​​desire, Meng Ran was dealing with the crisis at home. The other party took advantage of the large number of people and pushed him hard, causing the gunshot wound on his neck, and Meng Ran was in pain. He gritted his teeth, but made no sound.

At the same moment, Meng Ran, who was in a state of desperation, would not have thought that the feelings he cultivated with his true feelings and watered with his sincerity finally began to rot from the core.